Sunshine starting line

Chapter 107 Aging, So Far and So Close.
At the same time, she seriously recalled the scene when she helped Han Xu get his slippers.But I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't think of it once.

She smiled, and then said to Han Xu: "You smell like alcohol, why don't you go take a hot bath?"

"Yeah." Han Xu got up, and then walked towards the shower room.

After Han Xu took a shower, he lay down on the bed and fell asleep drowsily.

Under the dim bedside lamp, Zheng Gege looked at Han Xu's face, still so handsome, as handsome as when he was young.No, he is more handsome than when he was young.When he was young, Han Xu was still a boy. Although he had a bit of youthful air, he was far from mature and wise.Some words are true, a man has 41 flowers.Isn't the current Han Xu just a flower in full bloom?

And her?Although she is still pretty, even though she still keeps saying things like "I have been a school girl since childhood".But everything has really passed for too long, so long that every time she said it, she was already a little embarrassed.

Especially now, after she was transferred to the logistics department, she was even more embarrassed to mention it.

Besides, talking about this with those big bosses can only be laughed at.

At the same time, she suddenly thought of the two women in the logistics department: one was Ma Dajie in her 50s, who had suffered a stroke before and had to be sent to the logistics department.The other is Aunt Zhou, who is nearly 200 years old. She weighs more than [-] kilograms and is so fat that all the creases on her face are stretched out.
From now on, will she face these people every day?
Thinking of this, she suddenly wanted to cry, she wanted to cry because she was wronged, she wanted to cry because of helplessness, she wanted to cry because of sadness!

She stood up quietly, walked to the living room, and then to the balcony.After walking around on the balcony for a while, the phone rang suddenly.

It was Zhang Min who called. After she pressed the answer button, Zhang Min's voice came from the receiver: "Gege, why don't you bring Han Xu back for dinner tomorrow night? Let Pandy come with you!"

"Tomorrow night?" Zheng Gege asked, "Why?"

"Why else? Tomorrow is my birthday!" Zhang Min said with a smile, "[-]th birthday!"

Hearing this, Zheng Gege couldn't help feeling a little dazed: Zhang Min is already sixty?She always thought she was in her early fifties.
But after thinking about it, I felt that I was confused by the recent troubles!I am already in my forties, how could my mother be in her early fifties?

"Okay, let me talk to Han Xu and see if he has time tomorrow." Zheng Gege said.

Before she finished speaking, Zhang Min asked: "What do you mean if you have time? He must come tomorrow, you both have to come!"

"Aren't I afraid that he is busy?" Zheng Gege said, "He has been very busy recently."

"He comes every year on my birthday, and this year is no exception!"

Zheng Gege hesitated for a moment before responding in a low voice: "Oh."

Zhang Min seemed to feel something and then asked, "What's wrong? Is there something unhappy?"

When Zheng Gege heard Zhang Min's words, he suddenly had the urge to tell her everything.But when the words came to my lips, before the words came out, the tears had already flowed out
How dare she speak up?Mom and Dad have provided her with the best everything since she was born. Although they didn't intend to let her have a big future, they didn't intend to let her do logistics either!

"What's wrong?" Zhang Min's voice came through the receiver again, "Gege, if you have anything to do, you must tell mom, you can't hide it from us."

Zheng Gege adjusted his emotions, raised his hand and wiped away his tears, and then controlled his sobs: "It's okay, what can I do?"

"It's fine, then I'll hang up first." Zhang Min reminded again, "Remember to come with Han Xu and Pan Di tomorrow, don't forget!"

Immediately afterwards, the phone was hung up.Zheng Gege was a little dazed when he heard the continuous "beep" sound coming from his ears.

Her mother is already sixty!In another ten years, she will be 70 years old.It is said that a life of seventy is rare since ancient times. When she is 70, will her eyes be presbyopic?Will the ears no longer be sensitive?Will the teeth fall out?
Mom once told her: You will always be my little princess!At that time, she was so happy, carefree, dreaming of living in beauty and happiness forever, and always living in the love of her mother. She always felt that she was really her mother's little princess, and she would always be.

But if mother is 70 years old, or even 80 years old, will she still be her little princess?
If one day, mother leaves this world, will she still be her little princess?Of course it's not anymore, but whose little princess is she?

Once, these were very, very distant questions.But now, it seems that everything is in front of my eyes.

So close, so close. It's so close that it's frightening, and it's so frightening that you want to run away.

But where can she escape?

That night, Zheng Gege went to bed very late.In the past, as long as Han Xu lay beside her, she could fall asleep quickly.Even Han Xu's snoring can help her sleep.
But today, she couldn't sleep no matter what.And Han Xu's snoring also disturbed her a little.

The next morning, when she opened her heavy eyelids, Han Xu was already up, even the quilt was folded.

Her mental state is very bad. When she looks in the mirror, she can clearly see two dark circles and bags under her eyes.
All this is not so good.

She put on her makeup quickly, specially using concealer to cover the dullness on her lower eyelids.

When she walked out of the bedroom, Han Xu was nowhere to be seen, and she couldn't help but feel a little disappointed.

Just when she was full of doubts, Pan Di's voice suddenly sounded behind her: "Godmother, godfather said that he has a morning meeting this morning and asked you to take me to school."

Zheng Gege turned around, and saw that Pan Di had put on her school uniform and was carrying her schoolbag, standing not far behind her, holding two sandwiches in her hand.

Zheng Gege paused and asked, "Pandy, who bought this sandwich?"

"Of course godfather!" Pan Di handed one of them to Zheng Gege while speaking, "This one is for you."

Zheng Gege was still doing his own ideological work on the way back to the magazine office: No matter what, today is the first day to go to work, so you must have a good mental outlook.No matter who I sit with, I am still Zheng Gege, the still beautiful Zheng Gege!
She thought all the way back to the "South Wind" magazine.

Unexpectedly, after entering the office building, she went through the wrong door.

Yes, she returned to the Human Resources Department habitually. When she was about to sit down, Qianhui suddenly raised her head, and their eyes met.

Qianhui has always been good at concealing her inner fluctuations, so she smiled naturally: "Morning."

On the contrary, Zheng Gege was a little embarrassed, smiled hastily, spit out the word "morning" a little bluntly, then looked under the desk pretending to be calm, and said in a low voice: "Why is my file bag missing?" gone?"

After hearing this, Qianhui cooperated very well, so she took advantage of the situation and asked, "Could it have been taken away yesterday?"

"Oh." Zheng Gege nodded, "Yes, I remembered, I took it away yesterday."

After Zheng Gege finished speaking, he quickly walked out of the human resources department, and then quickly walked to the logistics department.

(End of this chapter)