I promise

Chapter 629

Later, when Xu Younan assisted Jin Yanchen to escape from Qingzhou and climbed all the way, with power in his hands, there were very few things in the world that could really embarrass him. Someone once asked him this question:
"The elder is so wise and powerful. In this life, has there ever been something that made you powerless and deeply frightened?"

Xu Younan wants to say a lot.

When he was a fledgling young man with insufficient mind and ability, many people and many things could easily defeat him.

Humans always stumble and grow step by step amidst tribulations.

If it is said that the most fearful and most powerless, there are really two things.

One is that he sat alone in the dark night under the dim lights, watching the blood plum petal on Jin Yanchen's forehead become more and more colorful; the other is that he handed the piece of paper on which the extradition formula was copied to Mu Dianke. At that time, she knew that it would kill her, but she had no other choice.

These two events happened on the same day.

He still remembered that that night, the night was as dark as a bottomless abyss, like an eternal night that could never welcome the dawn again.

So much so that in the following years, he no longer wanted to recall the situation at that time.

***
The rain stopped, and the wind outside the door blew softly.

The wind in the Jianghuai River is different from the desert.

The wind in the northwest wilderness is always reckless and flamboyant, driving straight like a wild man with a whip and galloping on horseback; the wind in the south is like a woman, passing through the streets and alleys, bypassing Lindong, a little more Gentle, but also more resentment.

The wind rustled through the leaves.Like a brush of sentimentality and melancholy, it brushes out the delicate desolation in his heart.

The door opened, and Mu Dianke walked in.

She had just come back from the outside, with a wet and cool wind on her body, which made the bedside candles dim.

Xu Younan knew that she was looking for Chang Qianfo.But I also know that she will come back eventually.

Jin Yanchen was about to die, and the Jin family's revenge had not yet been avenged.Someone must succeed him and continue on this road.

The two were silent, and neither of them spoke.After a long time, I heard Mu Dianke's low voice, which was a little hoarse after crying just now: "Xu Younan, have you ever thought that one day you will be free, where do you want to go?"

Her voice sounded tired and tired, not like a girl's voice, but like an old village woman in her seventies or eighties.

In fact, he is not tired of it.

"I haven't thought about it," he said.

When the Jin family is here, there is no need to think about it; when the Jin family is gone, it is useless to think about it.Who knows what day he will survive.

"I've thought about it." Mu Dianke lowered his eyes and looked at his feet, as if he didn't see anything.When she talked to Xu Younan, she didn't actually talk to him:

“I bought a piece of land and a house in a very remote and remote village in southern Sichuan. There were two big mulberry trees at the door, and I buried a pot of gold under one of them.【1】

I thought, one day, when my revenge is avenged, I will move there and hide.I grew my own food to eat, made clothes out of the woven cloth, and never killed anyone again. "

She shook her head: "But I don't really like it there. It's too humid, and the clothes don't dry all year round...I don't know where I can go."

She actually knew.Xu Younan thought in her heart.

Mu Dian laughed a little, his smile was covered by a halo of candlelight, and after a layer of distance, he couldn't see it clearly, it looked so far away.

"When I was in Qingshui Town, Qianfo told me that if there was really no place to go, I would go to him. He allocated a piece of land for me in Changjiapu and planted a large mulberry forest. I don't know how to farm, but he can Go learn. I just need to learn how to weave."【2】

The candlelight cast her shadow on the window paper, slender and thin, quiet and desolate.

Xu Younan felt vaguely uneasy.

He always felt that something big was going to happen.

"...Actually, besides weaving, I can do other things."

There was a gentle smile on Mu Dianke's face, illuminated by the candlelight, as if there were waves flowing, the brilliance shone, and there was a little bit of timidity and embarrassment of a girl,

"I want to give him a child, like him, not like me... I don't know if he likes boys or girls... He should like both. In fact, having two is not bad... He is so smart , I'm not bad, it's okay to have a few more..."

Mu Dianke was talking brokenly.The first and only listener to these thoughts, which have never been revealed to others, is unexpectedly Xu Younan.

Finally she said, "There's none left."

There was a deathly silence in the room.

Xu Younan was like a very hungry wolf, his eyes fixed on the weeping woman sitting quietly under the lamp.

Mu Dianke raised her head and looked at the dark rafters above her head. After a long time, she raised her hand and wiped away the tears from her cheeks bit by bit.When he bowed his head, there was no weakness in his eyes:

"You guessed it. He doesn't have to die, I can save him."

On the night of the decisive battle with Wang Xuan, in order to alleviate Mu Dianke's pain, Chang Qianfo separated the turbid heat and visceral qi in her body and transferred them into his own body, letting her know that the Chang family's inner strength method has such a magical effect .

At the beginning, she didn't know that Changjiabao's kung fu can not only release qi, but also draw out such stubborn and powerful poison as Danhe poison.

Until she heard the conversation between Chang Qianfo and Chang Jili, and heard him say to her in a cold and firm tone: "I can save him, but I have to pay a price: I lose half my life, and I will be tortured by illness all my life... "【3】

Night Breeze knocked open the door of the conference hall, and also opened the closed door in her mind, leading to life and death.

