Bringing the system to be a little ancestor in the 80s

Chapter 247 Crying, crying in my arms
"How is that possible?"

"It's true, I still can't stop designing, I can't hang around you anytime, anywhere, I'm not that kind of girl, we'll never be on the same channel."

"Then I won't force you, okay?" Lin Fan said.

"I don't want you and me to choose in the design. What you want to do, you just do it. If a boy shows you a favor, let them show you a favor. I won't be jealous or angry. Isn't it okay?"

"Isn't that okay too?"

Lin Fan's voice trembled, he hugged her tightly, and tried his best to keep his beloved girl by his side.

But Qiao Sisi said: "Lin Fan, if that's the case, will you really be happy?"

Her voice was very soft, like a feather.

But it gave Lin Fan a pause.

Qiao Sisi's head was just on his shoulder, her lips were next to his ear, her voice was so soft, she paused every word, she said: "Lin Fan, is this kind of relationship really what you want?"

The crying boy suddenly stopped.

silence……

Only the sound of heavy snow falling on the ground.

Sumi, the boy let go of the hand holding Qiao Sisi.

He looked at her with pain in his eyes, dazed and bewildered.

After a while, he heard him say in a trembling voice: "I... I don't know."

He doesn't know...

He used to be so firm and resolute.

That's Qiao Sisi...

It was his dream since he was 13 years old.

It has always been his obsession to marry her home.

Why doesn't he know now?
Lin Fan's despair and pain did not come entirely from Qiao Sisi's determination, but more from his current hesitation.

He seems to have put himself in a cover, and the road ahead is long, but it seems that no one is right, no matter how he goes, he is angry, painful, and struggling...

To no avail.

He was trapped in his heart, like a demon.

For a moment, his feet went limp and he squatted helplessly on the snow.

He held his head in both hands, and for a moment, the helpless cry of a young man came out.

He said, "Qiao Sisi, I really love you, I really love you..."

Qiao Sisi said, "I know."

"What should I do?" he asked.

"Tell me, what should I do?"

Qiao Sisi said: "Lin Fan, I was wrong. Back then, I didn't even figure out what I was thinking, so I just stayed with you like this. If I was with you in a muddle back then, then you wouldn't be together now. It's so hard."

She said, "Lin Fan, I'm sorry."

I'm sorry again...

Lin Fan couldn't count how many times she said sorry.

But he knew very well that Qiao Sisi did not feel sorry for him.

Qiao Sisi would not understand what it was like to want to see the person she wanted to see every day.

As soon as he thought of having her in school, he was full of expectations for going to school.

You don't have to do anything every day, as long as you can see her, you will be very happy, as long as you are with her, nothing is important...

Qiao Sisi never had that feeling, but Lin Fan did.

He was not a very good person in the first place, relying on his family's wealth, arrogance, ego, wasting his time...

Qiao Sisi said that she wasted his five years, no, if not for Qiao Sisi, then his five years would have been wasted.

After all, they are two people who are not suitable, and there is no way to get together in the end, even if he tries his best, she is always a handful of sand in his hands, the more afraid of losing, the more unable to keep her.

Lin Fan left.

Qiao Sisi didn't want to go home at this time, so she sat on the bench in the community for a long time.

When Lu Sibei returned to the community, he saw a little girl wearing a red wool hat sitting there alone in the ice and snow, with her head bowed and sobbing softly, her shoulders twitching.

Her red hat looks so dazzling in the pure white world.

Lu Sibei went up.

"What's wrong?" he asked her.

Qiao Sisi raised her head, her face was covered with ice scum.

Seeing him, she called out, "Lu Sibei..."

Behind it was all crying.

She was originally sobbing softly, but the moment she saw him it turned into howling.

She said, "I broke up with Lin Fan."

Lu Sibei sat beside her.

"Reluctantly?" he asked.

"If you really can't bear it, you go and chase him back."

Qiao Sisi shook her head: "No."

"No, why are you crying?"

"I don't know." Qiao Sisi said, "I just feel very sad, woo..."

At the last few words, she couldn't help crying again, her speech was slurred, and she had to listen carefully to understand what she was saying.

She knew that she and Lin Fan were not suitable, and she knew that if it dragged on, both of them would feel very uncomfortable.

But that was her youth, thinking of going to and from school with Lin Fan every day, having cold drinks at the school gate together, going to the library together, thinking of the breakfast he brought her every morning, thinking of so many little things...

People are not sages, how can we not shed tears at all?

The process of growing up is always accompanied by dull pain.

Lu Sibei sighed slightly.

He didn't speak, but pressed Qiao Sisi's head into his chest.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Qiao Sisi subconsciously wanted to struggle.

But Lu Sibei had great strength, he said: "If you want to cry, just cry in my arms."

Now, she doesn't have a boyfriend, so he has nothing to hide.

His warm body temperature slowly melted the icy slag on his face, and his frozen face gradually became conscious. The juniper scent on his body made people feel relaxed.

Qiao Sisi was not polite, she buried herself in his arms, and wept bitterly.

Her cries could be heard from far away in the community, and the blue-gray sweater Lu Sibei was wearing inside was also wet from her tears.

And he didn't speak from the beginning to the end, just patted her on the back gently with his hands.

When Qiao Sisi finally had enough crying, he brought out an exquisite gift box.

Qiao Sisi's eyes were red, looking at him like a little rabbit.

"What's that?" Qiao Sisi asked.

"New Year's gift." Lu Sibei said.

He opened the box, and inside lay a pair of very pretty pink buckskin gloves.

It just so happened that her gloves got wet from the snow when she was tugging with Lin Fan just now, and the fur on them was dirty and looked a bit old.

Lu Sibei helped her take off the old gloves, and then slowly put on new ones for her. The movements were very delicate, and the beautiful fingers made it hard to move your eyes.

He said: "Designers' hands should be well protected. It's so cold in the north. If you get chilblains, you won't be able to hold your paintbrush."

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On the other side, after Lin Fan left Qiao Sisi, he stood on the streets of the capital, looking helpless and lost, but he couldn't find a place to go.

After calling to check the flight, I realized that leaving the capital is more difficult than coming to the capital.

(End of this chapter)