three desperate women

Chapter 111 A tearful apology

Liu Yini's family of three finally sat around a table and had a breakfast on New Year's Eve, which was supposed to be a family reunion, which was cooked by Jiang Yi.

She is actually a little afraid of taking a vacation, because she has been filling her waking hours with work and filling every dead night with sleeping pills.

"Aunt Liu, try the sandwiches I made."

Jiang Yi saw her sitting on a chair by the dining table, and immediately put a plate in front of her.

"Thank you."

"You're welcome, Auntie."

"Mom, do you drink milk or juice?"

Liu Nuoyi stood up, holding a glass of juice in one hand and a glass of milk in the other, looking at her and asking.

She seemed to be in a misplaced space, and she was stunned for a moment.

"Mother?"

"Fruit, juice, thank you!"

Liu Nuoyi put the juice next to the sandwich, pulled out the chair next to him and sat down slowly.

Liu Yini ate the sandwich made by Jiang Yi and drank the juice handed over by her daughter, her heart slowly calmed down.

She thought silently in her heart, life still has to go on, and we must work hard together to look forward!

"Jiang Yi, your grandparents called yesterday and asked if you would like to go to their house to celebrate the New Year?
If necessary, let's go shopping in the morning, and then I will drive to Yangcheng in the afternoon, which takes about three hours.

When I came back yesterday, you were already asleep, so you didn’t reply. I’m going to ask you today! "

"I, Auntie, I don't really want to go."

"Mom, I don't want to go either!"

"Okay, then I'll call them back after eating.

Then can the three of us celebrate the New Year at home?Shall we go shopping after dinner and do some shopping? "

"Okay, Mom!"

"Okay, Aunt Liu!"

"Mom, why don't the three of us eat outside! Anyway, the three of us don't know what to do!" Nuo Yi said.

"I don't think there are many seats to eat outside. All the banquets for the Chinese New Year have been booked out, and half of the small restaurants have gone back to their hometown." Liu Yini said awkwardly.

"That's right, let's buy some ingredients and come back, how about we cook hot pot?" Jiang Yi said.

"Hey, this proposal is very good. I'm going to go to the supermarket now!" Liu Yini said.

After breakfast, the group of three came to a large supermarket. The shopping cart was almost full of shopping items, and Liu Yini struggled to push them all by herself.

As a result, the three people waited in line for an hour at the checkout, their backs ached from exhaustion, and finally the entire trolley was full.

Liu Yini felt that the car was heavy even when she was driving, and felt that the car might be crushed on the road.

"It's over, did the three of us buy too much? I feel like the car is going to die of exhaustion." Liu Yini felt that the car was heavy and going very slowly while driving.

"Ah? How many? You'll have to eat these for fifteen or six days. New Year's goods!" Liu Nuoyi said.

"What? Why do you eat for so many days? How nice to buy it after eating!" Liu Yini looked at her daughter in the mirror in surprise.

"I won't go out during Chinese New Year, the three of us will wipe them all out at home," Liu Nuoyi said.

"Then the three of us must be fat!" Jiang Yi said with a sad face.

"The three of us are too thin, eat, eat all, our goal is to gain five catties each!" After Liu Yini finished speaking, the three grinned reluctantly.

This was the only time the mother and son got together to chat and laugh after Jiang Yitian left, and she felt the long-lost relief.

Hu Bingqing called and invited the three of them to go to the second sister's house to celebrate the New Year together, but she refused, because she didn't want to cause trouble to others.

Besides, if someone in the family passed away, it's best not to drop by. It's not good for other people's families. It's also good for the three of us to eat hot pot and watch TV quietly at home.

The three of them didn't keep the New Year's Eve, set off firecrackers, put up couplets, or hang red lanterns.

After dinner, I packed up everything, put the dishes and pans in the dishwasher, put the ingredients in the refrigerator, washed them and went to sleep.

Liu Yini was woken up by the sound of firecrackers at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, so she couldn't sleep anymore, and couldn't take any more medicine, for fear of taking too much.

She got up from the bed and looked at the fireworks outside the window. The colors were gorgeous, and the sound of firecrackers kept coming and going.

The street lamp at the gate of the small courtyard has been repaired, and it is on again, exuding a dim halo, and there is no one on the road.

She walked out of the room, put on a thick down jacket, took a pack of cigarettes, walked slowly to the small courtyard, and then sat on the wooden chair under the small pavilion.

She took out a small ashtray from a small corner on the floor, and put it on the table, where she hid it quietly so that the children would not find it.

She lit a cigarette and watched the fireworks in the sky quietly.

