The whole network is eating me and my nemesis CP

Chapter 96 Acacia to the bone

"Congratulations, old classmate."

The smile on Gu Mingyuan's face remained unchanged, but Luo Yao saw indifference in his eyes. To him, Luo Yao seemed to be just an ordinary friend. The relationship between the two never existed. It was just a beautiful but absurd dream that Luo Yao had.

he hates me...

Luo Yao felt a pain in her heart. The wound that had been gradually healed suddenly suffered an external blow and burst open, and then began to ooze blood slowly.She was almost out of breath, and took a small step back uncontrollably. She didn't know how much strength she had to use to maintain the expression on her face, so as not to make a fool of herself in front of the public, even the smile on her face Far-fetched.

"Congratulations, Mingyuan."

She heard herself say it.

"Thank you both again."

Seeing that the situation was not right, the host ended this session in time with a wink.

Luo Yao didn't know how she got back to her seat, her mind was muddled, she didn't think about anything, and it seemed like she was thinking about everything.

She really hasn't seen him for a long time.

She still had a familiar handsome face, but the indifference in her eyes made her feel extraordinarily strange and heartbroken.

But now, she doesn't even have the courage to tell the truth, let alone miss him.She is only worthy of staying in an empty room without a ray of light, hiding in a corner, licking her wounds alone, and letting love go deep into her bones...

Because it was her, she insisted on giving up this relationship, giving up him, and giving up the future of the two of them.

Protecting Gu's Group and thinking about his future, what a high-sounding reason, she was almost moved by herself...

Luo Yao, who was immersed in her own thoughts, naturally didn't notice the faint worry in Ye An's eyes, because her face was extremely pale, without even a trace of blood.

Ye An raised and lowered his hand, intending to comfort her, but with so many eyes watching, it was difficult for him to move.Sister Fang Caiyao had leaked a lot of flaws on stage, he couldn't add fuel to the fire, otherwise the media might not know how to report it tomorrow.

The relationship between the two had been raging before, and it was finally suppressed. Now that Brother Mingyuan has gone abroad again, if Sister Yao sees the hot searches of the relationship between the two, what is the difference from stabbing her in the heart?
So, no matter how worried he was, Ye An didn't show anything.

Yan Xin, who was sitting in the back row, frowned when he saw Luo Yao's distraught appearance on the stage just now.

Others may not know it, but she knows it all too well in her heart that the "agreement being fulfilled" in Luo Yao's mouth probably refers not to her and herself, but to her and Gu Mingyuan.The so-called "companion for many years", according to her original intention, should mean "love me for many years"...

And himself, is just a cover.She really wanted to thank, and the person she most wanted to confide in was probably Gu Mingyuan.

Thinking of the bloody storm that might be triggered tomorrow, Yan Xin felt a headache.For a moment, she didn't know whether to blame Luo Yao for not knowing how to restrain herself, for daring to say those words that could easily cause ambiguity in front of so many people, or whether she should be thankful that she didn't lose all her sanity and knew how to use herself as a cover ...

On the other side of the ocean, country M.

The second Gu Mingyuan cut off the video, the fake smile on his face disappeared completely, leaving only indifference, as if he wasn't the one who won the award just now.

"Why bother?"

Shen Lei seemed to be muttering to himself, but his face was directed at Gu Mingyuan, apparently talking to him.

Since breaking up with Luo Yao, Gu Mingyuan has changed a lot. His whole body seems to be wrapped in ice. Once other people get close, they will be frostbitten.

After learning about the award, their original plan was to receive the award on behalf of Ye An, but Gu Mingyuan didn't know what medicine he had taken wrongly, so he suddenly regretted it, insisted on video connection, and a light sentence disrupted their plans , but kept Shen Lei busy for a long time.

Seeing his half-dead appearance now, he seems to have lost his soul, what else doesn't he understand?
He suddenly changed his plan, probably because he had received the news that Luo Yao was also at the scene, so he hurriedly agreed to the video connection, eager to see her, or let her see himself.

But since he was so reluctant, why did he not mention Luo Yao in his acceptance speech, and even acted so indifferently during the cue of the host, as if Luo Yao was really just an old classmate to him?No, his attitude is no different from treating strangers. After all, when his old classmate won the award, he would at least congratulate him from the bottom of his heart instead of being so cold and perfunctory.

For a long time, Shen Lei felt that he knew Gu Mingyuan fairly well, but recently, he has become more and more unable to understand this artist who has been with him for many years...

"Heh..." Gu Mingyuan laughed at himself, with a bitterness in his eyes that others couldn't understand.

He also wanted to know the answer to this question.

It's been so long since the two of them broke up, and they've already found the other half they want, why is he still stuck in the memories of the past?It's not that he never thought of forgetting, but whenever he was about to succeed, that person would always appear in his dreams, and all his efforts fell short overnight.

After learning that the best actress was her, his heart was instantly overwhelmed by a series of negative emotions such as unwillingness, resentment, and resentment.He was like a drowning man, he finally saw a piece of driftwood, and desperately wanted to grab it, even though the piece of driftwood was very light, so light that it was not enough to support his weight, and it was only a matter of time before he was buried in the sea. But he still wants to grasp this slim hope, even if the final result is beyond redemption.

God knows, the moment he saw her, how much effort he had to use to pretend nothing had happened.

He admitted that he deliberately did not mention that person's name in his acceptance speech, and deliberately used such indifferent words to congratulate her.

Because he has never been a generous person.

After so many years of love and companionship, she could give up so easily, she would just let it go if she said no, even if he put down all his dignity and begged her, she would not even look at him, even a single glance.

Therefore, if you want him to act as if nothing happened, and to be friends with her like a normal person, he can't do it.

In the dead of night, those unknown thoughts hidden in his heart, like ants, kept biting his heart, causing him pain.No matter how much pain he has, he will make that person feel even more pain.

But why, seeing the pain-like expression in her eyes, he still feels reluctant to give up?

It's obviously her who doesn't want his. It's obviously her who gave up this relationship first, then turned around and found someone else, and now she's acting like she's in so much pain, who is it for?
He seems to be in the dark, without a single ray of light, searching hard, but he can't find the answer...

(End of this chapter)