After being forced to raise a tyrannical prince, I was stalked insane

Chapter 346 Two Choices
Luo Qingqing suddenly couldn't tell what kind of mood she was in...

In her previous life, she just died like that?

I'm so frustrated...

And her cat.

It's annoying, but it shouldn't have ended like that.

Suddenly, she had no idea of ​​continuing to question Zhou Shi and comfort Zhou Shi.

Silently went back to the small courtyard, lay down on the kang, eyes staring blankly.

The Luo family in the yard looked at each other.

Mr. Luo said angrily, "Look at you, what nonsense are you talking about? Qingqing has always been by our side, why isn't she our daughter?"

"But I just dreamed about it." Zhou muttered, "The Luo Qingqing in the dream died, and when she woke up, she became our daughter..."

Mr. Luo: ...

"Tell me about you, what do you want me to say about you?"

He said earnestly: "Haven't you ever thought that what you saw is our daughter's past life?"

As he talked, even he himself began to believe: "You think our daughter really remembers those things in her previous life, right? That's why I suddenly became unhappy when I heard you say these words just now. "

Everyone can see Luo Qingqing's loss.

After being said by Mr. Luo, Zhou couldn't help but started to mutter.

"Maybe it's really possible."

But she was still very confused: "Then where did our girl go? I mean the girl before she woke up..."

"There is nothing before and after. I think you are just thinking wildly and thinking too much." Mr. Luo said: "Maybe God let you go through this, just to let you see our daughter's past life, and then treat her well in this life." a little."

"Aren't I treating her badly in my life?" After hearing this, Mrs. Zhou was not happy.

Okay?

Mr. Luo himself didn't know.

"Anyway, that's what I mean, you probably understand it." He said, "Why do you keep picking on my words!"

He poked his neck: "Anyway, our daughter must be our daughter, it can't be someone else."

"Why are you so sure?" Mrs. Zhou glared at him.

Mr. Luo said: "Why? Just because she has been helping our big family! Do you think my daughter is not our daughter? But if she is really not our daughter, why should she treat us well? That day, we I can only drink clear porridge, who brought the wild vegetables? Then who gave us a bag of rice? A bag of noodles?"

He stared and stared: "Isn't it because our daughter found out that we were going to have no food, so I sent it here specially. You can't just because you are full now, you can't be hungry anymore, and the days are getting better, so you don't want to eat." Forget about the past, okay?"

Zhou Shi pursed her lips and did not speak.

Mr. Luo said again: "In the past few days, how did the girl help the boss, the second child, and the third child? Yes, the third child is still idle now, with no property in his hands, but the second child's life now How prosperous is the life, how much money does the jerky shop make in a day? Apart from you and I, the boss and the third child also have a share of the money. Not to mention the two daughters-in-law She's a sister-in-law! Believe it or not, if the third child also has a wife now, the girl will definitely give part of her share to the third wife."

"If she wasn't our own daughter, would she need to be like this? Isn't she happy when she earns money and keeps flowers for herself? Isn't she comfortable?"

Mr. Luo said: "Look at these grandchildren again. Normally, it doesn't have much to do with our daughter, right? It's just a nephew... But should she worry less? Now the big one next to our house What is the purpose of the school? It’s not for these unsatisfactory nephews to have a place to go to school.”

Mrs. Zhou was moved by what he said...

Mr. Luo said earnestly: "You said if she wasn't our daughter, would she be able to leave our family as a drag? If she wasn't dragged down by us, wouldn't he be able to go higher and farther?"

Mr. Luo actually knows a little bit about his daughter's thoughts.

He also hopes that his daughter can go higher and further...

But he didn't want his daughter to lose her happiness because of this.

So it's okay for Juren to treat them too much, but it's not okay to look down on a girl like that.

Even if such a family gets married, in all likelihood, they will not have a good life.

At that time, the mountain will be high and the emperor will be far away. Even if they want to support their daughter, they will be beyond their reach.

What's more, there has never been any natal family to intervene in the matter of marrying a daughter.

If this gets out, maybe someone will poke her back.

"Then..." Zhou suddenly burst into tears: "That Luo Qingqing in the dream is really our daughter? Then... the daughter is so pitiful."

After working so hard all my life, I ended up making wedding clothes for others.

"Do you think those people will properly bury our daughter?"

At this time, Mrs. Zhou was obviously moved by Mr. Luo.

I believed that Luo Qingqing was also her daughter Luo Qingqing.

At this time, when I look at the experiences in the dream again, only distress and anger remain.

"Then how do I know..." Mr. Luo quickly accepted the setting of past and present life.

He sighed and said: "A person dies like a lamp goes out, they are all dead, and they don't care what happens after death, whether it's a grand burial or a hasty shroud, anyway, the dead will not know. .”

Zhou still felt very sad.

The brothers of the Luo family can't hear it...

What, what, what happened.

They could understand every word the father and mother said.

But why does it feel like it's encrypted?

The whole family was in a fog, and Mr. Luo and Mrs. Zhou obviously had no intention of explaining to their sons and grandchildren.

Cheng Yue, who had been hiding behind the crowd, was thoughtful and sneaked into the small courtyard when no one was paying attention.

"What's wrong? Are you unhappy?" Cheng Yue naturally lay beside Luo Qingqing, tilting his head to look at people.

He told Luo Qingqing all the conversations in the yard: "Maybe Aunt just didn't think about it for a while, confusing dream and reality..."

"Do you believe in past and present lives?" Luo Qingqing asked suddenly.

Cheng Yue thought about it seriously and said, "I probably believe it...so, is that really your previous life?"

When he asked this sentence, he already clenched his fist unconsciously.

Luo Qingqing smiled, shook her head and said, "Maybe, maybe not...Whether it's true or not, who knows."

