35 this year

Chapter 100 Must Enjoy Freedom
He said he wanted to go home, but Chang Qing’s car didn’t move for a long time. Chu Yunxing looked out the window on the western restaurant’s door to the street, and Chang Xin slapped him coquettishly. I don't want to think about what he said about me before." Chang Xin lowered his head and fiddled with the bills with him, and said with a slight smile, "The blue comes out of the blue."

Chang Qing was unable to drive after drinking alcohol, and frequently "harassed" Xu Hong with alcohol, which made Xu Hong's drive home quite difficult. In the end, Xu Hong even threatened to stop the car. Just do it.Xu Hong originally thought that Chang Qing would hold back and wait until he got home, but as soon as the car stopped, Chang Qing rushed over.While kissing him, Xu Hong said, "Restrain yourself, if you are seen by your neighbors, you will be ashamed."

Chang Qing couldn't stop talking, and said, "Who doesn't know that we are husband and wife." Xu Hong laughed, thinking that she has lived here for such a long time, how many people are there in the building in this community? At least they are familiar with her.Speaking of this neighbor, Chang Qing felt wronged again. Chang Qing said, "A few days ago, someone asked me why I haven't seen my wife recently."

"Then what did you say?"

"Say you're on a business trip."

When Chang Qing said he was wronged, Xu Hong comforted and kissed him again. Chang Qing wanted to say something again, but Xu Hong asked, "Are you going back?" Open the door and get out of the car.

Chang Qing dragged Xu Hongjin to the lobby to wait for the elevator, then looked at her again and again, looking at her carefully, as if he didn't want to let go of every detail.Xu Hong looked back at him and asked, "Is there any change?"

Chang Qing nodded and said, "Your complexion is much better." Chang Qing almost said something heartless after that, Chang Qing felt that he was heartbroken every day here, thinking that she wanted to go home and didn't want to go back, and couldn't sleep well, but she looked They are all getting better, seeing that the face is still round and bright, it is really heartless.

Seeing his gritted teeth, Xu Hong smiled again.While there was no one around, Xu Hong climbed onto Chang Qing's shoulder, and said in a low voice, "You are making me feel so ungrateful, I think you can't sleep even if you think about it." Chang Qing looked at her questioningly again, and Xu Hong continued He smiled and said, "Because I can't sleep, I have a lot of time. I have to do something. I got a raise, and the increase is quite a lot, so I bought a lot of high-end skin care products. I don't have to get up early to catch the subway. Now that I can do sports, I am more flexible."

The elevator door opened, Chang Qing pulled Xu Hong in, and asked her, "How good is it?" Xu Hong glanced at the surveillance camera and said nothing, Chang Qing then elbowed her again.Xu Hong said, "There is surveillance." Chang Qing snorted and said, "Chu Yunxing is not even afraid of surveillance." Xu Hong snorted, "He is shameless, I want it." After Xu Hong finished speaking, both of them laughed , when it comes to "cursing" Chu Yunxing, the two of them are obviously very united.

At the door of the house, Xu Hong waited for Chang Qing to enter the password, but Chang Qing waited for her, looking at each other, Xu Hong shook his head at Chang Qing, and Chang Qing shook his head at Xu Hong.Xu Hong put his hand on the door and asked, "Are you in a hurry?" Chang Qing hugged her and said, "I don't mind if you don't open the door..."

"I'll open it, I'll open it." Xu Hong slapped Chang Qing's groping hand on her body, entered the password directly, and opened the door while saying, "Why are you such a rascal like Chu Yunxing..." Before he finished speaking, Chang Qing pushed Xu Hong into the room and hugged her directly.Xu Hong thought, since he couldn't hold back so much, what was the stalemate just now?Do you really think that just entering a password will recognize this as her home?This family doesn't care about these things, Chang Qing's small thoughts are still so obvious, far less deeply buried than Chu Yunxing's.

We haven't seen each other for a long time, Chang Qing was so unscrupulous by the phrase "a little farewell is better than a newlywed", Xu Hong felt that he was going to fall apart, Xu Hong lay on the bed exhaustedly, and said, "I think you have misunderstood me, I exercise Not for this."

