three desperate women

Chapter 92

When Pei Ziyang woke up, he found himself lying sideways on the bed with a fever-reducing patch on his head, and Xiaoshu was lying beside her, sleeping soundly.

"Sister, are you awake?"

Miao Hong sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her, speaking softly, for fear of waking up the sleeping little tree.

"Xiao Miao, I fainted just now, did I have a fever?"

"Well, sister, the fever is almost 39. After taking antipyretics, the fever should be gone now. I will take your temperature later."

"Thank you, Xiao Miao."

"Sister, this time I can't breastfeed at all."

"Well, yes. I heard you call me and put me on the bed just now, but I just couldn't pull myself up and couldn't open my eyes.

I'm very sorry, Xiao Miao, to bother you without saying hello. I'm sick again, so I have to trouble you to take care of me here.

I'm really sorry!seedlings. "

"Sister, if you say that again, I will get angry.

The house, the car, the decoration, and the furniture are all given by my sister.

Besides, this is the second time for you and your brother-in-law and children to come here. The first time was when I married Xiaoliang.

They are all family, there is nothing to disturb or not to disturb. "

"My parents have already disturbed you very much. They had their own lives, and they came to you because of my business."

"Sister, that Xiaoliang is also our parents' child, so it's only natural for parents to live with their sons!

Besides, my parents came and helped us a lot. I am grateful to them before it is too late. "

"My mother hasn't come back yet?"

"I've already been to the funeral home, and everything has been arranged. I called just now and said that I went to the store to see the urn."

"Oh, my dad, did he say he wanted to go back to Bincheng?" Pei Ziyang's tears couldn't stop flowing down.

"Sister, don't get too excited." Miao Hong hurriedly took a few pieces of paper and handed them to Pei Ziyang.

"Our father told Xiaoliang before his death that he wanted to go back to Bincheng, and our mother said that the cemetery for the two of them had already been bought, and they would be brought back to Bincheng directly after they were cremated."

"Xiao Miao, can you tell me about my dad?"

"Well, good. Our dad just came to my place, and he always felt unwell. At first, we thought that our dad might not be acclimatized, and he was in a bad mood after leaving his hometown, so we didn't pay much attention.

But I watched him lose weight day by day, and I always felt that something was wrong, and he had a low-grade fever all the time, and his complexion was not good.

Our mother also said that he always had diarrhea, and sometimes there was blood. Our mother said that it might be hemorrhoids, coupled with acclimatization, getting angry and so on.

But he still had a fever, so Xiaoliang and I decided to force him to go to the hospital for an examination. When the doctor saw our dad, he briefly asked about the situation, and immediately told me and Xiaoliang that he was suspected to be bowel cancer, so he went straight to the test. Blood.

As soon as the results came out, the number of cancer cells was already very high, and the doctor ordered a colonoscopy pathology section, which turned out to be colon cancer, which had begun to spread.

The doctor said that there is no way to do surgery, only conservative treatment. Isn't the medical insurance in Bincheng?I thought about going back to my hometown for chemotherapy, but my dad disagreed.

We transferred our dad's medical insurance to here again, and the chemotherapy at Ren'ai Hospital, after the first time, the data was very good, the doctor said it was good, all indicators were within a reasonable range, and the whole family was very happy.

Later, our parents knew that you were going to have a baby, and they went back to see you together. At that time, our father was really in the best state.

Later, after our father came back, he continued to undergo chemotherapy. Without our mother by his side, he always felt in a bad mood. The nurse we hired also said that our father was not in good spirits.

I wanted my mother to come back, but my father didn't want to, saying that my mother had to take care of you, and you were weaker.

After the second chemotherapy, the data was very bad. The doctor said that the next chemotherapy needs to be changed to a different drug, and we will see again.

After changing the dressing for the third time, it still didn’t work, and it was changed again at the fourth time, but it got worse and worse, and my dad couldn’t eat anymore, so he had to be hospitalized and put on a hanging bottle.

