three desperate women

Chapter 137 Betrayal

As soon as Pei Ziyang heard the crying in the children's hospital ward, her legs began to go weak, and Lao Jin helped her up so that she didn't fall to the ground.

"Old gold?"

"I'm here, I'm here!
Ziyang, look at me, I know that no matter how I persuade you now, you will be tense, fearful, and anxious.

So, I just want to say one thing, at this moment in front of Xiaoshu, you are his mother, the only mother. "

Pei Ziyang looked up at Lao Jin with tears in his eyes, and Lao Jin nodded slightly. She looked at his gentle and firm eyes, and took a deep breath.

Yes, at this moment, she is Xiaoshu's mother.

She raised her arm, trying to wipe away her tears with her sleeve, Lao Jin took out a gray handkerchief and handed it over, she took it and wiped her face well.

"Okay, Ziyang. Let's go in!"

"it is good."

As she spoke, she put the handkerchief into her pocket, tidied her hair and clothes, and walked into the ward calmly.

Looking at Xiaoshu who was crying loudly, he felt that his heart was full of scars, and a hole was split in an instant, and the hot blood gushing out quickly flowed to every corner of his body.

She tried hard to suppress her trembling body, and her boiling heart, softly calling for the child she gave birth at the risk of her life.

"Little tree, mother is here, did my baby hear?"

Xiao Shu, who was less than five months old, stopped crying when he heard his mother's familiar calling, and turned his head around to look for his mother's voice.

When I saw my mother's face, I was stunned, the expression on my face was also frozen, and I stopped waving my arms, and stared at her intently for a long time.

Until she took Xiaoshu from Meng Haixi's hand and hugged her in her arms, Xiaoshu was still staring at her, Pei Ziyang's tears flowed out, did Xiaoshu forget himself?
As soon as Xiaoshu saw the tears on her face, he rolled his eyes slightly, stretched out his thin little hand, and wiped her tears away.

"Little tree, it's mother!"

Xiaoshu immediately stretched out two small arms, wrapped them around her mother's neck, leaned her head gently on her shoulder, and made a whining sound.

Holding his five-month-old baby in his arms, Pei Ziyang quickly took out his handkerchief and wiped the tears all over his face.

"Mom is here. Mom is here. Mom misses you so much."

After a few minutes, Xiaoshu fell asleep. Pei Ziyang hugged Xiaoshu in his arms and kept staring at him.

Xiao Shu lost a lot of weight, and his face turned yellow. On top of his head was a pre-buried needle tube, which was injecting nutrient solution.

When the attending doctor learned that the child's mother was coming, he went to the ward to find her, and wanted to tell her about the child's condition. She looked at Lao Jin, and Lao Jin went with the doctor.

She wasn't in the mood to listen, she couldn't accept it, she didn't have the courage, she just wanted to hold the child, just kept holding him like this, and never separated again.

Meng Haixi saw Xiaoshu fell asleep, talking endlessly without raising her head, she really didn't want to hear it, but she didn't have the strength to speak either.

"Ziyang, I'm really sorry that the child wasn't taken care of for you.

When Xiaoshu first came home, he was always sick, either with fever, vomiting, or diarrhea.

I always thought it was acclimatization, or that I didn't eat well.

I also took him to the hospital to see a doctor. The doctor said it was a stomach flu and took some medicine.

I don't have a fever anymore, but I'm always sick. I don't like to drink water or milk, and I don't eat much rice noodles.

I'm really sorry for Ziyang, I thought I could take good care of Xiaoshu, but I made him suffer from such a serious illness.

You can beat me and scold me, I can bear it, Ziyang, don't keep talking.

The more you don't speak, the more I feel sorry for you! "

As Meng Haixi talked, she began to runny nose and tears, not daring to cry too loudly for fear of waking up Xiaoshu, and then began to accuse Meng Haiyang.

"Ziyang, Meng Haiyang is sorry for you, you were right to divorce him, he has changed, he is no longer the same Meng Haiyang as before.

When we first returned to our hometown, your brother-in-law happened to be at home during the Chinese New Year, and he was not asked to look for a job after the Chinese New Year.

We bought a small hotel near my home. Opposite the hotel was a junior college, and the business was pretty good.

Your brother-in-law and Haiyang take turns watching the store, cleaning and so on.

I took Xiaoshu and my son and rented a house opposite to where my son went to high school to accompany him.

Before I lived there for a long time, your brother-in-law called me and told me to go back, saying that Meng Haiyang had run away.

I said how is that possible?Where did this newly opened store go?

At first, I thought that Meng Haiyang had committed an old problem and took the money from the hotel to gamble.

But as soon as I got to the store, I heard from your brother-in-law that Meng Haiyang ran away with a woman.

The woman came to him at the hotel and spoke to him, and he kicked the woman out at first.

But that woman came every day, crying and making noises, saying that she was sick for a while, and she was pregnant for a while.

The business of the hotel is bad because of the trouble, so your brother-in-law has no choice but to let the two of them go together so as not to affect the business of the hotel.

But who knows, Meng Haiyang, damn it, will gradually stop coming to the store, and the business in the store will be left to your brother-in-law alone.

