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Chapter 15 Comparison between men
Since I live in the same building, no matter whether it is going up or down the elevator, we can always meet each other, just like this morning.

When Sheng Yang and Huang Jiaming took Huanhuan and Lele into the elevator, they saw Zheng Gege's family in the elevator.

Zheng Gege immediately took the initiative to say hello: "Good morning! What a coincidence?"

"Yes, it's really a coincidence." After Sheng Yang finished speaking, he pulled Huanhuan and Lele to get into the elevator.

When she took a step, she found Huang Jiaming standing in place, seemingly hesitating.

Sheng Yang was a little puzzled, so he turned to look at him, while Huang Jiaming suddenly avoided her gaze.

Sheng Yang was even more puzzled, and was about to say something when he heard Han Xu's voice from the elevator, polite and polite: "Come on, let's go to the garage together."

The voice turned his head and turned his gaze to the elevator, only to see Han Xu reaching out to press the elevator button, waiting for them.

Seeing this, Zheng Gege also asked, "Did you forget something?"

Huang Jiaming didn't speak, but there was a half-smile expression on the corner of his lips.

Huan Le Le was obviously also a little puzzled, looked at Huang Jiaming, then at Sheng Yang, wondering what happened.

Sheng Yang didn't know what happened, but she was already a little angry in her heart. She directly pulled Huanhuan and Lele into the elevator: "Let's go, if you don't go, you'll be late."

After they got on the elevator and stood still, it took several seconds for Huang Jiaming to come up hesitantly.

After the elevator door closed, Huang Jiaming greeted Han Xu. After the two exchanged a few words, Zheng Gege said, "Why do I think Jiaming's expression is not good recently?"

After Sheng Yang listened, he looked at Huang Jiaming.

His complexion was indeed bad, with dry skin, dull complexion, heavy dark circles, and red bloodshot eyes. He had all the typical symptoms of staying up late syndrome.

If it was before, Sheng Yang would tell the truth directly—maybe it was because of staying up late playing games.

But now she understands: If you say this, Huang Jiaming will get angry, and after getting angry, he will quarrel, and after the quarrel, there will be a cold war, and the cold war will last for a long time.
Just when Sheng Yang was thinking about how to change the topic, Gege Zheng had already changed the topic: "Han Xu, didn't you say that your company's performance has improved last time, how much has it improved?"

"Not much, about ten percent." Han Xu said lightly, "It's not something to show off."

"It's not worth showing off, but it's worth affirming." Zheng Gege leaned towards Han Xu affectionately while speaking, and stuffed his hands into his trouser pockets.

Han Xu seemed a little embarrassed, but he didn't refuse. Instead, he continued: "Starting your own business is stressful. It's better to have a decent unit like Jiaming, and you don't need to worry too much."

After Huang Jiaming listened, he just smiled noncommittally and didn't answer.

Sheng Yang felt that something was wrong, and quickly said to Han Xu: "Each has its own advantages, starting a business requires sufficient ability, and there may be more room for development. In short, I am optimistic about you."

Before Sheng Yang finished speaking, Zheng Gege followed suit and said, "I like you too!"

As soon as Zheng Gege finished speaking, the elevator door opened, and several people got out of the elevator one after another.

After sending Huanhuan and Lele to school, Huang Jiaming kept his face sullen. Sheng Yang felt curious and asked, "What's the matter? What's wrong with you today?"

Huang Jiaming didn't speak, but pulled his face longer, as if deliberately giving Sheng Yang a chance to take the initiative to find out that he had small emotions.

Sheng Yang asked again: "What's the matter? You can tell me."

As soon as Sheng Yang finished speaking, Huang Jiaming muttered in a low voice: "What is there to say? Don't you just think that I am inferior to others!"

Although Huang Jiaming's voice was not high, Sheng Yang heard it.At the same time, she also felt very confused: Why did it suddenly become "he is not as good as others"?

After being stunned for a few seconds, Sheng Yang asked, "Huang Jiaming, what did you just say?"

