Acting like a baby in Xueba's arms after rebirth

Chapter 251
I knew from a very young age that there was something seriously wrong with my body.

My heart is always inexplicably painful, but often only for a short moment. I thought it was nothing serious, so I thought I was very sensible and didn't mention it to my busy parents.

It wasn't until I was in the fourth grade that an on-campus physical examination came, and I was stopped by the doctor and asked a lot of questions before I realized that the danger of it should not be underestimated.

It's on my report list.

Then parents will know.

They took me to see many hospitals, from the small clinics around to the People's Hospital in the city center, but at that time they all said that the medical equipment was not perfect enough, so they dared not take the risk to operate on me.

Later, with the help of friends they knew, my parents found me a doctor with excellent medical skills abroad.

They began to persuade me to go abroad.

Of course I don't want to.

What's so good about foreign countries?There is everything I like in China. I like school and my classmates. Of course, I like Qingqing the most. We agreed to go to and from school together all the time.

Checked it.

Cannot break the contract.

I didn't listen to them, so I covered my ears and ran to Qingqing's house to look for her. She was lying on the desk worrying about the homework she hadn't finished. When she saw me coming, she trotted over and grabbed me.

"Brother Shi Yan!" Her voice at that time still had a baby tone.

"Qingqing..."

"Brother Shiyan felt the pain of my homework torture, so he came to save me, right!?" She waited for the rescuer to come, and happily took my hand and jumped.

"Um……"

"Qingqing..."

"What's the matter, brother Shiyan?" She also saw that something was wrong, and blinked at me suspiciously.

Soft and cute.

"If, if I want to leave here and go abroad, will Qingqing be unhappy?" My parents have been urging me, and I don't know how long I can drag it on.

"Going abroad...?" She muttered these two unexpected words, and held my hand pitifully, tearfully, "Why do you want to go abroad? Brother Shi Yan, don't you want to give up?"

"no……"

"Brother Shiyan thinks it is difficult to teach me to do my homework? But I am really stupid. My mother said that I will become smart when I grow up. Brother, don't go..."

She was sobbing, her tears wiped all over my clothes, "Brother can't go abroad, even if you go abroad, you have to take Qingqing with you."

She told me not to go.

I also hate her.

Repeatedly promised, "Yes! Even if you go abroad, you have to be with Qingqing."

But there was one time when the pain was very severe. It was at two or three o'clock in the middle of the night. I woke up from the pain, and my forehead was covered with sweat. , the whole person bumped into the cabinet unsteadily.

The lamp fell off.

The glass shattered.

Only then did I attract the attention of my sleeping parents, and I was sent to the hospital overnight. After the doctor’s examination, the doctor said that my condition had worsened, and it was best to have an operation immediately, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous.

My parents began to do everything possible to take me abroad, but I didn't want to go abroad. I only had one belief in my heart, to be with Qingqing.

She doesn't know anything yet, and I'm afraid that she will be worried, so I asked my parents not to tell her about my illness.

It is precisely because of this that my parents found a breakthrough, and they began to persuade me to go abroad in a different way.

"Shiyan is not willing to talk about it, is it?" Mom asked me.

I nodded honestly.

"But Shiyan is sick now, and it will get worse if he doesn't go to the hospital. What if he doesn't have the strength to play with Qingqing in the future? There is no way to go to school with Qingqing, and he can't teach Qingqing to do homework." Mom counted down. risk of not having surgery.

I was taken aback by what was said.

My mother knew me well and knew that I was starting to worry about such a situation, so she went further, "Qingqing doesn't want Shiyan to get sick, isn't Shiyan worried that Qingqing will be worried when she finds out? Then we will go and cure the disease , Qingqing will not be sad in the future."

I'm somewhat convinced.

Holding the hem of the clothes with her hands, "Can you take Qingqing abroad too? We will go to school abroad together, Qingqing is willing."

She said she could go abroad with him.

"No." But my mother resolutely rejected me, "I don't know what the disease will develop in the future. Your father and I have to take care of you, and we don't have time to accompany Qingqing." In addition, they have to work.

My silence is undoubtedly a promise.

Mom and Dad bought the plane ticket soon.