She started the habit of smoking alone in the middle of the night again, and she knew it was bad, but she couldn't control herself, and sometimes her mind was so chaotic.

Just one cigarette made her refreshed immediately, and she wanted to open up the gap in her brain. She also knew that smoking was not good, but she couldn't control it. She knew that she was addicted to cigarettes.

The fireworks in the sky began to decrease slowly, and the sound became smaller and smaller. What used to be dense has now become a few sparse sounds.

The air was filled with the smell of gunpowder. Fortunately, the weather was cold, and all the effort was blown away by the cold wind after a while.

She heard the door at the junction of the kitchen and the small yard open, she was startled, and immediately extinguished the cigarette in her hand.

"Mother."

"Hey, why are you up?"

"Didn't you get up too! You were woken up by firecrackers, right?"

"Yes, how about you?"

"I woke up suddenly."

"Then why don't you sleep?"

"I went to the kitchen to find water to drink. The sauce was a bit salty at night."

"Hehe, have you drank?"

"Finished!"

Liu Nuoyi came over and sat on the bench with her, looking at the sky.

"Mom, do you think Lao Jiang has become a star?"

"Well, it's possible!"

"Then you said he will meet Xiao Xiao in another world?"

"Yes."

"Then Lao Jiang will definitely help us take care of the little one, right?"

"Well, Lao Jiang is a good man!"

"Why don't good people live long?"

"Well, maybe they are all too kind. God doesn't want them to suffer and suffer in the world. Let them go to heaven to rest and enjoy happiness!"

"Really? I miss them so much!" As soon as Liu Nuo finished speaking, tears flowed down her face instantly.

"Me too!" Liu Yini leaned her daughter's small head on her shoulder with tears in her eyes, and the two of them looked at the twinkling stars in the sky together.

"Do they miss us?"

"Of course, otherwise, why would they come out and blink at night, as if to say that they miss us so much."

"I don't want Dad alive."

"Father is also very sad, and he doesn't want Xiaoxiao and Lao Jiang to die! Maybe these are all predestined."

"Can I revise my destiny? It's like I made a mistake. I use a correction tape to fix it and write it again."

"You can decide your own destiny, and they can only decide their own destiny."

"If only I had Doraemon's time machine, I go back to the days before the little accident.

I don't go to school either, I just watch her and take her to hide, so my father won't take her away, Xiaoxiao won't fall down! "

"Well, it's also possible that she might leave us in some other way."

"Then I'll go back to the day Lao Jiang died, not let him answer the phone, and hide the phone, so that he might not die, maybe it will be Dad."

"It's a pity that time can't be turned back. Your father is still your father."

"I hit him."

"He didn't fight back or scold you, did he?"

"Ah."

"Because he also knew that Lao Jiang was trying to save him, so he felt very guilty and sad."

"But why didn't Dad call the police, why did he call Lao Jiang?"

"Your father called the police and also called Lao Jiang. No one could have predicted what happened! Your father can't do it, and neither can Lao Jiang."

"Fate."

"right."

"Do you hate my dad?"

"Hate, I will never forgive him in this life.

However, I feel that hating him is not good for me, and makes me feel very bad. I can only ignore him and not care about him. I don't want this kind of emotion to affect my life.

He is not a good person, let him go bad on his own!We have no way to really change a person's thinking and behavior.

We human beings are too small, many things are difficult to save, difficult to change, let nature take its course! "

"I'm back!"

"OK, good night!"

"Smoked less!"

As soon as Liu Nuo finished speaking, he closed the courtyard door, leaving Liu Yini alone with wry smiles, and sat alone for a while before feeling a little sleepy.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, the threshold of Liu Yini's house was about to be broken.

Waves of people came to the house to visit and condolence to their mother and son, and the gifts they brought were on a hill in a corner of the living room.

Almost all of them were Lao Jiang's classmates, colleagues, and friends. She couldn't recognize them all, and her face was almost frozen with laughter.

After a long morning, the three of them ate a few mouthfuls of food, and then another wave came in the afternoon.

The three of them greeted and sent them off. At night, they started to feel sleepy without taking a few mouthfuls of dinner, and fell asleep after washing up.

The people who came the next day were all relatives of Lao Jiang's family. This time, Jiang Yi knew them all. He was responsible for the main reception, Nuo Yi was responsible for serving tea and water, and Liu Yini was only responsible for smiling.

After being so busy for several days, it was not until the fifth day of the Lunar New Year that the family really quieted down.

The three of them decided to go shopping in the mall, have fun, and eat something else. In the past few days, except for the leftovers, they were shabu-shabu, and they almost vomited.

