three desperate women

Chapter 102 If life deceives you
Liu Yini quickly opened the door and jumped out of the taxi.

She ran into the hospital with all her strength, and saw Qiu Xiaochen sitting on the ground crying bitterly. He was covered in blood, and his white shirt was dyed bright red.

The blood on his hands had dried up, he kept hitting his head, his glasses were missing, and there was a lot of blood on his white shoes.

Standing next to him was Zhuang Wenhua. Although he kept wiping his tears with his hands, the tears on his face were still flowing.

Guo Zhiyang raised his eyes and saw Liu Yini who was sweating and the buttons of his coat ran away, he immediately went to support her and called out excitedly: "Mr.

Liu Yini looked at the red light outside the emergency room, and slowly walked towards the door, her face was pale and her whole body was trembling.

Guo Zhiyang helped her to sit on the bench at the door of the emergency room. She didn't want to talk, she just wanted to know when the red light would go off, and she wanted to see her Lao Jiang.

The medical staff kept passing in front of Liu Yini, delivering things to the operating room.

Lao Jiang's colleagues also came to the door of the emergency room one after another, waiting for the end of the operation.

Liu Yini leaned her whole body on the back of the bench, her hands tightly grasping the edge of the chair.

She leaned her head against the wall and watched people walk away one by one, approach one by one, and then walk away one by one.

She discovered that she was deaf, unable to hear anything, and her head was as heavy as lead.

Finally, the red light in the operating room went out, and the medical staff covered in blood came out, and Guo Zhiyang ran over at once.

He opened his mouth wide, as if shouting, and then his whole face contorted into a sob.

He grabbed the doctor's neck and shook the doctor frantically. The doctor couldn't break free, so he had to let him manipulate him dejectedly.

Three or five police officers in uniform took a lot of effort to separate Guo Zhiyang from the doctor, and leaned him against the wall at the door of the emergency room.

Guo Zhiyang's whole body was trembling, tears fell to the ground one by one like a broken pearl necklace, he slid along the wall, bit by bit to the ground, tears wet his face.

Liu Yini really wanted to pull herself together and stand up, but her legs felt weak and her whole body was about to fall, when someone pulled her suddenly, she found that someone beside her was supporting her vigorously.

When she turned her head, she saw Liu Yingzi, who was wearing a pink nurse uniform, with red and swollen eyes and tears streaming down her face, calling for something with her mouth open.

She felt that her upper body was getting heavier, and her legs were too thin to support her. It was so heavy that she was about to drag Liu Yingzi down. She found that someone was supporting her again, this time with great strength.

She looked back, and it was Li Xiangqian.

Why did he come?He was holding a funeral for someone, Xiao Min should be here, what she and Lao Jiang are going to hold is a wedding!
It must be a mistake, it must be, she can't faint, she hasn't seen Jiang for a day.

She forced herself to stand up slowly, took a deep breath, pushed Liu Yingzi away, and then Li Xiangqian.

Holding on to the edge of the bench, she walked over step by step, and then holding on to the wall, she came to the door of the rescue room.

There were bags of empty transparent blood bags on the ground, and she saw a blood-soaked white cloth covering the bed in the emergency room.

She walked over slowly, supported the edge of the bed, stretched out her hand and lifted the white cloth, it was Lao Jiang!
Her old Jiang lay there with a bloodless face, his plump cheeks had collapsed, his eyes were peacefully closed, and no trace of pain could be seen.

She stretched out her hand to look for the big palm that Lao Jiang once held her little hand. He still has temperature, so why didn't the doctor try to rescue him?

She gently stroked Lao Jiang's face. His eyebrows were thick and thick, his skin was dark, and the beard he shaved in the morning grew out at night, which was a bit prickly.

She stroked Lao Jiang's tall nose and bloodless lips. Lao Jiang was slowly getting colder. She put Lao Jiang's hand on her face and rubbed it repeatedly.

She wanted to call Lao Jiang, she wanted him to wake up, she wanted to hug him with all her strength, she didn't want him to become cold and frozen, she wanted him to warm herself in her arms.

Li Xiangqian and Hu Bingqing rushed to her side to stop her. Hu Bingqing held her face in both hands and called her name in a crying voice.

"Ni Ni! I'm Hu Bingqing, look at me, I'm the second sister."

Liu Yini looked at Hu Bingqing, it was the second sister, her body softened, and she sat on the ground with the second sister.

She felt a bloody hot stream rising from her throat, and she suddenly wanted to vomit. She thought that the second sister loves beauty so much, so she couldn't vomit on her body!

She stretched out her hands, grabbed the two arms of the second sister, turned her head quickly, and spurted out a mouthful of blood. She was startled and passed out in Hu Bingqing's arms...

