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Chapter 104 Who did you fail?

Jin Yanchen turned his head back, with a cold face, and said sullenly: "What kind of temper did I lose? When Tuoba Changrou poisoned me, you hid in the bamboo forest, right? Hidden to see me Isn’t it a joke? Are you disappointed that I wasn’t poisoned to death by her?”

Mu Dianke became angry when he heard his inexplicable words.Quickly realized: Jin Yanchen started to find fault with himself again!

When he deliberately found fault, there was no way to reason with him.

Taking a deep breath, suppressing the anger in his heart, he said coldly, "Whatever you think."

Get up and go out the door.

He felt a sound of wind blowing from behind, and Jin Yanchen chased after him with strides.

Mu Dian turned around and wanted to hide, but he couldn't match Jin Yanchen's long arms and legs, so he asked him to catch up with him, stretched out his arms to catch him, and he was picked up by him like a chicken.

The sword wound on Mu Dianke's shoulder was split open, his brows were tightened in pain, and he said angrily, "Jin Yanchen, are you crazy enough?"

Jin Yanchen's eyes were full of anger, and he yelled louder than her: "No!"

With a throw of his hand, he threw Mu Dianke back on the chair, bent his back, and almost touched her face with his nose, gritted his teeth and stared at that beautiful and indifferent face, his voice was full of hatred : "It hurts, right? You know it hurts too? Since in your eyes, I'm a lunatic, then I'll show you how crazy I am. If I'm not crazy enough, how can I be worthy of you?"

Mu Dianke was almost thrown onto the chair by Jin Yanchen, with the hard wood on his back, and the pain was so painful that his whole body was about to fall apart.Frowning tightly, she stared back at him fiercely.

Jin Yanchen said again in a nasty voice: "What, does it hurt? People like you know what pain is?"

Mu Dianke looked at the face full of entangled hatred that was close in front of him, and suddenly lost his strength.

"What kind of person am I?"

She looked at his face, her expression was a little tired, her voice was indifferent, without the cold and sharp aura of the past, only endless exhaustion remained: "A person like me... What kind of person am I?"

Jin Yanchen paused with hatred in his eyes, and did not speak, his hands tightly grasped the pear hardwood armrests on the chair, until the two pieces of hard pear wood split.

Mu Dianke stared into Jin Yanchen's eyes, and asked again persistently: "Then tell me, what kind of person am I?"

Jin Yanchen didn't speak.He stared fiercely at Mu Dianke, his eyes were forbearing and painful, just like the rainy sky outside the window at this time, it was so gloomy that water could drip down.

Mu Dianke lowered his head, stopped looking at the distorted face that was close at hand, and quietly looked at the shadow of his nose with lowered eyes.

Long Jiu chuckled, the corners of his mouth turned bitter, and his voice was full of desolation and self-mockery: "I am Mu Cangping's daughter, and I have the face you hate the most. So no matter what I say or do, it's all wrong." .As long as you are unhappy, you can vent your anger on me..."

"But why?"

She suddenly raised her head and stared fixedly at Jin Yanchen, her eyes glistened with water, but she stubbornly held her head up, refusing to let the tears flow: "I am also a human being. I have never felt sorry for you."

As if a sharp arrow pierced his heart, Jin Yanchen felt the pain in his chest was about to explode.He had no choice but to grit his teeth tightly, trying to maintain that tyrannical aura.

"Aren't you sorry for me?"

Mu Dianke stared at Jin Yanchen for a while, and suddenly laughed softly: "I'm sorry for you?"

She seemed to have heard the best joke, her face was full of tears, and she couldn't tell whether she was sad or happy: "You want me to be your sister, and I accept it. If you want to regret the marriage, I will let you You regret it. The only thing I feel sorry for you is that I couldn't help myself and became Mu Cangping's daughter. But Mu Cangping owed you the debt, and I have paid you for him for so many years... After all, what do you want? How about me?"

Jin Yanchen's eyes were as black as obsidian, and there was a glint of water. His palms were tightly grasping the armrest, and the pear blossom hardwood, which was as thick as his arm, was broken by his bare hands.The broken stake pierced into his palm, and blood flowed down in streams, but he didn't realize it.

Because of forbearance, his voice is not as loud as it used to be, and it is extremely low and hoarse: "You think you are the only one who feels wronged? Do you think you are the only one who suffers the most? Then do you know how I got here all these years, you Do you know that I-"

He almost slipped his tongue, choked his head, and turned his head abruptly to get up.There was nothing to fall around, so he had no choice but to turn around and kick the pear wood chair that Mu Dianke was sitting on.

In the end, he withdrew his strength and did not kick her over with the chair.

Mu Dianke leaned in the big open chair, and as the chair trembled, his whole body ached again.This time, he didn't even have the strength to frown.

After sitting in meditation for a while, she slowly said: "I have never felt that I am the most miserable, and I have never felt that you are not miserable. I also tried to understand your suffering, but... you don't need it. I was just thinking, Is it because I stay away from you and don't let you see it, so that you can feel better?"

Moisture was seen in her eyes: "There are only two of us left...all of us are gone. But why do we have to torture each other? Since you hate me so much, why don't you just kill me with a single knife?" ? This kind of day... Actually, I am also very tired."