Finally sat in McDonald's eating fried chicken, hamburger fries, drinking Coke.

"Mom, am I fat?"

"It's okay, it's only been five days, I can't see anything!"

"Auntie, should we buy a weighing scale and monitor our weight at any time?"

"I have one at home, I used to have one!"

"That's already broken, okay? Anyone who goes up is 48!"

"Really? Go buy one later."

"OK."

The vacation is finally over, but the winter vacation is still going on, and Liu Nuoyi is still going to various remedial classes.

Jiang Yi also enrolled in an English class and a basketball class. He was very active in class, wearing AJs every day and wasting his sweat on the basketball court.

Liu Yini and her daughter also went to the stadium to watch him play. They played very flexibly and jumped high. The mother and daughter watched him play and cheered along.

Liu Yini finally asked Nuo Yi for permission, and the two of them signed up for an annual badminton card, thinking that they would come to play and exercise if they had nothing to do.

After going to work, Liu Yini is no longer as distraught as before, and her life can't always stay in a sad mood.

Colleagues saw that her face had grown some flesh after the holiday, and she no longer looked like a thin bone frame, so they also took the initiative to chat with her to make her happy.

As always, she is preparing for the new year's law exam. The workload of the law firm is not heavy, and her sleep has gradually improved.

The days of seeing Lao Fang are also decreasing, but she hasn't seen Pei Ziyang for a long time.

This day, she went home from get off work and went to the supermarket, and saw Shi Jie who was busy.

"Sister Liu, Happy New Year!"

"Happy Chinese New Year! Didn't you go back to your hometown during Chinese New Year?"

"After three days, we're back! You can find Sister Ziyang!"

"Well, hasn't she returned to her brother's place?"

"Yeah! I heard that there is a divorce going on, and it's a big deal!"

"is it?"

"It is said to be for the custody of the child."

"Oh."

"That lilac has returned to the village. I saw her during Chinese New Year. I heard that another man was found, and he beat her up. Her nose was bruised and her face was swollen."

"Really? You are busy. I will go home and cook for the children!"

"Okay, Sister Liu, come here when you are free! Sister Ziyang is back and let her find you!"

"OK, thanks!"

Liu Yini found an excuse and hurried out of the supermarket, she didn't want to hear what happened to Xiao San, even if there was anything, it was her own choice.

She went home and opened the refrigerator to check. It was still full. She had bought too much before. The three of them had big eyes and small stomachs. They ate a lot and hadn't finished.

I have to eat hot pot at night. She cleaned the ingredients, took out the meat, and arranged the dipping sauce. Everything was ready and waited for the children to finish their classes.

At this time, the doorbell rang, and she was stunned for a moment. The fingerprints of the two children had already been recorded, and they both opened the door by themselves.

She walked out of the kitchen slowly, thinking that it might be Lao Jiang's friends who came to pay New Year's greetings, but she didn't think much about it.

"Come on, wait a minute."

She walked to the door, pressed the combination lock, and the door opened in response. Qiu Xiaochen appeared at the door with two hands of things, big and small.

"Ni Ni..."

"What are you doing here? You are not very welcome here, let's go!"

"I'm sorry, I haven't had the courage to face you, I just want to apologize to you."

"You not appearing in my life is the greatest comfort to me, I don't need your apology.

Even if you apologize, I will not forgive you, Qiu Xiaochen, I will never forgive you in this life.

I warn you, you disappear quickly, the child will come back in a while, I don't want you to meet.

I'm afraid that the child will hurt you. I haven't let go of my hatred for beating you last time. "

"I'm not afraid of beating. Since I'm here, it proves that I'm not afraid."

As Qiu Xiaochen said that, he was about to break into the house, but Liu Yini pushed the door to prevent him from coming in.

"Don't come in, if you do this again, I'll call the police! Get out!" Liu Yini said loudly.

"What are you doing here? Hurry up, we don't want to see you!"

Just as Jiang Yi walked into the unit door, he saw Qiu Xiaochen barging into his home, and yelled loudly.

"I'm sorry, Jiang Yi, it's my fault, it's all my fault, I killed Old Jiang!" Qiu Xiaochen cried out in tears.

"I don't want to hear it, and I don't want to see you! You go, and take your things!" Jiang Yi said.

Liu Nuoyi didn't say a word, walked into the door silently, then walked into the kitchen, and then appeared in front of Qiu Xiaochen again.

Liu Nuo pointed at Qiu Xiaochen with a knife in his hand and said:
"Qiu Xiaochen, if you act like this, I will kill you!"

(End of this chapter)