She said: "Sometimes I feel that I may not be able to tell which one is real and which one is fake, maybe they are all fake."

"I always feel that is my previous life." Luo Qingqing was silent for a while and then said: "But the time here is getting longer and longer, and the memory of this place is getting more and more real. a dream..."

"I was born, grew up, and lived in a different era than here, even in a different time and space."

She smiled: "At that time, I was the only legitimate heir in the family."

"But the temptation of money is too great, not to mention that it is also mixed with power and status. Almost everyone in the family is thinking about my death."

"They even said sarcastically in front of my face countless times, why wasn't it me who died at that time?"

Luo Qingqing stared at the roof, gradually lost her mind, as if she had returned to the days in those memories.

She watched those things in her previous life with cold eyes, and played them frame by frame in front of her eyes.

"The first time I killed someone was thanks to them."

The corners of Luo Qingqing's mouth curled slightly, and she sneered: "Later, I finally left that place of right and wrong."

I thought that in that life, I could spend my life in peace...

Farming, growing flowers, every day, besides being in a daze, I am in a daze, or I just feel like doing something on a whim.

You can do a lot of boring things...

As a result, he opened his eyes and came to this place.

Everything has to start all over again.

This is actually nothing.

No matter where she is, no matter what happens, she does not lack the courage to start again.

But why let her know the ending of her previous life?
"In fact, sometimes I wonder, what is the purpose of a person's busy life?"

So just now, she was confused.

"Forget it, let's not talk about it." She said: "I don't know what to say, maybe it's just a temporary emotion, and it will be fine after a while."

Cheng Yue hummed, "I'll accompany you."

Luo Qingqing didn't say anything, but reached out and rubbed his head twice.

"The way you look makes me feel like you're petting a dog's head." Cheng Yue couldn't help protesting.

Luo Qingqing suddenly laughed: "Aren't you scolding yourself?"

Cheng Yue choked.

"I didn't! Don't misinterpret what I mean, okay!" he said.

Luo Qingqing smiled and said yes.

The two of them joked around for a while, but they really relaxed their mood.

Cheng Yue suddenly asked: "Do you want to live your future life? You have been growing potatoes and vegetables in Luojia Village like this?"

"Yes." Luo Qingqing said: "If there is no pressure in life, if there is no need to earn money to support the family, this kind of life is probably what I want most."

However, with the situation of Luo's family at that time, it was obvious that there was no way to allow her to lie down.

But things are different now.

So she doesn't really have much ambition...

As long as there are enough fields to grow, she doesn't want to leave Anzhou.

As she said that, she also lay on her stomach like Cheng Yue: "What about you? Just want to be like this, here anonymously, to be a little teacher?"

"Otherwise, I'm a useless prince..." Cheng Yue said.

He was actually very confused.

If he kept his anonymity here like this, would there really be a place for him and Luo Qingqing when the new emperor takes the throne?
"Do you want to regain the crown prince?" Luo Qingqing asked bluntly without going around in circles.

Cheng Yue was silent for a while.

"I've thought about it before, very much. If I'm alive, if there is any support for me to be reduced to this point, it's probably because of this thing." He said.

Another long period of silence followed.

Luo Qingqing thought he had finished speaking, so she asked, "What about now? Don't want to?"

Cheng Yue hummed, but shook his head again: "I can't say I don't want to, it's more about entanglement."

"Troubled?" Luo Qingqing tilted her head to look at him: "Troubled with what?"

"Confused about what I want more."

Cheng Yue said: "On the one hand, I want to recapture the position of prince, stand on the top of no one, so that those who have hurt me before will get my revenge one by one..."

He pursed his lips slightly, wondering if Luo Qingqing would feel scary with such a dark mind, and would he stay away from him?

For a long time, Cheng Yue didn't dare to look up at Luo Qingqing, fearing that he would see disappointment in those beautiful eyes.

"I……"

He hesitated to speak, trying to save some influence, when he heard Luo Qingqing ask: "Isn't this quite purposeful? Then what are you still struggling with?"

"Don't you think my thoughts are dark and despicable?" Cheng Yue asked subconsciously.

Luo Qingqing was puzzled and said, "Why do you think you are dark and despicable... just because you want to kill them?"

Cheng Yuedi hummed.

"If you don't kill them, why are you still holding them up and finding two boards for them? Repaying grievances with virtue?"

Luo Qingqing said: "You must not listen to any nonsense that persuades you to be magnanimous, think about any accusations that the disaster is not as good as your family, and don't think that after killing that person or this person, his/her family will be reduced to what kind of predicament , What a miserable life to live..."

"Why?" Cheng Yue was suddenly at a loss.

Luo Qingqing smiled, a little mockingly: "Because when those people harmed you, they didn't consider your relatives, subordinates, and the miserable situation you would fall into."

"You can forgive those who hurt you generously, as long as you don't feel blocked when you think about the hurt you have experienced," she said.

How could it be possible not to feel blocked?

Every time he recalled the past, he wished to destroy the entire Dajing...

Even destroy everything except Dajing.

"Anyway, no matter what other people do, if it's me, I will definitely not be able to forgive."

Luo Qingqing said: "In my previous life, when I encountered those things, I wished I could kill everyone involved."

She smiled self-deprecatingly: "Of course, in that world, I couldn't do this at all, and now I can't do it here."

Luo Qingqing stretched out two fingers: "There are only two choices in front of me, either forget all the past, or think about it every time, and can only toss and turn alone in the middle of the night, depressed, and want to destroy the world In the end, he could only become more helpless and furious, and then continued to toss and turn, restless, day after day, night after night, until the day came when he completely collapsed and could no longer persuade himself... Everything is considered it's over."

(End of this chapter)