After Chuan Shu died, the four apprentices turned black

Chapter 50 Past and Present
"What do you mean?"

First, his heart trembled violently for a moment, and then doubts arose immediately, deep doubts and perplexity.

I don't understand what Yueying means by saying this at all, even though she said it very concisely and sincerely, but in the current context, it is just incomprehensible.

What does it mean that she is not looking for Pang Yuan but him?
Seeing his incomprehensible expression, Yueying was overjoyed, but she still patiently explained:

"It means that the person I have been looking for is you, but I thought your name was Pang Yuan, so I told everyone that I was looking for Pang Yuan, but now you say that your name is not Pang Yuan, then I am not looking for Pang Yuan gone."

"what's your name?"

He struggled to digest the news, swallowed and said, "I don't have a name."

"No name!?" Yueying was extremely surprised, "Then what do you usually call you?"

"Oh," he sneered, probably recalling some bad memories, "Bitch, rubbish, or that gorefiend, that kid... There are so many names, call them whatever you want, not everyone is qualified for names own."

Yueying frowned, and she could imagine the hardships of his life through the lines. Being bullied is already a common occurrence. When he told his injustice, there was no indignation or loss, more like numbness, like acceptance look like the truth.

The world is like this, a blood demon like him is destined to be spurned and bullied by everyone.

She paused, and asked softly:

"How come, didn't you name yourself? No matter what others call you, you can have a name."

He shook his head, expressing his confusion, isn't the name just for others to call him?What's the point of a name if you have a name but no one calls you by that name?
"Okay, what name do you want to be called, tell me now, and I will always call you that in the future."

Yueying's words were like a fire, igniting some flames that had long been extinguished in his heart, and made him short of breath. Maybe it was just a title for her, so that she could call someone, but for him, it was a It is a kind of dignity, and being able to be called by a formal title is a symbol of dignity and recognition.

"...Pang Yuan." He murmured, speaking in a very low voice.

Yueying heard it clearly, and a subtle feeling came to her heart, as if it was a fateful encounter, a kind of fate destined:
"Have you decided to call yourself Pang Yuan?"

He nodded vigorously, eyes determined.

He likes this name very much, because it was what Yue Ying said, since she was looking for Pang Yuan before, then he is Pang Yuan now, and he will be Pang Yuan from now on, this name merges with him, Yue Ying The names and people Ying was looking for also overlapped, which gave him a surging feeling, as if he was finally worthy of the identity he was looking for.

Now that he has become Pang Yuan, he no longer has to worry about being exposed for pretending to be someone else's identity, because this identity is his own, and he can stand in front of Yue Ying with Pang Yuan's identity.

Even if nothing has changed, but everything has changed.

It turns out that this is the origin of this name. This name was not originally owned by Pang Yuan, nor was it taken by others, but brought by her. From the future, from Pang Yuan in the future, she brought this name to the past. Pang Yuan.

This is fate and destiny. This book was originally a straight line, but memory retrospect opened a channel for her, connecting the future and the past together to form a mutually interfering circle.

At this moment, Yue Ying suddenly understood a lot, and felt that she had more connections with the person in front of her, and a different and more complicated connection with the others, as if they had become two intertwined threads.

"Okay, Pang Yuan," she murmured, "You will be called Pang Yuan from now on."

She squatted down and looked at him at the same level, and the eyes of the two told each other that the huge gap between them was filled with a name, and the two people who did not trust each other a minute ago had become closer.

He finally changed from the trembling and uneasy state he had been in before facing Yueying, he became more natural, his body relaxed, and he returned to his usual state.

"So, what do you want me for?" He spread his hands and asked the bottom line.

"Ask this again." Yue Ying felt a little headache, and really didn't know how to explain this question.

"Of course, I can't ignore this strange thing because of an inexplicable reason? A high-level demon came to find a blood demon, and I need a reasonable explanation."

"Make a deal," Yue Ying changed the subject, "I'll help you become stronger, you give up looking for the reason, and stop asking this question."