She raised her hand to cover her face, and there was glistening water between her fingers.After a long time, he let go, and his eyes regained their clarity.Holding on to the broken armrest, I tried to get up, but my bones were so sore that I couldn't get up all at once, and fell back down again.

Jin Yanchen watched her slump down on the chair, his heart felt as if it had been rolled in boiling water, but he hardened his heart and turned his head away from her.

Mu Dian rested for a while leaning on the back of the chair, and slowly stood up while supporting the chair.The voice of the one who just cried was a little hoarse: "Tomorrow, I will go to Chuzhou, and I won't be here to obstruct your eyes. The roll of sheepskin you gave me is almost torn. Tomorrow morning, you will ask Qu Ya to go and get it."

When she walked to the door, she remembered something again: "I forgot to tell you, Seventh Aunt has always hated my mother, I don't know why. If you start from here, maybe you can find out something."

Yan Ming waited anxiously outside the door, seeing Mu Dianke limping out, hurriedly ran to help, but was stopped by Mu Dianke's eyes.

Yanming understood what Mu Dianke meant.She is already a member of Jin Yanchen's courtyard, if she gets too close to Mu Dianke, it will only make Jin Yanchen dissatisfied and get burned!
Yan Ming's eye circles turned red quickly, she lowered her head, stepped aside, and watched Mu Dianke walk out the door with difficulty.

The rainstorm is approaching, the sky is getting darker, and the light in the house is as dark as it is in the dark.Yan Ming held the lamp to close the outside window, passing by the carved partition door, she couldn't help but turn her head and take a look inside.

The room was in a mess, Jin Yanchen stood among the broken porcelain pieces on the ground, his tall body curled up, fingers deeply inserted into his hair, like a helpless child abandoned by the whole world.

Yan Ming didn't understand why the Holy Master insisted on hurting the girl and torturing himself like this.

When she closed the window and came back, Jin Yanchen returned to his usual state, stretching his legs and sitting on the only intact pear wood chair in the room, with a gloomy face and a firm expression, like an invincible living king of Hades.

It's just that the eyes are a little tired.Across the dark sky and ten feet away, Yan Ming could feel the tiredness.

Qu Ya walked in.

Jin Yanchen sat on the chair with his eyes downcast, and when he heard Qu Ya's footsteps, he raised his head and asked, "It's all settled?"

On the day when Mu Dianke challenged Li Mubai, eleven killers appeared on the sword drinking stage, trying to assassinate Mu Dianke at the critical moment of the martial arts competition.

Qian Yu and Bai Ling personally led the team to find out the eleven killers, kill ten and let one go.Followed this one again and successfully found a litter.

Qu Ya is not Wang Shusheng.No matter how disadvantaged he is and how many variables there are, he can overcome these difficulties and handle things safely and beautifully.

For him, Jin Yanchen has always trusted and assured him.

Qu Ya's voice was steady and powerful, neither humble nor overbearing: "It's resolved. There are eighteen of them in total, and sixteen of them were killed. There are two left with soft bones, and they will be handed over to the Execution Palace for interrogation."

Jin Yanchen responded lightly, and didn't intend to speak anymore.

Qu Ya said, "Before I came in, I met a girl."

"What did she say?"

"She asked me to fetch the parchment tomorrow morning."

Jin Yanchen said: "I have my own arrangements for the sheepskin scroll, so you don't need to talk to her."

Qu Ya was silent for a while: "To be fair, the girl has treated you with all her heart and soul all these years, with both credit and hard work. You shouldn't treat her like this."

"Then what should I do to her?"

How can he treat her?

Qu Ya sighed: "That's why I didn't want Yu'er to marry you back then. She is a silly child, she knows everything in her heart..."

"I failed Yu'er, and I am ashamed of your father and daughter."

"That's Yu'er's own choice, what's with you?" Qu Ya said: "Since you and I are Weng's son-in-law, we don't need to be so different. But there are some things I still want to remind you. The path you chose yourself , I have to admit it.

Now that you have persisted until now, just grit your teeth and finish the last journey.Don't fail her, yourself, and in the end, fail your mother. "

Jin Yanchen's heart was so painful that it was numb. At this moment, there was nothing left but the depression that had nowhere to vent. He leaned his elbows on the back of the chair and held his forehead: "I know. Don't worry, in this life, my wife is only Yu'er. I will I will do my best not to let you feel that your original decision was wrong."

A bright light suddenly flashed by the window, tearing through the dark sky outside, and made Jin Yanchen's face turn pale, with a little blue in the white, looking cold and without warmth.

A dull thunder exploded in the sky.Immediately, there was a rush of raindrops outside the door, like beans pouring down from the sky, filling the sky, dense and noisy.Thousands of pearls fell fiercely, hitting the roof tiles above the head with "crack", "crack" and "crack".

Jin Yanchen especially didn't like this kind of weather.

This kind of weather always reminded him of some bad memories.

He still remembered the night five years ago when he knelt in front of Qiao Yuze and cried his voice hoarse.It was pouring rain outside the door, as if it was the same situation.

　You won't believe it, I spent a whole afternoon coding this chapter.Kawenjia abused himself, and was in so much pain...that I didn't have the strength to break the chapter.Here are three thousand words, I hope everyone will find it pleasing to the eye.

　　
　
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