Chang Qing looked at her rosy and round face, and said, "Who made you so cute." Xu Hong opened one eye, and said, "Why are you so glib now?" But he continued to touch Xu Hong's back.

With the last bit of strength, Xu Hong lay on Chang Qing's chest and said, "I got up very early this morning, can you sleep with me for a while?"

Chang Qing let out that usual gentle smile, pulled up the quilt, patted her again and again and said, "Go to sleep."

After laying down for a while, Xu Hong couldn't fall asleep, so he opened his eyes and looked up at him again.Chang Qing turned her head to look at Xu Hong, and saw Xu Hong propped his elbows on the bed, supported his head with his hands, and said, "Your complexion is not very good." Chang Qing glanced at her and said, "Can you look good when you're broken in love?" After speaking, Chang Qing looked her up and down again and said, "Well, you are really good."

Xu Hong smiled and said, "Look at what you said, you should enjoy it if you are not in love. Are you less? You, why are you so ungentle now." Xu Hong also used his fingertips to tap Chang Qing's nose, and asked again, "Let's say goodbye, isn't it more interesting?"

Chang Qing avoided her hand and didn't want to answer. Xu Hong looked at his words and felt that his complexion seemed to be bad.Xu Hong pushed Chang Qing again, and said, "Why are you like this? It solves your urgent needs, but why is your attitude so bad? Aren't I very cooperative with you?"

Chang Qing turned around, eyes widened, and said, "Are you talking nonsense again?" Seeing that Chang Qing was really anxious, Xu Hong restrained his smile, and asked carefully, "What's wrong?"

Chang Qing looked at her and asked, "What's the matter? Think about it for yourself, what's the matter?" Xu Hong rolled his eyes, thinking that Chang Qing was really making trouble for no reason, but she couldn't say that, so she kept her mouth shut.Seeing that Xu Hong didn't say anything, Chang Qing also imitated her, propped his elbows on the pillow, supported his head, and asked face to face, "Why have you ignored me for so long? How many messages have I sent you? Can you reply?" No reply. And Jing Jing, what she said was your idea, right? Are you still thinking that after a long time, I will make a fake show for real?"

With anger on Chang Qing's face, Xu Hong swallowed, lay down, closed his eyes, and said, "I'm sleepy."

"Xu Hong..."

Chang Qing just wanted an explanation, but Xu Hong teased him again, "Just now I called my wife..."

Chang Qing looked at Xu Hong and said, "Tomorrow you come with me to get the certificate, and you will always be my wife."

Xu Hong opened his eyes, looked up at him and asked, "Did you get the household registration book?" Chang Qing nodded, and Xu Hong asked again, "How did I give it to you?" Chang Qing turned his head and didn't speak, Xu Hong seemed to understand She nodded and said, "Your parents thought you were with An Jing, right? You drank today because your parents said bad things, so you said you were with An Jing, right?"

Chang Qing nodded, his eyes became moist again, and said, "You know I'm helpless."

Xu Hong nodded and said, "Chang Qing, I know you are helpless, and I admit that I was wrong not to reply to your message, but we did break up, and I don't know when I will come back, so I can't let you You have been waiting for me. You have never accepted our different places before. I can’t help it. You should understand. As soon as I left, your parents urged and urged. You said you were with An Jing, so they gave you the household registration booklet. Doesn't this show that they still have a problem with me at all?"

Chang Qing hugged her and said, "Let's not care about these things, I love you, and you love me too, don't worry about why you gave me the household registration book, as long as we can get the certificate."

"Chang Qing... To be honest, during the two months when I returned to YR, I was in dire straits every day. I saw more embarrassment and calculations in marriage, and I also saw more colorful things outside of marriage. In life, Ms. Qi Chaoli took me to meet her various friends, their studios and their lifestyles are all enviable to me. I admit that there is a lot of happiness in marriage, even marrying you, I will be very, very happy, but under the premise that our parents do not bless us, our happiness will be more or less mixed with a little displeasure. Aren’t Yu He and Wang Yihan the most realistic examples? Because the parents’ unblessing is even disturbing, Their marriage is falling apart, and I don't want us to get there..."

"We're not going to get there."

