three desperate women

Chapter 89

Pei Ziyang's heart was already filled with fear, and Xiaoshu moaned desperately because of being held too tightly by her, and she followed behind Pei Ziliang in panic.

It was already past the visiting time, but none of the doctors and nurses in the oncology department of Ren'ai Hospital would deliberately drive people out of the ward.

As if it was a convention, they all acquiesced, because the entire ward was filled with cancer patients, who were the closest to death.

Some are patients who underwent surgery and were hospitalized for observation at the early stage of diagnosis, some are patients who have been hospitalized at an advanced stage and are waiting to die, and some patients occasionally come for chemotherapy and radiotherapy.

Pei Ziyang felt her heart beating faster and her whole body trembling. She was terrified. She handed Xiaoshu to Meng Haiyang, and when she let go, she found that her palms were covered with sweat.

She followed Xiaoliang through the corridor and into the ward. There were three people living in the ward, and each family had an escort. She searched for her father carefully.

But it was strange, none of the three people wearing hospital gowns seemed to be her father. She reached out to wipe away her tears, and then took a serious look.

"Mom!" "Hey!"

When Pei Ziyang saw the old lady whom Xiao Liang called his mother, he agreed, and immediately stood up and turned around. When she saw it, she was really shocked.

The old lady with disheveled and gray hair and haggard face in front of her was actually her mother. Her mother's round face had thinned into a pointed face, and her clothes were loose and baggy.

"Hey! Dayang?" Mother Pei cried out in surprise.

"Mom!" Pei Ziyang's voice was also trembling.

The mother and daughter held hands immediately, and tears gushed out like turning on a faucet.

"dad!"

Pei Ziyang, who was full of tears, plopped and knelt in front of her father's hospital bed. She stroked his father's hand that looked like a dry tree branch outside.

Pei Zhongjiu opened his eyes quickly as if waking up from a dream, and the hand he was holding his daughter began to tremble non-stop.

He opened his mouth vigorously but there was no sound. After being tortured by the illness for nearly half a year, he no longer had the strength to speak, and tears flowed down his skinny cheeks.

Holding Xiaoshu in his arms, Meng Haiyang approached the bed, his eyes were red and swollen and he said softly, "Dad, I am Haiyang, and we will bring Xiaoshu to see you."

Pei Zhongjiu nodded. He was about to reach out to touch Xiaoshu's clenched fist when he heard the three-month-old Xiaoshu suddenly start crying, and the sound echoed throughout the ward.

Pei Ziyang hurriedly hugged Xiaoshu, she looked at her seriously ill father, who waved to her, motioning her to go out to coax the child, so she had no choice but to walk out of the ward with Xiaoshu in her arms.

Even though Xiaoshu was in his mother's embrace, he was still crying. Maybe he felt his mother's sadness. Pei Ziyang, who was in tears, hugged Xiaoshu tightly to his chest, crying bitterly.

Pei's mother, Zhong Xiuli, came out and supported Pei Ziyang. The mother and daughter sat together on the bench outside the ward.

"Dayang, don't cry, the child will cry when you cry, calm down, I will hold the child!"

The skinny Zhong Xiuli took the child, and while coaxing the child, she walked gently back and forth in the corridor.

"Mom! I'm sorry, you have suffered!" Pei Ziyang cried.

"It's nothing, I don't feel like crying, and I came over after a while. What's the use of crying! It's already like this!
It was your father who told you not to tell you, saying that you had just given birth and were already weak and had to take care of the child.

He is already sick, you cry like this and then return to breastfeeding, mom knows you are uncomfortable and no one can bear it, but it is already like this!
You might as well let your dad watch you live well at the last moment, he is really relieved to leave!
Why!You are here, and he has seen you and the child, and he probably has thought about it, so he can go on the road with peace of mind and no regrets!

Don't cry, talk to him more!Even if you don't speak, it's good to be by his side!

Dayang, don't blame your mother for being cruel. When your mother first found out, she couldn't accept it like you did. It's been half a year, and your father can't hold on anymore.

If you don't come by yourself, I will let you come in a few days. He misses you very much, and he is waiting for you if he only talks about you!

Go in and have a good talk!do not Cry! "

"I see, Mom!"

Pei Ziyang took out a tissue, wiped off the sweat, tears and snot from his face, took a deep breath, and walked into the ward.

As soon as Meng Haiyang and Pei Ziliang saw her coming in, they left the ward one after another. Pei Ziyang closed all the curtains, leaving only father and daughter.

She pulled out the chair, sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out her hands and held her father's hand tightly, and her father immediately opened his eyes and looked at her, smiling slightly.

She smiled and said: "Dad, I came to see you, you saw the little tree! He is chubby, he may have eaten it, and he can pull it!"
Your grandson is so cute, he can dance and dance, but he can't turn over yet.

