After marrying as a substitute, the vegetable husband turned out to be passionately in love with her

42 Confession
The scorching sun of August scorched the earth, and the noisy cicadas were like Song Zhiyi's state of mind at that time.

The doctor said that Lu Yiwen was out of danger, but he was still in a coma.

Song Zhiyi's hanging heart was completely relieved.

She was also injured in that accident, so she asked for leave to take care of him in the hospital under the pretext of recuperating.

But what made Song Zhiyi feel strange was that no one had ever visited Lu Yiwen in the hospital during the past few days when he was in a coma.

She was the only one who was always by his side.

At that time, she felt that they were more similar.

Because no one was bothering her, she couldn't help but sit on the bed board and put her arms on the edge of the bed to watch him.

Lu Yiwen's hair was like a newborn wheat awn, trimmed into a very short cut, and his skin was just white enough to highlight his extremely superior facial features.

Song Zhiyi often thought that if she didn't know him at that time, even if she just passed him by, she would definitely notice him.

There is no doubt that he is dazzling.

So during those few days, Song Zhiyi's favorite thing to do was to lie on his bedside and watch him with great fanfare.

Look at him differently than usual,
The taste of secret love made her addicted uncontrollably.

She wanted to prepare her confession well before Lu Yiwen woke up.

She planned for a long time, because she was afraid of being too nervous when she saw Lu Yiwen, so she specially asked He Yang for help.

He Yang is the only friend of the opposite sex that she has kept in touch with since she was a child, and she is like an older brother in her heart.

So she wanted to ask him for help.

When He Yang jokingly suggested that she treat him as Lu Yiwen and "rehearse" the confession process, Song Zhiyi agreed without hesitation.

She was afraid that when she really looked into Lu Yiwen's eyes, her mind would go blank and she would be incoherent.

So since there is an opportunity to rehearse in advance, why not?
She looked at He Yang, tried hard to imagine him as Lu Yiwen, and mustered up the courage to say whatever she wanted to say in her heart.

Even though she knew that Lu Yiwen was not the one in front of her, she, who had already entered the country, was still so nervous that her palms were sweating uncontrollably, and she spoke incoherently.

She rehearsed several times with He Yang, but He Yang was about to go home, and the result was still not satisfactory.

Song Zhiyi was in poor condition, so he also went back home.Lu Yiwen still didn't wake up, and slept quietly on the hospital bed.

That day, my aunt just called and asked her to go to the affiliated hospital to help take care of my uncle.

Because she didn't want Lu Yiwen to find someone when she woke up, she left a note for Lu Yiwen before leaving.

By accident, Song Zhiyi couldn't help but leave a message to tell Lu Yiwen that she had something extremely important to tell him, and hoped that he would contact her immediately when he woke up.

That afternoon, she went to the hospital to see her uncle.

Uncle was in good spirits that day, he who had been resisting getting out of bed since he was hospitalized, for the first time ever asked her to accompany him to go downstairs for a walk that day, and gave her a lot of earnest advice.

Song Zhiyi really felt that she had grown up and was no longer under the pressure of further education, and her uncle no longer reminded her not to fall in love too early, but encouraged her to pursue love bravely.

Song Zhiyi remembered very clearly what happened after that day, because the next day was the day she planned to confess...

It was an early morning after it had just rained, and even the air smelled good, as if everything could start again.

She began to be reluctant to part with this summer vacation, which brought her too many surprises.

When she met Lu Yiwen, her uncle's condition improved, and she received an admission letter from the ideal university. It seemed that everything she cared about in life was moving in a good direction.

As usual, she pushed open the door of Lu Yiwen's ward, but Lu Yiwen didn't know where he went.

She didn't care, and walked in with a bento box.

But when she was actually in the empty ward, Song Zhiyi began to feel a little dazed.

The room was empty, and even the hospital bed that Lu Yiwen slept on had already been tidied up by the nurse.

She panicked completely, and Lu Yiwen really disappeared.

She hurriedly asked the nurse in charge, only to learn that Lu Yiwen woke up yesterday.

And the first thing he did after waking up was to send someone to help him go through the formalities, and he was discharged from the hospital "non-stop".

Song Zhiyi's first reaction was to call him, but the busy tone on the other end of the phone made her realize that Lu Yiwen had really left.

Without even saying hello, he left her side unexpectedly.

She still had no future and declared love, because of his departure, it had been sealed for two years.

For two full years, he repeatedly appeared in her memories and dreams, but he never appeared in her life again.

It was also a full two years, and I never figured out the reason why he left without saying goodbye.

She thought of countless reasons.

Maybe he's in a hurry,

Maybe there are unspeakable difficulties.

Maybe his family came back.

……

But all the reasons failed to help her convince herself. She called him countless times that day, and she couldn't contact him until the phone was turned off.

Song Zhiyi began to recognize the reality, and Lu Yiwen didn't have so many reasons to leave without saying goodbye.

In this world where communication is so developed, if you want to reach the purpose of contacting a person, you only need to move your fingers and you can do it easily.

If there has been no contact, there is only one possibility, that is, he doesn't want to contact at all.

Song Zhiyi's longing for love has come to an end before it even started.

She once thought that the two were happy, after all, she was self-righteous.

The confession that has been rehearsed countless times in her heart but has not yet been said has completely become a testimony of her self-importance.

At first she was angry with him, so she quit her job in the factory and cruelly deleted all his contact information, planning not to contact him again in this life.

But when all connections were completely cut off by herself, she began to fall into infinite regret again.

In this life, it is really possible that I will never see him again.

Fortunately, Lu Yiwen came back.

That heavy rain gave her a chance to start again.However, until now, she still doesn't have the courage to ask the answer back then.

But now, this time, she wanted to be brave again.

"boom!"

The sound of the door closing next door forcibly pulled Song Zhiyi out of his memory.

She reacted and called her aunt He Ping.

The call was quickly answered by He Ping.

On the phone, He Ping's voice was weak, with obvious tiredness, and Song Zhiyi felt distressed by her listless voice.

Song Zhiyi explained his purpose and wanted to ask He Ping if he had time today.He Ping told her that there is a parents' meeting in Zhizhou Song that needs to be attended today, so they can come over for lunch.

Song Zhiyi didn't want to burden He Ping at first, and was planning to go another day.But He Ping seemed to be very eager for her to come over immediately...

(End of this chapter)