Huang Jiaming's face was sullen again, and it took a while before he said: "You are optimistic about Han Xu, what can I say?"

When Sheng Yang heard this sentence clearly, she felt it was ridiculous and naive. She was stunned for a long time, and then asked a little weakly: "Huang Jiaming, you won't keep pulling your face just because of this, right?"

Huang Jiaming remained silent, still pulling his face.

Sheng Yang was angry, but he suppressed it: "Huang Jiaming, praising others for their ability and future is just a polite exchange. You don't understand this truth, do you?"

"I don't understand!" Huang Jiaming suddenly became angry, "Don't you just dislike me for not being motivated? You have always looked down on me, don't think I don't know."

Huang Jiaming is really not very motivated, he belongs to the kind who always wants to be a salted fish and lie down quietly.

At the beginning, he felt that his family was not bad, and he was an only child, so he had a certain sense of superiority.But with the retirement of his parents and the growth of age, especially after he saw that many of his peers were promoted and raised, he was still standing still and finally found that the "family background" and "only child" that he was once proud of "The advantage is being weakened little by little.Then there is anxiety, even a sense of inferiority.

But because I have long been used to living a flat life, and I am unwilling to work hard, I am always worried that I will be tired.

At first, Sheng Yang thought that he was underappreciated for his talent, but later she realized that it was not that he was underappreciated for his talent, but that he was ambitious and lacking in talent.

In this era of advanced information, unrecognized talents ≈ great ambitions and sparse talents.The specific manifestations are: the small ones are despised, and the big ones are out of reach.

Just like Huang Jiaming, he looked down on the assistant director and was too lazy to fight for it. He thought that there would be little more money and a sense of accomplishment. Later, when the assistant director was promoted to deputy director, he also looked down on him; when the deputy director was promoted to director, He still didn't like it; until he saw the director was promoted to vice president, or the vice president was promoted to general manager, he finally started to feel a little bit, and started to envy a little bit. But, it was too late.He is still a clerk, even if he starts running immediately, he will not be able to keep up with the progress of others.In this situation, even he himself felt hopeless, and hopelessness still wouldn't inspire his fighting spirit, so he chose to continue lying down.

Therefore, since the birth of his two daughters, Huang Jiaming seems to be living a chic life, but he is very entangled in his heart.
"Forget it." Sheng Yang suddenly lost the mood to explain to Huang Jiaming, "Go to work, you can put me at the bus station in front of the "South Wind" magazine in a while, and I will walk there by myself. "

The "Southern Wind" magazine office is just next to the bus station, and if it is delivered to the magazine office, it will take a detour.She made such a decision purely because it was getting late and to help Huang Jiaming save time.

But he didn't think that Sheng Yang's "kindness" could still be used by Huang Jiaming to make a fuss.

After Sheng Yang finished speaking, Huang Jiaming said again: "What's wrong? Even when I appeared at the door of your magazine, you think I'm not decent?"

Sheng Yang was completely irritated by him, but he still asked with a suppressed voice: "Huang Jiaming, you can solve your own inferiority complex by yourself. Don't always force others, and don't always find fault with others, okay?"

As soon as she finished speaking, Huang Jiaming suddenly turned his head, still with a half-smile expression on his face: "You finally admit that you look down on me?"

Sheng Yang was at a loss again: "How can I admit that I despise you?"

"I just said that I have low self-esteem, but now I don't admit it?" Huang Jiaming had a sneer on his face.

"Huang Jiaming, I don't know what to say to you!" Sheng Yang felt that continuing to chat with Huang Jiaming had no other meaning than fueling negative emotions.But just after she finished speaking, she suddenly thought of something, and she became suspicious, and then asked again, "You just froze outside and refused to get on the elevator because you were worried about contrasting with Han Xu?"

It's okay if she doesn't ask this sentence, but suddenly asking such a question completely ignited the anger in Huang Jiaming's heart.

(End of this chapter)