three desperate women

Chapter 26 The Ideological Struggle In Progress

Pei Ziyang was lying on the bed of the obstetrics and gynecology department of the Central Hospital again.

A few days ago, Lao Jin hugged her and hurried into the emergency room, both of them turned pale with fright.

The doctor checked it quickly and said it was some symptoms of threatened miscarriage, but fortunately it was nothing serious. It was just that I was too tired recently and the fetal image was not stable, so I needed to be hospitalized for a period of time to preserve the pregnancy.

She was disturbed by the shouting in the corridor last night, so she didn't sleep well. When she got up in the morning, she heard the family members in the next bed discussing that a pregnant woman who was in labor was sent at [-]:[-] last night. Bleeding into a coma, the child dies when the treatment fails!
She was terrified when she heard it, and she didn't even eat a few bites of breakfast, and Mother Pei turned on the nagging mode again.

"You are so heartless, you still know to be afraid? You only informed me when you were in the upper hospital. Are you thinking that my mother is dead?
I told you a long time ago that I don't want this child, don't want this child, let alone Meng Haiyang died outside, even if he comes back, I will hack him to death.

What look in your eyes, I am your own mother, can I harm you?Let me tell you, little aunt, get rid of the child as soon as possible. It is too risky to have a child at your age.

I heard that the pregnant woman was only 28 years old yesterday, and her due date was just a few days away.

What about you, you are 40 years old, and your body is still like a fucking radish. It is only 4 months old, and you see red. Are you going to lie in bed until you give birth?

After you give birth to a child, if something happens to you, the child has no father, no mother, how do you let him live in this world?

Are you going to leave it to me and your dad?The two of us burped in a few years, what happened to the child?Who feeds?Is Meng Haixi that idiot?You short-sighted!
Hurry up and take a few more bites, eat so little, you don’t want to eat, the cub in your stomach still wants to eat, you have two mouths now! "

"Old woman, with your mouth, you want a child for a while, but you don't let it for a while. You are so old that you don't understand what you want?

Dayang, don’t listen to your mother’s blindness, let me tell you that she really cares about little dolls, the grandson of Old Matou upstairs is a little over one year old and just able to walk. When the little doll sees your mother, she will give her a hug, it's too rare for your mother.

You said that your mother has such a fierce look, let her hold that little grandson, and grinned and cried when I hugged him, do you think it is evil? "

"Who said I look fierce, you are the mother who is fierce. Let me tell you, Dayang, that little grandson is very interesting. He just knew how to say a word. He milked me when he saw me, and grinned when he saw your father. Are you joking?"

The family of three laughed together. When Pei Ziyang looked up, he saw a familiar figure walking in the corridor. She didn't pay attention to it. She lowered her head and reluctantly drank a few mouthfuls of porridge.

"Uncles and aunts, are they all there?"

"Hey, Xiao Jin, you are here, I will tell your Uncle Pei just now, why Xiao Jin hasn't come these two days, I have to thank you very much, you saved my daughter and grandson's life, it's really great Thank you, Xiao Jin, sit down, sit down!"

"Auntie, the obstetrics and gynecology department, I won't stay any longer, I'll just take a look at Sister Yangyang and bring her something to eat, in case she doesn't like to eat."

"Thank you, Lao Jin!" Pei Ziyang hurriedly pushed the porridge aside, and stretched out his hand to let Lao Jin put a bag of snacks closer to him.

Lao Jin put the bag on the bedside table, Pei Ziyang quickly flipped through it, and found that there were several kinds of uneaten wafers inside, opened it and ate a few pieces, it melted in the mouth, and he felt much better immediately!

"Uncle and aunt, call me if you have something to do, I still have something to do, let's go first!"

Both Pei's father and Pei's mother got up and sent them to the door of the ward, talking to Lao Jin gratefully!
Pei Ziyang ate the snacks bought by Lao Jin and drank two more glasses of water. He felt a little full, so he asked his parents to go back first, and wanted to catch up on sleep.

She was lying on the bed, feeling uncomfortable no matter how she lay down, and couldn't fall asleep because of tossing and turning. She still didn't think about whether she wanted this child or not.

When she saw the popularity a few days ago, she actually felt a little happy in her heart. She felt that if the child was lost, it was not that she wanted to have an abortion, it was not that she didn't want him, but that he wanted to slip away because of disappointment. Maybe this would be less guilt.

But when the doctor said that it was nothing serious, and that the miscarriage could be saved slowly, she still had some peace of mind, perhaps because of the mother's instinct to protect the child.

Her thoughts are always jumping back and forth between wanting and not wanting, as if she has two selves in her brain.

Pei Ziyang, who is gentle, kind and cherishes life, said: "This child is a lovely little angel. It has seen my longing for a child in the world in the sky, and it has seen the ten years of hard work I have done to have a child. My hard work, it is a lucky star, when it comes to me, my difficulties will be solved, my husband will appear again, and my husband will love me more because I am pregnant with the dreamed child of the Meng family, and the whole family will take better care of me, yes I am grateful to Dade, our life will still be worry-free, and the family of three will live a happy life."

Another irritable, evil, cold-blooded and ruthless Pei Ziyang said: "This child is a nasty little devil. It will turn my current life upside down. It doesn't want to come to my side at all. Besides, it is a disaster. It will turn my life upside down. It made my already unsatisfactory life worse. It came to torture me. Once it appeared, my husband would never appear again. Even if it appeared, he would only love him and never love me again. , their whole family will only love it, I will become a superfluous person, and it will tear the life of the family of three."

