Ballistic Silence of Special Years

In the end, Li Zheng still didn't speak out what was hidden in his heart.

He wanted to ask his grandma if she would agree with him if he stayed in the team or was admitted to the military academy.

In the end he didn't ask.

There is no reason, because he himself does not know why.

Anyway, he didn't say anything.

In fact, what he didn't know was that Fatty Wei was just like himself.

That night, Fatty Wei, who always only called the gangsters in the same village but rarely made video calls to his father, also called his father.

However, after a few seconds of dialing, the connection was not connected, and it was switched off again.

Same as Li Zheng.

He didn't know why he didn't dare to connect.

In fact, both of them have heart disease.

This heart problem is that the original intention of enlisting in the army has changed.

In fact, this is not surprising.

Many young people join the army for various purposes.

But after enlisting in the army and experiencing tempering, subtle changes will occur.

Some people choose to enter, some people choose to retreat.

this is the truth.

That night, Li Zheng suffered from insomnia, and Fatty Wei also suffered from insomnia.

Li Zhengshi met because he suddenly found that he liked the army quite a lot. He couldn't tell if he liked the people here, the life here, or the military uniform.

But he has to face the choice of academic future, and also has to face the choice between loyalty and filial piety.

He is a law student, and his thinking mode is biased towards rationalism.

But the feeling for the troops is emotional.

Emotionally, he wanted to stay, but rationally told him that he would lose a lot.

Fatty Wei's insomnia is also a dilemma.

He found his own value here. When he crossed the five-kilometer cross-country finish line at the No.1 speed of the whole company for the first time, when he heard the squad leader stop the stopwatch and announce that he was the first and praised him, Fatty Wei felt To a sense of existence that has never existed before.

In the past, he was like the stars in his hometown, and when he went to a nightclub to sing K, dozens of people in the room would all applaud him, saying that Wei Shao sang well, even better than the original one!

He is obviously fat, but girls say he looks very manly.

Even if he loses money in business, others will tell him which successful person did not stand up from failure?
As if he was the next successful person.

It's a pity that this kind of praise and praise is like a cigarette floating in the air. It smells a little sweet at the beginning, but disappears after a few seconds, meaningless.

It's different here. Every time he makes progress, Fatty Wei feels that although his seemingly heavyweight but very hollow body is injected with energy little by little, it is filled little by little, so that he is no longer empty.

The food in the army canteen is obviously not as delicious as the bluefin tuna he ate before, not as delicious as Ji Pinbao, not as bomby as English blue lobster, and not as expensive as these delicacies, but it made him eat like never before incense.

Just when the new recruits Li Zheng and Fatty Wei were a little lost in the difficult choice made by their ideological changes, Li Haiou, the deputy brigade commander, became more and more restless.

It has been more than ten days since Zhuang Yan left the special warfare brigade. Every time he called for instructions, he said he would be back soon, but he still didn't come back.

I heard that they went to recruit talents from the special forces in the various regions, but Li Haiou inevitably felt resentful.

As a brigade commander, you left the troops without showing up for more than ten days, and you gave me a deputy brigade commander to take care of the training?

What kind of shit is this!
He even felt a little nervously that Zhuang Yan was too happy to leave.

And the Chief of Staff Han Xiaobei he transferred.

I heard that he was from the Special Forces, and he is a powerful character. He went to the Fourth Company on his first day, and showed off his amazing marksmanship there, which shocked the whole brigade.

But in the next few days, Li Haiou couldn't find the chief of staff at the brigade headquarters. He asked the staff and said that he was in the company.

One company today, one company tomorrow, one company in the morning, and one company in the afternoon.

He ran around and didn’t say a word when he went there. He just stood by the training field and watched the company cadres organize the training.

Ok!

Many old subordinates called to complain.

He said that the new chief of staff was like a ghost, and without notice, he suddenly appeared on the side of the training ground, and then looked, after a while, he randomly checked a certain subject, and then the little notebook was there to record, remember what ?
no one knows.

Small books?
Quietly remember?
Li Haiou also had some doubts, why did the people brought by Crazy Zhuang look normal?

Shouldn't he, Han Xiaobei, stay at the brigade headquarters, meet him more these days, and learn more about this army from himself?

After all, he is also the head of the teacher's team, doesn't it mean that he doesn't even believe in himself?

Li Haiou felt left out.

