Sunshine starting line

Chapter 44

"But people always have emotions!" Zhou Jing's expression was obviously ugly, "There must be a way to vent emotions, right? If you have grievances in your heart and you insist on forcing yourself to endure it, wouldn't it be a disease?"

Before Zhou Jing finished speaking, Gao Xiaojuan immediately retorted: "Sister Jing, I understand you. You are just such a daughter, and your heart hurts very much. In fact, I have always felt sorry for Sheng Yang, and I used to treat her like my own daughter. But I Later, I felt that no matter how much I love someone, I can’t always spoil her. In any case, there must be rules. Otherwise, wouldn’t this family be messed up? "

Although Gao Xiaojuan had a smile on her face, the words she said were worse than the ones she said.

Zhou Jing couldn't stand it, but facing Sheng Yang's in-laws, she still couldn't tear her face apart: "Sister Juan, Sheng Yang is not unreasonable. Who are you calling her unlucky early in the morning?" can't bear it"

"Cough—" A loud and long cough suddenly rang out, interrupting Zhou Jing's words.

Huang Yunshan took a puff of cigarette, as if he was choked suddenly, and also as if he did it on purpose: "Forget it, forget it, what's the point of being so noisy in the early morning? Let's give in, and all problems will be solved."

After Huang Yunshan finished speaking, he looked at Gao Xiaojuan, then at Zhou Jing.

Gao Xiaojuan had a smile on her face and "unyielding" in her eyes.The smile on Zhou Jing's face could no longer be held back, and the stubbornness in his eyes couldn't be added.

As for Huang Jiaming, he stood there from the beginning to the end, his eyes fell on the goldfish bowl from the beginning to the end, his eyes were empty, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Seeing that Huang Jiaming hadn't left, Huang Yunshan urged: "Jiaming, go to work quickly, don't be late! Don't meddle in such things from now on!"

After hearing this, Huang Jiaming left quickly.

Immediately afterwards, Zhou Jing also turned around and went back.

In the huge living room, only Huang Yunshan and Gao Xiaojuan were left.

Standing in the center of the living room, Gao Xiaojuan stared at the pot of water boiled with grapefruit leaves, and at the rising heat, she suddenly said: "No way! Sheng Yang must take a bath with grapefruit leaves. Go and die for outsiders, no It can't be cleaned!"

Huang Yunshan was silent for a few seconds, and then said "Mmm".

After Sheng Yang returned to the office, he saw Zheng Gege, and the two talked about what happened last night.After this chat, the sullenness in Sheng Yang's heart quickly dissipated.

However, as soon as she turned on the computer, she received a WeChat message from Huang Jiaming: Go back tonight and take the initiative to admit my mistake to my mother.

Sheng Yang paused, and recalled three words: Why?
Huang Jiaming replied quickly: She is old, her brain is not as good as yours, and her heart is not as good as yours.You bow your head first, and the family will be harmonious.

Sheng Yang wanted to continue to explain clearly to Huang Jiaming, but thinking that there was still so much work to be done, he replied with one word: OK.

Huang Jiaming also seemed surprised by Sheng Yang's attitude, and quickly replied: Thank you, I didn't expect you to be so easy to talk to today.

Sheng Yang sent a "smiley face", and the chat ended.

After returning home at night, Sheng Yang was about to apologize, so Gao Xiaojuan brought grapefruit leaf water for her to wash again.

Sheng Yang suddenly became angry again, so he asked, "Grandma, have you kept this grapefruit leaf water since morning?"

Gao Xiaojuan looked helpless: "I'm new. I went to the market again to boil this grapefruit leaf water. Later, I couldn't find it in the market. I went to your second aunt's house again. My waist is so bad."

Sheng Yang really didn't want to hear it anymore, so he quickly said: "That's all right, all right, I'll wash it."

Just like that, Shengyang specially took a bath with grapefruit leaf water, Gao Xiaojuan watched her come out of the bathroom, and a smile appeared on the corner of her lips: "It's good to have washed early, you feel refreshed, and the whole family is safe too Heart."

Sheng Yang didn't say much to her, and started reading after dinner.

But Zhou Jing was not feeling well all day long, and she just wanted to wait for Sheng Yang to get off work, and then vomit her bitterness to her.

When she came to look for Sheng Yang, she saw that Sheng Yang was watching "The Biography of Liu Bang, Emperor Gaozu of the Han Dynasty". Judging from her demeanor, she was engrossed in watching it, and she didn't even notice that Zhou Jing was coming.

