When I woke up, my whole family was in rebellion!

Chapter 81

Some things are much easier to do once you start.When you let go of the burden that is blocking the door of your heart, the things that you once felt unspeakable can flow out slowly like a stream without you noticing.

"Then why don't you come to see me?"

Xie Lingyun finally told the truth that she had been struggling with but dared not admit. Since the last farewell, she was actually secretly looking forward to the next meeting with Gu Xingzhi.

It's a pity that she was blocked several times and couldn't come to her.Although I feel a little lost in my heart, I also think, why can't he come to me?
Gu Xingzhi seldom came to her on his own initiative, and he seldom expressed anything. Even if he sent Eunuch Liu to send some things last time, it was in the name of celebrating the opening of her nail shop, so people couldn't guess what was in it. deep meaning.

Love is such a thing, it can be wonderful fun to guess from time to time.But if people have to guess all the time, then it will change the meaning.

She likes Gu Xingzhi, but she doesn't want to guess.But she didn't guess, and felt that all this was so uncertain that she couldn't find a way to go down.

Gu Xingzhi reported illness several times, but he escaped the disputes in the court.She secretly listened to her brother analyzing Gu Xingzhi's wisdom in the study, which was obviously a good thing, but the more she listened, the more uncomfortable she became.

Yes, he is so smart, he has calculated everything, but he just forgot about me?

Xie Lingyun wondered more than once whether Gu Xingzhi believed that he liked him and would not leave, so he threw it aside like a kitten or puppy, just thinking about it to tease him.

She doesn't like this state, so this time, she also wants to confirm each other's minds.

It's not about being hypocritical and wanting to do something, but about feelings, if only one side is working hard to move forward, it won't last long after all.

She wanted to be with Gu Xingzhi for a long time, so she had to be so cautious.

Xie Lingyun raised her head and met Gu Xingzhi's gaze. She didn't know how to describe that gaze, but felt that her heart skipped a beat the moment she saw it.

"I dare not come to see you."

Gu Xingzhi resisted the fishy sweetness in his throat, the more he stood here, the more torture he would suffer, but he would rather do this than leave.

Red beans are born in the southern country, and this thing is the most lovesick.

Hearing these words before, Gu Xingzhi didn't feel any emotion in his heart.But when Xie Lingyun stood in front of her, she felt as if the whole world stopped.

It made him want to stop time, stop himself, and let the world stop at this moment of meeting.

He lightly brushed Xie Lingyun's cheek with his hand, and said with difficulty: "After seeing you once, I'm afraid I won't be able to resist the second or third meeting... So, I dare not go to see you."

Xie Lingyun's eyelashes fluttered and drooped, and suddenly she didn't dare to look at him.The red cloud and heat crept up behind her ears quietly, sweeping across half of her face like a breeze passing by.

"What is there to dare to see..."

Xie Lingyun's voice was low, with a hint of shyness and joy. She grabbed the corner of the clothes with her hands and twisted them around. When the poor corner of the clothes was loosened, it was already wrinkled and invisible.

There are too many things hidden in my heart, and when I really want to say it, I don't know where to start.But if the misunderstanding between the two is not completely resolved this time, even if the estrangement is eliminated now, it will easily regenerate in the future.

If it were someone else, even if it was Gu Sheng, Gu Xingzhi would not care about these things.If he wants to believe it, he will believe it, and if he doesn't want to believe it, he will just let it go. There is no need to fight for anything or worry about anything.

But when the person standing in front of him was Xie Lingyun, it was different.

This is the only woman he likes in his life, and also the only light left in the dark sky.To Gu Xingzhi, power, wealth and desire are just passing clouds.

Only Xie Lingyun is the sense of reality he wants to have.

"There are some things that I need to do now. Only when I do it, can I come to see you without burden." Gu Xingzhi looked at her, without even realizing it, there was even a trace of prayer in his eyes,
"Until then, can you wait for me?"

For a woman, when she decides to wait for a man, the balance in her heart is already crooked, and she has already lost on the road of love.

However, if both of them have the idea that they will lose, can they both win?
"I'm waiting for you."

Xie Lingyun showed her first sincere smile tonight. She is not afraid of waiting or getting tired. As long as she can confirm each other's intentions, she will not have any hesitation even if it is going up the mountain of knives and down the frying pan!
She didn't ask what Gu Xingzhi was going to do, and she didn't care why he couldn't say it. After all, if Gu Xingzhi could say it, it wouldn't have to be like this.

Besides, this matter is obviously very important to Gu Xingzhi.Xie Lingyun could see that this was not an excuse he used to excuse himself.

In this way, it is enough.

The mother and concubine said that women don't need to be too smart, and they don't need to see everything thoroughly. People who live like that are really tired.

When she should be confused, she can also be confused.Don't worry about so many truths, don't go to the bottom of it, it will be easier for both of you.

She likes Gu Xingzhi, so she wants Gu Xingzhi to relax, instead of struggling in the exhaustion and melancholy of talking or not.Just like herself, didn't she reveal anything about her rebirth?

In this world, everyone has their own secrets, even if they are as close as their family, there will be room for each other.

King father, concubine mother and elder brother all have things to hide from themselves, but it's not because they don't love her, but because they love her too much, so they can't tell the truth.

And myself, too.

"You...won't you ask me?" Gu Xingzhi felt that when he said this, his expression must be very funny, otherwise, why did Xie Lingyun even narrow her eyes with laughter?
Xie Lingyun shook her head, and said to him seriously: "I don't want to force you, just tell me when you want to talk."

She tilted her head, returned to the time when she was so romantic, and said with a smile: "Anyway, as long as you like me too, that's enough!"

Even after being interrupted so many times, Xie Lingyun did not forget the purpose of her trip.All she wanted to confirm was this one thing.

As long as it is confirmed, then other things will not be a problem!
Looking at her smiling face, Gu Xingzhi's heavy heart was also relieved at this moment.He suddenly felt that even the night had become more beautiful.

Although it was still pitch black, he seemed to be able to see the shadow of light inside.

Full of hope...full of good.

The night was dark, but many heavy shackles gradually disappeared under the erosion of the night.Gu Xingzhi and Xie Lingyun looked at each other and smiled, no need to say anything more, at this very moment, they already had a tacit understanding.

(End of this chapter)