Sunshine starting line

Chapter 123: The Cautious Temptation

When Zheng Gege heard Han Xu's voice, he couldn't help but startled.

Half a second later, she turned her head slowly and saw Han Xu standing at the door of the bedroom, looking at her non-stop, his eyes full of suspicion.

Zheng Gege was a little at a loss, and suddenly smiled: "Are you back?"

The suspicion in Han Xu's eyes did not dissipate. After nodding his head, he asked again, "Who were you talking to just now?"

"I..." Zheng Gege couldn't find a suitable excuse for a while, and asked with a frown, "Did I just speak?"

"That's right." Han Xu's expression was still very serious, "You just asked if you could come back earlier? Did you ask me?"

Zheng Gege froze for a moment, but did not answer right away.

Originally, she hadn't figured out how to talk to Han Xu.But since Han Xu said it by himself now, she took advantage of the situation and continued: "Yes, I was asking you just now, can you come back earlier in the future? Don't leave me alone at home, I am quite scared."

Han Xu listened, smiled, and then walked into the bedroom while taking off his coat: "Didn't I tell you? I've been too busy at work recently, and besides work, there are various entertainments every day. Can't get away."

When Zheng Gege heard this, the scene of Han Xu and Bai Xiaolu coming out of the jewelry store carrying a jewelry gift box flashed again in his mind.
At this moment, she really wanted to ask: Accompanying Bai Xiaolu to the jewelry store to buy jewelry, is it considered social entertainment?

But as soon as the words came to her lips, she held back again.

She watched intently as Han Xu took off his shirt, and then began to pack his pajamas with his bare arms.
Although Han Xu is busy with work all day long, he still maintains a good figure, his body lines are very good, and even his eight-pack abs are clearly visible.

Zheng Gege couldn't help thinking again: Such a man should be the dream lover of many women, right?

Gentle and considerate, well-educated, successful in career, and handsome, it can be said to be perfect.

And her?It's just a middle-aged woman who is nothing.When she thought of the words "middle-aged woman", she felt an inexplicable sense of powerlessness!
A perfect male god, an expired middle-aged beauty.If the other party treats you better, you should be very satisfied, right?If he can be by her side properly, she should be very satisfied, right?What's more, he bought jewelry and villas for himself?Is she asking too much?Should Han Xu secretly promise that there are other women outside?

However, why does she understand all these truths, but still feel sad?Is it because she hasn't figured it out yet?

Once, she had an absolute advantage in marriage.But now, the previous advantages seem to be still there, but they are getting weaker and weaker.
Han Xu saw that Gege Zheng had been standing in the bedroom without speaking. He was holding his pajamas and planning to take a shower. He suddenly stood still, then put his hand on Gege Zheng's shoulder, and said softly: "If you are really bored , I feel too bored, so let your parents move in?"

"Let my parents move in?" Zheng Gege was about to agree, but then he thought: If my parents are really allowed to move in, will Han Xu not come back more openly?
Thinking of this, Zheng Gege felt extremely uncomfortable, but he still smiled wryly, pretending to be half joking and half serious, and asked: "Han Xu, are you ready to not want to accompany me?"

Han Xu was stunned for a moment, and then he couldn't laugh or cry: "Aren't you making trouble for no reason?"

"Or else?" Zheng Gege tilted his head, looked at Han Xu, and waited for his answer.

Han Xu asked back: "I don't want you to be too bored? And your parents are getting old, let them live with you so that they can take care of each other, isn't it good?"

After Zheng Gege listened, there was indeed some truth.

But after thinking about it, I still feel wrong.

Since marrying Han Xu, Zheng Gege has been helping Han Xu create a perfect "wife-loving personality" in front of his parents.What would she think if her parents came and found that Han Xu came home so late all day long?Will they think too much?Will there be conflicts with Han Xu because of this?If they really had a conflict, she would be the most difficult to deal with!

Thinking of this, Zheng Gege suddenly shook his head: "Why don't you say goodbye?"

"Why?" Han Xu asked.

Zheng Gege thought for a while before answering: "You don't know what kind of temper my mother is? I think there will be conflicts if I live with her for a long time. Anyway, they live close to each other, so I can visit them at any time .”

"That's true." Han Xu said while thinking, "Why not? Let's hire a nanny at home? First, I can help you with laundry and cooking, and second, I can accompany you to relieve boredom."

What a great suggestion!Everything is about her.But she still couldn't be happy, and still felt that there seemed to be a "conspiracy" behind this kindness, and it was still to dismiss her and let her not disturb him
In the past, Zheng Gege didn't have this kind of character, he was always laughing and joking, as if he didn't know the bitterness of the world.

If she hadn't experienced all this now, she would not have discovered that there is such a side of her character!
She also discovered for the first time that people's cognition of themselves is not clear, and those superficial cognitions before are just illusions.Only when problems occur can we understand ourselves more deeply and clearly.

At this moment, she was full of emotions and troubles.

