three desperate women

Chapter 143 Becoming a Selfish Person

When Pei Ziyang returned to Xiaoshu's ward in Binhai Children's Hospital, he was crying, with fever-reducing patches on his head, and his face was flushed from crying.

Meng Haixi hugged Xiaoshu in his arms and coaxed him, but he was still struggling, and Pei Ziyang felt that his heart was about to break.

"Little tree, mother is back."

As soon as Xiaoshu heard it, he turned his head to look at her. The crying stopped for three seconds, and then he cried even more fiercely, stretching out his two thin arms and waving at her.

Pei Ziyang took Xiaoshu, hugged him tightly in his arms, kissed him on the head again and again, and said repeatedly:

"Mommy is here, Mommy is here, Mommy is here"

Xiaoshu, who had been running a fever, looked at her mother's face and listened to her mother's voice, and gradually stopped crying, and fell asleep after a few minutes.

Pei Ziyang wanted to put Xiaoshu on the small bed in the ward, but he grinned and cried as soon as he felt that he had left his mother's embrace.

She had no choice but to hold Xiaoshu all the time, sitting on the small bed, leaning against the wall, and Xiaoshu fell asleep again with peace of mind.

"Ziyang." Meng Haixi called her.

"Sister Xiaoxi." She looked up at Meng Haixi.

"done?"

"En." She nodded lightly, and her eyes returned to Xiaoshu.

"Oh."

"Sister Xiaoxi, do you know that Dingxiang is pregnant?"

Pei Ziyang asked in a low voice without raising his head. After hearing this, Meng Haixi felt his whole body tremble.

"Dayang, I'm sorry."

"Sister Xiaoxi, I know that no matter how bastard Meng Haiyang is, he is still your family, and you will always be one family. I can't change this.

Sister Xiaoxi, do you think the child Ding Xiang is pregnant with is Meng Haiyang's? "

"Haiyang, he, he said yes, he said that they went to some hospital in Hong Kong together, and did some advanced examination, which can determine whether the child is male or female, and can also determine the D or I of the fetus. The conclusion is cloves, That bitch, she is indeed pregnant with Haiyang's son."

"How long have they met?"

"It didn't take long, more than half a month, Dingxiang came to find Haiyang first, saying that she was pregnant, Haiyang didn't believe it, Dayang.

He knew that woman had lied to him, but I don't know what she told Haiyang, and Haiyang took the two of them away.

Later, when he came back with Lilac, I was also very angry, beat and scolded, but she was really pregnant with a child, and it was still a boy.

I also have no choice, I'm going to persuade him, don't be together first, there are only a few days left, and the divorce registration will take effect, why can't I bear it.

Haiyang was fascinated by that woman, he had never spoken to me so loudly, he was so mad at me, he said he had already hurt you and could not hurt her anymore.

I, Dayang, Haiyang is really spoiled by me, it's really not good for him to do this, but it doesn't matter what I say.

Dayang, I'm really sorry.Don't you just want to divorce Hai Yang?Isn't this the result you've always wanted?Why are you canceling?

Dayang, the ocean is not a thing, you are very good, you are excellent, you will find a better man, Dayang, leave now! "

After hearing this, Pei Ziyang gently put Xiaoshu on the bed, and she took advantage of the situation to lie beside Xiaoshu. Xiaoshu randomly turned over and tried hard to face her mother, wanting to feel her breath all the time.

Seeing Ziyang not talking, Meng Haixi sat at the end of the bed and sighed.

"Sister Xiaoxi, divorce is a matter between me and Meng Haiyang, you don't need to interfere anymore.

I bought you a train ticket. For tomorrow, you pack up your things and go back to your hometown early in the morning to help your brother-in-law manage the hotel business.

I have already contacted a former elder sister of mine, and she will come to the ward tomorrow to help me take care of the little tree.

Sister Xiaoxi, thank you for always treating Xiaoshu as your own, caring for him so much, and caring for him in every possible way.I can't let the little tree drag you down for the rest of my life.

Sister Xiaoxi, this is the last time I will call you sister, thank you for being kind to me, I also cherish this relationship very much.

However, since the Meng family is about to have a child to carry on the family line, the existence of Xiaoshu is insignificant, and his illness is probably incurable.

In this case, I will bring Xiaoshu back to take care of me, and I will not bother the Meng family anymore. I will also change Xiaoshu's surname to Pei, and he will have nothing to do with the Meng family from then on. "

"Ziyang, I'm sorry, since you have made such a decision, I have nothing to say.

