Acting like a baby in Xueba's arms after rebirth

Chapter 199 Break Up
I don't want to now.

But those are all the promises she swore to him, all the wishes she made with him when she smiled sweetly and held his arm.

Now she says she doesn't want to.

He froze and looked at her blankly, "But I really want it, I dream about it."

She didn't know that from the day she said she wanted to go to Sichuan City with him, he stayed up for several nights, Baidu, Weibo, Xiaohongshu and other software ransacked, and finally came out with one that could let her have fun and have no worries travel guide.

She didn't know that from the moment she wrote on the post-it note that she wanted to be admitted to Hiiragi University with him, almost every night when he fell asleep, he fantasized that he could hold hands with her, chat and walk on the playground and count the stars.

She didn't know how important those wishes and goals she had said were to him. It wasn't that she said she didn't want him to forget them, and the things he thought about every day and night could never be forgotten or let go.

Song Chiqing felt that she could not help crying, her eyes were wet, and her heart was not as cold-blooded and heartless as she showed.

She will suffer too.

Those promises are all her fantasies.

"If you can't forget it, isn't it also a reality if you change someone to realize it with you? Anyway, there are many girls in school and abroad who like you. If you just tickle your fingers, there will be many people who are willing to accompany you." But she even He also fueled the fire with advice.

Push him to someone else.

Same as last life.

"If it wasn't for you, what's the point of everything?" He felt a great desolation in his heart, "Can Qingqing push me to someone else so easily?"

Has she never felt sorry for him?

When she had a good relationship with Yang Xiaoshu before, she would push him to Yang Xiaoshu without hesitation, but now that she doesn't play with Yang Xiaoshu, who would she push him to?

Can't she keep him?He won't be too noisy, he is very obedient.

She adjusted her breathing repeatedly, "That's why I said we are not suitable."

There were also tears in her eyes, "Ji Shiyan, let's break up."

These words were finally uttered by her.

In his frightened moment.

"It doesn't matter..." He took a step closer to her uncontrollably, his heart was on the verge of a terrifying state of still beating, he was so panicked that his lips turned white, "I beg Qingqing, please don't break up, okay? Don't break up. "

He can't take it.

He might actually die.

However, Song Chiqing felt that if he stayed by her side like this, it would be more likely to cause accidents. Ji Shiyan in his previous life would be taken abroad for treatment in such a hurry by Cui Xiuna and the others, which proved that he was already seriously ill.

It hurts now too.

She subconsciously looked at the position of his heart, shyly, she knew that he would be very uncomfortable, but the disease was not on her body, and she couldn't fully empathize with the degree of pain when he got sick.

There is a sense of powerlessness and sadness.

She was thinking, what is the frequency of his pain?It's really painful to feel pain every now and then without warning.

Bit by bit of torture.

So she was hard-hearted, "Breakup is not divorce, and there is no need for a cooling-off period. If I say it's a breakup, then it's a breakup."

He shook his head as if he couldn't accept it, and suddenly let go of the hand that had been holding her tightly just now. There were still obvious red marks on her wrist.

"It doesn't matter..." He was stubborn, "Qingqing hates me approaching, doesn't she? Then I'll stay away..."

As he spoke, he took two steps away from her, keeping a distance that he thought would make her feel more comfortable, "Stay away, Qingqing forgive me for not being close to me before, okay? Qingqing don't want to break up... ..."

Let him do whatever he wants.

Can you not break up.

"Is this considered far?" She tried her best to control herself, but she still let tears escape from her right eye, leaving a tear stain on her cheek.

He subconsciously took a step back.

"A hundred and eight thousand miles is far away, right?" She lifted her lips and smiled, her heart numb and hurt. "Why don't you go abroad? Anyway, I don't want to see you in this life."

Anyway, I don't want to see you anymore in this life.

He stared blankly at her heartlessness.

His mind was dizzy, and he felt that she was not real in front of him. His voice was so hoarse that it didn't seem to come from his throat, recalling the beauty of her some time ago.

"Qingqing said, after the college entrance examination, come with me..." Go abroad.

Song Chiqing interrupted before finishing listening, "Of course I lied to you."

After the first sentence of heartless words, the rest is naturally not so difficult to say, "I have been acting to deceive you all this time, why are you so easily deceived, Ji Shiyan."

Why did he fall on her so easily? What does she have that are worth his sacrifice?
Stay away from her.

The farther the better, the farther away he is, the safer he is, and the more he can become the self he most wants to be.

Don't be put off by her.

Although Song Chiqing's words made him uncomfortable, and the pain in his heart became more and more intense, but he was completely unwilling to believe her words, and he didn't feel that their relationship during this period could be replaced by the word 'acting'.

He is not so easily deceived.

But why did she say such things?Why did she act like she really didn't care what he looked like?

He begged her, "Stop talking, okay?"

"There is nothing to say." She insisted on cutting off all his thoughts today, "The whole school knows that I have always hated you, but suddenly I treat you well and approach you suddenly, don't you Do you find it strange?"

she asked him.

He found it strange, so when she asked him for a WeChat account that day, he asked her why she suddenly changed into a different person.

he remembered she replied

——Because after going to the rostrum to reflect, I suddenly grew up, knowing which things are worthwhile, and which things are just waste.

Then he believed it without hesitation.

Ji Shiyan looked at her without blinking, and his eyes were a little sad, "So in Qingqing's heart, I have always been a waste, haven't I?"

After so much between them, he still doesn't deserve a word from her.

Her nails dug into her palm, and she felt that she should reply "um", at least that way would make him give up on her for a long time.However, at this moment, the sound of that simple word stuck in her throat like a fishbone, making it difficult to swallow or spit it out.

It's not trash.

He is the most precious person in the world.

"I don't believe it." Even if she is so unfeeling, he still doesn't believe it. "Qingqing likes me, but I'm too stupid to make Qingqing unhappy, right? I'll wait for Qingqing to forgive me, okay? How long will it take?" OK."

Don't give him the death penalty so quickly.

(End of this chapter)