35 this year

Chapter 78 The Wall of Principles Has Been Destroyed

After the door closed, Chang Qing paused at the entrance, and then looked at the people in the living room and said, "Mom and Dad, it's too late, otherwise, don't go back today and stay at home." Chang Qing said , Xu Hong also said, "Yes, uncles and aunts, you...stay at home." Xu Hong felt that the people in this room, after all, she is actually the guest, so let her stay. People, no matter how confident they are, they don't have that much confidence.

Chang Qing's father, who had been silent all night, opened his mouth again and said, "Is it convenient?"

Chang Qing forced a smile on his face and said, "Of course it's convenient. What's the inconvenience at my son's house." Then he waved to Xu Hong again and said, "Come, help me." After Chang Qing finished speaking, Xu Hong said Follow him into the bedroom.

When Xu Hong entered the bedroom, Chang Qing glanced at her.While opening the cabinet to get the bedding, Chang Qing said, "You worked hard tonight." After saying that, Chang Qing handed the things to her, Xu Hong thought, this should be to let her pretend to be virtuous.It's just a change of bedding, it's not a big deal, just put it on.

While Xu Hong was tidying up the guest bedroom, Chang Qing was in the room helping his parents find washing and changing clothes.Chang Qing's mother glanced at her husband worriedly, and Chang Qing's father understood the meaning of her eyes, so he entered the house and closed the bedroom door.

Chang Qing's father asked, "Have you two touched?" Chang Qing's hand looking for something paused, thinking that his parents had noticed it, but luckily Xu Hong's hand didn't fall, so it gave him Chance.Chang Qing said very easily, "How is it possible, how could we do it, didn't you teach me not to do it with women since I was a child?"

"I'm asking, has she ever touched you?" The son I raised with love, the woman dared to raise her hand in front of them, and she didn't know what to do when she didn't see it.

"No, Dad, I promise you no, you have seen her wrists and her small body, how could she touch her skinny..." Xu Hong had never touched him before, and Chang Qing said, "Don't Let’s talk about it, we don’t quarrel very much. If it weren’t for my aunt talking too much today, she wouldn’t be angry. She has a good relationship with my sister. If you want to have a good relationship with my sister, my sister likes it Is it possible for a person to be poor?" Chang Qing's words convinced his father, but his mother felt worried.From the situation just now, she can also see that this Xu Hong is very similar to Chang Xin. On the surface, he is as thin and weak as Chang Xin, but the vigor and arrogance in his bones are exactly the same as Chang Xin, and she may be stronger than Chang Xin. Extreme, after all, no matter how anxious Chang Xin was, he never raised his hand with anyone.But when she thought that her abruptness tonight was due to her sister, Chang Qing's mother felt apologetic on her face, and then went to the guest bedroom to watch Xu Hong change the things on the bed.

When Chang Qing's mother entered the guest bedroom, she found that some changes had been made inside, and then she said, "So it has been reinstalled here?"

Xu Hong was disturbed a little, then smiled, and chatted with her, "Well, Chang Qing wanted to be a study, but in the end we pretended that we didn't like to read here, so we just read the books we usually read. The finished ones are reluctant to sell second-hand ones and put them on the bookshelf here." Xu Hong also sorted out the books left on the table and put them back on the bookshelf.

Chang Qing's mother was apologetic again and said, "I'm really sorry tonight. My sister is coming suddenly, and Chang Qing can't help it. My sister, when she gets angry, no one can persuade her."

Xu Hong nodded and said, "Well, Chang Xin told me about it, so it's really fine. If you want to be so polite, I'll feel embarrassed." Chang Qing's mother nodded, thinking in her heart, although her temper was a little , but he is indeed a very generous person in his dealings with others.

Hearing them chatting, Chang Qing was afraid that something might go wrong, so she leaned over again and asked, "What are you talking about?" His mother glanced at him, but didn't speak, so Chang Qing asked again, "It's been a night of trouble, hungry?" Right? Let me get you something to eat."

"Let me do it." Xu Hong saw that the cleaning was almost done, so he came out and entered the kitchen before Changqing.Chang Qing breathed a sigh of relief, and invited her parents back to the living room.

When Chang Qing went to the kitchen and saw Xu Hong dismantling the newly bought instant noodles, he asked, "Isn't there some soup? Let's warm it up."