Your brother-in-law asked me to go back. I saw Meng Haiyang within a few days after I went back, and I even quarreled with him for a long time. "

Pei Ziyang hugged the little tree so quietly, looked at the little tree, Meng Haixi's voice flowed in his ears, but he didn't hear it.

What's so surprising about that?Meng Haiyang has changed a long time ago. She is indeed very angry, but what can she do?
It was the little tree that Meng Haiyang wanted, and now Xiaoshu was so ill that his father didn't even show his face.

At the beginning, that person vowed to take good care of Xiaoshu. What Xiaoshu was the only flesh and blood of the Meng family, so he could not leave the Meng family.

It's all fucking nonsense, Pei Ziyang, Pei Ziyang, should have thought of such a result long ago.

She caressed Xiaoshu's yellow and thin face, Xiaoshu's mouth sucked, and his little head rubbed against her arms again.

She also hugged Xiaoshu vigorously, his body smelled sour, and the front of his clothes were covered with remnants of vomiting.

She turned around and looked on the floor of the hospital bed to see if there was any luggage, but unfortunately there was nothing.

She gently put the tree in the small bed, and then raised the bed sheet, and Lao Jin walked in at this time.

"Mr. Jin, what did the doctor say?" Meng Haixi asked immediately.

"The doctor didn't say anything, sister, he said he was waiting for a meeting with the doctor." Lao Jin said a few words simply.

"Sister Xiaoxi, please take care of Xiaoshu, I'll go buy some clothes for Xiaoshu, and some food."

Seeing Lao Jin coming back, Pei Ziyang walked towards the door, ready to go shopping with Lao Jin.

"Ziyang, you don't need to buy it, I've asked Meng Haiyang to bring it over.

I blamed me for leaving in a hurry. The doctor over there asked me to go to Bincheng to see a doctor, saying that the child's medical insurance was here.

He also said that it might cost a lot of money. I was afraid of delaying the child, so I came directly. "Meng Haixi explained.

"Sister, you've been staying in the hospital for almost a day, it's so dark, and Meng Haiyang hasn't appeared yet.

Do you think he will come?I really was, it was all my fault, how could I give the child to him.

I'm really in a daze, you tell Meng Haiyang not to come, let him continue fooling around! "Pei Ziyang walked out of the ward after speaking.

"Ziyang, you, I'm sorry! Meng Haiyang is a bastard!" Meng Haixi followed guiltily to the door and told her.

"Sister, let's go buy it. Call Ziyang if we have something to do, and we'll get back as soon as possible." Lao Jin said to Meng Haixi.

"Okay, thank you Xiaojin." Meng Haixi said.

"Old Jin, do you want to go?" Pei Ziyang yelled in the corridor.

"Here we come!" Lao Jin said and followed.

The two went to the underground parking lot to pick up the car and sat in the car. Pei Ziyang was so angry that he didn't want to say a word and just looked out the window.

"Fasten your seat belt, Ziyang."

While fastening his seat belt, Lao Jin reminded Pei Ziyang.

"Oh, good. I forgot to ask you, what did the doctor say?"

Pei Ziyang was immersed in his own thoughts, and he came back to his senses only after hearing Lao Jin's words.

"The doctor briefly talked about Xiaoshu's condition, and then the symptoms. I was confused, but in a word."

"what?"

"The cause of the disease has not been found yet, and we need to gather doctors for consultation to know what caused it.

But the doctor said that it was suspected that the premature organs were not fully developed, and it was still unclear exactly what went wrong.

I also opened a list, saying that a comprehensive inspection will be done tomorrow, so that you can be mentally prepared. "

"What preparation?" Pei Ziyang turned his head, and his body began to tremble uncontrollably again.

"Ziyang, there will be a solution. If it doesn't work, let's go to BJ, Shanghai University Hospital, and it will be cured."

Pei Ziyang broke down and cried loudly, the sound resounded throughout the car, Lao Jin was so frightened that he hurriedly parked the car by the side of the road.

Lao Jin stopped talking, and just watched Pei Ziyang's ups and downs and cried. He knew that there was nothing he could do about it. Perhaps it would be good to cry to release the anguish and pressure in his heart.

Holding Pei Ziyang's mobile phone, he got out of the car and called Meng Haixi to inquire about what he wanted to buy, and immediately arranged for Monkey and Tong Zi to buy it.

Pei Ziyang hugged her head, and still held Lao Jin's handkerchief in her hand. She kept wiping her tears and snot from her nose, crying so hard that she couldn't speak, and her eyes couldn't see clearly.

The poor little tree is only five months old, but he has this unexplained disease, my God!
She thought that her life had started to get better, she was about to get a divorce, she would be able to live the life she wanted, and she was about to stay away from Meng Haiyang and start again.

But why is life so cruel? Shouldn't I really be alive? Why is it so painful to live.

Maybe this world doesn't need her or Xiaoshu at all, maybe they shouldn't live in this miserable world at all.

Should Xiaoshu die prematurely, and she should commit suicide successfully? They should all go with their father.

