deadly trap

Chapter 170

Her long hair was scattered on Su Huan's long neck, the man raised his chin slightly, his eyes trembling slightly as he looked at the dim light above his head.

Although he calmly responded to Shi Luo, but because of the sudden kiss just now, the rhythm of his heart lost its normal beating.

Human beings are born with sexual reproduction, like a fetus will learn to suck when it is in the amniotic fluid, "desire" is innate.

But tonight was the first time since he was 20 years old that he was shocked by the physiological phenomenon of "desire".

I remember when he was 20 years old, after he tore off the "veil" between himself and Su Muyan, there was no time for him to be really happy.

After being in that hopeless and powerless mood for a long time, and then watching Su Muyan and Shang Wuyang do everything that should be done between a man and a woman step by step, he once had a desire for her, and then he didn't think about it anymore. Pass.

What do you think?
It was when he was swallowed by the "beast" named Yu in the middle of the night, and the next moment he zoomed in on Su Muyan's lips or body in his mind, he couldn't help but think of the picture of Shang Wuyang kissing her deeply.

So much so that he later felt that having physical desires was a disgusting thing.

It's also because I can't get out of love, and I know love too well to avoid physical and psychological damage, so I shamelessly hope that the men who come from behind will not get Su Muyan.

So after he found out that Gu Anxu liked Su Muyan, he took advantage of him and made him despise her so much that he didn't even want to kiss her for four years.

But Gu Anxu can be manipulated by him because he doesn't have deep feelings for Su Muyan.

If you really like her so much, you will never regret it until something happens to her.

Every normal person's love will be weighed and considered pros and cons. After he realized that his feelings for Su Muyan were not family affection, he had to think carefully before breaking it.

And after considering the pros and cons, you are still unwilling to fight for it, which means that the person you like is dispensable.

That's right, he is disgusting, despicable, and bad, just like a mouse in the gutter, with countless dirty tricks in his hands.

But even so, he still compromised with Shang Wuyang.

It was simply because men who once liked Su Muyan flocked to her, but Su Muyan jumped out of the group of men who had affection for her and chose Shang Wuyang.

There is also a more important point, Shang Wuyang is not a normal person, he has never considered any practical pros and cons for his liking for Su Muyan.

It can be said that he compromised, and after Su Muyan lost his memory, he had hope again.

But after he had hope, he still didn't dare to have physical fantasies.

Because he had seen the picture of her bleeding profusely while receiving a blood transfusion in the hospital, and all the light-colored trousers on her body were dyed red.

He has also seen her stuff stuffed animals into her clothes, pretend her baby is still there, and pester him to take her to the hospital for a check-up.

At that time, the family set up a special room, installed the hospital's obstetric examination equipment, and specially asked a servant to appear as a gynecologist.

Because every time she wakes up, she will find various reasons to go to the hospital for a check-up.

Why is the baby not moving in the stomach? I dreamed that the baby was wrapped around the neck by the umbilical cord, and I couldn’t feel the baby hiccupping.

I even saw her suddenly pounce on him in the middle of the night, staring with big eyes in the dark, smiling terribly and making people feel distressed, "Brother Wuhai, the baby and I are so hungry."

Only he knew that Su Muyan had gone crazy.

His beautiful, smart and wise younger sister went to AS once, and she came back differently.

It was hard to take care of her mentally and physically. She couldn't accept that her healthy child would be gone if she said nothing, and she was severely depressed after giving birth.

In her depressive, demented and unconscious mind, she felt that she had lost her child and it was her own fault, because she had obtained the child through scheming.

During the one month from the induction of labor to being taken away by him, she didn't hear any news from Shang Wuyang, and she put her inferiority complex and hopelessness into infinity.

Because she approached Shang Wuyang for an impure purpose at first, she felt that she lost contact with Shang Wuyang, and it was Shang Wuyang who hated her because of this.

Then he kept recalling all the things he didn't do well during the time he was in love with Shang Wuyang.

She said, "That time I shouldn't have said that the water he poured for me was cold. He must have found it difficult to serve me."

She said, "That time I shouldn't have pestered him to watch a movie when he wanted to sleep. He must have thought I was ignorant."

She also said, "That time I shouldn't have forced him to say that he liked me when he didn't want to talk, he must think I'm very pretentious."

In love, all those insignificant things were infinitely magnified and imagined by her during that time, and she put herself in an extremely bad situation.

Even when Mo Wei had an accident with Su Youran, she knew that she was a victim before, but when she fell into depression, she also felt that it was her problem.

By the end, she felt that she did not deserve to live.

I feel that what I cause to anyone is a burden and negative impact, without any positive effect.

It is exactly the same as the thoughts of those severely depressed patients who committed suicide.

Sometimes she cheers up a little bit, and just says something like this: "Brother, if I don't remember everything, Shang Wuyang, my baby, Mo Wei and Su Youran who had the accident, and you, Cheng I met Su Muyan who has nothing to do with you, and met someone else who likes me, will I let myself go?"

