three desperate women

Chapter 98
Pei Ziyang was lying on a hospital bed in the central hospital. Her left wrist was wrapped with a thick bandage, and her right hand was being given nutrient solution. Her face became paler and she had been in a coma for three days.

Meng Haiyang was looking at his mobile phone on the chair next to the hospital bed, scrolling through the interface boredly, and the whole ward was unusually quiet.

After Pei's mother arrived at the hospital, she gradually got better. She was overly frightened by the game. As soon as Pei's mother woke up, she ran to the door of the emergency room, waiting for Pei Ziyang to come out.

After Ziyang came out, the doctor said that her life was out of danger. Zhong Xiuli, who is in her 60s with gray hair, was relieved that she did not lose her daughter.

Pei Ziyang felt something scratching her wrist, which was painful, itchy, and tight. She opened her eyes, raised her left arm, and looked at the bandage on it.

The white gauze was wrapped very thickly, but there was still a trace of blood oozing out, she remembered what happened last night.

She removed the sharp blade of the razor and held it in her right hand, then reached out with her left to look at the veins near her wrist.

She made a sharp cut on her wrist, and blood slowly flowed out, but it froze quickly and stopped flowing.

She turned on the faucet again, turned it to warm, and when the sink was almost full, she turned off the faucet.

She looked at the steaming water, the water vapor covered the whole mirror with a thin layer of mist, she could no longer see herself clearly,

She calmly put her left hand into the warm water, and watched as the hot water irritated the wound, the bright red blood gurgled and slowly spread out in the washbasin along with the water ripples, instantly dyeing the whole washbasin red.

She began to feel unprecedented tension, and the pain from the wound was not much. Slowly, she felt a kind of exhilaration that was about to be relieved.

Her vision gradually became blurred, her body became weak, her legs trembled so much that she could no longer support her whole body, she kept the blade beside her with her other hand, and supported the washbasin.

In a daze, she heard the knock on the door, and finally there was a bang, then Meng Haiyang's terrified face, and then saw her mother's pale face.

They seemed to be calling to herself, but she could no longer hear anything. She felt that she had entered a world wearing a mask, a bit like, jelly, strawberry-flavored red and transparent jelly.

She tried to open her eyes, but she felt so tired, so tired, she was going to disappear, she was going to heaven to find her father, and she didn't want to struggle in hell anymore.

She glanced to the side, and Meng Haiyang was facing the phone screen with a satisfied expression on his face.

She turned her head and looked to the other side. The patient next to her was resting, while the patient's escort held the patient's hand, shed tears silently, and stroked the patient's hand repeatedly.

She closed her eyes in disappointment, two lines of hot tears ran down the corners of her eyes, passed through her earlobes, and flowed to the pillow, softly ticking, ticking.

She fell asleep again, and this time she didn't have an out-of-body experience, not even a dream.

Zhong Xiuli walked into the ward slowly, came to the side of the bed, looked at her sleeping daughter with tears in her eyes.

"How is Ziyang?"

"Mom." Meng Haiyang quickly put away Erlang's upturned legs, put his mobile phone into his trouser pocket, stood up and gave up his seat to Zhong Xiuli, and said:

"The doctor said that the body is too weak and needs a good rest!"

"Then why isn't she awake?" Zhong Xiuli took her daughter's injured hand and stroked it gently.

"The doctor said that according to common sense, she should have woken up long ago, saying that she didn't want to wake up psychologically."

"Oh. This is because he doesn't want to face the fact that his father left, so he wants to follow."

"Mom, fortunately we were rescued. If this is the case, what will Xiaoshu do?"

"When she wakes up, try to persuade her!"

"Okay, Mom."

"Hang Hai, I'm going back. I'm going to see Xiaoshu. I can't keep letting others take care of the children. If Ziyang wakes up and you call me, I'll be relieved."

"Got it, mom, I will take good care of Ziyang, and Xiaoshu will have to rely on mom to take care of it!"

"gone."

"Well, go slowly, Mom."

"By the way, when will your sister come back? You take care of Ziyang, you can't go to work, don't lose your job, you still have debts to pay!"

"It's the end of the new year anyway! It's only a few days away. Mom, I told the leader that I took a few days off, and it's fine. After that, I will work overtime a few more times, just make up for it."

"Oh, okay, then your sister is here, what about your nephew on winter vacation?"

"My sister said that if my nephew and brother-in-law go to the construction site, my sister will be able to come."

"Okay. If it doesn't work, let your sister bring the children over to celebrate the New Year together. There is also a room in the small warehouse in the supermarket downstairs, and I can sleep for a month. It should be fine."

"Well, let me discuss it with my sister."

"Okay, let's go." Zhong Xiuli looked back at her daughter as she walked, and finally disappeared in the corridor of the ward.

Meng Haiyang did not return to the ward, but went to the fire exit with his mobile phone to make a call.

It has been two days since Pei Ziyang woke up again, when she saw Liu Yini sitting in front of the hospital bed for the first time, she actually smiled.

"Ni Ni."

"Ziyang, you're awake, you're fine, everything's fine. Xiaoshu is also very good, and Auntie is fine. You're fine too."