Pang Yuan was stunned, not knowing the necessary relationship between the two, and also surprised that she was willing to help him become stronger for an ambiguous reason. Strong, it must be because he is your partner of the same race.

If it's not relative, then it's worth guessing, is it for taking advantage?Or do you have other plans?
In short, almost all of them are bad things. Blindly trusting others is not a good choice, but Pang Yuan just hesitated for a few seconds, and inexplicably agreed.

He didn't know why, but he felt that Yueying was different from other monsters in the abyss. The rules in the abyss didn't seem to apply to her. She didn't have so many twists and turns, and she could do whatever she wanted. Absolutely not cheating.

Of course, it is also possible that she is deceiving people with every word, and her deceiving skills have reached the point of perfection, making it impossible for people to tell the difference.

I don't know when, Pang Yuan has chosen to completely believe in this guy who has known him for no more than three days and had formal contact with him for less than half a day.

"Okay...how can you help me?" He was very curious, what kind of means the high demon would use to help a blood demon with a very low limit.

"Why don't you be my subordinate?" She seemed very distressed. Although she vowed to help him become stronger, her mind was empty and she had no idea at all. She couldn't even control her own strength perfectly, so what? What about helping a race that you don't understand to improve your strength?
So racking her brains, she came up with a relatively reliable method that had already been verified by someone.

"Qiu Wu said that after he became my subordinate, his strength has increased a lot, and he can also use my magic energy. Enemies that were invincible before can also be easily defeated."

She looked at him with bright eyes, as if she was expecting him to agree.

Pang Yuan pursed his lips and shook his head:
"No, I don't want to be a slave."

Even though he is just a very weak demon, and becoming the subordinate of a high-level demon is the dream of most demons, he still does not want to be a subordinate whose life is in the hands of others at any time. Unreconciled, unwilling to be a slave...

Perhaps it was this kind of personality that made him stand out from many ordinary blood demons, but it also made him reject Yueying's proposal.

Yueying is not surprised. If she were her, she would not be willing to be someone else's little follower. Who hasn't dreamed of relying on their own strength to step up step by step and become the protagonist of the world?But the only difference is that Pang Yuan is indeed one of the protagonists in this world.

So she didn't feel that he didn't know good and bad, and even took it for granted. If he agreed to be her subordinate, the development of the story would be too boring.

"Okay, then I'll think of another way." Helplessly, she stood up and looked down at him. His thick red hair blocked most of his face, and black horns broke through the red hair and protruded from his head. hard.

Pang Yuan raised his head and said strangely:

"You don't know how to make me stronger?"

"Of course I know, but isn't the most direct method denied by you? Ordinary methods are not that effective. What I want to do is not to make you a little bit stronger, but a lot stronger! If it is really that simple, there is There are thousands of ways to make you stronger, so it's not my turn to lead you."

She had reasoned and heard a lot, but she secretly said in her heart that I really have no other good way to make you stronger, for the time being.

"Okay." A trace of disappointment flashed in his eyes, and he responded dryly.

"Are you going back with me?"

"Where are you going back?" Pang Yuan turned his head and looked at the dark cave not far away. He usually said that he would go back to his own cave when he went back, but it was obvious that Yue Ying's words of going back did not mean going back to the cave.

"of course……"

To where I live, of course.

Before Yueying could finish speaking, under his probing and apprehensive eyes, he broke away from the memory retrospective. All the previous pictures collapsed, and everything returned to the normal timeline.

The wailing of the giant beast was heard again, but the shock had subsided. At this time, she returned to Pang Yuan's arms for some reason, and he sat firmly on the throne of power on the back of the giant beast with her in his arms, with a relaxed expression. .

"Can you be in a daze at such a time?" His low and joking voice came from above.

Yueying raised her head to look at him, and was once again impressed by his flawless face.

"Not in a daze." She explained.

Pang Yuan lowered his eyes: "What is that?"

