deadly trap

Chapter 161 Chase again, is there a chance?

Rong Ying laughed again when he heard the words, "You mean, you don't think Su Muyan has harmed Weiwei."

Yu Manping took a deep breath of cigarettes, and let out Rong Ying behind her back, "The juniors don't understand, but none of us know that Su Zhengqing was killed by his good brother, and the people at the top are too busy to take care of themselves. What reason to harm those who need to look down."

Such words made Rong Ying's heart suddenly stagnate, "But when Zhengqing was dying, he left a will in the form of a recording, and he didn't let it be checked..."

"Because he knows it's useless to investigate." Yu Manping shook her head, "For those who can't survive, finding out the cruel truth will only drag down his only concern, Su Muyan."

"Rong Ying, Su Zhengqing has always been very thorough, so when you went to Gu Jun back then, he didn't say a word to keep you back."

Rong Ying frowned tightly, his lips moved but he didn't say anything.

She took a breath, fighting back the sadness that was welling up in her heart from the past.

Yu Manping continued, "Actually, I think it's you that Su Zhengqing has always loved. Because she knows the madness of love, she knows that it's useless to keep you."

"The regret he may have until death is you. Love will not be too perfect. If it is too perfect, it will be suspected of being fake."

Rong Ying retorted, "But Roy, who was terminally ill back then, mustered up the courage to confess to him, and he didn't agree out of sympathy, but thought it over for many days."

Yu Manping also continued to refute her, "Maybe what he's thinking about is not whether he likes Luo Yi, but whether he can shoulder the responsibility for Luo Yi. Luo Yi was destined to live only one year, right?"

"Rongying, do you know why our marriage is still a mess at the age of knowing our destiny? It's because we haven't figured out what love and marriage are all about."

"You always thought that Zhengqing's courage to be with the terminally ill Luo Yi was because of liking, but he didn't give Luo Yi a wedding, not even the matter of obtaining a certificate that can be done at any time."

"He may have thought about it. After all, he is such a kind man who does not want to let others down. And Roy is also very good. She may understand that he only has you in his heart and does not want to occupy the last pure land in his heart, so their daughter became An illegitimate daughter."

"The so-called seeing through the feelings of the juniors is nothing more than because we happened to have experienced similar things when we were young. Just like you think about Su Muyan, don't you think that she is very similar to you back then? "

"Su Zhengqing was the perfect favorite that everyone yearned for back then, and you were also a man's dream lover. Gu Jun was on par with Su Zhengqing back then, he knew how to play tricks better than Su Zhengqing, and he was more open-minded than him."

"In our introverted era, Gu Jun covered your way to class with a sea of ​​flowers to confess your love to you, sang to you on the rooftop, and sent nine hundred roses to your dorm downstairs every day, let alone us in the past, How many young girls who are more straightforward than us can stand up to his pursuit?"

"And Su Zhengqing is too honest. He only knows how to help you with your studies, cares about your health and well-being, and personally designed a dress for you, and said he bought it."

"But only now did I realize that Su Zhengqing's love for you was also exaggerated. He exaggerated to the point that he had to do it himself to protect you."

"Some people exaggerate in order to quickly achieve their goals, while others are confused because they are full of love and don't know how to express it, just like we do with children."

"From the time when they were born without knowing anything, they were full of love, and no matter how much they did, they felt that it was not enough. However, because the children are loved by us with the same mood every day and night, they don't feel special, and they will get used to it , even if we relax a little bit, they will feel that we don't love them."

"This kind of love can only be reflected when it is suddenly lost."

These words made Rong Ying laugh out loud, tears streaming down the corners of her wrinkled eyes.

"After my mother passed away, I failed to sleep for three days and three nights. After Su Zhengqing passed away, you did."

"You are so worried about Su Muyan," Yu Manping looked at her tears, "Is it because you know that Su Zhengqing loves you, but you haven't done anything to him, and you feel uncomfortable in your heart, and you don't want to let yourself go, so you think about it?" Find a way to make up for it?"

"When your son insisted on breaking the engagement with my girl, I was a bit reluctant from my girl's standpoint. I was afraid that my girl would wake up and be sad. I thought that even if you wanted to break the engagement, she should wake up, but when you After speaking for your son, I will not object."

"Because I knew that day that you are not for your son, but for Su Muyan."

"In the beginning, you hoped that you could guard her daughter for Su Zhengqing, but now you find that your son has failed her, and you let your son let go, as if you want to do it all over again, choose someone who truly loves you, Don't be fooled by the illusion in front of you..."

"You are too poisonous, you woman, you are really too poisonous!"

Rong Ying said with a smile, but the more she laughed, the more she couldn't stop her tears.

