Dust and Ember Song

Chapter 46

"Heartbreaking and bleeding..."

The only time she faced a life-and-death decision was because of Youyuan's loss of control.Now, the man in front of him who has very little friendship with him would actually say such words.That's right, if it weren't for life and death, he wouldn't be free to please himself.

"Are you afraid of it?"

"I'm afraid, of course I'm afraid, but why should I fall in love with you and be willing to bleed for you."

Zhong Yan let go, "Of course you don't need it, even if the verdict is true, it doesn't matter."

"What verdict?"

"Don't need to know." He refastened the loose cloak ribbon for her.

"There are some things, either don't do anything, or don't go back on your word if you do it."

Go back on it, go back on it, no matter what the ending will be, Zhong Yan will accept it.

"Have you forgotten that you are the Demon Lord Cishan... If I can help you a little bit, it would be a good idea to bleed." Even if you lose your life, the people of Cishan can be protected, Xingjun will understand, he is meager His life can be regarded as somewhat useful.

"No, I don't want to..." He quickly shook his head and vetoed.

"It's because I trust others too much. I shouldn't do so many foolish things." Since he ascended the position of Yaozun, he has been walking on thin ice every day, and he no longer follows his own every step. He pretends to be thousands of creatures in his heart.

"My life is worthless, like a human animal, it will always become a piece of roast meat on the court."

Zhong Yan held her in his arms and found that her body was cold at the moment.

"What's wrong with you, say this."

She also couldn't tell why she was so sad tonight, nor did she reject Zhong Yan's embrace.

Xu is missing his hometown, Xu is nostalgic for the happy days when Zu Yun was accompanied by Xingjun in the heavenly court, Xu is worried that Youyuan will commit suicide again, Xu is...Xingjun said to let himself wait, but it has been so long...no one can... never came to find her...

Even though she didn't want Xing Jun to really go down to find her, no matter how far away she was like in the past, she didn't dare to think about spending all these years by herself.

"Will you be lonely after seeing so much wind and rain?" Zhijin asked suddenly.

"Wandering around the world for hundreds of years, participating in the war in Mount Cishan for decades... The only time I realized my loneliness was on the night when I ascended to the position of Yaozun."

Zhong Yan hugged her even tighter, "Someone told me that to climb to the top of the Ten Thousand Monsters, you will feel the incomprehensible loneliness. I thought about it over and over again, and it was also at that moment that I felt lonely."

"Thinking of seeing the end of this life in one glance, I actually feel scared, and then feel lonely." With his white fingers, he wiped away the tear stains that Zhijin didn't know when.

"If I had to choose again, I would definitely leave."

Zhijin stretched out her hand, and a few night birds landed on her palm, "We are all people whose destiny cannot be changed, you were born to be a demon venerable, and I was born to just keep losing, and in the end there is nothing left, and nothing is left. neither."

"I only have one name." She blew away the nights.

"Xiaoxing lights the mountain, and the moon lights the world. You just haven't found someone who can light the lamp for you."

"Have you ever loved anyone?"

Zhong Yan wants to say, I loved you, but he is not sure, he is so romantic that he can't tell his sincerity.

"I loved someone..." She looked at the sky, "He took me from a far, far away place to the Heavenly Court. Many years later, because of my crime, I left the Heavenly Court again and came to this strange place."

"He used to look for me, and I also looked for him, and now we are separated again."

"Will he come to you?"

"I don't know, he asked me to wait for him..."

"Then do you still love him?" Zhong Yan envied the man who could win her favor.

"Love, I have always loved, but I dare not love more and more. The taste of separation is like a thorn, piercing through the heart, and it hurts so much." She caressed the heart that was born of emptiness.

"Have you heard of Wangchuan water?"

No one in Wangchuan knows that when ordinary people want to give up their obsession with love, they will desperately go to find Wangchuan, wanting to be reborn.The person Donghai Zongji loved went to drink the water of Wangchuan to forget her completely.

He heard the story from the old storyteller in the world.

Many people lamented the betrayal of mortals and Zongji's pity.But he was thinking, if that mortal is really a ruthless person, why would he travel long distances and go through hardships to drink the water of Wangchuan.If you really don't care about that relationship, it doesn't matter anything, and you will drink Wangchuan water if you can't let it go.

Perhaps that mortal was thinking like crazy, was plagued by illness, thought over and over again, and decided to forget Donghai Zongji who had no possibility with him.

He had no choice but to give up on her. Only by giving up would she be able to escape from the catastrophe of love and live happily ever after for the rest of her life.

Love can't get it, choose to forget or remember, if let him choose, he will choose to remember forever, because the true heart is rare in this world.

"Of course I have. Wangchuan is only effective for ordinary people."

He really wanted to tell her that a certain member of the tribe in a hurry would brew Wangyou, a wine that could break the love of demons.

"Zhong Yan." She called him.

"what happened?"

"I'm tired of my current life." She opened up to him. "A human friend told me that death is also a kind of life."

"How can you break your heart and bleed to get what you want?"

She didn't know when a short knife appeared in her hand. The blade was sharp and cold.

"Zhizhi!" Zhong Yan didn't want to use his strength to grab the dagger, fearing to hurt her, so he grabbed her delicate wrist.

"They're all liars."

They are all liars, Mr. Xing said that as long as her heart grows well, she can be with him in the sky for a long time, and she promised herself to be a good monster and live a happy life, but her whereabouts are unknown...

"Just let me break my heart and bleed, I am willing, and I have no regrets."

Zhong Yan roared, "I regret it, I shouldn't be entangled with you, I shouldn't believe in any verdict of life and death!"

He ruthlessly pulled her hand, reaching directly to his heart, and when he entered again, blood gushed out.

"There are many women around me, I have never loved, because I don't know what love is. But when I met you, just like this moment, I would rather be ashamed of all sentient beings in Cishan than hurt you alone."

It was too late to eliminate the dagger with magic, Zhijin saw it piercing Zhong Yan's heart, and the right hand holding the knife was immediately stained red.

"I think... I might be in love with you."

Zhong Yan was so painful that he propped his hands on the ground, his clothes fluttered in the wind, and the blood was horrifying.

"What do you love about me, I have nothing..." Seeing that Zhong Yan, who was injured by him, was still talking nonsense, Zhijin cried like he was about to collapse.

"Don't cry, I'm not going to die, I'll be fine after a few days of cultivation." He didn't expect that just now, he was wounded in his body just now.

As a demon venerable, he has high natural mana, so a little injury is nothing, but it made her cry uncontrollably.

"Zhizhi promised me not to die, but to live a long time."

"You have to promise me, as you said."

Zhong Yan cast a spell, but the dagger disappeared, and the blood flowed more and more violently, Zhijin covered the wound with his hand tremblingly.

Seeing her so sad, he lowered his head, put his arms around her waist, and kissed her lips.

(End of this chapter)