Xiaoliang and I decided to let our mother come back. After the fifth chemotherapy, the doctor said that there was no need to do it anymore, and our father couldn't bear it anymore.

But my dad persisted for a month. He would vomit everything he ate and drank, and he would vomit blood all over his body. The pain all over his body was unbearable.

I told my mother to let you come, because our father's situation is getting worse and worse, and I'm afraid it will be too late to see you.

You came here before our mother called you. Fortunately, our father finally saw you and the child for the last time.

It's a relief that our dad went, sister, our dad has suffered too much in the past six months.

But the most tiring one is our mother. Xiaoliang and I go to work, and our mother takes care of it alone. I have to take care of Miaomiao. As long as Xiaoliang doesn't work overtime, or can replace our mother on weekends.

Our mother is so tired and skinny, but my mother is really strong. I have never seen her cry, and it is too distressing. "

Pei Ziyang was already sobbing, and she almost stopped breathing in distress. She felt that she was really an unfilial daughter.

My father was seriously ill, but I didn't notice it, and my medical education was for nothing. My mother was preoccupied, but she didn't realize it. I really feel sorry for my parents.

"Sister, don't feel too guilty, there is nothing you can do about it, you were pregnant at that time, and you were too old to be stimulated.

Then you gave birth prematurely again, your body was extremely weak, the little tree was so thin, and you had very little breast milk.

Therefore, our father does not agree to tell you, for fear that you will be excited. Without breast milk, the little tree will lose nutrition and become thinner.

However, our dad is still most worried about your body, afraid that you won't be able to take this blow, so no one will let you talk about it.

But our mother can see that our father misses you very much. If you don't come, he will call you these few days. "

Pei Ziyang lay on the bed with her eyes closed. She felt that she didn't even have the strength to cry at this moment, and her whole body was in pain.

Seeing that her face was getting paler, Miao Hong immediately stood up and touched her forehead with her hand.

"Sister, you have a fever again, let's go to the hospital quickly, you just took antipyretics for a short time, and you woke up again, there must be some inflammation in your body, not just from sadness, let's go, let's take a taxi, I'll go Find your brother-in-law and let her take you there, I will take care of the children at home."

Pei Ziyang suddenly felt that her chest was swollen and painful, and then she remembered that she hadn't breastfed for a long time, but she couldn't breastfeed after taking antipyretics, and she didn't bring a breast pump.

She stretched out her hand to touch it, and a piercing pain made her feel convulsed all over, and the sweat from her forehead immediately dripped onto the pillow.

"Honey, how are you? I'll help you up, let's go to the hospital." Meng Haiyang rushed in and helped Pei Ziyang out.

"Sister, don't worry, child, I will take care of it!"

"Okay. Thank you! Xiao Miao, do you have a breast pump at home?"

"Yes, I'll look for it."

As Miao Hong said, she went to the bedroom, and immediately took out an electric breast pump, found a bag, packed it, and handed it to Meng Haiyang.

"Brother-in-law, this has not been used for a long time. You go to the hospital to the boiling water room, scald it, and disinfect it."

"Okay." After Meng Haiyang finished speaking, he helped Pei Ziyang out of the door.

The two took a taxi to Ren'ai Hospital. Meng Haiyang put her on the bench at the door of the emergency room and ran several times before seeing her.

The doctor asked Pei Ziyang to inject three drops, and then her fever gradually subsided, and the pain in her whole body was no longer so painful.

After Meng Haiyang sterilized the mouth of the breast pump, she slowly pumped out the breast milk, and then asked Meng Haiyang to pour out the breast milk, and finally felt much better.

"Da Yang?" Mother Pei opened the curtain and called her.

"Mom!" Seeing the gray-haired, exhausted mother, she couldn't help crying again.

"Don't keep crying, how old are you, what's going on with you? As soon as I got home, Xiaohong said that you had a fever and came to the hospital.