"Thank you."

"Thank you, thank you for not leaving me as a friend." Ni Ni's tears fell in the blink of an eye.

"sorry."

"Don't say I'm sorry, you are not wrong, Ziyang, I asked the doctor, the doctor said you are sick, you are sick, really.

You are too stimulated, you are not wrong, and you don't want to be like this.

Ziyang, this disease can be cured. I will take you to see a psychiatrist after you leave the hospital. "

"Thank you Ni Ni."

"I've said it several times, get tired and rest, I'll let Meng Haiyang go back.

This weekend, I am resting, just in time to come and see you, and I will leave when Meng Haiyang comes back. "

"it is good."

"Do you want to eat? You can order takeaway, fruit, porridge, etc. The doctor said that you can eat them all."

Pei Ziyang shook his head.

"Ziyang, do you know? You are the kindest person I have ever met. You don't hold grudges. I haven't even seen you lose your temper. You always think of others.

You can be saved this time, but it doesn't mean that you won't have the idea of ​​committing suicide again. I know that what I say will be futile to you, and it won't comfort you much.

But I ask you to believe just one sentence, you are not wrong, you have not done anything wrong, you know?You are not selfish, you are sick, you cannot help yourself.

You only need to open the knot in your heart. You need the help of a doctor. You have no ability to get over that hurdle by yourself, and you can't untie that knot.

Do you get me?Ziyang? "

Pei Ziyang's tears flowed like a spring, and she felt that the tears she had accumulated in the past few days all flowed out at once. She cried bitterly, her whole body trembled from crying, she was out of breath from crying, her face turned pale, and her eyes were red and swollen .

Liu Yini held her hand and cried with her.

"Cry, Ziyang, it's much more refreshing to cry, cry."

On the day Pei Ziyang was discharged from the hospital, he made an appointment a few days later to go to a psychiatrist's clinic. Ni Ni contacted her for her, and the fee was not cheap.

Meng Haiyang didn't say anything, but it could be read from his eyes that seeing a psychiatrist was a waste of money.

Mother Zhong Xiuli handed her a bank card, which was her mother's pension card.

"Ziyang, my mother is not very educated, but I think Ni Ni is your good friend, just because she saved your life, I am willing to believe what she said.

She must be doing it for your own good, Ziyang, you don’t need to worry about how much it costs, as long as it can cure your illness, I will pay for it, this card is not enough, and your father. The disease is cured.

I also asked Honghong, and Honghong said that it is indeed a mental illness called depression, and she also said that you are likely to suffer from postpartum depression, plus your father, you were stimulated, so it is not your fault. "

"Mom, I have money, you have to keep the money for yourself. I promise you to go to the doctor."

"it is good."

The clinic has a very small and inconspicuous appearance. It is located upstairs from a milk tea shop. The name is also interesting, called Xianhe Psychological Counseling.

Pei Ziyang walked up the cramped spiral staircase on the second floor. There was a sign at the door. The door was open, and it was surprisingly quiet inside.

"Hello!" Pei Ziyang greeted.

"I'm here! Sorry, I'm in the bathroom, wait a minute!"

"Oh well."

"There is a water dispenser at the door, you can drink a glass of water first."

"Thank you!"

Pei Ziyang sat on the sofa, took a paper cup to drink water, and then heard a bang.

"Fuck me!"

Pei Ziyang was startled, and immediately shouted to see where the sound came from.

"You, are you alright?"

"Ah, no, it's fine."

"Oh."

"Well, sorry, can you do me a favor?"

"Oh, yes, you say."

"I'm out of toilet paper in this toilet, can you lend me some paper?"

"Huh? Good, good."

Pei Ziyang dug out a pack of tissues in her bag and found the bathroom in the room. She was still worrying about how to pass it to him, after all, he was a man.

Fortunately, there were three ventilating slits under the bathroom door, and she stuffed the facial tissue into those slits, but the paper was too thick and got stuck.

"Hey, let me pull it."

"okay."

Pei Ziyang watched the pack of facial tissues being dragged in by the people inside, then went back to sit on the sofa and drank a few more sips of water.

The bathroom door opened, and a man in a white shirt and blue pants came out with a smile.

He has curly hair all over his head, and he is not very tall. He has a fat face, wears a pair of black-rimmed glasses, and shows a pair of small canine teeth when he smiles. He is simple and kind.

"Sorry for the long wait. Return this paper to you!"

With wet hands, Dr. Fang handed her the half-used facial tissue.

"Ah, keep it, Doctor Fang, I still have a pack."

She stood up, looked at the package of papers and answered with a wry smile.

"Oh, yes. Thanks. Please sit down!"

After speaking, Dr. Fang sat in front of his messy desk, flipping through a folder.

He looked up at the wall clock on the wall, wrote a few words on the inside page of the folder, and said:

"Pei Ziyang?"

"Well, I am."

"What a nice name! Purple Sun."

"Thank you."

"My name is Fang Hezhi."

"I know, Doctor Fang."

"Well, 41 years old?"

Dr. Fang put down the folder and looked at her with a smile.

"Well, yes." She nodded and said.

"Then you don't look like that, you are very young!"

"Thank you!"