This morning, he knocked on the door of political commissar Luo Ruo.

Luo Ruo saw the dark clouds on his face, poured him a glass of water and said, "Who offended us, Captain Li? You look like someone owed you 800 million yuan, not even 800 yuan!"

He is the director of the Political Department of Mr. E, and he has always had a steady style of work. This time he stayed as the political commissar of the brigade, which can be considered to stabilize the morale of the army.

He and Li Haiou have known each other for many years, and they can be regarded as the relationship between seniors and superiors.

Li Haiou took the water glass, didn't drink it, put it heavily on the table, and vented in his mouth: "Political Commissar, has the new Chief of Staff Han come to you to report on ideological work?"

Luo Ruo said: "Come here, and have a heart-to-heart talk with me."

Li Haiou was a little unhappy: "Heart-to-heart? Why didn't he talk to me? It's been a week, and I haven't seen him more than three times, let alone talk to him."

Luo Ruo said: "He told me that he wanted to have a thorough understanding of the current situation of this brigade. He is an old special soldier. This time the brigade commander meant to ask him to write a set of reorganization plans and training guidelines. He is not Are you busy? I came back very late from a meeting in the army that day. After eleven o’clock, I saw that the light in his house was still on, so I took the liberty to knock on the door. He was still working! Speaking of which, it was not easy for him , My family is not here, my wife and children are not here, I am in the army during the day, and I have to write plans and guidelines at night, which is very hard."

Li Haiou said: "This is his fault. We are all members of the team. He can come to us to brainstorm together, share the workload, and do it alone? Is he trying to prove that we are incompetent, or that he is good?"

Luo Ruo sat down opposite him and comforted him: "You have such a temper, who dares to communicate with you when you are a newcomer? You are like a tiger that has eaten gunpowder, breathing fire at everyone, especially recently, I think you I know that you feel uncomfortable when our old army is dismantled and reorganized, but this is the direction of the army's development. In the past two years, the whole army will be restructured, not only us, but also the military region. It's a war zone. The current chiefs of our military region don't have deep feelings like you? The pressure is not as strong as yours? You should extinguish your anger."

Li Haiou was criticized by Luo Ruo's consolation, and he got to the point and the root cause.

He couldn't refute for a while, so he didn't speak at all.

Luo Ruo said: "Chief of Staff Han told me that he held a meeting with you on the first day. I wasn't in the brigade at that time. You hosted it, right?"

Li Haiou nodded: "There is such a thing."

Luo Ruo said: "Han Xiaobei is very frank, and none of the cadres left by our division have a deep understanding of special operations."

Li Haiou got angry again: "It's okay, political commissar, neither of us can do it, he can do it."

After finishing speaking, he asked Luo Ruo directly: "Then when will our brigade commander come back?"

Luo Ruo said: "I keep in touch with him every day, and what he tells me is tomorrow, and he will return to the brigade tomorrow."

Li Haiou said, "Did you finish digging?"

Luo Ruo nodded and said: "Well, I heard that many talents have been dug out, and of course, many veteran special forces have been offended. He told me that sometimes when digging people is to rob people, it's like gouging people with knives. The meat is the same, bad ones are despised, good people refuse to let them go, and if they don’t want to let them go, they will grind their mouths, and sometimes they have to do something that offends others..."

Li Haiou said, "So how many did you dig?"

Luo Ruo said: "He told me that eighteen of them have been dug up so far, including non-commissioned officers and military officers."

"Eighteen?" Li Haiou was stunned for a moment, and then laughed loudly: "Eighteen people, I thought it was eighteen arhats? After running for more than ten days, just dig this? How many thousand people are there in our brigade? What is the use of these 18 people? Even if you cut off the hands and feet and divide each company into an arm and a leg, it's not enough, is it?"

Luo Ruo said: "Eighteen are the elite among the elite, and they are all the best among the active special forces in each region. It is not bad if they can be recruited. Don't you still want to recruit hundreds or thousands of people? Really? Come here, what else do we need to stay here, just pull it over from other special forces and reorganize it!"

It makes sense for Li Haiou to think about it, but he is not optimistic about the number of 18 people. This small number of people is not enough to fit his teeth.

He stood up, put on his hat, and said to Luo Ruo: "Commissar, I'm leaving first. The brigade commander will come back tomorrow, right? Then I'll see what kind of ruthless characters he brought back."