Xiao Liang quickly sent it to me. His unit has urgent work and has to work overtime!What kind of disease is this? " Mother Pei asked with concern.

"Mom, Dayang has acute mastitis. He has a fever. He took antipyretics at home, but he couldn't get rid of it. He just took a bottle and the fever has subsided. The doctor said to observe in the hospital for one night. If there is nothing to do tomorrow, he will be fine. Go home." Meng Haiyang said.

"What about mastitis? Are you taking medicine at home?" Mother Pei asked nervously.

"Well, the doctor prescribed a lot of anti-inflammatory drugs, let me take them at home, take them for a month, and come back for a checkup." Meng Haiyang replied.

"Oh, that's okay, it's nothing serious." Mother Pei looked at her daughter and breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's just that the little tree can no longer nurse." Meng Haiyang sighed after finishing speaking.

Mother Pei glared at Meng Haiyang, then took her daughter's hand and said:

"Yang, Xiaoshu can grow up by drinking milk powder. Ren Xiaohong said that the current milk powder is special formula milk powder for babies. Babies can drink it without any problems, and it can also supplement nutrition.

You don't need to breastfeed, you can rest more, and your body will recover soon, so that you have the strength to take care of the little tree, you know?

Nothing is more important than your own health. This is the biggest feeling I have gotten since your dad got sick, you know?
Yang, nothing is as important as a healthy body, nothing is as important as being alive! "

"Got it, Mom." Pei Ziyang looked at Pei's mother with tears in his eyes.

"Don't cry, then I'll go back, your sister-in-law has two children and has to cook, let Meng Haiyang stay here with you.

Haiyang, let’s buy some white porridge for Dayang later. There’s a QR code on the wall for ordering food. You can scan it and order directly, and it will be delivered to you in a while. It’s a restaurant opened by the hospital itself, and it’s pretty clean. .

You can lie down, you may not be able to sleep well in this hospital, especially in the emergency ward, or, Haiyang, you can go to the doctor and go home to rest. "

"Okay, Mom." Meng Haiyang immediately went out to find a doctor.

"Yang, you are fine, your father has been liberated, no longer tormented by illness, no longer suffers, it is a good thing.

Your mother and I are also relieved. I don’t have to stay up late, don’t have to work so hard, and don’t have to worry about it. It’s also a good thing!

Besides, your dad doesn't want to see you so sad, he wishes you well, wishes you happiness, hopes you live a good life, you must know this!okay? "

Pei Ziyang tried his best to control his emotions, and nodded seriously.

"Mom, the doctor said it's best to observe here. I'm afraid that the fever will flare up again at night, and I have to go to the hospital."

Meng Haiyang came back from the doctor, raised the curtain and walked in to talk to Pei's mother.

"Okay then, I'll go back first, you take good care of Dayang, and I'll go back to take care of Xiaoshu, don't worry!" Pei's mother said.

"Okay, I'll take you down, Mom, I just happened to buy some food." Meng Haiyang picked up his padded jacket, put it on, and stood beside the bed.

"Okay, Dayang, don't worry about me, I'll take a taxi back by myself, you can lie down!"

Pei Ziyang nodded while lying on the bed, looking at her mother's hunched back and messy white hair, her heart felt like a knife.

Her tears flowed out again involuntarily, she raised her hand to gently wipe them away, but the more she wiped away, the more emotional she became.

She tried her best to control her emotions, but found it was useless, she covered her head with a quilt, and wept softly under the quilt.

How could she not cry when she lost the person who loved her the most in the world?How can this be controlled?

Her father's voice and smile were all in front of her eyes, she couldn't help crying, she missed her father so much.

In her memory, her father was so gentle and tall. He often took her to the factory to play when she was a child, and put on a huge yellow hard hat for himself.

