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Chapter 53 A Letter to My Game Addicted Husband
She forgot how long Sheng Yang stood at Huang Jiaming's door that night.When she felt that her legs were aching and numb, she gently closed the study door, turned and left.

Whether she came or she left, Huang Jiaming has never noticed, and has been fighting in the game all the time.

After she went back to bed, she didn't sleep.She was thinking: Do you really want a divorce?What happens to the children after the divorce?How does she explain to both parents?If she really divorced, would she be sad?
When she thought about this question, the scene when she and Huang Jiaming were separated appeared in her mind, as well as the surprised expressions of Huanhuan and Lele, or their sad and helpless cries.Thinking of this, her tears came out
She is a woman with flesh and blood, and she can't be truly free and easy when it comes to divorce.What's more, they still have two children, and the cost of divorce is not low.

Therefore, she planned to give Huang Jiaming another chance.This marriage, if it can be saved, it will be saved, if it cannot be saved, she will not have to struggle and regret it in the future.

At noon the next day, Sheng Yang took advantage of his break time to write a long letter to Huang Jiaming.

Jiaming:

In fact, I have always wanted to sit down with you and have a good talk with you calmly.However, since we had talked too many times before, each talk would end in a fight.So much so that we have never had an effective conversation in more than ten years of marriage.Therefore, I took the form of writing letters to communicate with you.

It has been more than ten years since we first met, knew each other, fell in love, and then got married and had children.These more than ten years seem to have passed by in a flash, but also seem to be extremely long.The former is because we seem to have been repeating yesterday for more than ten years, and the latter is because such days are boring and suffering.I believe that even if I don't say it, you can feel it.But, what went wrong?I thought about it carefully and found out a few reasons:
First, we lack common interests and hobbies. You like to play games, and I like to read and write. Basically, they do their own things and play their own things. It seems that they do not interfere with each other, but there is a lack of communication.Over time, the emotions will naturally be dull, and the relationship will naturally be alienated.Maybe you think it's normal, thousands of couples have come here like this.However, if we can have a common family, two common children, and work together for a better life, wouldn't it be a good thing?

Second, I have always had some opinions on your playing games, and we have quarreled countless times because of this.But after every quarrel, you are still the same, you haven't changed at all.You once asked me: If you don't play games, what else can you do?I thought your question was ridiculous at the time.Have you ever thought about the meaning of being alive?Do you ever feel that playing games is a waste of life?Well, even if it’s a waste of life, since you can get happiness from it, let’s count it as you have found the meaning of life for the time being!But what about children?Children will be affected by their parents' behavior. Do you really want them to be like you in the future?Even though your parents didn't care about your addiction to games after we got married, do they really care?Jiaming, I don't want you to achieve much, but I hope you can have a positive attitude. This is also the most basic respect you have for yourself and your family.

Third, although we have been living with your parents since we got married.But there is no denying that we are a small family.We should build a sense of family responsibility, for our children, and for ourselves.So, I don't want our life to be interfered too much by your parents.Of course, you may feel that no matter what they do or say, it is for our own good.But have you ever thought that there is a big gap between the two generations in terms of education level, cognitive level, and lifestyle.Even if there is no right or wrong in this book, once mixed together, all kinds of contradictions will appear!And you, never thought of resolving conflicts, avoid them if you can.Even if you really feel that I am wronged, you still hope to dilute everything through time, or let me adjust and calm down by myself.As my husband, do you think this is appropriate?

Jia Ming, I still have too many things I want to tell you, but I worry that you will be annoyed if I talk too much.Let’s take the above as some of the problems that I have the most headaches, entanglements, and problems that I want to solve the most!If you are interested in solving it, we will do our best to change each other and strive to make this family develop in a good direction.If you don't want to solve it, please tell me clearly, we can make plans for the next one.

After Sheng Yang sent this letter to Huang Jiaming, Huang Jiaming never replied.

In this regard, Sheng Yang was a little helpless.But at the same time, she also considered that Huang Jiaming might be busy and didn't have time to reply or think deeply.

But at this moment, Zheng Gege didn't know what stimulated him, and suddenly began to envy Sheng Yang: "I think the three girls in our department are the happiest in Sheng Yang."

Zheng Gege has always called herself a "girl", and Sheng Yang and Qianhui have long been used to it.

Sheng Yang looked up at Zheng Gege and saw that she was carefully applying eye cream with a small mirror, so he asked, "Why am I happy?"

Zheng Gege continued to apply eye cream around the eyes with his index finger, and said: "You have a husband, two daughters, and three elderly people to help you take care of the children. When the daughter grows up, the two sons-in-law will rush to treat you well. So, you are very happy."

After hearing this, Sheng Yang couldn't help laughing: "What did I think it was? It turned out to be the old view. I am indeed happy, and I am almost kidnapped by happiness!"

After Zheng Gege heard this, he suddenly put down the small mirror in his hand: "It's okay to be kidnapped by happiness, it's tightly tied to happiness, and most people can't envy you!"

It was only then that Sheng Yang realized that Zheng Gege's face was showing a hint of disappointment, and he said, "Aren't you happy too? Your parents are healthy, your family background is good, your job is stable, your appearance is good, your husband loves you and you have a successful career." , although I chose DINK, but it’s perfect to be carefree and free, isn’t it?”

Zheng Gege sighed: "Actually, it's good to have children. The more I look at Pandy now, the more cute I feel. I wish he was my own."

"What? Repented?" Sheng Yang asked.

If it was the past, Zheng Gege would immediately refute: No?I will never regret any of my decisions!
But today, she was silent, as if she had suddenly fallen into a trance.

Just when Zheng Gege was silent, Sheng Yang was surprised, and looked at Zheng Gege with disbelief: "You don't really regret it, do you?"

Zheng Gege just recovered from the trance, and then quickly denied: "No, no, I just said it casually!"

(End of this chapter)