Zhou Jing stood at the door for a long time before she realized Zhou Jing's existence, so she put down the book in her hand.

It was only then that Zhou Jing discovered that there were two other books beside Sheng Yang, one was Wang Yangming's "Biography and Xilu", and the other was Master Xingyun's "Relief".

"Why didn't you say hello when you came?" Sheng Yang stood up while speaking.

Zhou Jing didn't answer her question, but kept her eyes on the books beside her. After staring at them for a while, she asked, "What? Seeking comfort?"

After hearing this, Sheng Yang couldn't help laughing: "That's not it!"

"Then why are you reading these books?" Zhou Jing asked.

"What's wrong with reading these books?" Sheng Yang said while helping Zhou Jing move the stool, "I was just reading "Han Gaozu Liu Bang Biography", and suddenly felt that Liu Bang is very respectable."

Zhou Jing looked at the chair that Sheng Yang brought for her, and didn't sit down in a hurry, but continued to ask: "Why do you suddenly admire Liu Bang again? Didn't you like Xiang Yu, the overlord of Chu?"

Sheng Yang thought for a while: "I used to know about Liu Bang and Xiang Yu from film and television dramas and literary works, and they were not objective enough. At that time, I always felt that Xiang Yu was a great hero and manly. Especially in the end when he had nowhere to go and committed suicide in Wujiang River. I think it has a bit of heroic spirit and tragic artistic beauty. But now that I am mature and understand a lot, my views are different.”

"What about Liu Bang? What are the advantages?" Zhou Jing sat down on that chair.

"Liu Bang knows people well, makes good use of them, does not hesitate to reward, is not jealous of talents, is firm and resistant to setbacks, is fickle and wise, can bend, stretch and endure." Sheng Yang continued, "To sum it up in two words: a big heart. I saw what he did Those big things, and suddenly I feel how stupid it is to worry about the trivial things in front of me all day long."

After Sheng Yang finished speaking, Zhou Jing suddenly laughed twice, and then said: "Sheng Yang, what you said just now is to educate me?"

"No."

"It's fine if you don't have one." Zhou Jing was dubious, but quickly put the topic on the right track, "Shengyang, do you know what your father-in-law said today?"

"What did he say?" Sheng Yang asked.

"He actually said, let him not get involved in housework in the future." Zhou Jing still looked disappointed when he said that.

Sheng Yang thought about it, but he didn't find anything wrong with this sentence, so he said, "Isn't this a normal sentence? Is there something wrong?"

"No problem?" Zhou Jing suddenly smiled helplessly, "Shengyang, you really haven't experienced anything, you are childish! You are a daughter-in-law married from afar, and if there are any conflicts at home, it is all from the in-law's family! In this case Next, if Huang Jiaming doesn't help you, no one will help you. But your father-in-law asked Huang Jiaming not to get involved in this kind of thing, what do you think he's at ease with?"

Hearing Zhou Jing's explanation, Sheng Yang suddenly felt that there was something wrong with Huang Yunshan's words.

At the same time, she also suddenly remembered that when she and Huang Jiaming were just married, there were no major conflicts with her in-laws, and there were constant small frictions, but Huang Jiaming did avoid it as much as he could, and the feeling of isolation and helplessness appeared countless times.

But at that time, she didn't think deeply at all, and now after Zhou Jing's reminder, it seemed that she had found the root of the problem in an instant, as if she had no answer at all!
"Look at me, for you, I sold everything in my hometown and bought a house here." Zhou Jing started again, and as he talked, his eye circles suddenly turned red, "Although I bought this house, but Because this is someone else's territory, there are a lot of relatives and friends here, and I feel like I am living under the fence."

Sheng Yang looked at Zhou Jing's increasingly red eye circles, and she who was still a little sad suddenly suppressed her negative emotions back, and said in a comforting tone: "Mom, I think you can change your thinking."

"How?" Zhou Jing asked.

Sheng Yang thought for a while before answering: "China is so big, there is no one inch of land that really belongs to a certain person, it is shared by all of us Chinese. That is to say, although our hometown is in Chengdu, since we came to Shencheng , and settled here, we are the people of Shencheng, the masters of Shencheng, and our own masters! If you think so, won’t you be so sad?”

Sheng Yang's ingenious reassurance persuaded Zhou Jing.At least, the originally red eye circles began to change slightly, but the words he said were still somewhat unwilling: "You can continue Ah Q!"

(End of this chapter)