endless roses

Chapter 102 Wood and Horsetail

Yi Yun found a piece of New Year greetings I wrote with her many years ago. The middle part is as follows:

"I really like the joy of meeting by chance. You used to feel uncomfortable because I always talked about my friends in the past. You know, now you are also the person I often miss. The most important thing is New Year's greetings to you Blessings, 'We are young people, not freaks, not fools, we should strive for happiness for ourselves!'”

The last is a very common blessing.

A netizen said that she has always cherished it. I don’t remember saying these words, but I was infatuated with Ba Jin for a while, Juemin, Juexin, Juehui... Juehui would be ashamed of sitting in a sedan chair, and only walked on the snow by herself For example, I would be ashamed of my occasional superiority. At that time, I seemed to like seeing him struggling for everything; as for the eldest son, Juexin, he also felt uneasy about it for a while. He is a good-looking person, so sensible I gave away my love and buried my dream with my own hands.

Now, these people don't feel much.The nicknames for me and her come from Haizi’s "September", "One is called Wood and the other is called Mawei". fit the character.

"The wind in the distance is farther than the distance, and I return the distance to the grassland." Where does the wind come from and where does it go.If it was Yi Yun, she would have to say "Then what about me, where will I go" when she read it.I don't ask questions like this. If I didn't ask in the past, I swallowed it, but now if I don't ask, I just stay in the wind and stop at the appearance of things being observed.Always ask, people are easy to be sad.

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Something about some songs:
(One)

"Master", why is there such a good sentence: You are at the fish market/Looking for the last quarter moon/I am under the moonlight/Passing the small river

Fortunately, I prefer words with simple images recently. People hold images in front of them without using their brains, and they are so gentle and simple that they seem to be talking to you.I also like Li Shangyin's poems, but I love his whining sentences more than the hazy scenes. For example, when Bashan is flooded and no one is there, for example, if you can't see flowers, you don't have much energy. When the sun sets, you feel sad. There is his own role in it. .

(two)
Seems to have seen somewhere that Zhong Lifeng used the word "cunning" to describe Zhou Yunpeng, Lao Zhou chuckled, and the two singers must have a drink on their shoulders. It doesn't matter whether the person in "The Blind Man Goes to the Sea" is Lao Zhou or not, what matters is that the ship's hull is bumping, and the seabirds, stars and sunlight are all shaking.Knowing that Zhou Yunpeng came from Xueer, about 16 years ago, she said excitedly that day, she went back to find Haizi's poems under my lead, and found a song called "September", which sounded great.So we all fell in love with its poems and songs. Her name is Wood, and I name it Mawei.The wood is the body of the Matouqin, and the horsetail makes the strings, which means good friends.

(three)

"Imagine a Future Rose", Pei~Suo~ah, you said "my heart is slightly larger than the entire universe", is it boring to walk back and forth on the platform?Shall I hand you a piccolo?Then you blow two songs with roses.You say that life doesn't provide a purpose, and so does thinking about life and thinking about life, and it's good that we're all here, yearning for some unimportant moment in our lives.

(four)

Fragment of "Sonnet: The Moon at Night": Everything is the same as the original/Everything is stored in the faces of generations/I am like/A well that the ancestors/Dig for future generations

I don't like the last sentence "All misfortunes come from my deep and mysterious water". When I first read it, I paused at a mouth of ancestors, thinking that he used "mouth" to describe hiring people. How interesting, haha, it turns out that mouth is a well quantifiers.

(Fives)

"Yiyingqingqing", Juemin, you are so stupid, so stupid, so stupid.But you are so stupid, so lucky, so happy, you gave up your love, but it really existed.

It is very rare for me to feel a little jealousy.

(six)

"To My Lover", it was originally a short poem by Elizabeth Frye, and Lu Gengxu translated it very well.Standing at my grave/Please don't cry/I'm not here/I'm not asleep.I love the words in the last sentence about autumn, winter, morning and night. They are like small consolations. They are not without sadness and tell the meaning of I will always be with my lover. They are gently awakened and guarded quietly. It is very peaceful. sentence.