The two Pei Ziyangs were arguing non-stop in her body, and she felt drowsy that she was so tired, she didn't want to hear the two of them arguing, she felt her head was about to explode, she wanted to wake up, but how She couldn't wake up either. For a while, she felt that she had woken up, sitting up and leaning on the hospital bed to eat biscuits, and for a while, she felt that she was still lethargic, and she couldn't open her eyes anyway.

She shouted: "Who will save me, come and save me!"But she couldn't yell out, the voice was stuck in her throat, and she felt that someone was calling her, Ziyang, Ziyang, shouting in her ears, and it became her mother's voice for a while, bitter and mean, and for a while. He turned into a father again, steady and caring, then his husband's voice, deep and gentle, and then Lao Jin's voice, humorous and pleasant.
She opened her eyes and saw Liu Yini sitting by the bed, holding her hand tightly, looking at herself nervously and worriedly.

Liu Yini is very different today, her hair has been permed, she looks cheerful, she put on light makeup, and her face is rosy, is it because of the divorce?
"Ziyang, how do you feel? You look sweaty! Did you have a nightmare just now?" Liu Yini took a piece of paper and helped her wipe the sweat off her forehead.

"Ni Ni, I feel okay, but I didn't sleep well last night, and just now I feel like I won't be able to wake up!"

"Oh, when I was pregnant, I was cranky. This is just the beginning. It has been 12 years since I was pregnant with my first child, and I haven't had a good night's sleep! You have to be prepared for this, and I advise you to find someone with the conditions It is popular to find a babysitter now when taking care of children, which is a higher level than babysitters and confinement sisters, but the price is very expensive."

"Ni Ni, do you think your life has become better or worse after giving birth?"

"Hey, I may be a negative example, I told you before that I found out that my damn husband cheated on me when I was 7 months pregnant.

To be honest, I didn't want to abort the child because I was naive and thought that having a child would tie a man's heart. Now that I think about it, I am really stupid.

And I still don't know how to repent, and I'm pregnant with a second one, and I always feel that I will persist and persevere, for the sake of this family.

You also know that my parents are long gone. I always feel that there is still a complete family without divorce, but I was too wrong. The misfortune of a woman is to find an unreliable man.

You are better than me, at least your husband loves you very much, I think he also likes children, and will definitely help you take care of them together.

I always feel that he will come back. He must have some difficulties. So, since the child is here, you can rest assured to raise the baby. It is yours and no one can take it away. If it is not yours, you can’t snatch it. ah! "

"Ni Ni, thank you!" Pei Ziyang firmly shook Liu Yini's withered little hand with his other hand.

"Hey, you're welcome, how do you think my hair is permed? Does it look good?
Let me tell you, it’s so good inside that resplendent place, I really like going there, I can temporarily forget the troubles of life, soak in the rose-scented bathtub, let myself go, and feel that only half an hour is really my own half Hour.

Thank you for sending me the card, you have treated me very well!"

"It's good that you are happy. I also want to thank you for saving me more than [-] yuan in agency fees. I'm just sorry for Xiao He."

"I told her, and she expressed her understanding. She also earned a lot of agency fees from you. You have nothing to feel sorry for. Don't take it to heart."

"All right!"

"Are you going to live in the hospital for a long time?"

"I've been living here for almost a week, and I probably have to observe it for a week. It should be because I'm tired from moving. In fact, I haven't done any work. Maybe I'm still tired and always thinking about it."

"It's possible, Lao Jin helped a lot this time, right? Fortunately, there is a man beside you at this time, or if you say that if he is not there, you will be in danger!"

Pei Ziyang thought of Meng Haiyang who was absent, and Lao Jin who appeared in time when he was in danger, sighed and did not speak.

Pei's father and mother walked into the ward, and Liu Yini walked out of the ward after greeting them.

She took a few mouthfuls of food, the nurse came over and ordered her to take the medicine, and she became drowsy again after she lay down.

Pei Ziyang had a morning checkup, blood draw, B-ultrasound, etc. When the results came out in the afternoon, the doctor kept telling her that all the indicators had met the standards, and she could be discharged tomorrow.

Lao Jin, Hou Zi and Tong Zi came to the hospital again, pushed Pei Ziyang back to the rental house in Runyu Community with a wheelchair.

Mother Pei had already cleaned the room and cooked a table of dishes to thank Lao Jin, but Father Pei called him back later.

Mother Pei reluctantly cursed and left, and before she left, she asked Lao Jin to eat and drink well, and if he didn't have enough wine, he went to the store to get it.

Pei Ziyang was sitting on the sofa eating the snacks bought by Lao Jin, watching TV, and giggling along with the show.

"Sister Yangyang, you have to smile, don't rush to the hospital, we will scare you to death!" Lao Jin reminded her.

"Yeah, sister Ziyang, you don't even know how to scare the fart of the boss, I have never seen the boss's face as white as a wall for some reason!" The monkey said after taking a sip of beer.

"Get out!" Lao Jin shouted at him with a laugh.

"Monkey, why are you so able to lie and fart? You saw it with your own eyes? Is the boss such a person who can't handle things? No, brother!" Tong Zi said while holding the phone.

"It's still Tong Zi who understands me. I'm really scared, but my adaptability is still very good!" Lao Jin stretched out his arms and put his arms around Tong Zi's shoulders!

"That's right, my brother is really a hero in my heart!" Pei Ziyang smiled and gave Lao Jin a thumbs up.

Lao Jin got up from the dining table and sat beside Pei Ziyang, watching her laughing silly.

"Sister Yangyang, you really look pretty when you smile!"

"Hahaha, don't you have anything else to praise me for?"

"Sister Yangyang, I wanted to tell you the day you went to the hospital, do you think you can bear it now?"

Pei Ziyang put down the snacks in his hand, turned his head and looked at Lao Jin expectantly, Lao Jin said softly:

"I found Meng Haiyang."

(End of this chapter)