"Chang Qing, aren't we doing well now? We are usually busy with work and don't bother each other. Now that the transportation is so convenient, we see you once a month or two. Didn't you just have a good time?"

"Xu Hong, what you mean now is that no matter what, you won't get married anymore, right?"

"I just think we have a better way of life than marriage."

Chang Qing held a breath in his heart, but he still tried his best to suppress the breath in his heart, so as not to let his anger come out.Chang Qing patted Xu Hong on the back again and asked, "Do you still love me?" Xu Hong nodded, and Chang Qing turned his head away.Chang Qing thought what he was most worried about happened. Just now Xu Hong made it very clear that she began to envy the lifestyle of those career-oriented women, especially women like Qi Chaoli whose marriage, career, They all gave her a template to think about. There may not be rewards in marriage, but there will definitely be rewards in career. People are divided into groups. Most of Qi Chaoli's surroundings should be such women. Xu Hong is indeed I don't even want to get married.

Xu Hong talked about the new way of life, if he had no parents, Chang Qing could also accept it, but there was a layer of parents in the middle, Chang Qing had no choice but to use his previous words, all the material aspects of his life were his parents Yes, they didn't go too far like Wang Yihan's parents, so why wouldn't he satisfy their needs to enjoy human relations?Besides, getting married and having children is the most common thing in life. I don't know why it is even more difficult when it comes to him.

In the end, after Xu Hong fell into a deep sleep, Chang Qing thought that maybe there was something wrong with the lover he chose, maybe he chose the wrong one at the beginning, even when he was in college.If he had chosen the best friend of his parents and friends at that time, he might be very happy now, and maybe she wouldn't die.Thinking of that girl, Chang Qing thought of the current situation again, and suddenly he realized that the current situation, and what he said to his parents, seemed unfair to An Jing. She was just like the girl who died more than ten years ago. Being used by him, Chang Qing used An Jing to pursue her so-called love. Is this fair to An Jing?This is also a kind of harm to Xu Hong.Chang Qing thinks back carefully, Xu Hong's words just now should also contain loneliness, because of the simplicity of Chang Qing's getting the household registration book, it turned out that it wasn't that he didn't give it, but it was only given by the talent.Chang Qing sighed softly, kissed the top of Xu Hong's head, then gently got out of bed and left the bedroom.

Xu Hong was really tired, and he slept until ninety o'clock in the evening.When Xu Hong woke up, the room was pitch black, so Xu Hong touched his side. The place where Chang Qing lay was cold, and Xu Hong thought he should have left the room for a long time.Xu Hong turned on the light and went to find clothes in the closet, only to find that Chang Qing still kept her original way of putting clothes. Xu Hong thought, no wonder Chang Qing was so sad and haggard. He must have been tortured by this scene day and night. .Her lover has suffered too much because of loving her. She is indeed an unqualified lover.

After leaving the room, Xu Hong found that Chang Qing did not turn on the main light, but only left some light strips.Chang Qing bought a large bouquet of light purple roses while she was sleeping, bought her favorite wine, and even lit the scented candles she left behind.Seeing that she was awake, Chang Qing sat up from the sofa, patted the place beside her, and said, "Come here."

This scene was so familiar that Xu Hong's heart began to beat. This kind of scene was either a marriage proposal or a separation, and she was not fully prepared for either of these two.At a loss, Xu Hong turned around and went to the bathroom and closed the door.Xu Hong's behavior made Chang Qing laugh out loud, feeling bitter in her heart. Her behavior should be rejection, right?Instinctive refusal.

Chang Qing waited for about ten minutes before Xu Hong came out of the bathroom.Coming out of the bathroom, Xu Hong even pretended to be sleepy, and said, "I'm not very clear-headed yet, I want to continue to sleep for a while." Chang Qing nodded without stopping her, and Xu Hong really went back to the bedroom.

Back in the bedroom, Xu Hong was very annoyed, as if he was the legendary ostrich.Thinking of this, Xu Hong probed to look at Chang Qing again, and saw that Chang Qing was still half lying on the sofa.

Xu Hong cleared his throat, and asked cautiously and anxiously, "What are you... preparing for?"