(Seven)

"The Great Earth", looking back at yesterday in front of the door in a foreign land, sighing with emotion year after year, looking at my father's smile, unconsciously speechless.Here are a few lines I used to sing.Township or not, there is no wave for me, I always carry it with me, so I can’t talk about owning or losing it; my father’s words, I probably still don’t know what to say for many years to come, it’s not important.

(Eight)

Xiao Mo went to the music festival, but I didn't.This person bought an oversized charging treasure and prepared to put it in the tent.

Knowing that Cui Jian and Lifeng will be there, I told her: "Send you to enjoy the music with your ears and eyes." I swallowed the word "for me", and said that I always feel that it is not good for others or myself. Appreciate this musical feast, just as I have experienced it.

"I still need you to remind me, I'll shake my head off~"

(nine)

It's almost five o'clock, and I want to go to the second pavilion in the middle of the lake in the early morning.If the ground is muddy, go to the Huxin Pavilion. I don’t know what happened to those noisy lotuses.Maybe I will find an independent lotus, why should I find it.The answer is: the eyes want to see.

June 6, morning
Something else:

(One)
I heard the cat meowing in the middle of the night, the screaming was so terrible that it was like howling. I guessed that some little guy had sneaked into the girls' dormitory during the day, and was going out to cry because the door was closed at night. From the sound, I knew it was the one with the white body and yellow spots.My little leopard is still on the table, it is facing me, it is full of childishness and cuteness.The one on the table is a small big cat, and the one downstairs is a big kitten.

(two)
The light blue small bag beside her was hung on a hanger, which was hooked to the bracket at the end of the bed.I bought it on Maokong a year or two ago. It has a small dog with blue embroidery on it.I put on three brooches, a small yellow flower, a chipmunk that is one of Kiki and Titi, and a gentle colorful cloud on the strap.Red nose, canine teeth and a tuft of hair on the top of the head, then mine is Titi. This one is slightly darker in color, and it was a gift from buying leggings a year or two ago.

(three)
"We still need to rely on carbon neutrality, no, I don't want it", this is a sentence written at night, I don't remember the cause and effect, it seems to come from a big dream, it's weird.

(four)
The fan cover is so tasteless.It has such a light gray satin luster that I don't want to throw it away or keep it, always hesitating on such unimportant things.

(Fives)
F said: memory, looking for things that did not exist; memory, salvage the fragments in the forgotten river.

(six)
After strumming the guitar twice in the middle of the night, it really messed up its words.After all, it hasn't been tuned for several months, Qin, you'd better hide in your bag and cry by yourself.

(Seven)
The fragrance of gardenia is strong, and there are always bugs in its stamens, and the edges are a little withered at night.I was going to take it out to smell and have a look, but the bugs didn't leave, they just slept in it, and they came out again to prove their existence.I am neither afraid nor disgusted by the black bugs and the white bugs, they just ran to my hand, well, you should stay in the stamen obediently.When one came out, I brushed it off naturally, and then disappeared, but it was so small, I don't know if I did something wrong.

(Eight)
Made a cup of tea, Twinings vanilla fruity black tea.Sweet, articulate.

(nine)
Dragon Boat Festival Oh, it turns out that Dragon Boat Festival is on Monday, not today or tomorrow.I always lived without knowing the date, and suddenly it was summer.

(ten)
The kitten who slept on the physical chemistry book touched its forehead when it came back.The little guy suddenly raised his head and opened his mouth in his sleep. I'm wearing earphones. It's best not to let me know that you are provocatively saying "his~".Well, seeing it was a woman, it yawned twice to smooth things over.

(eleven)
Hee hee hee, there is a small red spot between the eyebrows, it is beauty pox.

Going back to the dormitory at noon, I caught a glimpse of the graduation photos on the long table in the living room downstairs. There was a white suitcase and a water glass beside the sofa. The suitcase was pasted with colorful strips. I wonder if its owner will still be there after many years. Decorate your own little things, let them have the same interest and youth as her.The tiles reflect phlox and roofs, and golden light.

(twelve)
Gardenias are dense, and the stamens are scary when viewed close up, and sad when viewed from a distance.

June 6, afternoon
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