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Chapter 38 Regional Differences
However, it didn't end there.

"Shengyang, there is something I don't know if I should say it or not." Zhou Jing's expression looked very bad, as if he had suddenly become disheartened.

"Mom, tell me." Sheng Yang responded.

Zhou Jing sighed: "Since you asked me to say it, then I'll just say it straight. I think this Huang Jiaming has nothing but a bunch of gossip relatives and a big stupid man. He has average looks and no ability. Not motivated, holding a game console all day long, he is almost forty, and I don’t know what he is thinking! I am a person who has experienced ups and downs for so many years. I have seen everyone and experienced everything. Just people like Huang Jiaming, just your family, it’s just like this, and it’s impossible to develop any more. If you want to live a better life in the future, and want to give you a better environment to grow up, no one can count on you I can only rely on myself! If their family is of a certain level, it’s fine, they are self-righteous if they don’t have anything, and they don’t know where the sense of superiority comes from. Is it because they have a lot of relatives who talk about it? Sheng Yang, you found someone like him and entered such a family, it's really your fate."

Sheng Yang was quite calm after hearing Zhou Jing's words.

But the latter sentence made her feel very uncomfortable.

What's more, Gao Xiaojuan once said the same thing.

The reason why Gao Xiaojuan said this is that she and Huang Jiaming were in the early stage of their marriage, because she felt that when Huang Jiaming almost collapsed after playing games all day without any motivation, Gao Xiaojuan not only did not comfort, but instead used "You despise Huang Jiaming for not being motivated, but you are married again." It's your own fate that gave it to him." These words successfully drove her back.

But now, the phrase "Your fate is not good" came out of Gao Xiaojuan's mouth again.

This feeling is like being attacked by mother-in-law and mother in the same way successively.Although they had different reasons for saying this sentence and different original intentions, they hurt Sheng Yang in the same way.

She was silent for a long time before she asked, "Mom, isn't that what marriage is like? How can there be no grievances in life?"

After Zhou Jing heard this, she suddenly smiled: "There will be grievances in life with anyone, but the premise is that you have to make sure that your grievances are worth it. If you are the one who benefits in the marriage, or if you live most of the time Very happy and happy, the grievance at 01:30 is of course worthwhile. But now? Do you think your situation is like this? Huang Jiaming, who is honest on the surface, is actually a fool, neither capable nor No sense of responsibility!"

Just when Sheng Yang was thinking about how to refute, Zhou Jing said again: "Sheng Yang, do you regret it now? I think there is nothing wrong with you staying in Chengdu back then. The customs, food and drink There is no need to re-adapt to habits and living habits, and there is no need to always be called a foreigner and look at you with colored glasses."

Sheng Yang understood that the reason why Zhou Jing said that was because she was hit at that relatives gathering, which made her depressed these days.

In addition, in the past few days, she heard Sheng Yang quarrel with Huang Jiaming because of the game, and she felt even more uncomfortable.

Thinking of this, Sheng Yang persuaded: "Forget it, who doesn't have any worries? Forget it in the past, don't always stare at those unpleasant things."

These words were all used by Zhou Jing to persuade Sheng Yang when Sheng Yang was unhappy.But today it was the other way around, and it became Sheng Yang comforting Zhou Jing.

After Zhou Jing was silent for a few seconds, she suddenly smiled lightly: "Annoyances are different from annoyances. Do you still remember our former neighbor Feng Qianqian?"

Sheng Yang replied: "Remember, how is she doing now?"

Sheng Yang originally hoped to change the topic through "Feng Qianqian", but he didn't want Zhou Jing to deepen the problems and worries just now to a new level: "Feng Qianqian is not as good as you in appearance, and she is not tall. Two books. But how is the family you are referring to now? Married to a military officer, her husband is tall, handsome, responsible, and motivated. The relationship between husband and wife is good, and the childbirth is smooth. A daughter was born the year before last. Another son was born. During Chinese New Year last year, the couple came back with a son and a daughter, and your Uncle Feng and Aunt Yuan were so happy that they couldn’t keep their mouths shut.”

Sheng Yang pretended not to understand the meaning of Zhou Jing's words, and responded casually: "That's a good thing, Uncle Feng is right to be happy."

Zhou Jing turned his head and glanced at Sheng Yang, with obvious dissatisfaction in his eyes: "Sheng Yang, don't pretend you don't understand!"

"I didn't pretend." Sheng Yang's voice was very low.

Zhou Jing continued: "Do you still remember when you were young, your Aunt Yuan envied me all day long. She thought that I gave birth to a daughter who was beautiful and could speak well, and things would happen. Later, your college entrance examination was better than Feng Qianqian, so they were more concerned about her." I'm envious. Now it's all right, you're not as good as others, it's mother's turn to envy others!"

When Zhou Jing spoke, the sense of loss and frustration in his words could not be added.

"Isn't this quite normal?" Sheng Yang pretended not to notice Zhou Jing's negative emotions, his tone was calm and indifferent, "Different stages of life have different standards and different objects of envy."

"Shengyang, you were given by Huang Jiaming." Zhou Jing gritted his teeth, as if he couldn't find a suitable word to describe it for a while.

Sheng Yang simply helped her find a word: "Have I been harmed by Huang Jiaming?"

Zhou Jing hadn't calmed down yet, and was silent for a few seconds before saying, "Even if it's not a scourge, it's a downgrade. What kind of man is standing behind a woman is really important."

Sheng Yang said: "What era is it now? Is the value of a woman determined by the man around her? Shouldn't it be determined by herself?"

After hearing this, Zhou Jing breathed a sigh of relief, but what she said was still full of regret: "If a woman is good, but the man around her is not good, it will be greatly reduced. With a stubborn stone, can it still shine?"

Sheng Yang smiled noncommittally: "So, I have to work harder, live like a light, and strive to add color to the stubborn stones around me."

Even though Sheng Yang said so, only she knew how she felt in her heart.

On the way back to 1601, she suddenly began to think: Why did she get together with Huang Jiaming in the first place?
Although she is beautiful, she is not very social.I met Huang Jiaming at a roommate's birthday party. When everyone was singing the birthday song, Huang Jiaming's gaze fell on Sheng Yang and never looked away.Before leaving, she asked for Sheng Yang's phone number.For a long time later, Huang Jiaming sent her messages all day long to ask her about her health
Love seems to be slowly sprouting in that word, and then slowly deepening.

Huang Jiaming was Sheng Yang's first love. At that age when everyone was ignorant, they had many good times between them.

But now, Sheng Yang can't remember those beautiful past at all.

Yes, can't remember at all!
(End of this chapter)