endless roses

Chapter 133 Unmissable Scenery

I vaguely realized that growing up to this day, I have suffered many hardships that my peers have never experienced.Saying suffering is a bit too much, I don't deserve the word, and there are too many people who have a much harder life than me.

Suddenly thought of:

Because I have not been treated kindly, I have to treat others kindly. This feeling is not good. I know how difficult it is.

It can’t be any more, it’s fine for me to suffer alone, it’s okay for me, I can bear it, you guys have to live well.

Having dinner in the cafeteria, one person approached me when he was leaving, and put his hand on my shoulder: "Hey, don't go so fast."

The eyes are slightly fixed, it is not clear.

"You still have something to eat near your mouth," the person reminded.

"Oh." So he took out his mobile phone and took a picture of the black screen. A few corn germs at the corners of his mouth were wiped with his hands.

"Hey, I have paper here, you, when will you pay attention."

"Hmm." He took the paper.

"Where are you going later?"

"I also want to go get a drink and go out."

I bought a cup of soy milk and walked with it. The man talked about self-study next to me. When I got downstairs, he asked me what my plans were, and replied that I wanted to watch the sunset.He thought he was on campus and said, "Let's go."

"I'll go by bike." I pointed to the west corner and looked with him. He stopped where he was, happy that he didn't bother me, so he added: Because it is falling, it is beautiful, you see.Then he turned to Aslan's side and pedaled away.

Maybe when time slowly seeps in, who will I fall in love with, maybe maybe, I'm so happy because it's possible.Although I don't think about it most of the day, when I think about it, I feel surging.If I can live to be 26 years old, then I will have a whole youth.

I know I'm fine, it's rare.I know that I am humble and ordinary.The sunset is good and the water waves are soft. I saw it landed in the city, and I knew it would disappear by the lake.Forever young, always cherished, always with tears in my eyes, how beautiful it is.If life came to an abrupt end, I would not regret it.But I don’t go looking for damage by myself, I just live like this, I’m living, riding a bike, listening to songs, whistling past in a good mood, looking at the lake where the sunset has already set, where the sunset is still there.When it is gone, there will be night.

As soon as I rode to Half Moon Bay, those bright lights lit up.They light up by themselves, just as I arrive, the illusion seems to greet me.Two girls, walking towards the sunset, they move slowly, like looking back in space in a movie, we will say goodbye.

In the bustling city, I took the stage, the dusk was heavy, and the wind blowing from the city to the lake over there, the blue lights were brighter for a moment, but unfortunately I couldn't take pictures.No pity, let's go.Walking to the side of the tree, the wind blowing from the lake to the city again, the little boy threw the plane forward, exerting all his strength, "Ah", the model moved forward, and was carried behind by the evening wind.The sun is gone and the sky is slightly darkened.I don't understand philosophy, I want to be a pure person.The man said, Turandot, you are so bad, I still love you, what a masochist, I don't understand how this is a classic.

A trace of the sunset remains, it is also dark, not bright enough, Jack, Jack Kerouac, on the road, wandering alone forever, one day, I will have my own song.It is unknown if it is in poetic form.

I want to be a pure person.

Even if it's hypocrisy, keep patting yourself and tell her to never forget that this is a shame, Dushuhu doesn't care.In fact, this is a good place to throw yourself into the lake, with beautiful scenery, suitable slope, and difficult rescue.Preferably a dark night with a little breeze, so that no walkers will gather around.But I won't, I haven't lived enough, and there are many things in my heart.Another person came in a wedding dress, she and the man were holding fireworks, they were waving, and someone was taking pictures.Will the fireworks be lit, theirs, the fire of love.They are sitting by the lake on the left, embracing each other, is she leaning lightly on his shoulder, maybe chatting.

Why don't I want to be with my dear friend by the lake, why don't I want to kiss my lover, why don't I want to cry and laugh wantonly, for the things that I am grateful for for my true emotions.

I want, enjoy today, I am a cool girl, not because I am, but because I have always been.Open your hand to wipe the bangs back, bring it into your hair, and it falls again.There are several ways for the International Finance Building to rise and light up, including energy injection, twinkling like stars, and winding around like gift wrapping.He walks with me.After meeting for a short time, I can feel being cared, a person from the other side of the world, hahaha, how wonderful and ridiculous.

I don't even care about myself, it's a weird feeling to be told caring by another person.Unspeakably good, unspeakably strange.It is said that it is because, even if it is true, even if it is false, even if it is cared from time to time, it is fine.Must, live to 26 years old, no more than 40 years old at the latest.This part of life must be worth living and not become a bad game.

Today's grassland, there is no day when the rainy night is dark, and the humming of cicadas is also gentle, it is not heart-piercing

When I stepped on the grass, the touch felt wrong. Maybe it was an arthropod bug hiding in the dark, and I walked forward to feel the footing. The same is true for ordinary grass, so I should not have stepped on the bug.Don't be like me, shouting, telling, and crying occasionally.Someone on a leash, a shaved corgi, peed next to my car?The car in front has its taillights on. If it reverses suddenly and crushes the small tree in front, it can kill my future immediately.

The wind blows my long bangs to the sides, which is very pleasant.Dying is a stupid thing to do when I'm not rich, and I still have a lot to do.The sincere person is not him, but me.Must live to be 26 years old, why, never mind it.

The previous cross necklace was broken and got a new chain, which was a bit shorter and showed signs of allergies on the neck.

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