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Chapter 506 Relief
"She was in too much pain." Mu Dianke said, "She was in too much pain. I was still young and didn't know what to do."

"Then if you were asked to choose again now, what would you do?"

"……I have no idea."

She suddenly turned around, buried her face in Chang Qianfo's arms, and cried: "I really don't know. I always thought that I hated her very much, but at that moment I realized it wasn't..."

When Qiao Yuze died, she didn't even cry.

That night, she and Jin Yanchen were sitting on the Gobi Desert drinking.The burning knife was so hot that it choked the throat, and poured it down one jar after another. I don't know how many jars I drank.

In the end, Jin Yanchen got drunk, lay on the gravel, and murmured aggrievedly: "... When I was young, mother would leave us any good things first... This time she kept it for herself... She left no more pain. We have to live..."

The night sky on the desert is extremely low, and the bright and twinkling stars hang on the sky, as if it is within reach.She sat cross-legged on the solid rock, looking at the shining and dancing stars, her eyes were dry, and there was not a single tear in her eyes.

The repeated traumas of life made them no longer know how to express their sadness.

This sadness has been suppressed for several years, clogging her chest and gnawing at her heart, until today she took this opportunity to release it.

The reason Chang Qianfo wants to tell her is: Even if she is asked to make a new choice today, she will still not stop Qiao Yuze.

In this world, there are many people with great wisdom who have gone through hardships and ups and downs, and finally look down on everything and embrace tranquility.But her fourth aunt, Qiao Yuze, could no longer welcome redemption.

For the sake of the Jin family's great enmity, for herself and Jin Yanchen, she fell into the mud step by step, and cut off her last sliver of life with her own hands.

As Jin Yanchen said, that was the only time she was selfish and kept good things to herself.It couldn't have been a better ending!
Jin Yanchen never complained to her because of Qiao Yuze's death.

And she blamed herself for years.At this moment, he suddenly woke up.

"Thank you, Thousand Buddhas." She said with a choked voice.

"Silly girl." Chang Qianfo sighed, held Mu Dianke's face in his hands, carefully wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said, "I'm very glad that you can tell me these things. It's just Dianke, death cannot be resurrected, People always have to look ahead."

"En." She nodded vigorously, and suddenly asked, "Qianfo, how old are you this year?"

Chang Qianfo smiled and said, "I was born in September, and I'm almost two years older than you. Why do you ask this?"

She rubbed into his arms embarrassingly: "I always feel that you are obviously not much older than me, but you know a lot of truth." She muttered: "Like a master."

Chang Qianfo laughed and said, "That's not allowed. Any master who dares to hug his female student will be scolded by someone poking his spine."

Mu Dianke laughed through his tears with a "poof", beat his chest lightly, and said angrily, "It's not serious."

She suddenly remembered something, struggled to sit up, and asked, "You came back so early, have you finished dealing with the front hall?"

"Chen Ning, the governor, personally brought people to help deal with the aftermath, and the Wen family also came. It went well. Uncle Ling is watching from the front. I'll come and see you."

Mu Dianke felt a layer of honey in his heart, but he also knew that it was not a time for you and me to be at this juncture, so he pushed him away: "Go and get busy, something like this happened in the hall, big and small things are waiting for you." You make up your mind. If you don't show up at this time, other people will have an idea."

Chang Qianfo said with a smile: "What a cruel heart. This drove me away in a hurry."

Mu Dianke said: "I'm really fine, just lie down and rest for a while. Don't worry about me."

Chang Qianfo didn't insist anymore, bent down and hugged Mu Dianke, and pressed his hot lips on the tips of her ears, his voice suddenly became hoarse and soft: "I'm going. Don't think about it, wait until I come back .”

Mu Dian nodded obediently, and mistakenly saw the dried blood on Chang Qianfo's silver robe. He felt distressed, but he couldn't stop him, so he said: "You also have to keep tight to your body, don't show off."

"I know." Chang Qianfo smiled, stretched out his hand to pinch her face: "Don't cry, it's not about life and death."

Mu Dianke raised his face, grinned at Chang Qianfo, amused him, and reluctantly turned to go out.

He thought he was really anxious, he quickened his pace as soon as he went out the door, his footsteps gradually faded away, and disappeared for a while.

Mu Dianke lay on the soft cushion at the head of the bed, watching people go to the empty doorway, exhaustion hit her, making her feel sad.However, there is a trace of sweetness, which stubbornly grows from the soil of the heart, stretches the stems and leaves, and spreads the tentacles, crawling across the atrium in an instant, making her unable to bear the joy.

But Shi Lang's heart is unwavering, so why be afraid of the dangers ahead.

With a smile on the corner of his mouth, he was still thinking about it, and then he heard a clear voice teasingly said: "Everyone is walking away, and they are still giggling."

Mu Dianke's heart sank, and he lowered his face. The next moment, he saw Xu Younan coming out from behind the door, wearing a gray robe with wide sleeves, and Shi Shiran pacing in.

He looks like a tall man with a fairy air - if it wasn't for the lack of that mouth!

"Oh, you don't seem very happy to see me."

Mu Dian didn't want to argue with Xu Younan, so he turned around, closed his eyes, and fell asleep on the cushion.After thinking about it, he still couldn't hold back, and said, "I'm so happy to see you, don't you have any points?"

"I thought you really wanted to see me right now."

Xu Younan walked to the bed, sat down leisurely, raised his arms and swung them, the wide sleeves of his robe were rolled up, graceful and smooth like clouds, stirring the soup slowly with a silver spoon in his hand, his gestures were really elegant.

"Pretentious." Mu Dianke thought to himself.

"If you have anything to say, just say it." Xu Younan said lazily if he could read people's minds: "Anyway, it's not a day or two since you hate the elders for my beauty, I'm used to it."

Mu Dian choked and didn't say anything.

Xu Younan handed over the well-mixed soup, looked at Mu Dianke's abnormally flushed face, and said compassionately: "Tsk, it's so pitiful, drink the medicine quickly."

After the battle at the Sword Drinking Terrace, Xu Younan's murderous intentions towards her dissipated miraculously, so I forgive him for not choosing to poison himself at this time.

Mu Dianke took the medicine bowl and took a sip. Seeing that the medicine was not hot, he raised his neck and drank it clean.

Xu Younan said leisurely: "You guessed right, Tan Lang set the fire. The reason was that his concubine named Wu Luzhi suddenly asked someone to let him out. After he came out, he heard that Du Simian was ill. He rushed to Huairentang in a hurry to visit the sick. The two of them fought like firewood, and Tan Lang caught him right away.

Relying on his familiarity with the terrain, Du Simian led Wu Luzhi into the East Medicine Storehouse.Naturally, Tan Lang couldn't catch up with them, so in a fit of anger, he set fire to the East Medicine Storehouse, trying to force them out. "

Xu Younan paused, smiled and looked at Mu Dianke who lowered his head and rinsed his mouth: "Smart or not, clever or not?"

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