But, Dayang, then why don't you get a divorce?Why are you wronging yourself so much? "

"I'm not wronged, I don't feel any wronged, if Meng Haiyang wants to divorce me, ask him to give me 500 million, and I'll apply again immediately after it arrives.

If he doesn't want to pay and still wants to divorce, then please ask him to sue me in court, and I will respond to the lawsuit at any time, and I will never take the initiative to divorce.

I have expressed my reasons to Meng Haiyang very clearly today, and I think he must remember.

If he doesn't remember, you can call me and I'll repeat it. "

"Dayang, why are you bothering?" Meng Haixi began to cry softly after speaking, tears kept streaming.

"Sister Xiaoxi, you go back to my house first, and I will accompany him at night."

After Pei Ziyang finished speaking, she looked up at Meng Haixi, and said nothing. She closed her eyes, and lay on the small bed curled up on her side. Fortunately, she was not tall.

What is wronged?There is nothing to be wronged, as of today, everything is my own decision.

Marrying Meng Haiyang was his own decision, despite the strong opposition from his parents and family.

It was also his own decision to give birth to Meng Haiyang, but as a result, she gave birth prematurely, so Xiaoshu's cause of illness could not be found out today.

It was his own decision to use all his property to repay Meng Haiyang's debts, and now he has no money and no money.

The resolute decision to divorce and not want Xiaoshu's custody was also Pei Ziyang's own decision at the time.

People who are 40 years old already know that they have to take full responsibility for their actions, and there is nothing to be wronged.

This is life, this is destiny, this is life, there is no turning back, no regret medicine, no chance.

Pei Ziyang didn't want to cry, her tears were very precious now, she only cried for the one she loved, for her father who passed away, for her distressed mother, and for the poor little tree.

Meng Haiyang said that she had changed, and he no longer knew her. She just wanted to say, who wouldn't change?Who will stay the same?Either it becomes good or it becomes bad, can it be accepted when it becomes good, but can’t accept it when it becomes bad?That's not her problem, it's his, Meng Haiyang's.

What's more, it doesn't matter whether he, Meng Haiyang, accepts what she looks like, as long as the old lady accepts it by herself.

Meng Haiyang has already changed, it doesn't matter anymore, there is nothing wrong with turning a former lover into a hated enemy.

She kept thinking about what she said in front of Meng Haiyang, even though she was trembling and excited when she said it.

However, she felt that she poured out all the anguish, pain, sadness and despair in her body, her body was not so heavy, and her whole body and mind were so relaxed.

She seldom felt this kind of lightness before, she was carrying too many things, too heavy, and she couldn't breathe.

Since she was a child, she knew that she was not the one most valued by her parents, so she tried her best to be a good daughter, obedient, sensible, humble, and tried her best to be liked by her mother, cared by her father, and respected by her younger brother.

She met the impoverished Meng Haiyang, and she found a rare warmth, love, and pampering in him, so she worked hard to be a good wife, left home without hesitation, and married him without any conditions.

She has worked hard for 12 years to become a mother and to give birth to a son for the Meng family. She keeps taking medicine and injections. She is like a guinea pig. As long as the doctor says the medicine is good for pregnancy and childbirth, she will try it on herself.

After she experienced her father's death, her husband's betrayal, and her child's premature birth, she really wanted to just walk away and forget about leaving this world.

She died once before realizing that she had been living for others. She had become what others called a good daughter, a good wife, and a good mother, constantly moving herself.

She has to change, she is 40 years old, she is forty years old, she wants to throw away the shackles and burdens on her body, even if the world says she is selfish, she is not afraid, she just wants to live for herself.

She never thought about asking Meng Haiyang to pay any price, nor did she think about punishing him in the past, she just thought that the two people breaking up peacefully was to give each other the dignity they deserved.

Until a few hours ago, when she saw Meng Haiyang accompanying the pregnant Ding Xiang, she suddenly had an epiphany.

After all, she paid by mistake all these years, and she doesn't want to bear it anymore, what's decent?The most important thing is that my wife is cool.

Didn't Meng Haiyang want to divorce her?Don't you want to marry Lilac?Why did the end of a marriage leave her scarred, but he got what he wanted.

She didn't know where the courage came from. She said so many things that were enough to drive Meng Haiyang crazy, but she couldn't control others, and the most important thing was to be straightforward.

She took a deep breath and let it out slowly to relax her body and mind. She couldn't hear Meng Haixi's cry, only the even breathing of Xiaoshu.

Pei Ziyang was wandering aimlessly in the dreamland of cranky thoughts, but was awakened by the cry of the little tree in the middle of the night.

She picked up Xiaoshu and immediately touched his forehead. He must have had a fever again. She rang the emergency call bell, and the little nurse immediately ran over.