While filling the pot with water, Xu Hong said, "I ate with my sister today." He gave Chang Qing a blank look after speaking.Xu Hong's glance made Chang Qing understand why they ran back to drink yesterday's soup, thinking that it must be to hide from Chu Yunxing's mother, and they didn't even eat.

Chang Qing hugged her and said, "Thank you for your hard work, wife." Xu Hong pushed him with his arm, and Chang Qing whispered in his ear again, "My parents are watching, can you pretend to be okay?" Xu Hong thought, oh, After pretending to be virtuous, you have to pretend to be loving.

Xu Hong put all the ingredients into the pot, thinking about adding some vegetables, taking the opportunity of Xu Hong to open the refrigerator, Chang Qing naturally let her go.

Xu Hong suddenly thought of it while washing the vegetables, and asked, "Anyway, uncles and aunts are here, why don't you give them the things you bought today?"

Chang Qing said, "It's a bit late, let's go tomorrow. Can you ask for leave tomorrow to accompany them." Xu Hong thought he couldn't, because tomorrow Monday, a regular meeting will be held.

Without waiting for Xu Hong's answer, Chang Qing said again, "It's okay, just go to work. I'll take them back in the morning and then go to work." Not very polite.

Fortunately, the remaining four members of their family have really calmed down a lot. Even though Chang Qing and Xu Hong were dissatisfied in their hearts, facing their parents, they tried to pretend to be harmonious. Chang Qing thought, if Without that aunt making trouble, maybe his parents would really not have any opinion on Xu Hong today.

After finally serving the two old men to rest, Xu Hong and Chang Qing lay on the bed. Because of the quarrel at night, because of the hand Xu Hong raised, the two turned their backs to each other, and neither of them wanted to talk.Chang Qing knew that Xu Hong was disappointed with the act of bringing his aunt here tonight, but to Chang Qing, Xu Hong still refused to give in for him today, and even raised his hand in front of his parents. He was disappointed, how many times he had to explain it before the parents could believe that she hadn't touched him.

Chang Qing turned her back to Xu Hong, and asked in a very small voice, "Did you want to hit someone at that time?" Xu Hong didn't speak, the way Chang Qing and Si Ni dealt with it at that time really made her angry, but she calmed down, Xu Hong felt that there was nothing wrong with his handling, not to mention that Chu Yunxing didn't say Yuhe's name, but thinking of Chu Yunxing, Xu Hong was worried again.

Xu Hong said, "Tell Chu Yunxing not to get involved with Yuhe, he can't do that even if he wants his mother to give up."

"Xu Hong, I'm talking about our problems. I'll talk about Chu Yunxing's matter later." After Chang Qing finished speaking, he paused and asked, "So, Xu Hong, not only should I be ranked behind Sheng Min and Yu He, I'm going to be behind Chang Xin, right?"

Xu Hong thought that this is different, what can be compared.Chang Qing asked again, "Xu Hong, do you... still love me?" Chang Qing remembered the phrase "End of it", and Xu Hong said it so easily when he couldn't say it. How much I love him, if I love him, can't I bear a little grievance?

Xu Hong turned his back to Chang Qing and said, "It has nothing to do with whether I love you or not. Of course I love you, but it has something to do with Chang Xin. Chang Xin, you should be able to imagine how she came here these years... At this point, Xu Hong smiled slightly and said, "You may not be able to imagine it, because you have never been afraid when you walk on the street. When you are alone, it doesn’t matter how close a stranger gets to you, because you are a man and you have the power to fight back, but your sister is different, and we women are different. As for us, walking on the street, we may be in danger, When we got on the elevator, we were all worried. Someone stayed at the door for a while and we even thought about what weapon to hold in our hands. I, I lived alone before, and I was the same as Chang Xin. Every time I went home, I had to check the wall at the door. Is there a so-called sign on it, and I am afraid that someone will appear at the door at night. There are many video doorbells, door stoppers, alarms, and monitoring at home. You know, if there is a problem, the fastest way How do you do it? You must have been educated to find the police from an early age, right? But, let me tell you, if you call the police, they will still contact the local police at the address you mentioned, and then the responsible police will call again Call to check the information with you. Sometimes they will check whether it is necessary to come based on what you said. Sometimes they think it’s just a woman making a fuss. So, wherever I live, I will go there first. I am familiar with property management and security guards. If you ask for their duty phone number, they will be the fastest. Even so, I dare not call them casually, because I have to be cautious, and I don’t know if they are people or ghosts. , I can't take the initiative to let people know that I live alone... I said this just to let you understand that it's really hard for your sister to live alone outside. Apart from life, she must have been harassed much more than me at work. , she is so beautiful...Really, Chang Qing, when I think that such a beautiful sister has to suffer because of a broken man, I feel panicked, I feel it is unfair, how come they have harassed her over and over again , even her brother who was in pain came to help others. You should know how much she loves you, why are you doing this to her..." Hearing Xu Hong's voice, Chang Qing knew it, and she cried again Saying, Xu Hong, it is always easy to substitute her own emotions, always thinking that those women she prefers can live well.

