wild ambition

Chapter 183 Extra Story Four Since Her Death (Shen Ze)

On the night of Zhao Chen's car accident, the heavy rain diluted the blood left by her, and Shen stood there for a long time, feeling in a trance that Zhao Chen was here at this very moment.

However, no matter how much he touched it, all he could touch was hard gravel and asphalt.

He didn't seem to realize that Zhao Chen really left. A few days ago she smiled and told him that Yunyun had gone to class, but now, the world is so big that there is no more of her.

When he went to the morgue, Zhao Chen's mother was crying while holding Shi Yun, and Zhao Chen's father seemed to have turned his head white overnight, weeping with forbearance and restraint.

Zhao Chen was covered with a white cloth and remained motionless. He had never seen her so quiet, and it was not as good as the grass and trees outside.

Shen couldn't accept it, he staggered out, and the air still smelled of dampness from the rain.

It was so refreshing, but he felt that there was little oxygen. His bony fingers pressed against his heart lightly, and he felt it was difficult to breathe. There were bursts of dull pain in his heart, as if countless needle points were being inserted little by little.

He didn't know how long he stayed in the room, but the ringing of the mobile phone brought him back to his senses. He wondered if Zhao Chen was calling him, and suddenly got up, feeling dizzy and fell to the ground suddenly.

Shen Ze slowed down, stood up slowly with the support of the wall, looked at the name on the phone screen, he was a little disappointed, but still answered.

Over there was his father's angry shout: "If you want to marry that woman, sever ties with me. In the future, Mrs. Shen will have nothing to do with you. We have another child. It's no big deal to be missing one of you."

Shen Ze had long been numb, and said lightly: "Then break it."

"what?!"

Shen hung up the phone and squatted down along the wall.

The wind gently blew through the curtains, revealing a faint light, his eyes were narrowed, and he frowned to see.

When he looked elsewhere, there seemed to be a spot of light in front of his eyes.

After an unknown number of days, Shen looked at himself in the mirror, with messy hair and beard, and even his clothes were wrinkled.

Let Zhao Chen see how he might laugh at me.

As soon as this thought came out, his eyes lit up, and he hurried to the bathroom to tidy himself up.

That was the first time he went out in the past few months, the sun was dazzling, but not vicious.

He went to Mei University, ate all the meals he had with Zhao Chen, and met up with his good friends one by one.

He always felt that Zhao Chen was still there, but he was either busy with company affairs or taking care of Shi Yun as usual.

She has always released her own pigeons since she got married, it's okay, as long as it's her, it doesn't matter how many times she releases.

But that day, he suddenly saw a lot of messages of mourning for Zhao Chen in the university class group. He seemed to be shocked, and hurriedly left the class group.

The friends of the two told Shen Ze that Zhao Chen had really left and would never come back.

He thought it was cruel, Zhao Chen was so cruel to him, and even gave him the greatest revenge, he would never see her again.

He looked through all of Zhao Chen's social accounts, and since she got married, only a few updates were made, one was that she was married, and the other was that she had a daughter.

She seems to have lost herself in her life these years, but her own world is full of her.

He tortured himself until he was inhuman, and even the father and mother who said they would sever the relationship between father and son came to see him, wanting him to cheer up, but he was so angry that he broke off the relationship again.

The rest of Shen Ze's life seemed to have come to an end.

"Uncle Shen——" Shen Ze moved his eyebrows and looked towards the door. Xiao Yun stood outside the door with red eyes. He saw Zhao Chen in a trance. Watching him cry, "Grandma said I'll never see my mother again, Uncle Shen."

This sentence seemed to have dealt him a heavy blow, yes, he would never see Zhao Chen again.

Hearing the crying of the girl in his arms, Shen Ze gradually came back to his senses. He rubbed Shi Yun's head and patted her on the back, "It's okay, there's Uncle Shen."

That day, he went to Zhao Chen's cemetery for the first time, and looked at the confident Zhao Chen on the tombstone. It was a photo of her when she was in college. She was so beautiful, full of vitality, hope, and all the good things were in her smile.

However, she was forever frozen in this moment.

Shen stood the lily in his arms in front of her grave, stared at her photo for a long time, then suddenly smiled and said, "I want to tell you a secret, I guess you already knew it."

He sat on the ground, poured himself a glass of wine, stared at the glass and said, "I like you."

He suddenly looked at the photo on the tombstone and said seriously, "Zhao Chen, I like you."

After speaking, he smiled again, as warm as the sun now.

"Haven't I said that to you yet? That's a pity, I wanted to say it a long time ago, but I thought, we still have so much time, I can chase you after your divorce , can be good to you, good to Shi Yun, and we can have a bright future." His expression became more and more lonely, "But it's too late."

"In the past few months, I have been thinking that you are lying to me. How could a living person suddenly disappear? My parents told me that you were dead, my friends and classmates told me that you were dead, and Yunyun also said that you were dead. , until now, I feel that you have really become a small box, bound in this square inch."

"Zhao Chen, are you still worried about Yunyun? Don't worry, I will protect her when she grows up. She has already lost you, and she can't lose me anymore."

Shen laughed at himself and said: "Shi Songwen won't let Yunyun contact me, but Yunyun is like you, and won't break with me."

He looked at the tombstone and said for a long time, "Let's have another drink!"

A few years passed, the years passed, Zhao Chen's face became blurred, and Shen Ze felt an unknown fear in his heart.

Shi Yun and Zhou Yisui's wedding was over, and he came to Zhao Chen's tomb again. The photo on it was pale, but his face remained unchanged.

"I'm old." He said suddenly, "I'm already 50 years old."

Except for the little white hair on his head, Shen Ze's face was still the same as before, but there was dead calm in his eyes.

"Yunyun is married, should she tell you?" Shen Ze thought for a while, and felt that his words were a bit redundant, "What do you think of that child? I met him a few years ago. She looks good and has a good temper. It’s okay, and capable, just like you back then, I heard you’re still from your hometown, aren’t you very happy?”

His eyes fell on the photo, and he said with a smile, "I know you are smiling so happily."

Shen leaned back on the tombstone, looked up at the blue sky and white clouds, and murmured: "Yunyun looks more like you when she grows up. Every time I see her, I feel a little dazed."

"This should be the last time I've come here. When we meet again, I will be able to see you in your thirties. At that time, will you dislike me for being old?"

He smiled lowly, his brows and eyes were full of tenderness, "That can't be helped, I have lived so much longer than you."

A gust of warm wind blew from a distance, gently brushing his cheeks, Shen closed his eyes, "Is that you?"

Another gust of gentle wind blows, he smiled, "It is indeed you."

With my sincere love and a little regret, I come to you from afar. —— Shen Ze

　This is the end of the story of Zhao Chen Shi Songwen and Shen Ze.

　　
　
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