"what happened?"

"I have a fever!"

"I'm going to get a thermometer, and you can change it to an antipyretic patch first."

"it is good."

Pei Ziyang put another fever-reducing patch on Xiaoshu's head, but Xiaoshu didn't want to put it on, so he pulled it hard on his head, almost pulling the needle off, so she had to give up.

She hugged him to divert her attention, and handed him a banana-shaped chew. Xiaoshu was successfully attracted, picked it up and put it in her mouth.

"Take a temperature and ring the bell to call me if it's above 38 degrees. If it's below 38 degrees, you can physically cool him down."

"OK, thanks."

She put the mercury glass thermometer into Xiaoshu's armpit while he was eating gummies. His attention was all on the gummies, and he didn't reject them.

A few minutes later, she checked the temperature, it was 37.9, she really had a fever, and she put the antipyretic patch on Xiaoshu's head again.

Xiaoshu fell asleep after being tired from biting. She erected all the fences to prevent Xiaoshu from turning over and falling under the bed.

She took a small basin to the bathroom to get cold water, then poured in some hot water, tested the temperature and felt it was just right.

She soaked the small towel again, wrung it out gently, and then gently wiped the little tree's face, hands, feet, and back.

There was no way to take a bath in the hospital, so I had to wipe the child with warm water and do some physical cooling.

She tried her best to keep herself awake, and after more than an hour, Xiaoshu's face was not so red. She stretched out her hand and stroked Xiaoshu's forehead, feeling that it had calmed down a little.

She took out the mercury thermometer again, dropped the scale back to below 36, then carefully raised Xiaoshu's arm and put the thermometer under her armpit.

The question was 37.5, and she still had a low-grade fever. After she wiped herself with warm water several times to physically cool down, she opened the enclosure on one side of the crib and lay back on the crib.

The sleeping Xiao Shu turned over and twisted his small body, found his mother's position again, and rested his head in her arms.

She turned to Xiaoshu, stroked Xiaoshu's back with her hand, and patted it softly a few times. Listening to Xiaoshu's breathing, she couldn't help falling asleep.

Ms. Zhao, the former nanny of Pei Ziyang's family, appeared at the door of Xiaoshu's ward early in the morning. Seeing that Pei Ziyang was still sleeping, she didn't bother her, and just sat by the bed and looked at the mother and child.

Pei Ziyang fell into a deep sleep, if it wasn't for the little tree dancing around and hitting her face, she would still be able to continue to sleep.

"Ziyang?"

"Sister Zhao! Why are you here so early?"

"If the child wakes up early, I will come early."

As Sister Zhao said, she walked into the small bed and looked at the thin and petite little tree, which didn't wrinkle together immediately.

"Why is this kid so skinny?"

"Sister Zhao, I'm sorry, please come."

"Oh my god, what's the point of embarrassment, you are my former employer, and I am your nanny. I have been working for five years. This is too familiar, so don't be so polite.

Ziyang, you are a very good person, otherwise I would not be able to come, and the sick child would be exhausted to take care of alone. "

"Then you don't have an employer now? What about the kid from before?"

"Oh, don't mention it, that child is also a poor child, his mother died, and his father didn't care, he was sent to the orphanage!
Things are complicated here. When I have time to tell you more, I am also a poor child! "

"Well, then I'll go home first, take a shower, and then I'll buy you some food!"

"No, I've had breakfast. For lunch, the hospital has a cafeteria. We can order takeaways ourselves."

"Sister Zhao, have you ever taken care of a sick child?"

"That's right, the child sent to the orphanage, oh, he doesn't even have a name, and he was born prematurely, but it's only a few days early.

But he is always sick, a frequent visitor to the hospital, and he wonders if he will be well taken care of in an orphanage. "

"Oh? Poor child. Xiaoshu's illness has not yet been diagnosed. He either has a fever or vomits, followed by diarrhea."

"Trust the doctor, take your time, Ziyang, don't rush to get angry.

Just go home, take a shower, sleep and come back again! "

"Well, yes, it's useless to be anxious. Sister Zhao, I'm going back."

"Go."

Pei Ziyang put on his overcoat and ran home. After a quick meal, he lay down on the bed and fell asleep.

The rumbling stomach woke up Pei Ziyang, who was sleeping in the dark, and she got up again to cook a plate of dumplings for herself, and ate them all.

"Another day full of energy..."

There was a knock on the door, and she got up and walked over. When she opened the door, she saw Lao Jin, who was out of breath, wiping the sweat from his forehead with a brown handkerchief.

"Pei Ziyang, I heard that you are not getting a divorce again?"

(End of this chapter)