"And your face looks very expensive."

"Really? It's been a long time since I made a face."

"You are so white! Besides, you are so thin! How is your body?"

Doctor Fang looked at Pei Ziyang carefully.

"Not very good."

"Do you eat very little?"

"Well, I don't have much appetite."

"Are you a nurse?"

"Well, five years ago."

"Come with me!"

"you are a doctor."

"the same."

"Your dress looks pretty, isn't it expensive?"

"Well, it used to be very expensive, but it's just a few years ago."

"Not outdated, but also very new. It seems that you rarely wear it."

"Well, I gained a lot of weight before, but now I can only wear it when I lose weight."

"What do you usually like to do?"

"Me? Take care of the children and do housework. My family owns a supermarket and looks after the store."

"Looking at your phone? Short video?"

"I think it's noisy, I don't think much about it."

"Oh, do you read books? TV shows?"

"Occasionally!"

"What about the movie?"

"I don't have much time to see it, and no one will accompany me to see it."

"You can go and see it alone!"

"Well, yes."

"Then you like shopping?"

"I still liked shopping very much before I had children, but I don't like it anymore."

"Oh, so do you like to travel?"

"Well, it's alright."

"How about a field trip in your own car?"

"I don't dare to drive. I have been in a car accident before."

"The car you were driving had an accident?"

"Oh, that's not right, it's my husband."

"Do you have a driver's license?"

"Yes, but there is no car."

"It doesn't matter, you can rent a car."

"Oh."

"How did you meet Liu Yini?"

"She's the manager of a securities company."

"Hahaha, did she also take you as her client?"

"Yes."

"Then you have such a good relationship, you must have made money, right?"

"Hehe, yes, are you her client too?"

"That's right, but I'm not as lucky as you to make money."

"Oh."

"Do you know Hu Bingqing?"

"Let's meet once!"

"What do you think of her?"

"She is beautiful, has a career, a high degree of education, and a cheerful person."

"And what do you think of yourself?"

"Me? I don't look good, my education is very low, and I don't have any career.

I still live in a rented house, and feel that I have nothing, so it is not of much use. "

"Really? You look all right to me."

"is it?"

"At least you have good and fair skin, you look young, and you have a good figure, and I guess you must have a good temper, don't you?"

"Well, I would be angry too."

"is it?"

"Then tell me about the last time you were angry?"

"I"

"It seems that your personality is really good, and you are not angry. Then tell me about the happy things recently?"

"I"

"Then I say one?"

"it is good."

"I drank a glass of milk in the morning on an empty stomach and I found my stomach was uncomfortable.

As soon as I arrived at the office, I hurried into the toilet. Just after finishing my toilet, I found that the toilet paper was used up.

You actually came early and gave me a pack of tissues, which helped me a lot in relieving my embarrassment.

I am really happy, and you are a lifesaver to me! "

After Dr. Fang finished speaking, he looked at Pei Ziyang and smiled embarrassedly. He pushed the black-rimmed glasses with his hand, and she also smiled politely.

"It's not that exaggerated, it's just a little busy."

"What seems small to you is a big thing to everyone else. Everything has two sides, doesn't it?"

Pei Ziyang nodded with a smile, but did not speak.

"Ziyang, can I call you that?"

"OK."

"I had a good chat today, so let's stop here, and come back at the same time next week."

"Huh? All right."

"Leaving you a homework?"

"what?"

"It doesn't have to be done, just do it when you think of it, it's very simple."

"it is good."

"One week, 5, you remember 5 things that make you happy, tell me about it next time we meet, how about it?
It shouldn't be too difficult, right?Ziyang. "

"Okay, I'll try to remember."

"Anything will do."

"Okay, Doctor Fang, then I'm leaving now!"

"Go slowly, the stairs are a bit steep, wait a minute, I'll give you that coupon.

This one is from the milk tea shop downstairs. The second cup is half price. It tastes good. Would you like to try it? "

"Oh, well, thanks, bye."

Pei Ziyang walked out of the milk tea shop, thinking about the conversation with Dr. Fang while walking.

She felt that the two of them talked about nothing, and there was nothing to really solve their own problems, and the fee was not cheap.

She sighed softly, and only chatted for an hour, and she couldn't solve any major problems, so let's have a look a few more times.

She was walking on the road. She had just taken a taxi and didn't notice the shops on the side of the road. It turned out that the clinic was near Jinbihui.

Jinbihuanghuang is a hairdressing and beauty salon. She hasn't been here for a long time. The purple card given by the boss last time was given to Ni Ni by her. She still has an old membership card. No money.

She remembered that Dr. Fang said just now that her skin is very good and her face is very expensive. She did spend a lot of money on the maintenance of her face before. She reached out her hand to touch her face, and stood in front of the door for a while, hesitating.

She finally decided to go in and have a look. She walked in the door, and the waiter warmly received her. She provided her mobile phone number. When the front desk checked, there was actually a lot of money in it.

She was surprised for a moment. This feeling was like putting away the clothes she didn't wear in the previous season and finding them out again after the four seasons reincarnated, only to find that there was money in her pocket, and there was still a lot of money...

(End of this chapter)