When Liu Yini woke up, she saw Hu Bingqing beside the bed.

"Second sister?"

"Ni Ni, are you awake? I'm calling the doctor. How are you feeling?"

"Second Sister, I had a nightmare just now, dreaming that Lao Jiang died, it was frightening to death, the blood was flowing like a river.

Where am I?How did you come?This seems to be a hospital, did I faint in the office?Just like last time.

This time it looks serious, you all sent me to the hospital, the doctor is here? "

The doctor gave her a brief look, and walked out without saying anything. Hu Bingqing followed immediately, and returned to the bed a few minutes later.

"Second sister, why didn't the doctor say anything? Then am I okay?
Second sister, please take me to Lao Jiang's police station, I miss him, you don't know the blood in the dream, I'm so worried about him! "

"Ni Ni, you lie down and rest first, you are still sick, how can I let you go to him alone, it is so cold. When you are well, I will drive you!"

"Ni Ni."

"Mom, Dad, why are you here? Why didn't Lao Jiang pick you up? I'm so happy that you came to see me!

Parents, where did Nuo Yi and Jiang Yi go?Oh, yes, go to school, look at my memory.

No, it's winter vacation, you should play games at home! "

Jiang's father and Jiang's mother approached Liu Yini with red eyes. Jiang's mother took her hand and started to cry.

"Mom, don't talk, don't cry, I'm fine, you go back first, I'm afraid the children will be scared if they find no adults at home!
I'm fine, I'm going to sleep again, I want to sleep, I'm tired.

Maybe this is in a dream, when I wake up, I will return to reality, and I will be able to see Lao Jiang.

You all go, all go, I don't want to see anyone, I can't see you, I can't.I beg you, go back! "

"Ni Ni."

"No, don't call me, I need to be alone!"

Liu Yini covered her face with the quilt, turned her back to the person, and lay on her side on the hospital bed. She fell asleep and slept again and again, having the same dream over and over again.

In the dream, I was also sitting on the hospital bed. In the dream, Lao Jiang confessed to himself again. In the dream, Lao Jiang put on a diamond ring for himself over and over again. In the dream, Lao Jiang held all kinds of beautiful flowers.
"Mother."

It was Nuo Yi, Liu Yini immediately threw off the quilt and bounced off the bed, but there was no one in front of her, she looked out the window again, it turned out that it was already dark.

She lay back on the hospital bed again, so tired, so tired, her brain swelled and buzzed, and she slowly fell asleep again groggyly.

She opened her eyes again and looked out the window. It was snowing and it was already daytime.

Jiang Yitian's funeral was held grandly in the funeral home. The whole room was filled with white chrysanthemums and filled with the fragrance.

A black and white photo of Jiang Tiantian wearing a police uniform hangs in the center of the mourning hall, with a black gauze hanging on it.

Liu Nuoyi and Jiang Yi were as calm as Liu Yini. Jiang's mother was already crying and was exhausted and sat on a chair. Jiang's father stood beside him and wept silently, comforting Jiang's mother from time to time.

Jiang Yi held Jiang Yitian's portrait and walked at the front of the funeral procession, Liu Yini followed behind with the urn in her hands, and Liu Nuoyi and Hu Bingqing stood on both sides of her.

The heavy snow all over the sky fell profusely on each of the guests, the sky was gloomy and gloomy, the ground was extremely muddy, and there were strings of muddy footprints, with snow water flowing inside.

Looking at the snow-soaked stone tablet, Liu Yini recalled the encounter between him and her that day. On a mountain not far away, the two stood next to the trash can, smoking a cigarette, chatting, and looking at the landscape.

Hu Bingqing helped her hold the umbrella and held her arm.

"Ni Ni, live a good life, Lao Jiang will see it."

"Second sister, how can I be like you?"

"Keep yourself busy, don't give yourself time to think about it, sleep depends on medicine, wake up depends on coffee!"

"it is good."

"Love yourself and live for yourself!"

"Correct."

"How do you say that?

Life abuses me thousands of times, I treat life like first love! "

Liu Yini snorted and squeezed out a smile.

"Let's go!"

"Back!"

The two supported each other and left the cemetery. The heavy snow was still falling all over the sky, and the funeral procession slowly disbanded at the foot of the mountain.

Liu Yini put her hands in the pockets of her black coat and looked up at the sky. Snowflakes fell on her pale face and melted instantly.

She felt a little chilly, she looked in the direction of Lao Jiang's cemetery, and muttered to herself.

"Lao Jiang, please stay calm and wait for me."

In order to keep herself busy, Liu Yini cleaned the three-bedroom house little by little, not letting go of every corner.