Chang Qing put away the book in his hand, looked at Xu Hong and said, "Come here first." Xu Hong had no choice but to bite the bullet and walk over.

Xu Hong sat beside her, and Chang Qing saw that she was nervous and at a loss.Chang Qing smiled lightly, rubbed her back and said, "Don't be nervous. As for me, I just wanted to say that we should have a chat. You finally came back once. I want to clear up our confusion."

Xu Hong raised his head slightly, looked at Chang Qing and asked, "What do you want to talk about?"

Chang Qing poured the wine and handed it to Xu Hong, and asked, "What do you think of Chu Yunxing's approach?" How about Chu Yunxing's method of donating property to Chang Xin?If he also imitated Chu Yunxing, would Xu Hong feel at ease?Xu Hong looked at Chang Qing again and again, but did not dare to speak, so Chang Qing laughed.Chang Qing asked, "What's wrong with you? Didn't you just say whatever you wanted before?"

Xu Hong looked at Chang Qing and asked, "Chang Qing, what do you want to do?"

"Want to chat."

"and then?"

Chang Qing put a box on the table and said, "After talking, I will decide whether to propose or not, and you will decide whether to agree or not."

Xu Hong looked at the ring and asked, "Is this the one you ordered?" Chang Qing nodded, and Xu Hong wanted to reach for it. She wanted to see it, but Chang Qing didn't give her a chance.

Chang Qing pressed her hand holding the box, and said, "Don't be in a hurry... At that time, I also asked my sister while you were sleeping, and my sister said that you will leave tomorrow, so, Xu Hong, we Let's talk, after the chat, I will decide whether to let you go or not." After the chat, if the two of you still want to get married, then this ring will definitely be worn on your finger. If you don't get married, Chang Qing And really let go.

Xu Hong felt a little uncomfortable in his throat, so he took a sip of the wine slowly and said, "I didn't want to hide it from you, it's just... I just came back because I was afraid that Yuhe wouldn't be able to handle it."

Chang Qing nodded and hummed, but the sadness still appeared in his eyes. Chang Qing was not in the purpose of Xu Hong's return. If Chu Yunxing hadn't said that the timing was not right, Xu Hong might not even meet him at all. come and meet him.

"I'm afraid you'll be sad." Xu Hong thought, maybe it was a mistake for her to come to see Chang Qing, because after seeing Chang Qing, Chang Qing had expectations again, but what can she do, she loves Chang Qing, and she also misses him , she even coveted the happiness he gave her.

Chang Qing hugged her and said, "So, Xu Hong, let's talk again. You should remember that we had such a long chat last year, right? After that day's chat, I don't think you are suitable for me, but I still like you Fucking you, I love you so much even when you're not around, I used the quiet at that time. Today you fell asleep, and I kept thinking, I'm using the quiet now, I love you, but I use her , like the daughter who used my parents' friends when I was young, I don't want to do this kind of thing..."

Xu Hong looked up at him, and saw Chang Qing's face full of sadness. Xu Hong touched his face and said, "Did I make you sad again?"

Chang Qing shook his head and said, "This has nothing to do with you. I chose to love you, I chose to take advantage of the quietness, and I also chose what happened before. You are all good women, and I am the one who has had a hard time." Chang Qing Qing still admitted his twisting. Chang Qing thought that this kind of twisting had appeared when he was in his twenties, but he didn't expect that it was still going on when he was 30.Xu Hong left, looked out to the outside world, began to reflect on the information, and searched for a better way of life, but he has been stuck here, he has no worries all his life with the protection circle given by his parents, precisely because of this Wuyou made him lose his outward strength.After thinking about it, Chang Qing felt that this was the difference between him and Xu Hong, one who relied on external forces to thrive and wanted to be better regardless of the consequences, while the other was willing to be confined in the comfort zone given by his parents, because of timidity, he had already Lost the courage to go out.

But Chang Qing still wants to gamble, as long as Xu Hong is willing to stay.Thinking of this, Chang Qing asked again, "What do you think of Chu Yunxing's approach?"

Lying on Chang Qing's chest, Xu Hong could hear his heartbeat.Xu Hong asked, "Do you want to imitate him and give me everything?" Chang Qing nodded, and Xu Hong said again, "Chang Qing, let me tell you something, don't feel like you're being stabbed. I want to ask. Did your aunt give him those things that belonged to his sister, or did he earn them himself?"

