deadly trap

Chapter 191 Loved Once, Liked Now

"I'm not going!" Shang Wuyang became impatient, "Where did your harassing Susu go?"

"Shi Luo didn't contact you, you knew to contact me, why didn't you know to contact her?"

Su Huan was silent.

In the past, he not only bombarded Su Muyan with phone calls, but also chased and intercepted Su Muyan in various ways.

But now facing Shang Shiluo, it has become another extreme.

Shang Wuyang said again, "Have you really figured out what your feelings for Shi Luo are? If you don't have feelings, you won't run away, and the little girl from Shi Luo didn't pester you, but you still keep running away. What are you running away from?"

"I said, I didn't escape."

Su Huan felt that he was not evading.

After all, the body makes choices faster than the mind, which makes it impossible to transfer and digest emotions immediately.

He used to like Su Muyan, but his identity was still her brother, and he had never been anyone's boyfriend.

Now he and Shi Luo are like this, but he is also Shi Luo's brother...

He didn't know what way to get along with Shi Luo after having a relationship.

Moreover, between him and Shi Luo these years, it was Shi Luo who took the initiative. When he hid that night, Shi Luo stopped contacting him, and he didn't dare to contact Shi Luo.

Then Shang Wuyang hung up the phone.

But Su Huan didn't see Shi Luo, and immediately called again, and he hung up again.

Su Huan called again, and he hung up again.

A few minutes later, Shang Wuyang received a "bomb emoji" flash from Su Huan on his V letter.

Shang Wuyang turned off his phone, and the world was clean.

Shi Luo vomited and was fed some water by Su Muyan. After feeling a little better, they each went back to their rooms to sleep.

For them, the night passed quickly.

But Su Huan, who was far away on the other side of the ocean, found something different in the torment of worrying about Shi Luo and not having the courage to contact her in person.

There is a saying that is good, those who are in power are obsessed, but bystanders are clear.

When a person is in a relationship, no matter how awake he is, it is impossible to truly understand his emotions and intentions.

What people can see clearly is always using the present state of mind to see the past self.

Su Huan didn't go back to the place where he lived, just sat in the big office, looking at the night scene outside, thinking about his own thoughts.

He remembered that after Su Muyan and Shang Wuyang were together, he couldn't bear to get drunk, but he didn't feel that he was suffering because he couldn't see Su Muyan.

Now he knows exactly what he was thinking back then.

It's like a student who knows that he won't get into Tsinghua University, but his grades are not bad, and he wants to try to struggle.

After Shang Wuyang appeared, he had already given up on Su Muyan in his heart, and what he did later for Su Muyan included love, family affection, and unwillingness.

Dawn breaks, and a new day begins.

Sunrise is hopeful for the whole world.

Later, Su Huan picked up his phone again, opened Weibo, and logged into his account that had been silent for a long time.

His fans and attention are very few, only seven or eight.

But there is an ID that he has been terrified of for a long time, and it is "the king is safe".

There is another one, which makes him feel a faint pain when he sees it, which is "seeing Nanshan leisurely".

He first clicked on the Weibo of "Seeing Nanshan Leisurely", and the last Weibo was on January 2014, 1.

Posted a blog post: So angry, so angry, so angry, so angry, I really want to beat my brother up.

Then she also commented to herself: GXDSMY.

At one time he didn't know what the letter meant, but later he deciphered it. It was Geng (more) Xiang (thinking) Da (beating) Su (Su) Mu (twilight) Yan (smoke).

He remembered that day, it was the 23rd of the twelfth lunar month, and it was Xiaonian in the north.

That night, the Su family was going to have dinner together again. Su Muyan had a scandal about elopement, and the Su family had already ignored her, but he promised that Su Youran would cook her her favorite sweet and sour fish that night.

But that night he broke his promise, he ran to Yunyanju to spend the new year with Shang Wuyang and Su Muyan.

The previous one was on January 2014, 1. She shared delicious food, beautiful clothes and jewelry, and selfies with her beautiful friends.

Keep scrolling, and on January 2014, 1, the solar term is severe cold, the picture is a sneak shot of him reading a book, and the blog post is - my brother is so annoying, I didn’t eat any dumplings, so I checked my winter homework.

On January 2014, 1, the picture is a snapshot of him making pasta in the kitchen, and the blog post is——My brother cooked me supper, my brother is the best brother in the world!

Su Youran has a lot of fans, and on Weibo where his photos were posted, there are many comments that praise him.

He knows that Su Youran's vanity is relatively strong, she likes others to praise her, and if fans praise him, she will post more about his daily life.

After reading a few more, he couldn't stand it anymore.

He leaned on the sofa, raised his hand to cover his eyes, his lips moved violently, and his throat made a weak choking sound.

He once found out that after liking Su Muyan, he cared more about her, but Su Youran was also important to him.

Even though the elder had selfish intentions towards him, Su Youran followed him from babbling and learning to speak, and grew into a big girl all the way.

Later, Su Muyan wanted to die, and he made the determination to erase her memory. In fact, there were too many complicated emotions.

Su Muyan was insane back then, not only because she thought she had lost her child, and Su Youran didn't get along with her, but the two of them also had a very pure sisterhood when they were young.

