endless roses

Chapter 104
(One)
Tangtang came back early and brought XJ's candied dates with me. I went to the cafeteria at noon and there were none, so the one at ten o'clock in the evening was the only rice dumpling today.A friend asked me if I would eat watermelon, so I squeezed some into a cup.When holding the stainless steel spoon, I was thinking: "This is the division, the three-dimensional division." She put on the mask and said with a shameful and cute smile: "I found out~ I can't study even if I stay up late, so I still sleep Hahahaha".Then I got into the quilt, and soon the sound of Korean dramas came from the little guy's curtains, and I asked, "Are you still asleep?"

"Sleep right away, sleep right away, hurry up when you're done, I can lend you the neck massager I just brought, hehehe."

"Hurry up. Let me see if you want a steam eye mask. It smells like roses. I'll get you one now."

"Okay."

(two)
Life is very simple, as long as I turn around, I can embrace happiness, as long as I want.

It has been said that the absurd is the sacred.Lao Du said that tomorrow is separated by mountains, and the world is boundless.

The world is so vast, and such things are so long in the future, why worry about them.Leave the future to the future.

(three)
Live a serious life, don't drink outside, don't do dangerous things, look around the road even when the light is green, return early at night, try to avoid the possibility of unnecessary tragedies, and try to hide in the crowd without showing your edge.

(four)
For some things, have extremely high standards, do not want them to be offended.Some perfectionist tendencies, complemented by a free will.A bit, too idealistic, I don't know how I will live, this kind of person.

(Fives)
I put myself very low very low.

(six)
Well, I have an ideal, I hope that in the future she will be loved by Xiao Su, the kind of love that is unbridled after entering the strict standard, it must be very beautiful.When I fall in love with her, she must be the most outstanding one.I hope one day.

(Seven)
Casual premise and scope, without disrupting the rhythm.Within the controllable range, spend the least amount of effort, what to do with the saved effort, walking, sleeping, dazed, reading, watching movies, dreaming, singing, playing ball...

(Eight)
I figured it out, don't say sad things, in this life, I must write two funny little poems, not for the audience, but for myself to laugh when I think about it in my spare time.

(nine)
Looking at his fluffy long hair, he felt that the bottle of shampoo was really the right one.

(ten)
My happiness is much more than that of many people in this world.A cat basking in its sun on the road will also have a small moment of happiness, even if it is forgotten in a flash.

(eleven)
I talked a lot with old friends, but I can't remember the specific content.Around [-] o'clock, when he comes to pick him up at home, I told him not to talk, just sit by the lake and wait for your aunt to come.

So I kept silent, blowing the wind of Half Moon Bay, and I asked you to count the reflections of tall buildings, whether there are nine in this corner.Listen to the splash, it splashes on the steps, it's going to slap the water spots right on the buoy.Sometimes I sit on this last step, the lake is only ten centimeters away from my body, these boring things make people feel at ease.

(twelve)
The acne between the eyebrows is redder today, so funny.

(Thirteen)
As long as a person is willing to love himself, it is never bad.

(fourteen)
Listening to Pessoa, reading Pessoa, the footsteps are naturally cheerful, almost bouncing.Pessoa is a small employee, his world is so beautiful.

(fifteen)
Tie down the rubber band of the ponytail, then pass the ponytail through the middle and twist it twice, it is actually a hairstyle!I haven’t learned how to braid my hair yet, so it’s not bad, but I have to fiddle with it when I tear it off, and it’s easy to get knotted if I’m not careful.

(eighteen)
Next to the education supermarket.I said to a guy who looked like a friend: "Sorry, I have bad eyesight, just saw you."

Haha, then the man froze. It wasn't Tomoko, which really proved that his eyesight was bad.Tomoko appeared after him.

(nineteen)
When I go out, I have a piece of clean clothes hahahaha. I wear summer clothes for a day and put them in the closet for washing. There are a lot of them.Today there is also a floral skirt that can be worn haha, and a denim jacket. Although the weather is very stuffy, the color matching is very harmonious.Umbrellas, what bag to carry, should I bring Polaroids, and earphones? I can’t listen to music when chatting with others, but I have to listen to music when I go alone... Sigh, every time I go out, it’s a problem.

(twenty)
I still feel that being born is an extremely unfortunate thing, but I can still bear it.

(21)
If one day, she is not like this, then this is not her.Maybe for a certain purpose, I cared about some people and things for a small disguise, maybe it was to experience the loss, and I really devoted myself to that kind of performance. This is impossible. I know that little Su again, and she is loyal to herself.If the sword is biased, it's not mine, so it's okay to throw it away.

(22)
If one day, I lose my loyalty to my sense of self, it is just like I lose myself.

(23)
No god will forgive me, because I don't believe him at all hahaha, he will helplessly laugh and watch, and punish him with one or two small objective injuries from time to time.Of course, it may be too narcissistic, maybe God may have no heart for me at all.

(32)
Washing clothes at night, I like to do something like this quietly, warm and moist.Writing, reading, taking a walk, thinking about good things, thinking about food or matching or something called art, or talking about it, all seem to be more enjoyable processes.

(33)
Today, I want to understand one thing.Maybe I should be silent.

(33)
Facing the full-length mirror, I saw the deep dark circles under my eyes.Pull the hair tie upwards and hold the hair up, like the witch in charge of fate in Chen Kaige's Infinity.In the past, would I be burned to death? On the stake, let the kind people observe after dinner.

(34)
Maybe, I should talk more.

(35)
Contradictory things are also very good, the truth, why people need it, even if it is clear, what is the use.Want to drink coffee.