Chang Qing chuckled, thinking that he understood what Xu Hong meant. Everything about Chu Yunxing, including reading, was achieved by his own ability. He didn’t even need to say hello to his parents for Chang Xin, while Chang Qing These are not good, because they are given by his parents, and what he can give Xu Hong is only what he has earned in these years, such as that bag, such as this ring.

Xu Hong hugged Chang Qing again and said, "You are different from Chu Yunxing. You just want to make me feel at ease. You are doing it for my own good, but Chu Yunxing is actually doing it for his own good. Have you ever thought about why he Did I give these to my sister to give my sister a guarantee? This sounds nice, but I think it’s not the case. I believe my sister knows it’s not the case. It’s just that she loves Chu Yunxing and doesn’t want to expose him. Chu Yunxing He did this for himself, and he was insuring himself. Chu Yunxing did this, and raised his sister's standard for choosing a spouse. Although her sister is not young, but with her appearance, family background, knowledge, There are countless people who want to chase her and want to marry her, but no matter how many people chase her, who can compare to Chu Yunxing, who can give everything like Chu Yunxing As for my sister, even if there are people who are so tolerant, they are not doctors, right? Even if a doctor is tolerant, she doesn’t have the face of Chu Yunxing, right? By doing this, Chu Yunxing has invisibly set her sister’s criteria for choosing a spouse. He has been promoted to an unparalleled position, and Chu Yunxing is safe with his sister. Besides, your aunt, I guess, she must not know about Chu Yunxing's reunion with her sister. If she knows, she will definitely rush If you let her know that they are only getting back together and not getting married, then must she force Chu Yunxing to go on a blind date? That aunt of yours can't get around the child no matter what, if Chu Yunxing wants to completely cut off his mother This idea, you just need to tell his mother that he has no money and no house now, and everything is under Chang Xin's name, even donated unconditionally, if he doesn't come back, what else can your aunt do? She made a big fuss God, what else can I do? The little girl on a blind date has no relationship with Chu Yunxing, and she doesn't want his money or his house? Oh, how is this possible, right? You are different from Chu Yunxing, he He lost Changxin because of his mother's disturbance, and he finally regained it. He would try his best to catch it, but what did your parents do? They forced you, but whether it was with that girl or with An Jing pretending to be a couple, You chose it yourself, even if they were dissatisfied with me, they didn't embarrass me in front of me, I think, with such parents, you can't break their hearts, and you can't do it, right?"

Chang Qing nodded, and Xu Hong cried again.Xu Hong's tears fell one by one, and he said, "Chang Qing, in fact, I always feel that Quiet is more suitable for you than me. She understands you very well. She told me before that you are in a gentle way. She said that you are very soft, and she knows how to appreciate you. Of course, I am not saying that I don’t appreciate you, I love you, including your flaws, I love you, I even thought before, As long as you are willing to wait for me, as long as you wait for me, I will definitely come back and marry you, but now you are too sad and sad, you are very lonely, right?"

Chang Qing nodded, he was really lonely, he didn't want to go home every night, and couldn't sleep every night, but his loneliness was caused by Xu Hong, and his antidote was only Xu Hong.

Chang Qing asked, "Xu Hong, you enjoy your freedom, right?" You really enjoyed it, your complexion improved, and your whole body glowed. This kind of radiance is Chang Qing's favorite, because it is different from others. Chang Qing fell in love with her, but when he was with him, Xu Hong's brilliance once disappeared, and this brilliance came back within two short months of leaving, who can say that it was not freely released Woolen cloth.

Xu Hong thought and thought, but still nodded, and Chang Qing smiled reassuringly.Chang Qing said, "I used to love the brilliance that radiated from you the most, but after we were together, I wanted to change you again, just like what you said, I hope you put me first and only think about everything Me, I made your light disappear, right? Xu Hong, I was thinking over and over at that time, what is the love you said before, I always thought that you love me, why can’t you accommodate me Well, and you have been emphasizing to me that love is fulfillment. In the two months since you left, I have been thinking, what kind of shit is fulfillment, why can’t you fulfill me? We, the direction we are looking at in life It’s just different, isn’t it? You, you want to be free, you want to fly where you want, and I just want you to guard me, doesn’t it make you feel bad?”