"You can't save him. I will try my best to make you hate me for the rest of my life, and I will never allow you to do stupid things."【4】

She knew that Chang Qianfo was actually not a jealous person.Treating Jin Yanchen, he will treat him like treating those patients who are seriously ill with the plague, with the benevolence of a doctor, and strive to treat him.

What stopped him, made him lie to her, lie to her, and even after being exposed, he still had a tough attitude and no shame? ...That was not the Thousand Buddhas she knew!

It only took Mu Dian a moment to figure it out.

Chang Qianfo really couldn't save Jin Yanchen.

Even though he has developed a daily breathing rate of 5% and regained a lot of internal energy, Jin Yanchen is already in a coma and completely unconscious, so he can't cooperate with him to breathe out the poison. 【[-]】

Like a blind elephant entering a maze, no matter how powerful it is.

But she can.

When she was young, she learned the Jin family saber, no matter the external saber style or the internal skills, it was all brought out by Jin Yanchen.

She knows how Jin Yanchen's inner breath works, where the muscles and bones are smooth and where there are obstacles, and knows all his weaknesses and fatal points.

But at the same time, she is also the only person in this world who can save him.

"...I don't know the complete method of entraining qi. Thousand Buddhas will not tell me that you have to go to Chang Erye."

Mu Dian didn't have the confidence to make Chang Jili speak, but she knew that Xu Younan would find a way.With Jin Yanchen's life and death at stake, he would pry Chang Jili's mouth open at all costs. 【6】

In fact, for Chang Jili to speak, Xu Younan only used one sentence.

"Do you want Chang Jiabao to embark on the road of revenge for Jinmen?"

After he finished saying this, Chang Jili went into the study, started to study ink, and wrote formulas for him.

The benevolence of doctors is true, but doctors are not saints. They also have things that they are willing to sacrifice everything to protect, such as: the peace of the family.

Chang Jili handed over the formula and put forward a condition: "My nephew must not know about this matter. I need you to cooperate with me, and send him out of Chuzhou City before Fourth Miss gets poisoned."

Chang Erye, who was unkempt, became serious, showing no signs of indecency.

"Of course." Xu Younan said, "That's exactly what our girl hopes for."

Chang Jili is familiar with Chang Jihai's language habits, while Mu Dianke is good at imitating anyone's handwriting. They created a fake letter that was almost seamless, and fooled Ling who was so familiar with Chang Jihai's ink. Fu. 【7】

As for Chang Qianfo, when he came back from Huaijing Street, he no longer cared about the authenticity of the letter.

As promised, Mu Dian broke Chang Qianfo's heart so much that he didn't want to stay in this place for a moment, and probably never wanted to look back.

——Just as Mu Dian is the only person who can save Jin Yanchen, Chang Qianfo is also the only person in the world who can save Mu Dianke.But no one wants him to do that.

"Xu Younan, do you think my whole life has been ironic or not? In the past, they all wanted to kill me, but I couldn't die anyway. Now I'm finally afraid of death, and I want to seek death again..."

Mu Dianke leaned against the ancient banyan tree at the foot of the mountain, watched the geese flying in the sky, and said with a lonely expression:

"I really want to live a good life. When I live to that day, I will finally not have to let him down... But I will never feel at ease. Even if I get what I want in the end, what's the point of living like that for the rest of my life?" ?
"...I'm tired. Let my brother avenge the Jin family's revenge. He and I owe each other, hurt each other, and have been entangled for many years. It's already a matter of who owes the other more. I don’t know. Just this time, it’s all settled.”

……

"Xu Younan, you have to promise me three conditions. First, you can't break the oath you made to me and Chang Erye, and don't go after Thousand Buddhas.

If he dies, I'll kill you first, then go down with him.I don't think you can afford the revenge from Changjiabao. "

"Secondly, no matter what method you use, hide the news of my death. Ten years, 20 years, as long as you can hide it. 【8】

I can't go back to Luoyang. I buried a set of ambergris dolls under the pear tree in the courtyard corner of Qingping, which was the first gift given to me by the Thousand Buddhas.You just bury me with that doll, don't want a monument or sacrifice, just let me stay alone, quietly. "

"The last thing, you give this purse to my second brother, so that he will not look for me again. If possible in the future, please try your best to save his life."

……

"Xu Younan, you always say that you treat me like your own daughter in your heart. I believe you will be the last time, don't lie to me again... In fact, the grass dragonfly you made is very beautiful. From now on, every year today, can you Can't you make up some more and burn them for me?"

Some fish bit the hook, pulled the silver thread, and dragged it into the water.

Half of the pale yellow fishing rod went into the lake.

Xu Younan sat cross-legged on the bow of the boat silently as if she hadn't seen it, with a few green grass stalks coiled around her fingers, concentrating on weaving grass dragonflies.

A drop of crystal water hit the blade of grass.

"It's raining," he murmured.Looking up at the sky, the sky is clear and the sun is shining brightly.

【1】【2】Where do you want to go in Chapter 51 of the second volume; Chapter 284 cannot be said; (The following are all in the second volume)
[3] Chapter 391 Half-Life
【4】Chapter 389 You can't save him
【5】Chapter 377 fellow initiates

[6] Chapter 392 is dead

【7】Chapter 396 I love you so much

[8] Where will Chapter 397 be suitable?

(End of this chapter)