endless roses

Chapter 116 Unexplained Persuasion

Come and see, a suffocating conversation with a friend, I am suffocating and stubborn.

He said, "You should care about me."

I said, "Why should you care?"

"It can't always be so defiant."

"I've always been like this."

"You should at least say sorry."

"why?"

"Of course you have to say sorry when you make others sad. Even if this sentence is useless, it's the minimum etiquette."

"I can't tell."

"why?"

"I don't apologize in my heart, I don't take it as an important thing, there is no need to do this kind of thing, it's not the same as work... If I say it, it's tantamount to deceiving myself."

"Do you care so much about form? Since you don't pay attention to form, what can you do if you apologize?"

"No, it's easy to say sorry on certain occasions. I'm sorry if I stepped on someone's foot, but it's not necessary here."

"Why can't you speak today?"

"Because I didn't apologize at all."

"How can you not apologize?"

"correct."

"You broke my heart. I take it as a very important thing, but you don't care at all. You don't even know that I'm angry."

"correct."

"It's been a long time since you didn't reply to my messages on WeChat."

"Wechat credit is low, how long have you been talking about?"

"At least half an hour!"

"That's pretty fast."

"Most people reply in seconds."

"Miaohui means staring at the phone."

"So you still don't apologize now? You don't even know I'm angry!"

"I'll know it after you tell me. Since you care so much about such trivial things, I will pay attention to them in the future. However, I don't apologize for the so-called serious things that happened before, because I didn't care at all."

"you!"

"You're angry from embarrassment~"

"You! Oh."

"It's okay to be angry, that's your business."

"You know you told me to take lychees. The classmate next to me thought you were my girlfriend. I didn't explain it. Because it doesn't make sense to explain it."

"Ah, let him go, we are not in the first place, you just know if you know it or not. I got a box of lychees, and I can't eat them myself. I gave them to a few people I know. It's friendly. I'm too lazy to walk and ask you to come and get them. , and made it clear. Isn't this a natural and normal thing?"

"Yes, it's normal with you."

"So you misunderstood too?"

"No, I always knew you were like this, it's fine."

"Then what's so strange?"

"No surprise."

"That's fine."

"But you should really apologize."

"I didn't even think it was an appointment, and there was no way to talk about it later."

"Is it so difficult to apologize? You have hurt other people's hearts!"

"I have no apology, why should I apologize? Apology is meaningless. I said against my will that I was deceiving myself, and this is not an important occasion, nor is it a place where my life will be affected if I don't bow my head. For example, I will pay attention to work and school. It doesn’t even need to be dealt with at all.”

"It doesn't matter, you should apologize!"

"It doesn't matter, you don't need to apologize!"

"You really don't care about anything, I don't believe it."

"Yes, I have."

"What is it?"

"Nothing to do with you."

"Have you ever realized that you are very selfish, and your arrogance can't be hidden at all."

"I always knew."

"I know it's still like this!"

"I, no, change! And I'm very kind, and I respect you very much in language."

"Heh, you still respect people, you bet everything to death."

"Well, I respect people especially in form. I am very polite and warm. For example, if you tell me the essence of my disrespect now, you are asking for trouble. I was willing to give you a step."

"Man is a social animal, and he always has to make concessions in the process of growing up, so that his behavior conforms to this norm. It is not that you must completely conform to the rhythm of this society, so that you will be easily excluded at work in the future... (a few words are omitted here thousand words)”

"So many people have already done this, I'm not one of them. Besides, I haven't thought about work at all, or in other words, dealing with people at work is not part of my thinking, and I will control it myself. This is a peaceful age , I can’t starve to death, even if I rent, I will have a place to live. Food and clothing will not be a problem. I don’t have higher requirements for material conditions. Got the money?..."

"So you don't want to work at all, and you don't think about the future?"

"Yes, I didn't think so far into the future. Also, why do I have to work?"

"People just need jobs."

……

"Well, in short, I have talked to you so much today, I feel that you should have gained a lot, right?"

"Well, what you said is worth thinking about. I will think about what you said today. However, I think the grand theme you talked to me today is very naive, especially getting angry over trivial things."

"Ah, to quote, I understand what my ex-girlfriend said, I've turned the world upside down, and you don't care about me!"

"I didn't care about you."

"After you said 'Ah, yes', I regarded it as an agreement and have been waiting for you, but you let me go!"

"I don't know if it's an agreement, it's just an answer to the first sentence you asked if there are classes."

"Is it just an ordinary person who doesn't care about what you say?"

"I have a bad memory."

"If you don't believe me, you have already passed the 211 exam. Thousands of troops have come here. Could it be a memory problem?"

"I didn't even know where the car was last time. I found it after looking in every classroom where I was in class. If I had to care about it, I didn't care much. I didn't even care about many things about myself. "

"you do not care about me."

"correct."

"I'm so sad, don't you really apologize?"

"Oh, don't you know that, just pay attention in the future."

He imitated some TV drama characters in a joking tone, smiled wryly and twisted his body: You don't love me, and you don't care about my feelings.

I knew he had said something, so there was a decision, nip in the bud.I did it on purpose, always sarcasm in my language, so you're welcome.Feeling a bit bad about myself.

"I really can't help you."

"Relax, take it easy."

"Did you find the badminton racket?"

"There is a foreign object behind the box, I think it is."

"Are you just guessing?"

"infer."

"Well, guesswork. Well, so it wasn't found at all, was it?"

"Correct."

"Going to play on the weekend?"

"No, I'm busy."

Conversation is complicated, probably that's what it means.Interpersonal and social, I didn't regard this as a thing to think about at all.

(End of this chapter)