The two of them were born only four months apart. A long time ago, when his uncle Su Zhengqing was still alive, the two of them had worn the same clothes since they were babies.

When they were toddlers, they walked outside wearing the same clothes, and everyone wondered if they were twins.

Later, when they went to kindergarten, they walked hand in hand every day, and the sisters and sisters kept calling each other.

And when did their good relationship change in quality?

After Su Zhengqing's death and Su Muyan's extreme behavior, Su Youran's mother restrained her contact with Su Muyan on the grounds that "Su Muyan will spoil her".

He still clearly remembered that on the day of Su Zhengqing's funeral, Su Muyan cried until she lay on the ground, and Su Youran knelt beside her and cried with her, saying sincerely, "Sister, don't cry, you still have Us..."

When girls enter adolescence, when their bodies and thinking begin to undergo major changes, a mother who interferes with them too much will have a great impact on their three views.

Even one person's jealousy and loathing for another needn't be difficult, sometimes all it takes is a few incendiary words.

Slowly, with Su's various open and secret fights, Su Muyan and Su Youran also drifted farther and farther. Later, his relationship was also messed up, and he didn't understand the relationship between girls even more.

And then to the end.

Su Youran was wrong, but how could Su Muyan accept her death so easily.

And later, he followed Su Muyan's wishes and handed over her who had lost her memory. Even with Shi Qin and Shi Luo, who were close friends, he still didn't want to think about Su Youran's death.

No one wants to be swallowed by pain all the time, and the sad thing is, people can't control their inner pain.

And to get out of the pain, sometimes it's not enough to rely on yourself alone.

Shi Qin's appearance and everything he did for his Huan family undoubtedly told him that although his parents only had a short relationship with him, they loved him.

Such things gave him the courage to jump out of the Su family and the bondage and oppression of his adoptive parents, and walk his own life path without distraction.

And Shi Luo's brother Jingchen, in a sense, is also a kind of salvation for him.

It can make him forget that he is Su Huan, Su Youran's elder brother, but Huan Jingchen, Shi Luo's Jingchen elder brother.

……

It took him a long time to sort out his emotions, quit Su Youran's Weibo, and opened "The King's Well".

The content surprised him.

Shang Wuyang’s most recent Weibo post was on December 12. He posted a picture of a couple’s marriage certificate. The blog post read: Wish us happiness forever@暮烟淡雨.

After the accident, he, Mo Wei, Su Youran, and Su Muyan all pressed the pause button on Weibo, and because he was afraid of getting hurt, today was the first time he logged in after many years.

So he didn't know that Shang Wuyang kept updating Weibo.

He also scrolled down, every one of his Weibo posts has Su Muyan.

like--

Happy birthday to me, the little padded jacket my sister gave me is really warm @暮烟淡雨.

Daughter's graffiti, super creative @暮烟淡雨.

Song Sharing "I Miss You So Much" - Sodagreen
Shang Xingcan's badge of honor earned through labor, @暮烟淡雨, like you.

a lot of.

Almost every day.

And Shang Wuyang's Weibo also gave him a strong sense of frustration.

That man who didn't know how to love in the past, in the end, was extremely devoted to Su Muyan.

In the end, he also posted a new update on his Weibo, which he hadn't used for a long time.

2019年1月12日，04:43分：原来曾经爱过，后来喜欢着。

He didn't know when he stopped loving Su Muyan, but he did love Su Muyan.

I don't know since when, I started to fall in love with Shi Luo slowly, and now, I understand.

……

Five o'clock in the morning, twelve noon in China.

Su Huan directly sent a video request to Shang Wuyang.

This time Shang Wuyang picked it up very quickly, but he was taking photos of Su Muyan and Shining for dinner the whole time.

Fearing that they would be found out, the two of them were sneaky and exchanged texts with Su Huan: [Look at Brother Dudu, you want to see Susu, I will show you right away, and I will give it to my lovely daughter as a gift. 】

Su Huan: [Can you fucking die! 】

Shang Wuyang: 【You scold me?Well, you can't watch it anymore, you can watch Harley Quinn! 】

After sending the message, he aimed at Shi Luo.

Shi Luo had a hangover last night and lost her appetite today.

The man sat at the dining table with such a face, holding a chopstick in one hand and poking at the bowl of white rice in front of her. If rice grains got on the chopsticks, she would put it to her lips and eat it.

Su Huan: [You just feed her that? 】

The dish in front of Shi Luo is vinegared cabbage.

Shang Wuyang: [Pure organic green Chinese cabbage, grown by myself in the greenhouse of Lao Tzu's house! 】

Su Huan: [As far as that color is concerned, dogs don't even eat it! 】

Then Shi Luo suddenly came back to her senses, picked up a piece of cabbage with her chopsticks, and then her eyes lit up, "Sister Lin, your cabbage is delicious."

Shang Wuyang: [I will tell Shi Luo, you call her a dog! 】

Su Huan: [You are the dog! 】

Shang Wuyang: [You are! 】

Su Huan: [You are! 】

Shang Wuyang: [Su Huan is a dog Su Huan is a dog Su Huan is a dog Su Huan is a dog...]

Su Huan: [Huan Jingchen said that he didn't know what you were barking at! 】

(End of this chapter)