Yu Manping lit up some cigarette ash and smiled, "But, who knows if that junior named Shang Wuyang has true feelings for Su Muyan? If so, how could she have been by your side for the past four years and gave birth to a daughter? It was also rumored to induce labor."

"Rong Ying, if your son has half the true affection for Su Muyan that Su Zhengqing once had for you, then the girl will be happier than you and me, and you will definitely not treat her badly."

The last words were just Yu Manping's casual remark from an objective point of view, but after Rong Ying got her emotions together and returned to Gu Anxu's ward, she saw her son who was still in a semi-comatose state woke up.

Still using his broken hand in a plaster cast, he pressed the phone with difficulty and trembling.

No matter how bad the man in front of her was, she was still her son. Her heart tightened, and she hurried over to scold him worriedly: "What are you going to do?"

As soon as she opened her mouth, Gu Anxu paused, and then he slowly raised his head.

On that extremely handsome face, there were two faint traces of tears.

Rong Yingxiu frowned, and snatched his mobile phone. He was sending a text message to an unfamiliar number: [Su Muyan, please tell me, who are you with! 】

She exited the text message and opened the call log. He had already called this strange number more than a dozen times, and he answered the first one, and the call lasted for a minute.

"In the middle of the night, everyone is asleep, what are you doing!" she snapped.

"Mom..." As soon as he opened his mouth, his voice choked up, "She didn't sleep, she f-cking... was sleeping with someone!"

Rong Ying was startled.

Gu Anxu's long peach eyes similar to hers burst into tears again.

After he got through the first call, he hadn't spoken yet.

At that moment, he felt a shiver of suffocation all over his body, what were he doing, told her to shut up and asked him with a smile, Gu Anxu, did you suddenly call to add spice to my nightlife?

His heart was about to be torn apart by her words.

Rongying came back to his senses, and stretched out his hand to press him on the pillow, let him rest obediently, while he sat desperately, as if in this way, he could regain his lost dignity.

The mother sighed helplessly, and said sharply: "She doesn't want to be with you, so isn't it normal to find someone else? Didn't you also find someone else!"

"No, it's not."

He murmured, "No matter what you think, I really want to get close to her, but I really couldn't overcome my psychological barrier back then."

"I'm nineteen, I've liked her since I met her at nineteen..." Xu Shi's body hurt so badly, his voice was almost broken, "It's going to be the ninth year, I just did something wrong , but there are a few people who will love her for so many years like me..."

"That Shang Wuyang who appeared suddenly, or that foreigner whom I have never seen before, or that Su Huan who was the first to ruin her reputation outside?"

"I want to tell her that I'm dirty too, and I don't dislike her anymore..."

Having said that, this man who has always been dignified and proud stretched out his barely movable hand and touched the phone.

But when he opened the text message he was editing, he paused, and wept for a few moments until he lost his voice, "I tried my best to hide her, and I didn't want others to find her, but I still Failed……"

"Mom, teach me, how can I get Su Muyan again, huh?"

It was the first time that Rong Ying saw his always proud son in such a mess.

"Son." She sat beside him, "If you are right with Su Muyan, you have a clear conscience, and you will feel bad when she leaves you, but you won't be so helpless."

"By now, don't you understand what the problem is?"

"It's true that you have feelings for Su Muyan, but your feelings are mixed with more messy things, just like your father said to me that he loves me, and he loves me too, but there are also many things that can replace me at certain moments , and because of my emotions, I don’t cherish me so much, and I will do it.”

"It's just that I'm already married to him. No matter how conflicted or dissatisfied we are, marriage binds us."

"But when you choose something else to replace Su Muyan, when you can't control your emotions and hurt Su Muyan, you are giving others an opportunity. I won't say anything more. If you have a little brain, you should be able to I want to understand what Mom wants to express."

The man's tears fell on the blue and white striped hospital gown on his body, and his throat rolled, "I will chase again, is there any chance?"

she does not know.

Maybe, if Shang Wuyang was Su Muyan's elopement partner, then he might have hurt Su Muyan as well.

Otherwise, how could he get his son to accompany Su Muyan for four years, and let Su Muyan not participate in the growth of her biological daughter from infancy to the present.

If Su Muyan gave birth to another child in the future and participated in the entire growth process of that child, then her daughter would definitely be an eternal pain in her heart.

The pain of hurting the body and heart is more painful than a few bad words from her son.

But she wasn't sure about this.

Su Muyan's amnesia hasn't improved for four years, if she forgets the past forever and completely, then the situation will be different.

"Mom can only say, but please have no regrets, don't wait until you are my age to know regrets."

After speaking she left.

(End of this chapter)