Dust and Ember Song

Chapter 116

"Xingjun..." Zhijin regained consciousness from the coma, and saw that Kongchen was wiping the sweat for himself.

"Did you just have a nightmare?" He looked at her extremely worriedly, his eyes were gentle.

Her heart disease made her amnesia more and more serious. The dream was so real that she couldn't remember anything after a while. "I seemed to have a dream, but I forgot what happened in the dream."

Kong Chen stopped her silly act of beating her head hard, and hugged her rather distressedly, "What's the matter...don't make me worry."

"Maybe it's because I've been too tired recently." Zhijin leaned on his chest, but found that she was about to forget the past with him.

She clutched the heart that was born because of him, feeling the severance of a knife and a sword, every time the pain caused her memory to dissipate a bit.

"Jin'er, will you blame me?" Today is his new marriage, and it is a ridiculous lie he lied to one woman and hurt another.

"That bride is really pretty, why should I blame you for marrying her?"

"You don't blame me for marrying someone else!" He couldn't believe it.

"What's the use of complaining, the matter has come to this point, if you leave her... I will feel sad too."

He held her shoulders fiercely, as angry as when he saw a peach blossom hairpin from the human world with the breath of ghosts in her hair in the South China Sea that day, "Tell me, is it him? After giving you the hairpin." Is he the tiger Changdi who came with you to this demon world today!"

Zhijin gazes gently, with good-looking eyebrows and beautiful red robes, much like Luo Tang of that year.

"Luo Tang..." She couldn't help recalling the name that stabbed her heart.

I saw him standing up with a sneer, with a face of white frost, tore off the golden crown on the bun, fell to the ground, and sang a mournful song.

"After hundreds of years, I still haven't got you..."

He backed away sadly, as if he was about to fall into the abyss, "I can't go back, everything has changed, you no longer want to stay by my side, and I am no longer Huode Xingjun... I can't go back went……"

Yes, we can't go back. For hundreds of years, I went from the nameless valley to the heaven, and I wandered for too long and lost so much.Maybe, God blamed me for being such an ignorant and arrogant little fire demon who stayed in my hometown dishonestly, swaggering around and breaking the rules of heaven and earth, and wanted to punish me. I can't hurt anyone anymore. I should find a place to end myself and end all my sins.

Let's go to Luoshui, isn't it said that Luoshui's natural disaster is not far away, let the heaven take back my evil spirit, let me turn into a wisp of fire, and be wiped out... I only hope that the people I love forget about me , have a bright future.

"Mr. Xing, is it because of me that you betrayed the Heavenly Court and no longer take the position of Huode Xingjun?"

He still sneered, almost in despair, "Apart from you, who else would make me make such a choice... Have you forgotten, that day at the flat peach feast, I had no choice but to hurt you so that the immortals would not question your identity. When I saw that the tiger Changdi could carry you away without any scruples, I made up my mind that I would never do anything to hurt you for those unnecessary people and things, and let you down."

"You, for me, do you want to be a fugitive from heaven..."

"I care about you, even if your body is broken to pieces, even if your life or death is uncertain." He wanted to dig out his heart and show her how much he loved her.

"Is this love... You really fell in love with me..." Tears wet the front of her clothes and cooled her heart.She didn't dare to ask for this kind of love, nor was she willing to accept it. She had never repaid him anything, but she wanted to implicate him in his whole life.

"Yes, I, Kongchen, the former Huode Xingjun, one of the masters of the heaven who are admired by the whole world, and the cold-faced fairy that everyone shuns away, fell in love with you, fell in love with you, who came from the nameless valley. I didn’t dare to admit it, dare not face it, how can I love others, I want to be a god of abstinence, a person of heaven with pure six senses, I can’t love a woman whose origin is unknown... "

Tears were still on his face, and his throat was hoarse, "My master once told me that fate is always in the palm of my hand, but I think he was wrong."

He approached her, condescending and humble, "My life is in your palm, my empty life is in your palm, do you know..."

A resounding slap froze all life, and each other's hearts stagnated... She said indifferently, "Kong Chen, I don't want your life... I..."

"I don't love you either... Did you hear me clearly, I don't love you." She suppressed the feeling of suffocation in her heart, and she had to exchange for a little way of life, so she continued, "The person I love is Luo Tang, A human man."

Kong Chen laughed loudly, laughing so hard that she felt as if she had been lingering.

He wants to say a lot, how much he wants to hug her and try hard to keep her, and tell her all those unspeakable secrets, so that she can understand what he has done and all his difficulties.But what's the point of that, she doesn't love him anymore, she didn't love him a long time ago.How could he force, even force a person who doesn't love him to bear those secrets.

A glass of wine in the rivers and lakes, ten years of night rain, so the dream is long, waiting for the green mountains to decay.

He has never been afraid of the decay of the green mountains. What he is afraid of is that after walking so long in the rivers and lakes, drinking so much bitter wine of longing, and having endured so much wind and rain, he looks back and finds that the person he loves does not love him in the dimly lit place.

However, this is also good. When she was young, she watched Xinghe promise her a lifetime of joy and fulfillment in the Kuixing Tower when she was young, and her desire for happiness and fulfillment would no longer be a burden like him.

"Girl, it's good to rest, I...don't bother..." After speaking, he smiled miserably, lowered his head, and pushed the door away.

She looked at his resolutely leaving back and fainted again.

The Demon Realm, the Cangning Palace, was built by the Demon Lord Yongheng for his righteous brother Kongchen and righteous sister Fucang, as a wedding hall.

Cangning implies the tranquility of the sea, which seems ironic now.

The gods in the heavens voluntarily abandoned their past dignity and became people in the devil world. I don't know what kind of discussions and gossips will be in today's heaven.

Fu Cang had already changed into light-colored clothes, and was sitting in the courtyard in a daze, looking at the lotus in the lake.

The demon waiter saluted and asked, "Wang Jun has returned to the bedroom at this time, it seems that it is not very good, Mrs. Jun should go and have a look."

She already had a heart full of scars, but when she heard that he was ill, it was even more painful. She subconsciously tried her best to calm down, and replied, "Go now."

The red silk in the palace was still dazzling, she said sadly, "Your Majesty is sick, this joy is too eye-catching, you order the waiter to take it away."

"Madam Jun, do you want to remove this Xi lamp?"

The dragon and phoenix Xizhan that was originally going to drink together on the wedding night hurt her heart even more, and she was angry with some sorrow, "Didn't you understand! I said, the joy is all gone, go away quickly!"

All the demon attendants carefully erased the humiliation of being robbed of love by another woman at today's wedding ceremony for the wife of the Cangning Palace.

(End of this chapter)