Only then did she realize that Lao Jiang bought a lot of flower seeds, all kinds of flowers, as well as various kinds of nutrient soil for growing flowers, chemical fertilizers, and pesticides, which filled two large cardboard boxes.

There are many flower pots in the corner of the courtyard, as well as hoes, shovels, and tools for planting flowers and grass. It is a pity that Lao Jiang could not wait for the arrival of spring.

Liu Nuoyi and Jiang Yi also followed behind her and helped silently. The family of four who used to talk and laugh turned into a taciturn three.

The two children lost interest in playing games, Liu Yini suffered from insomnia, and often heard their crying outside the door of the two children's bedrooms.

Liu Yini didn't cry, she didn't know why she became so cold-blooded, why she didn't shed a tear even though she was sad.

The pain in her heart that was approaching despair made her sad and tired, but she might have become accustomed to tears. This was the fifth person she sent away!

Obviously Lao Jiang was gone, but if Liu Yini stopped for a few seconds, the room would be full of him, so she turned herself into a never-ending spinning top, spinning continuously.

The in-laws, white-haired and black-haired, were even more sad, and returned to Yangcheng after the funeral.

Before the in-laws left, they comforted her distressedly. She didn't know what was wrong, and couldn't say a word. She just lowered her head and looked at the pink slippers on her feet.

She remembered that Lao Jiang went to her house for the first time. There were no men's slippers in the house. Lao Jiang stood at the door and scratched his head in embarrassment looking at the fluffy shoes.

The in-laws are calmer than I imagined. At the age of more than 60, they lost their only son. The Jiang family is really broken, but the old couple have already prepared their minds.

Perhaps every family member of the policeman is like this!
It was already the end of the year when the in-laws were sent away. Liu Yini originally wanted the two elders to stay together after the New Year, but in the end she gave up. She didn't want the two elders to be emotional and sad.

Everyone who stays should return to their own life track as soon as possible.

The most difficult thing for Liu Yini was the long night. She originally had a competition with Lao Jiang to quit smoking. They had been working hard for almost three months, but she had no choice but to quit at this time.

She went to the convenience store to secretly buy a pack of cigarettes, and found a lighter from the Bincheng Hotel in the drawer of the kitchen at home. It was brought back on the day the two of them registered.

She put on a black down jacket, opened the balcony door, and walked into the small courtyard where Lao Jiang planned to plant flowers for her.

After a day of heavy snowfall, the sky was still not completely clear at night, and there was a dim street light in front of the small courtyard on the left.

Liu Yini stood in the very center of the courtyard, stepped on the frozen snow, lit a cigarette, because she hadn't smoked for a long time, the first puff made her cough for a long time, her nose and tears flowed out.

In the next few sips, I slowly got used to this familiar taste. In the far distance of the sky, there are dots and flashes of fireworks.

Liu Yini thought of the New Year's Day holiday that the four of them spent in Sanya. That night, the sky outside the hotel was also filled with gorgeous fireworks.

She nestled in Lao Jiang's warm arms, enjoying the happiest moment in her 40-year-old life. The two children laughed and screamed at the beautiful sky.

She lit the cigarette ash and laughed a few times. It turns out that everything has a foreshadowing. Life has been deceiving herself. Although the fireworks are beautiful, they are fleeting, just like her and Lao Jiang.

She thought that she had suffered in a bad marriage because of a bad man. When she got the divorce certificate, she thought she was finally away from him.

But in fact, she once felt extremely happy in a happy marriage, but the ghost of that terrible man still lingers and entangles her.

She thought that a good life was at her fingertips, she thought that she would be with Lao Jiang for the rest of her life, she thought that she would give birth to a child for Lao Jiang that belonged to him.

But reality is slapping the face frequently, crazily, and loudly. Lao Jiang is gone, but life is still going on.

She extinguished the cigarette butt on the ground, stepped on it with her feet, a gust of cold wind blew, she wrapped her coat around herself, and she looked up at the dim light again.

Lao Jiang and she used to stand in front of the window discussing the lamp. Sometimes it was too bright to see the moon in the sky, and sometimes it was not too bright to see what was happening at the door.

She could still see the light while lying on the bed, and the light would seep in when she closed the curtains. Suddenly, she was looking for something in the yard in a strange way.

Finally, in a corner, she squatted down, dug the snow with her hands, picked up a stone and held it in her hand, she quickly walked under the street lamp, and looked up.

Snowflakes drifted down with the wind again, slowly, leisurely, and unscrupulously, falling on her black clothes and hair, eloquently.

With all her strength, she raised her arms and threw the stone out. With a bang, the street lamp went out...

(End of this chapter)