President Fu is pretending to be poor again

The memories of the past were so painful, Gao Jinyan didn't want to bring them up if he could, but time waits for no one, Rong Qi is still on the hospital bed, and she hasn't come out yet.

"Xiao Jian, you were supposed to study more things and save more people in the capital, but now you just stay in the small cloud city. Only the capital can give you a place to display your talents. Xiao Jane, have you forgotten what my mother expects from you?"

"It's because I haven't forgotten for so many years that I have been unable to face you and Uncle Gao." Gu Jian finally couldn't help it, and the emotions that had been suppressed broke out like this. She stretched out her hands, and those hands trembled violently: "Look Have you arrived? This is what you call coming out, if it is so easy, why should I wait until now?"

Gu Jian raised her head and looked at the sky.

"I thought I was already good enough to keep grandpa and you guys by my side. Even if my mother left, I could still continue to be strong, but when I stood in front of the operating table with blood on my hands, no matter what It was only when I couldn't wake her up that I realized that I was so small and cowardly!"

"At that time, my mother had already missed the best time for treatment. The doctor said that even the most powerful doctor had only a [-]% success rate, and even if it was successful, there would be a series of complications. My dad said It's fine if she leaves, at least you don't have to suffer any more, why do you have to torture yourself?"

"You don't understand, it's not what you said at all, if it wasn't for the replacement during the operation, it would never have failed, it was me, I killed her..."

Finally, Gu Jian couldn't bear to break down and cry anymore.
"No, you're not! You've rushed back as soon as possible, and that incident has never had anything to do with you. No one blames you." Gao Jinyan grabbed Gu Jian's shoulders in pain, and repeated it over and over again.

But Gu Jian seemed to be caught in a cycle, and she couldn't break free from her memories no matter what.

She looked at her hands as if she had returned to the scene that day. Her hands were covered with blood. Everyone told her that it was too late, and even the machine was reminding her of the final result...

"Little Jane, listen to me, there was no accident in the operation, not to mention that even if the operation was successful, it was just to make her suffer for a while. It was me and my dad. We didn't find anything wrong with my mother. We missed it." The optimal timing of treatment has nothing to do with you."

"No, it's not! You don't know at all!" Gu Jian cried and trembled: "If I went there earlier, or if I didn't change the attending physician halfway..."

"You also said that it's just an if, not to mention that without you, the operation wouldn't be able to go to the end!"

"No...it's not..." Gu Jian shook her head, she couldn't listen to anything now.

It wasn't until this moment that Gao Jinyan understood why Song Ye rejected him so much.

At the beginning, he also suffered incomparably, but he did not blame all the faults on himself like Gu Jian did.

He only cared about comforting his father, but he forgot that Gu Jian was the one who suffered the most during the process.

Gao Jinyan touched the things in his arms.

He didn't want to use this kind of deceit, but seeing Gu Jian's blank eyes and self-reproach, he really didn't know what method to use to calm her down!
Seeing that Gu Jian seemed to be falling into deeper fear, Gao Jinyan finally chose to compromise.

"Little Jane, calm down first. In fact, I have one more thing to bring when I come here this time."

Gu Jian burst into tears, still unable to break free from the pain of memories.

Upon seeing this, Gao Jinyan directly took out the recording pen and started recording.

"Does Little Jane remember my voice?"

A familiar voice sounded, as gentle as ever.

Gu Jian froze in place, staring blankly at Gao Jinyan, until he nodded and finally came back to his senses...

After Gu Jian and Gao Jinyan talked, Gu Jian locked herself in the room and couldn't get any response no matter who knocked on the door.

Gao Jinyan, the only one who knew the truth, didn't move at all. He just sat quietly in the living room, as if he was punishing himself, waiting for the final result.No matter how Song Ye asked him, he never opened his mouth, as if his soul was also imprisoned in that room.

What was strange was that Mr. Gu didn't say anything, but just told Aunt Wu to heat up the food so that Gu Jian would not have anything to eat when she came out.

Seeing that Mr. Gu didn't say anything, Fu Yan didn't knock on the door again, but the bad premonition in his heart became stronger and stronger.

One day and one night plus a whole morning, the villa was surprisingly quiet.

Fu Yan jumped out of the window of the guest room, and quietly crawled to Gu Jian's window from the backyard, wanting to see her situation.

When he passed by, he saw Gu Jian sitting on the bedside, holding something like a recording pen in his hand, staring blankly.

He was hesitating whether to go in, but saw Gu Jian press the switch of the recording pen.

"Little Jane, do you still remember my voice? I don't know when this recorder will be in your hands, but it is enough for you to receive it. In fact, I have a premonition that I will never see you again. I don't I know whether it is true or not, but the only thing that is certain is that you will definitely blame yourself if you don’t see me. So I prepared this recording in advance and asked Jin Yan to give it to you.”

"The physical condition is not up to us to decide. If we could find out earlier, I would also like to spend more time with you and Jin Yan, and even see you get married and have children happily. But none of us thought that this kind of thing would happen. Do you remember the first time I saw you, I thought this child was like an angel? I have never seen such a beautiful little girl. Later, when I met you beating up those gangsters, I found out that you are not an angel, but She is a heroine who punishes rape and eradicates evil, if I am not physically weak, I really want to practice good martial arts like you, and beat those bad guys to pieces..."

The voice from the recording pen is as gentle as water, like time flowing quietly, calming the restlessness in people's hearts.

Fu Yan guessed that it should belong to Gao Jinyan's mother's voice.

But if Gao Jinyan had such a thing, why did he wait until today, three years later?

He looked up at the sky, but there were still no stars twinkling. .

Such a night is really depressing and dull.

Fu Yan sat outside the window, listening to the voice coming from the recorder, she seemed to be here all the time, talking about their past memories without mentioning her illness or Gu Jian's situation , just recalling the past that was already precious to her.

It wasn't until the end that the woman's voice gradually became weaker, and it was difficult for her to speak, so she chuckled lightly.

"Look, there are so many things I want to tell you, but now it seems that I don't even have this chance. To me, Jane, you are also the most precious treasure in this world. I am very fortunate to meet you in my lifetime. To you, no matter what time you are, you are my pride. I hope that one day you can realize your dream, stand at the top of the world's art, and let your blind biological father see that our little Jane is the only one in this world. The best."

"Of course, I also have some regrets. It's been such a long time, and I haven't heard you call me teacher, alas, but if you don't call me, don't call me, because compared to teacher, I want to be your... Forget it, anyway, I know you have me in your heart, that's enough!"