Chang Qing turned around and hugged her in his arms and said, "I know I didn't do well in this matter, but my aunt is stubborn, and no one can control her temper. I was wrong."

"And Chu Yunxing, why did he involve Yuhe at that time? If he said that, his mother would definitely ask the end. What did he say then? Is he going to mention Yuhe? You know, Yuhe's father-in-law, Wang Yihan, had misunderstood her a long time ago. If Chu Yunxing's mother blocked Yuhe, what should I do? As Chu Yunxing's mother is, she would definitely humiliate Yuhe. Why...Couldn't Chu Yunxing Say anything else, I would rather he said that because his bastard got sick, he would never be able to get married in this life. But, you men, maintain your dignity well at that time, you would rather delay The woman in the water doesn't want to admit that she has a little flaw, but it really makes people speechless... So, Chang Qing, it really doesn't matter whether I love you or not, I love you, just because I love you, I can accept it You have flaws, I can accept that you are not perfect, but the way you handled it at that time really let me down... I am really disappointed in you, so disappointed that I want to break up."

Hearing this sentence, Chang Qing breathed out in his chest, and then exhaled in Xu Hong's ear.Chang Qing thought, why isn't he disappointed? He begged Xu Hong in every possible way, but Xu Hong didn't satisfy him even once, even if she restrained herself a little bit?Oh, she restrained herself. After making publicity, she restrained herself to pretend to be virtuous and loving, but she refused to miss even a company meeting. Not only did he have to be ranked behind Sheng Min, Yu He, and Chang Xin, he also To be behind the work.

Chang Qing hugged her and said, "Xu Hong, can we all be calm?" Xu Hong nodded, hummed, and burst into tears.Xu Hong, it's not that she doesn't know that Chang Qing has a "dark" side. She has known the little Jiujiu in his heart for a long time, but because she loves him, she forgot those moments when he stabbed a knife in his heart. She even thought that Chang Qing Knowing that she minded, she calmed down, but tonight she felt that Chang Qing hadn't put away this side, all his disguises were just for getting married, as long as he could get him married, he would agree to any conditions.What does it mean that if Chang Xin doesn't see Chu Yunxing and Xu Hong, he won't marry Chang Qing?When his aunt said this, shouldn't Chang Qing be the first to stand up and object, he didn't, he didn't even say a word.So disappointed, what is this?Is this exchanging Chang Xin's dignity for their happiness?Xu Hong, I told him long ago that her happiness would not depend on any woman, why didn't he understand...

Because she was so disappointed, Xu Hong's whole body trembled from crying, and Chang Qing hugged her a little tighter. Even if he said calm down, he hoped that Xu Hong would not be so calm, because that kind of calmness, such Crying seemed to say that she was leaving him.Even if Xu Hong let him down, he didn't want to lose her yet, or he couldn't lose her.However, Chang Qing's loss of Xu Hong has only just begun.

What Chang Qing said about being calm was just to express that the two of them stopped arguing that night, and the next morning she got up properly and cooked breakfast for her parents, and said hello to them before leaving the house, but that night, Xu Hong did not go home.Sitting in the living room, Chang Qing panicked.Seeing that the hour hand was already pointing to nine o'clock, Chang Qing became more and more worried, and thinking about the fears she said last night, she was also afraid that something might happen to her on the way.

Chang Qing sent her a message and asked, "Honey, are you working overtime, how long will it take to come back?" Xu Hong stared at the message for a few minutes, tears streaming down his eyelashes again.

Xu Hong replied, "I want to stay in a dormitory tonight."

"Don't do this, okay?" Chang Qing's heart seemed to be cut by something, it was torn open, Xu Hong was trying to get rid of him, he could clearly feel it.