People say that turning over three times and sitting six times, it may be that Xiaoshu was born too early, in fact he is only two months old!
Dad, I'm pretty good. I've added a lot of hot items to the supermarket you left me, such as tea eggs, box lunches, and Oden, which are very delicious!

I also put the supermarket on the Internet, that is, I can turn on the mobile phone to select goods, pay with the mobile phone, and then the delivery staff will help deliver the goods to the door.

Our supermarket has so many orders that I can't handle it all by myself, and I even hired a little girl to help me!

Lao Jin, you know, the person he found for me came to help me. He is also very good. It is said that the business has gone abroad!
My debts have also been repaid one after another. Fortunately, the creditor is Lao Jin, who helped me avoid a lot of interest!

Dad, do you still remember that Liu Yini?It's the person who always comes to our house. Isn't she divorced, and the youngest daughter also had an accident.

Do you remember her?She has found her own happiness. The man is a policeman and looks good too!The two are already married, and the wedding will be held in the beginning of spring! "

"Me, Haiyang and I are also very good, don't worry, Haiyang is working diligently every day now, the more customers you get, the more money you make.

He treats me the same as before, you know, Dad, Haiyang treats me, there is really nothing to say, don't worry, now that we have Xiaoshu, the family is complete!

Dad, do you know how much I miss you?I think about you almost every day, and I always dream of you every night, dreaming that when I was a child, you put me on your neck to go to the big market.

Buy me cotton candy, popsicles and fruit candy, and you often take me to the river to fish on a bicycle.

That's when I fell into the water, thinking I was going to die, and I was so scared that I cried!As a result, the water didn't reach my stomach until I stood up.

You were also frightened by the river, so you ran into the water quickly and pulled me up, only to find that the water reached your knees. You laughed for a long time, hugged me in your arms, and coaxed me for a long time.

Even though my younger brother was born, you still treat me very well, you treat me better than Xiaoliang, you always think of me first!
Dad, you know what?I love you so much, are you waiting for me?I'm coming, I'm here, don't be afraid!
Don't worry, I will take good care of my mother. If she is willing to follow Xiaoliang, she is here. If she is not willing, let her go back to Bincheng with me. Haiyang and I will take good care of her! "

After Pei Ziyang finished all this with a smile, she looked at her father who was so thin that he lost his appearance, his red and swollen eyes contained tears, and smiled at Dayang and nodded.

He couldn't bear to close his eyes and looked towards the door of the ward.

"Dad, you wait, I'll call them right away, hold on!"

Pei Ziyang immediately got up and ran out, greeting his family in the corridor.

"Hangyang, hold Xiaoshu and wait in Xiaoliang's car. You can't let Xiaoshu here, go!" Pei's mother handed Xiaoshu to Meng Haiyang.

"Mom, it's fine!" Meng Haiyang took Xiaoshu and said.

"No, listen to the mother! Go!" Pei's mother emphasized again

"Go! It's time to change the diaper!" Pei Ziyang looked at Meng Haiyang and said.

The three of them ran into the ward and surrounded Pei Zhongjiu's bed sadly. Mother Pei was sitting on the chair beside the bed, and Pei Ziyang and Pei Ziliang were kneeling on the ground!

"Old man, I'm here! The children are here too!"

Zhong Xiuli felt that Pei Zhongjiu had something to say, so she reached out and took off the oxygen mask.

"I...never...see...not...you...you..."

Pei Zhongjiu said the last sentence with all his strength, then he struggled to get up, his head left the pillow.

His upper body tried hard to get off the bed, and his two stick-like arms waved in front of his body, as if he was grabbing something.

His last breath of air was never delivered to the trachea, and then the whole person fell gently on the hospital bed, and his arms were slowly placed on both sides of his body.

The siblings had been crying for a long time, Zhong Xiuli stood up, with bloodless tears streaming down her face, she calmly pressed the pager.

A line of words scrolled on the TV on the wall of the ward, saying 18 beds are calling, and the beautiful soundtrack is mixed with the wailing of the lost loved ones, one after another.

The doctor and the nurse walked into the ward quickly, opened the curtain, and the doctor took the case book and wrote on it with a pen.

The nurse checked the electrocardiogram to find out the exact time of the patient's death, and then told the doctor. After signing the medical record, the doctor reached out and shook Zhong Xiuli's hands.

"Thank you doctor!" Zhong Xiuli said.

"Auntie, sorry!" The doctor said and walked out of the ward.

Zhong Xiuli took out the mobile phone in her pocket and made a call calmly.

Immediately afterwards, several nurses came to remove all the medical instruments and needles buried under the skin of Pei Zhongjiu's body.