She suspected that she had done all the bad things in her previous life, and that she would suffer such a heartbreaking and desperate thing in this life.

It's despair!

Pei Ziyang was so tired from crying that the tears couldn't stop flowing. She was lying on the co-pilot's chair, she didn't want to move, her eyes were so swollen that she couldn't open them.

"Ziyang? How are you? Don't worry, I've asked the monkeys to buy things for Xiaoshu for you.

I also confessed that it is a five-month-old boy, so I will definitely buy it wrong, don't worry. "

"Old gold."

"here I am!"

"I'm so tired."

"Close your eyes and take a rest when you're tired. I'll send them to the hospital directly. You can sleep for a while."

"Old gold."

"Hey."

"Have you ever thought about not wanting to live?"

"Of course, often."

"Old Jin, tell me, life is so hard, why are you still alive?"

"Uh, I don't know how to answer, we have no right to decide or choose about birth.

Not everyone wishes to come to this world, but since they have worked so hard to come here, they have to live out their lives no matter what.

If you don't want to live, you can choose freely, drink medicine, jump off a building, or cut your wrists.

But since you have been in this world, there are always some people and things that you care about and make you reluctant to leave.

Maybe it's a parent, maybe a child, maybe it's a lover, a friend.

It may also be a career you are passionate about, a book you like to read, or a sport you are obsessed with.

This makes us reluctant to leave here, but it is love after all. "

"But why am I suffering all the time?"

"How can life be smooth sailing and sweet everywhere? Life is full of hardships and difficulties, and there are troughs and hurdles. Only those who have experienced it can be called life.

Hey, what I said may not be right, it may be some poisonous chicken soup.

However, Ziyang, there is only one thing in life that I think is very useful to me, and that is to enjoy yourself in time.

If you feel happy to be alive, then you continue to live and be happy.

If you think it through clearly and don't want to live and suffer, then I won't persuade you too much.

Some things are in your own heart, you have already decided, you just follow your heart.

If you think you've thought it through, you don't have to care about what happens after you die.

I am such a person, if one day I decide that I don't want to live, I will die without hesitation.

I only follow my heart, so some people say that I live freely and freely, yes, this is me.

I can find a little joy in the suffering of life, but I will never pretend to be happy in the unhappy life. "

Pei Ziyang looked at Lao Jin, his sincere and bright eyes made him so different.

He didn't make himself strong, he didn't make himself patient, he just made her love him.

Lao Jin drove to Pei Ziyang's house and took some old clothes and toys from before Xiaoshu.

Then they went back to the children's hospital again, and all the things Houzi and Tongzi bought were delivered.

It was very late, and only one person could stay in the hospital to watch the night. Pei Ziyang asked Lao Jin to send Meng Haixi to Tianxin Garden, and stayed with Xiaoshu himself.

She pulled out the folding bed from under the bed, opened it, and put away the pillow and quilt that Lao Jin had brought. After a brief wash, she lay there thinking about what Lao Jin had said.

Is there really nothing in this world that you are nostalgic for?
she does not know.

Her only thought now is to cure Xiang Xiaoshu's illness, and nothing else is that important.

Xiaoshu woke up several times crying in the middle of the night, sometimes vomiting, sometimes diarrhea, and sometimes the diapers were saturated.

This night, Pei Ziyang didn't lie on the bed at all, and just hugged the little tree by the bedside.

When I was sleepy, I leaned my head against the wall. Sometimes I didn’t know how I fell asleep, but I was always woken up by the crying of the little tree.

Early in the morning, Lao Jin appeared in the ward with breakfast, followed by Meng Haixi.

"Ziyang, hurry up, go back to sleep after eating, this night must be very hard." Meng Haixi said.

"Sister, you haven't eaten yet, come over and have some food. After you finish eating, I'll go back and rest."

Pei Ziyang gently put the little tree down, and the little tree fell asleep only after dawn.

"OK, all right."

"Old Jin, have you eaten yet?"

"I came here after eating, you eat, and I will send you back after eating."

The two quickly finished their breakfast, Pei Ziyang looked at Meng Haixi and asked:
"Sister, where is Meng Haiyang?"

Meng Haixi didn't speak, just sat on the chair and looked at the little tree.

"I'm sorry, Ziyang, I can't contact him."

"Understood, I'll go back first."

"Alright, Ziyang."

""Call me if you need something. "

"it is good."

When Pei Ziyang returned home, he let Lao Jin go to work, and gave him time to visit the milk tea shop. If he had something to call her, Lao Jin said he would take care of it himself.

She tidied herself briefly, and then found that her phone was out of battery, so she sat on the sofa and planned to charge it.

The phone turned on in a few minutes, and there were several missed calls and messages.

She flipped through it and found that one was from the administrative service hall, a divorce notice.

The one-month divorce cooling-off period will be over next Thursday, and she is reminded to get the divorce certificate.

Another WeChat message was Cao Wenxiang from the insurance company, reminding her that the accident insurance would require renewal.

The phone rang suddenly, she looked at it was a landline, and she picked it up.

"Hello.

I received.

I will go to the scene in a while, and I want to go through the formalities of canceling the divorce registration."

(End of this chapter)