Xu Hong shook his head and said, "I enjoy my freedom very much, but I also enjoy the time with you, Chang Qing, you gave me the best love experience in the world, but I have not yet developed the ability. To meet the marriage..."

"But I can't wait any longer." Waiting is too frustrating, Xu Hong has too many variables, Chang Qing can't wait any longer.One doesn't have the ability to get married yet, and the other doesn't want to wait...

Xu Hong burst into tears again and was caught in a dilemma. She knew that she stayed now, pretending not to know why Chang Qing's parents gave him the household registration book, and went to get the certificate. No one could do anything to her, but she did Not coming.Xu Hong couldn't do it, and Chang Qing didn't want to wait anymore, so they had to separate.

Xu Hong's heart was twisted like a knife, and tears kept flowing out. Chang Qing said again, "Xu Hong, do you still want to try this ring?" Xu Hong looked at Chang Qing and nodded without hesitation. She wanted to see it, and even wanted to wear it. wear to see.

Chang Qing opened the box, Xu Hong burst into tears, thinking she should have thought of it a long time ago, he proposed with her mother's ring, so the order must be exactly the same, Chang Qing's careful thought Ah, it's really not as deep as Chu Yunxing.

Chang Qing put the ring on her and said, "It really fits well, it's so beautiful." After spending most of his savings, how could it not be beautiful?It's just that no amount of money can keep Xu Hong, ah, damn it, why can't Xu Hong be greedy for some money, Chang Qing thought, seeing so many people accuse their partners of material things, but at least there are things that can keep their partners Isn't it great, what a woman who is not greedy for material things wants, a man may not be able to afford it, nor may he be able to give it.

"Xu Hong, I don't want to change you anymore, and I don't want you to change either. I will help you, and you must enjoy your freedom." Chang Qing gave up.

Chang Qing's giving up made Xu Hong cry and cry. Xu Hong knew that at a certain point in her life, she would regret it in the future. Every heart twitched, Chang Qing hugged her again and again, tightly encircling her in his arms, Chang Qing kissed the top of her head, thinking in his heart, it's really good to be able to love you.

Xu Hong left around eight o'clock the next day. Before she left, Chang Qing made her coffee, and Xu Hong watched him operate the coffee machine in the kitchen.Watching, watching, Xu Hong said, "Chang Qing." Chang Qing hummed, and Xu Hong didn't say anything.Xu Hong didn't say anything, Chang Qing didn't ask, Xu Hong leaned his face on his back again.Xu Hong called again "Chang Qing..." Chang Qing hummed again, with a smile on his lips, and went to see her, but Xu Hong still didn't say anything.

After breakfast and coffee, Chang Qing sent Xu Hong to the high-speed rail station. Before leaving, Xu Hong still smoked one from the light purple rose.Along the way, Xu Hong called Chang Qing from time to time, but said nothing.Chang Qing thought, every sentence that was not said, every sentence after his name should be "I love you"...

After work in the evening, Chang returned home early in the morning. He wanted to tidy up the house. Xu Hong, I won’t come back. There are too many traces of her in this house. It is not practical to sell the house, so I can only change it. Furniture and the like, the first thing to clean up is Xu Hong's things.

Chang Qing opened the cabinet, thinking about tidying up Xu Hong's clothes and the like, but found that the hidden compartment in the cabinet had been tampered with. Chang Qing was shocked, because there was always Xu Hong's mother's ring there. If you want to keep it, you can exchange it with his engagement ring, even if you leave something for each other to miss, but the secret box has been passed, did Xu Hong take the ring away?
Chang Qing burst into tears when he opened the secret compartment. Not only did Xu Hong not take away his mother's ring, but he also kept his engagement ring. He left her love and his love to him... Xu Hong Hiro, love is no less than Chang Qing, even more.

　After two days, I have written several versions of this chapter. I am quite satisfied with this version. Tomorrow will be the last chapter, although I haven’t written it yet...

　　
　
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