In the era of rebirth, the beautiful wife is sassy and sweet

Chapter 171
Liu Huiqin was sure, and sure, that before she left the Han family, whether it was Gu Yan's name appearing at home, or she herself was a guest at home, she never saw the slightest bit of love in her daughter Lili's eyes.

"Lili is a little girl, what should I do as a big man? Don't make it difficult for me, take time to talk to Lili, so that she doesn't feel like she is going to fight the enemy when she sees the girl of the Han family .”

Speaking of this, Song Shinian turned his back to Liu Huiqin: "I'm sleepy, go to sleep."

This was just an excuse. Song Shinian couldn't sleep at all at the moment, and the root cause of his insomnia was neither Shu Ying and Gu Yan, nor Liu Huiqin and Han Xiali's mother and daughter.

Then what caused Song Shinian to lie on the bed but not feel sleepy?

——A phone call, a call from the imperial capital, and a call from the imperial capital to Song Shinian's home before evening.

"Are you okay in Ancheng?"

"Everything is fine."

"Go back to the imperial capital during the Chinese New Year?"

"...the holiday is only on New Year's Eve, I'm afraid I won't be able to go back..."

"Then you have to take care of yourself."

"You too."

"Um. You..."

"what?"

"Did you forget something in the last month?"

"..."

"Telephone. You haven't called me for the past month. Did you meet a suitable lesbian in Ancheng and want to start a family?"

"...No, no, why do you think so?"

"I really met a suitable lesbian... In fact, it's nothing! Cousin, it's my fault these years, and I know what you mean,

But I can't give you the response you deserve, I'm sorry for you... If you want to settle down in Ancheng, I... I support you.In this way, with my cousin taking care of you, how much... I can feel less guilty. "

"Don't say that, you know, in my heart, you don't owe me anything."

"No... If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have a family by now, cousin... I'm really sorry..."

"It's my own will."

……

Thinking back to the phone call he received that evening, and the content of the call, Song Shinian was tangled in his heart.

He likes cousin Yunqiu, and loves this cousin deeply, and has always pretended to be her in his heart for many years, but he is a man after all, and he also has his own emotions, and he has hoped that she can really be with him more than once.

However, she who was placed in his heart... But she couldn't let go of her family, couldn't let go of the identity and status that family gave her as the hostess, couldn't let go of her child.

Yes, she met him once or twice a month... But which time was not more than two hours?When did you not find one or another excuse to go to his residence?
It made him look like he couldn't see the light.

Well, he admitted that the relationship between him and his cousin was indeed shady, but they had been interested in each other since they were young, and it was the cousin who married suddenly, and the explanation given to him was that he was forced to do so, and he believed it.

Because of his cousin's feelings for him and his feelings for his cousin, no one knows better than themselves.

So, in his cousin's tearful eyes, he personally said that he would not blame the other party, and even promised to protect his cousin as before.

Even if they can't be together, his love for her will never change.

Over the years, he did keep promises.

I maintain an unclear relationship with my cousin in private, but I watched my cousin give birth to another man's children one after another, and watched my cousin's family live happily.

Even if he told himself over and over again, don't think about it, don't care about it, after all, you are the one who is put in your cousin's heart.

However, as he got older, he couldn't help but feel uncomfortable seeing his peers all having sons and daughters at their knees.

I want to let go of this shady relationship, I want to find someone to marry and have children, but I can't make up my mind, I'm afraid of seeing my cousin's helpless tears.

So full of contradictions, he lived in the imperial capital in a daze...

Perhaps there is resentment in his heart. At work, he made some mistakes from time to time, but a cousin borrowed her husband's family connections to get in touch. Those mistakes never affected his work.

However, Maxima also stumbled. Before coming to Ancheng, he made a mistake that cannot be ignored in the work of the imperial capital. If he continued to stay in the imperial capital and his original job, his life would be ruined for the rest of his life.

Under such circumstances, he thought over and over again, and proposed to his cousin to work in a city far away from the imperial capital, not asking how important the position is, as long as the rest of his life is stable.

The cousin told him that she would find a way to help him.

Facts have proved that the cousin, the woman he cherishes in his heart, Yunqiu...she really cares about him, she tries to do things for him, helps him get out of his original job, and comes to Ancheng to work smoothly.

Before parting, he boarded the train, saw the tears and reluctance in his cousin's eyes, his heart was moved, and he left a sentence that he would call the imperial capital from time to time, and return to the imperial capital to visit her when he was free.

The woman he really liked, the woman he really loves, is hard for him to forget, but he knows very well that even though his cousin has him in her heart, she will never divorce her for him.

Now, he has reached middle age, and he wants a home of his own, and someone to accompany him, because he... is afraid of being alone.

Unexpectedly, when I arrived in Ancheng, I met my "first love" who had been on the surface.

My cousin knew Liu Huiqin, and knew that Liu Huiqin was his formal girlfriend. She didn't like him being with Liu Huiqin, but she was already married at that time.
Although he didn't say anything, when he saw him and Liu Huiqin together, his expression would become very strange.

At that time, he was secretly happy.

Seeing that his cousin was sad, he had to tell her that he had no feelings for Liu Huiqin.

As for Liu Huiqin... I saw him having an affair with his cousin twice in a row, but this woman is simple-minded and only blindly jealous,

He didn't think about it deeply, but she became his ostensible lover only because of his cousin's eyebrows and eyes.

After a little coaxing, it will automatically turn around him again.

For the clinker, Liu Huiqin was tough for a while, and when she ran into the ambiguity between him and her cousin for the second time, she immediately disappeared for him.

But in the end fate arranged for her to be his woman and conceived his child.

Song Shinian is very happy that he now has a family and will have his own blood. It has nothing to do with whether he has feelings for Liu Huiqin. He is just happy that he has a family and a child that belongs to him.

Losing his mother when he was young, his father when he was young, and later living under the fence, Song Shinian longed for a home of his own.

However, it is inevitable for all people to have jealousy. It's just that some people are very jealous, while others are broad-minded and have a high level. Even a little bit of jealousy will be unknowingly resolved by oneself.

But once a woman becomes jealous, it is inevitable that she will not do abnormal things, especially if this woman still cares about you, then when he finds out that the man he likes and loves deeply,

(End of this chapter)