On the day I was about to leave, I wanted to find Qingqing, and I wanted to tell her that I would be back soon, and I wanted to say that I didn't mean to break the contract.

But my parents refused to let me go. They said that Qingqing would cry and make trouble when she found out. They were worried that I would not be able to board the plane on time, so they told me to call her to explain when I was abroad.

"Then can I take a sneak peek at Qingqing?" I stood in front of the car in front of my house and fought for the last chance with my parents.

They still refused, and forced me into the car, "Shiyan is obedient, and I will tell Qingqing when I go abroad." They are in a hurry now.

The car starts.

If she had opened the door to take a look, she would have found me sneaking away.

But that time period is her nap time, she won't come out.

Turn off your cell phone on the plane.

I finally waited until it was time to get off the plane, and my parents went to buy a transfer ticket. I took my mobile phone and quickly opened QQ to find her, but a red exclamation mark blocked the opportunity for us to communicate.

She blocked me.

At that time, neither of us had WeChat or a mobile phone number, so I ran to ask my mother to make a WeChat video for Aunt Xiuping, and of course He Xiuping answered the video.

"Auntie, is Qingqing at home?" I asked anxiously.

"Shiyan, are you here yet?" Aunt Xiuping didn't answer my question directly.

I vaguely felt the terrifying atmosphere, and shook my head, "Not here yet. Auntie, can I ask Qingqing to pick up the video? Please."

I heard her faint sigh.

Then I was still willing to help me knock on the door of Qingqing's room with the video, and then pushed the door open to go in. As soon as the picture turned to her, she immediately covered herself tightly with a quilt.

"Qingqing, Shiyan is back from playing the video, come out and pick it up."

"I do not want!"

I heard her reject loudly with tears.

"He's a big liar! I hate him the most! Never see him again!"

Aunt Xiuping covered the phone in time, but I still heard it clearly.

"Qingqing, I..."

As soon as I opened my mouth to explain, she interrupted loudly, "I don't want to talk to you! I hate you!"

As if something foul-smelling approaching would cause her extreme discomfort, she covered the quilt, only showing a pair of red and swollen eyes to see the way, then jumped out of bed and ran away, not even having time to put on her shoes.

Aunt Xiuping had no choice but to hang up the phone to find her.

Qingqing was not willing to listen to my explanation through video as my parents thought. I was also a little flustered, and proposed to my parents who had already bought tickets to go home.

Of course it will not be agreed.

"I want to go home." I rarely argue with my parents, but on this matter, I have argued more than once, "Qingqing is angry, I want to go home."

She said he was a big liar.

She said she hated him the most.

"Go home when you're cured." It was the first time my parents rejected me so seriously and resolutely.

In the end, I was almost tied up and let me get into the car.

In the car that day, I was so painful that I passed out.

When he woke up, he was already in the hospital, lying on the bed in the operating room, and when he opened his eyes, he saw several doctors and nurses in white coats.

The doctor was kind and wanted to talk to me to divert my attention from my fear. Before giving me anesthesia, I asked him, "Uncle doctor, can I go home after the operation?"

"Of course." Williams asked me confidently, "Are you afraid?"

I shook my head, "I'm not afraid, I'll get well soon and go home." As long as I have faith, I won't be afraid, and I can't wait to see Qingqing.

Not long after the anesthetic came on, I lost consciousness. Later, I was tortured by the pain coming from all directions on my body. I frowned and looked down, with a hanging bottle in my hand, and the position of my chest was also fixed by the instrument.

Why hasn't it been unpacked yet?

Isn't it all right after the surgery?
It was only later that I realized that it was impossible to recover so quickly. No matter how anxious and anxious I was, I was forced to spend nearly two months in bed with the instrument.

My parents were afraid that I would quarrel with Qingqing and the stimulation would affect my body too much, so they stopped my idea of ​​calling Qingqing. During those two months, I was only accompanied by boring books and boring TV. There are sloppy photos.

It's a picture of her when she was younger.

I have kept it well, I must keep it well, and now it is the only one with me.

I began to doubt the medical skills of Dr. Williams, who was praised by everyone. Why hasn't he recovered after so long?Why do I still feel pain after surgery?

Not even drugs can suppress it.