If it wasn't him or it was time to go to the toilet, she would have stuffed a handful of medicine into her mouth, and he would not have resorted to the last resort.

That's right, he had hired someone to do her amnesia.

Want to fulfill her wish.

Wrong and right are not important at all compared to letting her survive as a normal person.

At this moment when he was thinking, Shi Luo rubbed against his neck again.

a little itchy.

His heart was still beating fast.

Shi Luo is a girl who has nothing to do with the circle he used to be. It will make him forget about the love between his children and focus on his biological parents and the Huan family. It will also remind him of helping him with the Huan family. Too many, my late friend Shi Qin.

When the mind is in another landscape, the body is calm and normal. In this situation, Shi Luo's intimate touch ignited sporadic sparks in his silent desire, like a hurricane sweeping away the thick dust in his heart. , The body is numb, and the heart is relaxed.

His body was greedy for this sudden feeling and didn't want to hide.

And at this moment, Shi Luo suddenly raised her head, and stretched out her hands to hold his face.

After the two met their eyes, Shi Luo slowly bent down to meet his lips, the blood flow in his body was obviously accelerated, but his expression still didn't change.

And Shi Luo stopped at the moment when she was about to touch his lips.

Then she turned over, resting her head on his arm, and said angrily, "You lied to me, when I tried to force you, you didn't dislike me."

"I didn't lie to you." He said, "Su Muyan hates me, but I don't hate you."

"Huh?" Shi Luo questioned, "Why? Could it be that while my brother loves Su Muyan, he can also turn sadness into desire and sleep (harmoniously) with other women?"

"In the novels I read when I was a child, the hero is entangled with the heroine he loves deeply, and at the same time sleeps in the bed of different women."

"Stop looking at those things." Su Huan said, "Going to sleep (harmoniously) with other people in a relationship is naturally a moral mistake, and for someone else's wife, or a person who will never be able to get Imprisoning the instinct of being an animal and clinging to the so-called chastity is also a kind of paranoid behavior, and in the end it is only yourself who is moved, and there is no meaning other than that.”

At the beginning, he kept himself clean because he was eager to go two-way with Su Muyan. After realizing that there was no possibility for him and Su Muyan, he didn't touch women, but it was just because he had no idea.

He will no longer do paranoid things and add psychological burden to Su Muyan.

After a pause, he added, "Shi Luo, remember, love is not judged by the lower body."

Shi Luo twirled her long hair, thought for a while, and said, "What brother means is that when you don't love me, if I sleep with someone else, it's more than just one. When you like me someday, you'll love me too." Don't care what I do, do you?"

"Yes, when you are alone, there is nothing wrong with satisfying your own desires. If I fell in love with you, I would not care about your past, but if a person will synthesize your past and present, it will give you a score Comment on whether it is right or wrong, that kind of person will be kicked out as soon as possible."

Just when Shi Luo smiled, Su Huan said again, "Speaking of which, freedom is right, but you can tell a person's attitude towards feelings by seeing if he can control his lower body, understand?"

Shi Luo paused, and giggled, "Brother Jingchen, my brother was right to entrust me to you. He must be embarrassed to tell me so bluntly the principles of how these men and women get along."

Su Huan looked at her with lowered eyes, and smiled with his lips curled up in a rare way, "Are you done playing?"

"All right."

"Then go back to sleep."

"Hmm~" Shi Luo snorted like a kitten, "Since you won't abstain from sex for Su Muyan, then I want to sleep with you, will you sleep with me?"

"No." With that said, Su Huan drew his arm from under her head.

Shi Luo grabbed him again: "Why?"

"If you don't give it, you don't give it."

He just doesn't deliberately abstain from sexual intercourse for Su Muyan, but he also has his own principles of life, he won't be a person who is promiscuous, can't control his lower body, and won't follow trends and make friends with P.

If any woman is moved, he will be responsible.

But he also knows that he still has feelings for Su Muyan, so once he begins to have feelings for other women, it will inevitably bring harm to them.

Shi Luo was in a hurry, and she rolled onto him again, and the two bulging lumps on his chest were directly placed near his collarbone. At that moment, his abdomen was on fire.

Before he could resist, Shi Luo asked, "Then will you sleep with another woman?"

He closed his eyes tiredly, "No."

"Then you still abstain from sex for Su Muyan."

"No."

"Then you sleep with me."

"No."

"Hey! You will definitely sleep with another woman!"

"will not!"

"That's really for Su..."

When Shi Luo circled around again, Su Huan suddenly turned over forcefully, and pushed Shi Luo under him.

When the girl was in a daze, he stretched out his hand to cover her mouth, and at the same time, kissed the back of his hand with his lips.

She took advantage of Shi Luo, but didn't fully take advantage of it.

At this moment, he didn't know whether it was inappropriate for him to do this, but it was really scary to desire such a thing.

If this damn girl continues to be presumptuous, his rice worms will devour her sanity!

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As I write this, I am also a little confused. I know that Su Huan has loved with all his strength, and he will never love others like Susu, but I don’t want him not to appreciate the beauty of that kind of thing (hahahaha)
(End of this chapter)