Pei Ziyang felt that her whole brain was frozen, she was out of breath from crying, she held on to her father's hand, she felt that his father was gradually losing temperature, he was getting colder.

Xiao Liang helped her up, walked out of the ward with the three mothers, and sat on the bench.

"Xiao Liang, I have already called Xiao Li. He will be here soon. Now you send your sister and Meng Haiyang Xiaoshu home. I will wait here and then go to the funeral home with Xiao Li's car."

"Mom, I'm going too!" Pei Ziyang said hoarsely.

"Da Yang, don't do this, your father doesn't want to see you like this, you are still breastfeeding, your father has already passed away, you should think more about the living, especially Xiaoshu!"

"Mom, then I want to send my dad a car!"

"Dayang, you have to understand that you are the one your dad hates the most, do you know? He will be reluctant to leave, he will linger here, mom please!

You go back to take care of the child first, Xiaoliang and I will definitely be able to handle it, don't you worry about your mother?Let's go back! "

"Sister, don't worry, I'm still here!" Xiao Liang said.

Pei Ziyang stopped arguing, and looked back at his pale mother in two steps. Her mother waved her hand like her, turned and walked into the ward.

Xiaoshu was sleeping soundly in the car. Meng Haiyang saw that the eyes of the siblings were red and swollen, and Pei Ziyang was crying in a low voice. He also guessed that he didn't speak, just hugged Xiaoshu.

Pei Ziliang drove his sister's family of three back to the downstairs of his own community. The car stopped at random, and they took the elevator upstairs together.

Meng Haiyang hugged Xiaoshu with one hand, supported Pei Ziyang who was crying all the time with the other, and walked out of the elevator slowly.

"Xiaohong." Pei Ziliang opened the door and called to his wife.

"Father!" Five-year-old Pei Qingmiao ran out of the living room and jumped on Pei Ziliang's body.

"son."

"Is grandpa better? I built a super invincible big hospital today, which has the best doctors in the world, and it will definitely cure grandpa's illness!"

Pei Ziliang hugged his son, and his nose started to pan sour again.

"Are you back? Wash your hands and eat!" Miao Hong came out of the kitchen and asked.

"Son, come on, this is aunt, this is uncle, this is little brother, Xiaoshu."

"Hello aunt, hello uncle! Hello little tree, so cute!"

"Hello." Meng Haiyang hugged Xiao Shu, greeted Miao Miao, and then gently placed Xiao Shu on the sofa.

"Hello, Miao Miao!" Pei Ziyang looked at the lovely Miao Miao, suppressed his sadness, tried his best to smile and greeted him, and then immediately ran to the bathroom.

She took off her padded jacket, stood in front of the sink, turned on the tap, washed her hands, looked at herself in the mirror, and lowered her head to wash her face again.

"Sister Ziyang, are you okay? I'm coming in!" Miao Hong knocked lightly on the door, opened it and walked in.

"I'm fine, Miao."

"Sister, my mother said, let me enlighten you, the death of a loved one must be sad, let alone the person who loves you the most.

Cry if you want to cry, venting is better than holding back, our family is here with you, there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome.

Sister, I also know that you are not in the mood to eat, but crying also requires physical strength. You have to eat enough to have the strength to cry.

Don't force me, eat as much as I want, I will be busy for the next few days, I am sad, we can't fall down, and the children are counting on us!
Sister Ziyang, tell me, am I right? "

"Yes, thank you, Xiao Miao, I'll wipe my face and go out to eat!"

"Okay, we'll wait for you!" Miao Hong said and walked out.

When Pei Ziyang came out to eat, Pei Ziliang had already driven to the funeral home.

She forced herself to eat half a bowl of rice, and ate some vegetables, and then helped her younger siblings clean up the dishes. Miao Hong put all the tableware that needed to be cleaned into the dishwasher.

Miao Hong pulled her to sit on the sofa to rest together.

"Sister, if you want to chat with me, you'd better not be alone in a daze, or think wildly by yourself, and do more things to distract your attention."

"okay."

"The hardest part is at night and you're breastfeeding and you can't take your medicine. How's your milk?"

"It has not been good all the time. I have a baby at an older age, and the amount of milk is not enough."

"Then I said it's impossible to keep you from getting angry. Such a sad thing must be both sad and angry. How about this? You can go feed it later and try it. If it doesn't work, just drink milk powder!
When our dad was sick, he didn't tell you immediately because he was afraid that you would return to milk.

I just saw that the little tree is growing very well, and its body is also in good shape. It is not necessary to drink breast milk. The current milk powder is also very nutritious. "

"Well, Xiao Miao, thank you!"

"You're welcome, sister. The child seems to be crying, go and have a look!"

Pei Ziyang got up anxiously, sat back and fell unconscious on the sofa...

(End of this chapter)