deadly trap

Chapter 52 That emotion is a sense of security

Shang Wuyang and Su Muyan fell asleep afterwards.

It wasn't for that little physical desire that they would sleep on the same bed. From the bottom of their hearts, the two of them enjoyed the tenderness of being close.

For Yu Shang Wuyang, he is greedy for Su Muyan's hug.

When raising children, it is not only women who have depression. In essence, whoever raises them has it.

The child cried for no reason in the middle of the night, or fell ill suddenly and without warning, or, after a busy day, he finally put the child to sleep, and the child cried again just as he fell asleep.

On that isolated island where there were only him and Shining, no one stood by him for a while, and no one gave him a hug when his emotions were on the verge of collapse.

He didn't know how many days and nights he spent, looking at his crying daughter, unwashed milk bottles and clothes, and staring at the moon and sun.

At that time, he really missed Su Muyan.

Even if she doesn't do anything, as long as she is by my side, life will be easier.

But for Su Muyan, the past four years have been difficult for her.

Although Gu Anxu gave her enough material foundation, he also gave her a protective umbrella by relying on his power.

And that umbrella is just to ensure that she won't be dragged away and murdered by someone casually walking on the road.

She has no family, no friends, and no normal social activities like ordinary people. She always follows Gu Anxu and clings to him.

Sometimes, she wonders if she is still a human being. What is the difference between her... and the well-kept pets of rich people?
No wonder Nan Mi used a dog to humiliate her last time.

Even other pressures and threats from the Su family and the Mo family from time to time have always been there.

Not to mention the harsh discussions that can be heard almost all the time.

At the time when people were intimidating with excessive means such as animal corpses and scary photos, but Gu Anxu didn't take these things seriously at all, she really wanted someone to hug her.

Without friends, she can't find someone to talk to when she encounters grievances like others, and without family, she is even more uncertain.

Her way of venting is to shed tears.

Let the tears carry the negativity away.

But when she cried, Gu Anxu would only think it was a sign of weakness.

Then say something like "Which time those threats hurt you, don't take it seriously?"

She didn't cry because she was afraid, she just hoped that when others were against her, the person beside her could unite with her.

What she wants is security.

She still remembered that in Xia Tian when she felt sad because of being threatened, he said impatiently: "If other people's threats are really a problem, then let's break up. You go out and experience what is a problem."

"Mu Yan, I think about a lot of things in my mind every day. I really don't have time to think about such trivial things. Please be more sensible."

She had to endure those grievances immediately.

Because once there is a grievance, even a point, it is a sign of ignorance.

But is he really busy?

He is busy, but he can also turn down work to watch fashion shows, or go to Las Vegas to live for ten and a half months, squandering money.

I can also exercise, swim, meet friends, and have a lot of leisure time.

Maybe it takes a little time to listen to someone's heart, but it doesn't take long to comfort someone, maybe not even 5 minutes.

A hug lasts only a few seconds.

But she won't argue with Gu Anxu about this later.

When a person equates "crying, grievance" with "weakness" and views these two emotions so one-sidedly, there is really no need to communicate.

She sees herself clearly, recognizes herself, and learns to know herself well.

But the beauty of temperature is that it can be passed on.

Hugging Shang Wuhai, she only felt warm, and the atmosphere in this bedroom was so good.

Because Shining hasn't been weaned yet, there is still a comforting milk fragrance lingering in the whole space.

As a result, Su Muyan was involved in such a strange dream.

She is looking in the mirror.

In the mirror, she was wearing a sports vest and safety pants, showing her belly.

Her arms and legs were normal, but her belly was round.

She took photos on the left and photos on the right, and she was quite satisfied with her current appearance.

After she had been so smug for a while, she put her hand on her belly, and touched her belly with deep love overflowing from her heart.

But as soon as she touched it, she became nervous again, and said to herself: "Ah, the doctor said not to touch left and right, because it is easy for the baby to wrap around the neck!"

Then she touched up and down again, and said while touching, "Be good, baby, don't play with the umbilical cord, you know?"

After speaking, his belly jumped, as if responding to her.

She continued to rub her bulging belly slowly up and down, walked to the side, found a loose skirt to put on, and went out the door.

Outside the door was a spacious and lively street, and her gaze pinpointed the pregnant women, mothers, and children among the pedestrians.

Just when I felt that life was so happy and comfortable, suddenly a shocked voice came from behind: "Su Muyan?"

She paused, and before she could turn her head, the voice sounded again: "Are you pregnant, Shang Wuhai?"

Heart beating wildly.

Su Muyan opened her eyes.

She was still holding Shang Wuhai, and her hands were still on his muscular abdomen.

My head is in a daze, but my heart seems to be about to burst out!

How could she have such a dream!
So realistic!

It was almost as if she had been pregnant!
Su Muyan quietly let go of Shang Wuyang, dodged aside, and separated from him a bit.

After her heartbeat calmed down, Su Muyan looked at the ceiling, analyzing that short dream.

First of all, dreaming that you are pregnant may be because you desire to have a specific home in your heart.

At the end of the dream, she dreamed that a man questioned that she was pregnant with Shang Wuyang's child, maybe she was subconsciously afraid that Gu Anxu would know that she was cheating.

If she has a relationship with Shang Wuyang now, without protection measures, maybe she can really create a person, it must be a big trouble.

She can't sleep here anymore, she has to deal with it.

The action of her sitting up and looking for her pajamas woke up Shang Wuyang.

The man narrowed his eyes: "What are you doing?"

Su Muyan said: "I've slept well, I have to go."

Shang Wuyang stretched out his hand and grabbed her wrist, his voice was sleepy and impatient: "What are you afraid of, I will support you when the sky falls, so let me sleep at ease."

Su Muyan was taken aback for a moment, her eyes trembling with panic: "Boss Shang, do you know what I'm thinking?"

Shang Wuyang frowned, and closed his eyes again, "Give you three wishes, do you think I'm playing?"

After he finished speaking, an unprecedented emotion hit Su Muyan's senses.

But she could name that emotion, a sense of security.

Suddenly moved.

Su Muyan swallowed, "You were the one who provoked me first, if something happened to Gu Anxu, you have to bear it, it can't be counted in the wish."

Shang Wuyang was silent, suppressed his voice, and said fiercely: "Don't make me angry!"

Su Muyan grabbed the quilt with her frightened little hands.

He is angry, what will happen?
"Otherwise, I will dig out Gu Anxu's kneecap!"

Su Muyan: "..."

　Add more tomorrow.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)