My parents praised me for being strong and a man, and I didn't shed a single tear in the face of surgery and illness. The nurse who came to take care of me also said that I was stronger than many adults.

of course.

It's not like they're staring at me all the time.

They can't see what I am like at night, they will cry silently with worry, and cry hoarsely with longing. I hold her photo tightly in my hand and spend the night silently Another night.

This is the only way to barely fall asleep.

I naively thought that as long as I didn't say anything, as long as I didn't cry out the pain, I would get better soon, but when the disease really happened, I couldn't control my body at all, and it was difficult for me to stand upright. How can I have the strength to put on a show?
Soon, the second surgery followed.

I could still see hope that this operation might really save me, so I lay down on the hospital bed again with a calm mind.

Anesthetized and woke up again.

It is already a familiar process.

This time when I woke up, there was no instrument on my body, only the bottle was still hanging on the back of my hand. I have long been used to it, and I don’t think there is any surprise. In the past few months, the bottle seems to have become a part of my body.

The potion was astringent to my throat.

Eat and drink tasteless.

After resting for a few more days, I was finally allowed to get out of bed, and the bottle was removed, but it was still too early to be discharged from the hospital, so I was a little impatient, "Mom, when can I go home?"

At first it was said that it would be fine after the surgery.

I've had two surgeries now.

"Listen to the doctor, and we can go back when we're done."

They all say so.

I am numb.

Later, it was delayed again and again, and it took several years. I never dared to imagine that a later review would take such a long time.

What is it like to live like a year?
I could feel it every day during that time.

My parents are music professors at the university. I followed them to play the piano and met many teachers, friends and classmates of the same age.

I started to soak in the music hall.

It's the only place where my depressed mood can be relieved a little bit.

Without QQ, I have almost lost contact with Qingqin. I can only occasionally see her in the videos of my parents and uncles and aunts. Of course, as soon as she sees me, she will get up immediately leave.

She never spoke.

But there is a way for me to spy on her half a word, and that is to call her home phone from the phone booth on the side of the road, and she is usually the one who connects.

"Hello, who are you looking for?"

Junior high school is in the period of voice change, but her voice has not changed much, it is still soft and sweet as before.

"Hello, are you still there?"

She asked politely.

However, I never dared to answer, otherwise, there would be no chance to get through the next time.

It wasn't long before she hung up the phone.

I tend to spend a lot of time alone in the phone booth before going home.

In five years, the only time I had a chance to have a longer video with her was on my uncle’s birthday, she drank by mistake, then got drunk and played a video of my mother, crying and calling my name.

That day, I sat in the corner of the room with my mobile phone and videotaped her. She was crying all the time in a daze. Over the past few years, she has grown a lot, and she is so generous and beautiful.

"Why did brother Wu Shiyan lie to me..." she cried.

I explained it to her over and over in detail, but I knew she couldn't hear her at all at this moment. I greedily looked at her inch by inch through the phone screen, trying to engrave her deeply in my mind.

I was in the third grade of junior high school that year, and I was 15 years old.

I can clearly understand that my feelings for her are no longer just my sister, perhaps, I have never regarded her as a sister, I have feelings for her that I do not have for other girls. My heart is fermenting.

So, when a girl says she likes me, I will firmly say that I have someone I like.

In China, there is my fiancée.

I went for a review during the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school. Williams said that I have recovered very well in the past few years, and as long as I pay attention to it, there is no possibility of recurrence.

So, I can go back home.

From their conversation, I got this news.

I happily packed my luggage and prepared to go back to China. My parents advised me to wait and go back with me after they finished the work in hand.

But I have grown up, and I have been preparing for this day every moment these years. I know where to buy a ticket and where to transfer after getting off the plane.

I can go home alone.

They didn't support it at first, and they were afraid that something would happen to me, but I couldn't wait anymore, every minute and every second is a luxury, no matter how much they disagreed, they couldn't stop me, and I didn't need any luggage, just bring my mobile phone and ID card Just go straight out the door that day.

I know she still hates me.

But I will patiently coax her back, no matter how long it takes, as long as there is hope, there will be motivation.

The sky is clear outside the window.

The future of me and Qingqing will be so clear and long.

(End of this chapter)