"I just want to calm down, you go to rest early." Xu Hong wanted to take the time to convince herself, she wanted to say that this is nothing, it is nothing to her love, Chang Qing is just this problem, not a big problem , He asked her to pretend to be cute and virtuous in front of her parents. It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter, isn't this problem much better than other men, compared to other men she has seen?She could take it, it wasn't a problem at all.After convincing himself in this way, Xu Hong shed tears again. Although he said yesterday that he was so disappointed that he wanted to break up, Xu Hong really never thought about breaking up. Is it because of this breakup?Anyone who heard this thought it was ridiculous, so Xu Hong tried his best to convince himself that she could accept it. Her damned sense of morality was not as important as Changqing, and she couldn't live without Changqing.Because she betrayed her heart, because of the love that she might not have looked down upon before, she was destroying the wall of principles she had built, and because of her disappointment with herself, Xu Hong cried again.

Xu Hong also thought that he had a strong ability to adjust, and a night of rest and calm down was enough, but after that night, when she was at work, her sister called in a hurry and asked her if she could go home, Xu Hong asked what was wrong Xu Hong thought that if his sister asked her to go home so urgently, something must have happened at home.I only heard my sister say "Dad... is gone."

Gone, dead, dead... Xu Hong's father, who had not been in contact with her for half a year, left the world, just like her mother.For her father, Xu Hong thought there was only hatred, and she also thought that she had made all the preparations for his death, but after hearing what her sister said, Xu Hong was stunned, and she even suspected that she had forced her father to death.

It turns out that ever since Xu Hong called his father, his father has been worried all day long. He always feels that there is something in the house. In rural terms, it is not clean. There are dirty things in the house. Naturally, this dirty thing refers to Xu Hong's mother. .Because he felt ashamed, after being scolded by Xu Hong, his father really felt that the soul of his poor and tragic wife was still at home. He felt that the photo frame that fell from the house inexplicably was caused by his wife's soul. The electricity suddenly stopped at home. He also thought it was his wife who was causing trouble. Even when someone died in his workplace due to improper operation, he thought it was his wife who was warning him.There was a gust of wind at night, and he seemed to hear his wife calling him, "Please call Xu Hong and let me meet her", and it rained at night, and he seemed to hear his wife crying, the crying There was also moaning in her voice, moaning in pain, scolding him for being heartless, scolding him for having his conscience eaten by a dog, as if she was taking her last breath, scolding intermittently.

Father's health is not bad, but he is so suspicious, his spirit is getting worse and worse, his heart begging to live, so he listened to the persuasion of the women outside, and found a so-called master to do it court affairs.The cost of the ritual was very high, which made him feel resentful for having little money, and felt that it was all Xu Hong's fault, but the natural majesty of being a father made him unable to lower his head, and he did not want to admit his mistakes to Xu Hong, an unfilial daughter. He would rather stay in a stalemate than ask for help from this daughter who doesn't give money, and the eldest daughter has long been tired of him. went.

This man, once he leaves his wife, his family will not live in a good way. He can eat enough food and wear casual clothes. As long as there is a clean bowl in the house, he will not wash it, and as long as he can sleep on the bed, he will not clean it. After a long time, the house became the legendary pig's nest.The good friend also came to see it a few times, but I got tired of watching it. After all, he has no money, and he is no longer able to do it. If he wants money, he has no money.If you can't figure anything out, good friends will naturally come and go, and as the days go by, they will be cut off.Xu Hong's father was even more depressed when even his good friends abandoned him.

As for this person, when he is depressed or mentally ill, he tends to be distracted. There was a death not long ago in the place where he worked, and his colleagues were more careful. It was Xu Hong's fault. If she could give him a pension, would he still be so looked down upon by others? He has already enjoyed life happily and happily, although all he can think of to enjoy life is nothing more than finding a few more lovers woman.

Even though the colleagues were careful and careful, something happened to my father and he died at work. My sister didn't say the specific way of death, she just choked up and said don't ask.Xu Hong thought, well, let’s not ask, people die, there are just a few ways, whether it is painful or not, it will all be death in the end.Thinking of this, Xu Hong hung up the phone, asked Qi Chen for leave, and went home.Qi Chaoli is not in the company recently, Qi Chen is more free, and her stomach is gradually showing up, but fortunately it is not obvious. After Xu Hong comes back in a few days, she can go back to YR headquarters with peace of mind, and then There is a wedding.