Han Xu continued: "At that time, I will go to the housekeeping company to find someone with higher quality, who can accompany you shopping and chatting with you. How about it?"

Zheng Gege thought for a while, then nodded: "Okay."

The reason for agreeing is simple: she can't cook!These years, almost all the housework was done by Han Xu. During this time, when Han Xu came home late, she either cooked some wonton dumplings casually, or ordered takeaway.Therefore, if there is a nanny, at least her life can be improved.

Just when Han Xu was about to go out in his pajamas, Zheng Gege asked again: "Han Xu, is it true that Pandey is leaving?"

Han Xu turned around quickly: "Yes, it's true."

"Then why didn't you tell me?" Zheng Gege asked.

Han Xu froze for a moment, then frowned: "Didn't I tell you?"

"No."

"Oh, I guess I forgot." Han Xu smiled, with a bit of apology, "I've been so busy lately that I forgot this. The day before yesterday, Lao Pan and Sister Zhen mentioned this idea when they were talking to me. Hey, I plan to let Pandy go to XJ with them. They have made a decision there now, and they haven’t decided to come back in recent years, so they plan to take Pandy there too, how do you know?”

Zheng Gege smiled weakly: "Who else can tell me except Pandey?"

Han Xu seemed to see the strangeness in Zheng Gege's mood, and quickly explained: "I really wanted to tell you about this, but I've been too busy recently, and I tend to forget when I'm busy. Forgot to mention things, I started having this problem at work too."

Originally, Han Xu said this to comfort Zheng Gege.

But the more Zheng Gege listened, the more he felt that there was a problem, so he took a few steps towards Han Xu and asked, "Han Xu, you've been so busy recently, just busy with work? Are you busy with anything else?"

After hearing this, Han Xu couldn't help but froze for a moment, then frowned and smiled: "Aside from work, what else can I be busy with? I'm so busy that I can't even take care of my home, but I can still take care of my family." Can I get anything else?"

"Really?" Zheng Gege tilted his head and looked at Han Xu with puzzled eyes.

"Of course, as long as I have a little free time, I just want to go home and stay and have a good rest." Han Xu didn't seem to think much about it, so he walked into the shower room.

But Zheng Gege stood where he was, the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt.

She was thinking: Han Xu is lying, right?No man would admit that he has another woman!If he doesn't admit it, it means that he has no intention of abandoning himself, right?Will you still care about her?
But after thinking about it, I don't think so.

After all, even if Han Xu really abandons her for another woman, he doesn't necessarily have to admit it!If he admits it, he will become the party at fault, which will be against him, won't it?
No matter what, she shouldn't startle the snake at this time, she wants to find evidence.Regardless of whether he can continue to be with Han Xu in the future, there should be relevant evidence!
Thinking of this, Zheng Gege found a private detective through a friend, intending to let the private detective follow Han Xu and Bai Xiaolu to see what's going on between them.

After Zheng Gege negotiated with the private detective, he transferred the deposit.

After finishing all this, Zheng Gege only felt that his mind was buzzing and chaotic.

This feeling is simply terrible.

But, there are worse!

Just when she was going to take a shower, she suddenly heard a few "quacks" from the joints of her arms when she undressed. The sound was not loud, but it was very clear, so clear that it made her scalp numb.

Just when she took off her corset and raised her hand, the "quack" sound appeared again, and it was several times in a row
She started to get a little scared. After putting away the shapewear, she quickly picked up her mobile phone and Baidu "arm joint noise" what was going on.As a result, some people said it was rheumatoid arthritis, while others said it was synovial plica syndrome. In short, neither is a good thing.

When she put down her cell phone disheartened, she felt a little soreness in her shoulders.

Perhaps, she has felt this kind of soreness before, but at this moment it is extraordinarily clear, as if every slight pain can penetrate her fragile heart
Once again she thought dejectedly: Is it because I am old?Are your muscles and joints aging?

Once this kind of problem arises, it will be endless.

Then, she thought again: Is it because I have been too busy at work recently?Or is life too stressful?Should I not be so hard?

All of a sudden, all kinds of depressing and depressing thoughts were intertwined, pressing down on Zheng Gege's heart, so heavy that she couldn't breathe.

It was she who was so beautiful, who was so proud, who was held in the palm of everyone's heart, and she really collapsed at this moment.

The appearance anxiety, health anxiety, and even workplace anxiety that seemed to have nothing to do with her all came together!
She really wants to see a doctor, she wants to make sure: what is going on with her series of bad symptoms?

But when she opened her eyes the next day, she walked to the dressing table immediately, began to wash, put on makeup, and went to the "South Wind" magazine neatly.

As for the "anxiety" last night, I don't know when it has been weakened.In short, although it was only one night, she now has no idea of ​​going to the hospital at all.

What's more interesting: she still put on the shapewear as usual, and after putting it on, she turned around in front of the mirror.

After staring at herself for a while, a slight smile appeared on the corner of her lips: Very good, there is no sign of losing shape, and she is still as graceful as ever.

(End of this chapter)