(36)
Visiting the cafeteria with Youyou, after searching for a long time, he decided to have a bowl of chicken pasta.Future and payment, the school's scanner can only come to the school students, he was forced to accept my treat.He said he was ashamed, and I said, "Would you like another cup of Coke?" Talking about other people, there was a chubby guy who liked ancient Greek mythology and went to Nanlin to learn garden design. He always drew a lot of gardens. The charm and beauty of the garden.

(37)
Pessoa, whose heart is slightly larger than the entire universe.Can I do the same?I envy him, this time I am yearning for him.

(38)
A friend said that the state of envy you seems to have never changed from the beginning to the end.

I said, no need, the part you can't see may not be able to bear it.

He said, "I want to live the way I want to be like you."

"No need. I don't have anything in particular I want to be."

"But you know what you want, don't you?"

"Correct."

I'm a guy who enjoys reading a good sentence for a while.

(39)
The bangs that were cut crooked last time finally grew a little longer, and she looked like a normal person, but she was still haggard.When I went out during the day and met a classmate, she said, "Have you not slept well, why are the bags under your eyes so obvious today?"

(forty)
Tomorrow is across the mountain, I don't presuppose the future, I am confident that there will be room.A rental house, a big house, meager wages, making ends meet, being a teacher, a boss, or being a small employee is all fine. To me, it’s the same. The difference is only in the details, and none of them can arouse my love.Everyone’s necessary basis is different. Some people think that they must wear foundation when they go out. Some people think that eyelashes are not curled up as a disaster. Some people have to earn enough money to take care of the people they care about. , time, money, energy...Chekhov's "Discovery" mentioned reputation and life. Some people pursue fame and glory after death, and they can endure the wind, food and dew, and loneliness; Talented in art, eating the meal given by the servant, covered with an eiderdown quilt and feeling that life is not bad, and said "forget it" in a drunken trance.Fortunately, I didn't discover my talent, and now there are servants who have a little wine to drink, so it's nourishing.

I feel that life and art are quite boring.Of course, Woolf seems to have said that for a girl, it is best to have money and a house... very, very best.

It seems difficult to starve to death because of poverty. At least we have a surplus of food here. If you are physically starved to death, Pinduoduo said: "I don't agree!" bad guy.Food and lodging don't seem to be a big problem, how can the most basic life suffer?
(41)
Whenever I think of "what if..." will suddenly stop, there is no if.I have been used to it for many years.

(42)
After washing the clothes, there were many water stains on the pajamas and pajamas.The fingers are a little red after soaking for a long time, and it hurts. This is a hand that does not work. I am ashamed of this delicateness.

(43)
Pessoa is a real poet, why?Just a few lines of his poems are enough.

(44)
I don't despise many people, on the contrary, I love many people.

(45)
In a state of dissociation, the body is not mine.The leg was getting scarred, and the center of the scar became harder. I gently peeled off a piece of white skin that had faded from the side with tweezers.The itching of the skin healed is greater than the pain, and the other parts have almost recovered, and the physique is considered good.The body is mine, I make a cup of coffee in the morning, corn, do you want steamed buns, the steamed stuffed buns have to be filled with milk, and the whole family only needs to add five yuan for activities...

Feeling the bones on the calf, I thought that it would be too painful if it was broken.

(46)
The society thinks it is okay to live in something, but if I get lost in it, I will just be dead, leaving a shell.

(47)
The flow of dreams is just nonsense, it's nonsense, don't take it too seriously.

(48)
What is happiness and how to survive?I am a person who dares to love but has no hatred, either enthusiastically or without feeling.

(49)
SIX GOD, French fragrance, cool and refreshing, mosquito repellent, please spray this perfume more in summer.I don't have any mosquitoes here either, but I love its aroma.

(Fifty)
Zhong Lifeng's song.It's painful to fall in love with a beautiful man, but there is nothing happier than this pain, Pessoa, you are so cute~ I don't want to talk to you, but I love you, Pessoa~ humming a song.

(51)
At hand, gardenia, the fragrance of June.Okay, next, whose flowering period is it?
(52)
Zweig's words?There are wrinkles in the heart and cracks in human nature.Calvino said: "Modern man is split, incomplete, incomplete, and self-hostile." Marx called it "alienation" and Freud called it "repression."

Yes, I am divided, but I am very cute and very Jiangnan.

(53)
If one day, she is not like this.Well, this is not her.Maybe for a certain purpose, caring about some people and doing a little pretense of something, maybe to experience the loss, and put my heart into that kind of performance, this is impossible, I know that little Su again, she is loyal to herself .If the sword is biased, it's not mine, so it's okay to throw it away.

(54)
I told him, look at the light on the other side of the city, you can take it as fire.Some kind of indescribable fire made Tomoko think about what happened next.

(55)
Uh~ I'm still listening to the song~ la la la~
(56)
Today is unusual.I was stabbed by some of his poems, which can be described as: stunning.

This is beyond the reach of Haizi Zhimo and his ilk. His poems seem to be neither for the readers nor for the soul.It's weird to say that, I can't describe the vibration. "I don't exist, staying in some sort of gap."

(57)
The Fernando in the British tetralogy is the prison of the old city. Meeting this Fernando is the luckiest thing this June.

(58)
The guitar is sweeping, the person I miss is whizzing away, go, go, have a dream.Not for me, not for anyone or even yourself, just go there.

(59)
I am very excited today.I'm still humming.I read it all night, and my heart was not warm, but a flood.I also wanted to write short, beautiful poems.Cramped, speechless, thank you, I love it.

(End of this chapter)