Dad often rides a bicycle and takes him out to play. In summer, he goes to the square to fly a kite and go down the river to fish for fish. In spring, he climbs mountains and goes to the zoo to see elephants.

On the day when Dad pays wages every month, he will take himself to the canteen downstairs and let her choose the snacks and toys she likes at will.

Even after Xiao Liang was born, his father never lost half of his paternal love just because she was a girl.

When the whole family was celebrating and cheering because Xiao Liang came to this world,
When the whole family was around Xiao Liang congratulating the Pei family for having a queen,
Only my father hugged me happily, and suddenly gave me a cute little rabbit doll, and accompanied me to feed the little rabbit carrots.

Her father supported all her ideas and told her that as long as she felt it was worthwhile and happy, she could do it.

If she succeeded, her father would celebrate with her, but if she failed, her father would be sad with her.

It was her father who supported her to go to college instead of entering a factory. It was her father who insisted on taking money to find a job for her to go to the hospital. It was her father who supported her marrying a man her mother didn't like.

And this man standing behind her, holding up a sky for her, and loving her unconditionally, just left her.

In her father's last moments, she didn't accompany him all the time, and she didn't even know that her father was sick.

But her father was afraid that she would be emotional and hurt her body, so he chose to protect her and concealed her illness.

Why is such a good father, leaving the world and himself so early, he hasn't seen her children grow up yet.

Her heart hurt so much, and her whole body began to ache painfully again, sweat and tears mixed together and soaked the bed sheet and quilt.

"Pei Ziyang?" A young nurse came over, opened the curtain, and called her name.

"Yes." Pei Ziyang opened the quilt, opened his red and swollen eyes and looked at the little nurse.

"How are you? Let me take your temperature. Where are your family members?"

"Oh, maybe I went out to buy food! Nurse, I'm not feeling well." She clamped the mercury thermometer under her arm.

"Look at your appearance, are you sweating? It seems that you have a fever again. Wait for 3 minutes to check your temperature, and then call me. I'll talk to the doctor now and ask him to come and see you."

"Okay, thank you nurse."

"It's okay, just lie down!"

Pei Ziyang looked at the thermometer, it was more than 38 degrees, she rang the bell, and the doctor and nurse came to see her together.

The doctor prescribed a few more drops for her, and she fell asleep drowsily after putting them on, only to be woken up by a quarrel.

She felt much better. There was a bowl of porridge on the cabinet next to the hospital bed. It seemed that Meng Haiyang had already returned.

Seeing that the vial was finished, she rang the bell and the nurse came to help her remove the needle.

"Pei Ziyang?"

"Ah."

"Why isn't your family here? Look at how long it's been since the fight, and don't tell me."

Pei Ziyang lowered his head and did not speak.

"Do you drink water? Let me get you some water. Look, your lips are dry."

"I'll go by myself, I just want to go to the bathroom."

"Can you go? Do you know where the bathroom is? I'll help you go!"

"I'm causing you trouble!" Pei Ziyang said shyly.

"No trouble, let's go!"

Pei Ziyang searched for the paper for a long time but couldn't find it.

"I have a bag here, take it for you! What's the matter with your family? Really! You don't even prepare paper."

"Thank you." Pei Ziyang put on his shoes and got out of bed.

"Let's go!" As the nurse said, she stretched out her hand to help her walk to the bathroom. She went in and washed her hands after going to the bathroom, and walked slowly towards the ward.

"Pei Ziyang."

"Hey!"

She turned her head and saw the little nurse just now, waving at her with a paper cup in her hand, and walked over quickly.

"Here is this glass of water for you. It's warm. The room with boiling water is too hot. I don't think you have a water glass. Take it!"

"Thank you!"

"You're welcome, go back and rest! Ring the bell if you need something, I'm on duty at the nurse's station today." After the little nurse finished speaking, she turned around and went to work.

Looking at the glass of warm water, Pei Ziyang felt mixed feelings...

(End of this chapter)