"I don't know why, but I always feel..." Yue Ying stretched out her hand as she spoke, and slowly stroked his smooth forehead under his gaze, "You should have two horns here."

Instead of directly saying what she remembered, she hinted at what he remembered in subtle ways.

The reason for doing this is that her current situation is different from that of Nangong Yuheng at that time. The body she uses now is not the same as the one in the memory retrospective. In the memory retrospective, she is a demon body, but now she is trying Feeling it for a while, she was indeed an ordinary person who couldn't be more ordinary. She guessed that this was the reason why Pang Yuan didn't realize that she was Yueying when he first met her.

But Pang Yuan recognized her again now, which means that although her physical body is different, the soul or spirit in her body, which she doesn't understand, has not changed.

Hearing her words, Pang Yuan fell silent, staring fixedly at her, as if trying to see through something.

But Yueying didn't continue talking, she thought he would take the initiative to ask, but unexpectedly, Pang Yuan regained his composure, gently pulled her hand down and put it back, and said softly:

"Perhaps . . . You haven't said what the little guy's name is."

He pointed to the giant beast under his feet. As he spoke, he lifted his right foot and stepped on the back of the giant beast. The giant beast immediately spread its wide wings. Under the dark scales, it could be seen that the solid and powerful muscles were working, and then The gust of wind suddenly picked up, and the giant beast soared into the sky and flew to a high place.

Yue Ying felt the thrill of flying into the air, her heart was pounding, and was immediately soothed by a gentle force, which came from Pang Yuan. Under his control, the two sat on the seat smoothly, even the giant beast The strong wind caused by the rapid flight could not disturb them, and they were naturally separated from the two sides.

The giant beast flapped its wings and entered a stable flight stage.

"Dahei." Yue Ying casually chose a name, she admired him for being so calm, if she hadn't really seen him when he was a child, she would have been fooled by his plain appearance.

"It's really ugly." Pang Yuan frowned, "Your ability to name has been greatly reduced."

When it came to naming, Yueying regained her spirits, struggled to sit up from his embrace, and looked at him at the same level:

"From what you said, I thought I had too many nice names before."

Pang Yuan narrowed his eyes, and found her weirdness more and more. She was obviously shy before, she looked very resistant to Abyss, and she had always been very repulsive to him, but now she is not afraid of him at all, and said something... If he feels wrong.

The reason why he feels that these words are wrong is because he clearly knows that Yueying can't remember the past at all.

He knew that although Yue Ying hadn't changed in spirit, she had reincarnated into another person. After all, he watched her lose her life before his eyes. To really come back, she needed a lot of complicated means.

But what she said now, he almost doubted whether she had obtained the memory of her previous life.

"It's not you, it's you from the previous life." Pang Yuan slowly corrected her.

"Past life?"

"What me in the previous life?"

"So you keep saying that you know me and say something that you understand me well, but it's actually not me at all, but me from the previous life?"

Yueying was very surprised, she didn't expect this matter to involve such a mysterious theory of past life and present life. Sure enough, she said why it was clearly another body in the memory retrospective, and it turned out that it was her previous life!

I felt a little bit bitter for a while, I was so powerful in my previous life, how could I become so weak after reincarnation, and become an ordinary person with no power to restrain a chicken.

"That's right, but it doesn't matter. Now that I'm back, there's no distinction between past and present lives. As long as it's Yueying." He smiled slightly, "I'll help you change back, aren't you reconciled? How did it become like this? Weak human beings without the ability to resist, this is not suitable for you at all, you should be stronger..."

He seemed to be talking to Yue Ying, but his eyes were erratic, as if he was talking to himself, and he seemed to be talking to Yue Ying from the past.

She guessed what he wanted to do from between the lines:
"You want to turn me into a monster?"

"It's not becoming, Yue Ying," Pang Yuan touched her face comfortingly, "It's for you to come back, the abyss is your home."

(End of this chapter)