Dust and Ember Song

Chapter 158

The white snow is like catkins, falling to the end of the world with the wind, and there is one less domineering Yuezhou tiger in the world, but in the heart of this tiger's mount, the ghost beast Bi Fang, he is always there.The tiger named Qingze once asked him when he was young, Bi Fang, my mother Xin Liu has done something wrong to her father, do you think I should expose it?

Aze, you shouldn't go into the affairs of the queen, they are adults, we are just children, how can we understand the thoughts of adults.

But Bi Fang, if the woman you like has an affair with someone else without telling you, will you be sad...

Aze, I still don’t understand, why don’t you ask me when I grow up, then I will definitely give you the best answer.

Why did you leave me before I gave you the best answer, Ze?
It's too late to tell you, I made a deal with an immortal, and exchanged a Moqi pillow and a secret for you for a pot of medicinal wine that can relieve the pain in your heart and eliminate the nightmare of the full moon.

You blamed me for stealing the Mochi pillow because you said you were going to cut off my arm, which made me hold a grudge.In fact, I have no choice but to relieve your illness for you, and I promised the immortal to conceal this matter.

When Destroyer whipped me, I could see the unbearable look in your eyes.You always punish yourself with the empress Xinliu's filth, you let yourself be sinister, murderous and bloodthirsty in this life, it seems that only in this way can you feel at ease... But are you really at ease?

It is she who makes you feel regretful, makes your eyes more rippling, combs your hair, puts on a jade crown, and your clothes are neat, you long to see her again.You clumsily think that you can exchange your life for her forgiveness, so that you can justifiably love her.

Ze, actually you know the answer to that question.

Loving someone is reckless, it is peace of mind, and it is the eternity that you can taste when you miss it.

Bi Fang, the red-haired ghost, looked at the carriage going away in the snow, and said sadly, "Aze, I will protect the one you love, so you can go with peace of mind."

Beihai, a barren land, looking at the pale snow, Qu Jiu felt sad.

She knew that the woman had extraordinary powers, and she also knew that she had something to do with the Luoshui natural disaster.He could see that she wanted to break the catastrophe by killing herself, but the fate is so, who can easily turn it around.When the Yuezhou tiger was on the sick bed and couldn't fall asleep due to a serious illness, he drank wine with him. The hoarse voice of this well-known Wude tiger told him something on his mind.

He said that he never liked gold, silver, precious jade, or killing, but he couldn't control his grief.That blind resentment came from the unbearable peeps when he was young.His concubine, Xinliu, is extremely beautiful and is the sister of the Emperor of Heaven. She married Ruizhen, the mountain lord of Yuezhou, and became the empress.But she seemed to despise Yuezhou's prosperity and wealth, so she had an affair with a fairy living in the valley outside the sky.

That immortal was handsome and suave, and he was more pleasing than his father, Ruizhen.Her mother often lingers with that fairy and does dirty things.He memorized the appearance of the immortal, and made a wooden sword out of the Yanggu sacred tree bestowed on him by the Emperor of Heaven.After that, he sneaked out of Yuezhou to find the immortal, and killed the immortal in Shengzhou.When he stood in front of Xin Liu with a bloody knife in his hand, he sneered indifferently without saying a word.

Xin Liu sadly wanted to take his knife away, but he refused.She said with tears, to you, I am your empress, to Ruizhen, I am his queen...but to him, I am the person he loves the most.

As a young man, how could he understand the endless entanglements and regrets, but only hated Xin Liu's confusion.

He roared, you are not worthy to be my mother, you betrayed everyone, we will not forgive you!It is because of your sins that I was born with a full moon night, and the nightmare-ridden headaches were all caused by you!After speaking, he stabbed the dagger into his heart. After three stabs, he fell to the ground in pain.

When he woke up, he didn't see the queen Xinliu, nor the emperor's father Ruizhen. It seemed that there was no one in Fusang Palace.Until a ghost servant tremblingly brought him a pot of soup and told him that the tiger killed himself in the bedroom after seeing the king, and when his heart was broken, he also drew his sword and died in love...

After so many years, he is frightening, people dare not disobey, and he has lived the most terrifying appearance.At this moment, he felt lonely, tired of the so-called peace of mind of killing for pleasure... He has been looking for the person who redeemed him.

The fate finally favored him, and that person really appeared, dressed in pink and white, smiling like a bright moon.

When we met for the first time, the bewilderment of heartbeat did not make him understand what love is.In front of her, he ruined her friend's beautiful face, killed the caged monster that she treasured, and threatened her that if she dared to resist, he would strip her of her clothes.Maybe, in this way, she will care about him, be forced to surrender to him due to his tyranny, and be willing to stay by his side... He thought stupidly.

However, things backfired. Her hatred made him afraid.He was afraid that she would stay away from him, and he didn't want to see him again. When he couldn't help himself to miss her, he felt the melting heart for her.He began to repent and save, he wanted to look good and stand in front of her clean.If she still dislikes him, he promises her that as long as he can stay by her side, he can not be a Yuezhou tiger, let her scold and beat him, or even just be a plaything at her feet for her to tease.

Is love a poison that you like to eat, or a sword that you are willing to bear.

Unable to bear the pain of missing him, when he appeared in front of her again, her fierce palm hit his heart that had been wounded a long time ago, and little by little, the old scars were broken.He held her hatred and took it as atonement, because he was someone he loved deeply, so it didn't matter.She pulled out the jade hairpin from the bun again, and stabbed fiercely into the wound. This time, the pain really hit his bone marrow, and he felt suffocated.

But he didn't complain, didn't complain, he looked at the one he loved, so close to him, and could still feel her warmth, what a joy.He remembered that in his bedroom, there was a puppet carved by Xin Liu, which looked like a goose.Xin Liu once corrected him, it's not a goose, but a mandarin duck, which means a happy marriage and love for joy.

When he was drunk, he would often say to that ugly but naive fat goose, I miss her, catch her, or follow her wherever she wants...or, go meet her, threaten her, and I have something in my hand. A relic of her dead friend... no, she will dislike me as a vulgar person... I really miss her... Can I go and see her, just one time, maybe I won't miss her so much after seeing her...

He was covered in blood, looking at her charming eyebrows, he was very sad, he smiled, he felt that the woman in front of him liked him.

There were so many loving words hidden in her heart, and she wanted to say them, but she was ashamed and smashed into the dust along with her tears.He can only say, I have no reason to avoid your resentment, living in this world, seeing you risking your life for your friend like this, and remembering it so much, I feel regretful...

I regret that I met you too late... It was too late, I was riddled with sins, and I could no longer learn how to love such a gentle you, and I don't have the time to offset the hatred and resentment you have towards me in your heart.If we are as good as ordinary men and women in the world, I will definitely buy a good horse, go to the mountains every day to find beautiful flowers and plants, and put them outside your house, so that you can see them at a glance when you open the door.

Your hug, I exchange my life for it.

The woman bit her fingertips and crushed the blood beads floating in front of her eyes, and the flames spread all over the field in an instant.He knew that she wanted to do her best to save him, and suddenly, he understood how precious the sincerity was when Xin Liu insisted on abandoning her reputation.

He was hugged tightly by her, dying, leaning in this warm embrace, thinking how much this moment is eternity.The old wounds in his heart overlapped with the new ones, the past life and the present life shook hands, and he finally felt at ease.

(End of this chapter)