For the whole day, Xu Hong didn't take the initiative to send a message to Chang Qing. Chang Qing felt a little uncomfortable in his heart. Chang Qing bought purple roses and waited for her in front of her company building. Chang Qing expected Xu Hong to see them The beauty of the past, being able to forgive him, being able to go home with him.But he couldn't wait for Xu Hong to come, he only waited for Qi Chen who came off work.

It wasn't too late for Qi Chen to leave. She was a bit uncomfortable when she was pregnant, so she didn't want to waste time in the company. When she got off work and left the building, she saw someone waiting there holding a purple flower. The flowers are pretty, so Qi Chen took a second look, and it was these extra looks that made her recognize Chang Qing.

Qi Chen frowned, walked over slowly, and asked, "Are you waiting for Xu Hong?" Chang Qing nodded, and asked, "Is she off work yet?" Qi Chen frowned again.

Thinking of Xu Hong's suppressed crying last night, Qi Chen asked, "Did you quarrel?" Xu Hong couldn't help crying, but the sound still came out through the wall and through the crack of the door, and Qi Chen, who was in the bathroom, heard it She was scratching her head when she heard that voice, thinking that this must be a fight with her Mr. Qing, and the quarrel should have been fierce, otherwise how could a person like Xu Hong cry so sadly.

Chang Qing nodded, and said, "It's my fault." Qi Chen nodded, and then said, "It shouldn't be all, I know what's wrong with Xu Hong, and my aunt always said she shouldn't be so aggressive. .However, she is not in the company, didn't she tell you that something happened to her family and she went back to her hometown. "

Chang Qing's eyes showed confusion, so he asked, "What's the matter? When did you go back?"

"I don't know what happened this morning. I think something happened to her family."

Chang Qing took a deep breath and wanted to get in the car, but he still held the rose in his hand, so he said, "Do you mind? If you don't mind, you can accept it." Qi Chen took the light purple rose full of flowers and said "Thank you, I haven't received a rose of this color before." Qi Chen had received red roses, white roses, and champagne roses before, but he had never received this light purple rose.Chang Qing said thank you again, and got into the car.

After getting in the car, Chang Qing was worried and called Xu Hong directly.When Chang Qing made the first call, Xu Hong didn't answer it, and when the second call was about to end, Xu Hong answered it, and after feeding him, Xu Hong said, "I'm sorry, I was busy just now."

"Your colleague said something happened to your family, what's the matter?"

The urgency in Chang Qing's voice made Xu Hong feel sorry again. He should be worried about her, but she didn't bother to give him a message. information.

Xu Hong asked, "Have you gone to the company?"

"Well, I want to take you home."

After returning home, these words made Xu Hong shed tears again. She really missed Chang Qing, especially his tenderness like water.Xu Hong choked up and said, "You wait for me at home obediently, and I'll go back after I finish my work here."

"What's the matter, wife? What happened, tell me." Chang Qing thought, they are husband and wife, even if they don't get the certificate, aren't they still husband and wife? Why can't she rely on him? Thinking about solving it by myself, Chang Qing, I don't even know where Xu Hong's family is.

Xu Hong sank again and again, and said in an extremely cold voice, "My dad passed away." After Xu Hong finished speaking, Chang Qing raised his breath in his throat. He thought to God, it was such a big deal, and he But he didn't know at all, Xu Hong should be very sad, right?Even if she says she doesn't love her father every day, or even hates him, she should be sad, right?
Thinking of this, Chang Qing asked, "Are you okay?" Xu Hong nodded, sniffed and said, "Well, it's okay."

"Give me the address, I'll go there." Chang Qing thought he should go there.Xu Hong shook his head again and said, "No need, you haven't had a good rest these few days, you should take a good rest at home, I have my sister and brother-in-law here, I just pay a little more, I'm fine."

"Wife, can you let me accompany you?"

After Chang Qing finished speaking, Xu Hong smiled lightly and said, "Didn't you stay with me all the time, Chang Qing...I apologize to you, I love you, I love you very much." In this case, let alone Chang Qing asking her to pretend to be cute and virtuous, even if Chang Qing asked her to pretend that she can't take care of herself, she can also pretend to show him. She feels that she is so tired, and she wants to just take a vacation and rest if she is tired.People, what is the purpose of living in this aimless world?Facing death, Xu Hong thought of this question again...

(End of this chapter)