35 this year

Chapter 88

Without waiting for Xu Hong's reply, Chang Qing felt a sense of desolation in his heart. He felt that he had said good things and accepted the grievances. Why did Xu Hong feel a little reticent?Thinking of this, Chang Qing ran into trouble again, thinking what would happen if she really didn't come back tonight and went to see her parents with him tomorrow, even if Chang Xin told her to explain, what would she do? explain?Say Xu Hong is on a business trip?Or that she has not yet come out of the emotion of losing her father?No matter how it sounds, there is a bit of perfunctory.After thinking about it for a long time, Chang Qing sighed, thinking that it would be better to discuss it with Chang Xin.

When Chang Qing left the office, he saw that Sheng Min's seat was empty, and he wondered if Xu Hong and her two friends had reconciled.Going further, before Chang Qing arrived at Chang Xin's office, he saw Wang Yihan coming out of Chang Xin's office with a stack of documents. Seeing Chang Qing, Wang Yihan was obviously stunned for a moment, and then smiled , and then said, "You always have something to do with Xiaoxin?" Chang Qing nodded, and glanced at the document in his hand again. Wang Yihan understood, and explained, "There are some things in the process that are not clear, come and ask Mr. Xiaoxin "Chang Qing nodded, but she thought to herself, how many years have you been in the company, are you still unclear about the process?Even if you don't know, there's no need for him, a department manager, to ask, right?Seeing Wang Yihan, Chang Qing thought of Yuhe again, remembered Chu Yunxing's previous plan to take care of Yuhe's mother and child, and remembered that Chu Yunxing quietly stuffed things into his new bag this morning, Chang Qing felt really annoyed, chaotic It's chaotic, but if it's Yuhe, Chang Qing would rather be Chang Xin. Even if there is a gap between the two of them, they are both talented and beautiful, as long as they pass the test of having children.

Chang Qing opened the door and went in, and saw that Chang Xin was dealing with some trivial matters. Seeing Chang Qing, Chang Xin smiled and joked, "Why are you here?" Walking too close, other cousins ​​in the company commented that he hugged Chang Xin's thigh and so on, so Chang Qing didn't come to Chang Xin's office easily, so when Chang Qing came in, Chang Xin had a smile on his face. There was a trace of surprise.

Chang Qing handed over the mobile phone and said, "What should I do?" Chang Xin took a look at the message that hadn't been answered after two or three hours, and he also encountered difficulties. After a long time, the ideological work was done in vain.Chang Qing asked again, "If she really doesn't go, how would you explain it tomorrow?"Chang Qing continued, "I was thinking that she was on a business trip, how about it?"

Chang Xin pondered for a while and said, "Going on a business trip on a big weekend? Besides, you didn't make an appointment temporarily. Will this reason make my uncle and aunt feel perfunctory?" Chang Qing nodded, thinking it was, Chang Xin said so , Chang Qing's face became more sad.

Chang Xin smiled and comforted him and said, "Don't think so much, what if she goes back quietly tonight?"

Chang Qing sneered and said, "She's not the one who can make surprises." He took back his mobile phone and said, "If she really goes back, won't there be a notification on my mobile phone?" Chang Xin thought about it. That's right, Changqing's camera is on, and if someone goes back, there will be a message immediately.

Chang Qing was worried, and she said a few words to Chang Qing, Chang Xin also became worried, and it was about to get off work, but Xu Hong still didn't reply, Chang Qing thought to forget it, let her do what she wanted.Thinking of this, Chang Qing stood up and was about to leave, but Chang Xin asked again, "Where are you going?"

Chang Qing thought about it, and felt that he didn't want to go home, but where could he go? After thinking about it, Chang Qing replied, "Go to Chu Yunxing Restaurant."

Hearing what he said, Chang Xin nodded, then grabbed a key with a grape pendant from the table, and said, "Give it to him for me." Chang Qing was puzzled, and Chang Xin said, "The key to the western restaurant, he It should have been stuffed in my bag this morning."

Speaking of the key, Chang Qing remembered the photo of Chu Yunxing and Chang Xin, which was still in Xu Hong's place. Chang Qing sighed again and said, "Sister, you really don't plan to get back together?"

Regarding this issue, Chang Xin still thought about it during the day. Whether it was saying that he had dated 7 boyfriends last night or something else, it really meant to test Chu Yunxing. Chang Xin wanted to see if he would mind. After seeing this bunch of keys, Chang Xin has a bottom line in his heart. Chu Yunxing doesn't mind, but Chu Yunxing doesn't mind, so can she not mind what happened to him before?Chang Xin thought about it, and felt that she minded, even if she had talked with several boyfriends after leaving Chu Yunxing, it was a serious conversation, which was different from Chu Yunxing's misbehavior.After thinking about it this way, Chang Xin felt that even if she did have a little affection for him, that little affection would not allow her to forgive him easily.So facing Chang Qing's question, Chang Xin nodded, and said again, "Help me and return it to him." Chang Qing nodded, took the key, cleaned up, and went to Chu Yunxing's restaurant.

When Chang Qing arrived at Chu Yunxing's restaurant, there were already many people in the restaurant. Chu Yunxing was busy, so Chang Qing found a random corner to sit, then ordered a glass of wine, and drank slowly.After Chu Yunxing finished working for a while and came to see him again, Chang Qing handed over the key.Looking at the key, Chu Yunxing frowned, Chang Qing said, "I asked my sister, and my sister has no intention of getting back together." Chu Yunxing lifted the key, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, thinking, this is true. It is so easy to make him fulfill his wish, how can this person who has been hurt before put in more effort.Chang Qing admired Chu Yunxing's good attitude again.

While talking, the welcoming wind chime at the door rang, and Chu Yunxing looked back amidst the waiter's "Welcome", and saw Jing Jing walking in.Seeing An Jing, Chu Yunxing frowned, Chang Qing shrank his head, thinking about why she came here.Because of the quarrel with Xu Hong two days ago, Chang Qing said, "Would you like to marry me?" Now looking at Jing Jing, Chang Qing felt so awkward in his heart, afraid that Jing Jing might misunderstand, or Look down on his personality.

An Jing originally came to find Chu Yunxing, and wanted to ask him how Xu Hong and Chang Qing were doing, but when she saw Chang Qing was there, she thought in her heart, that's just right, just ask the right master.Quietly smiled and walked towards Chang Qing, Chang Qing's heart was pounding for a while, and his face was much more embarrassed.

Chu Yunxing got up and sat next to Chang Qing, An Jing took the seat where Chu Yunxing had just sat, and looked at Chang Qing's face half seriously and half playfully.Chang Qing's face was red and white, and he only said hello in embarrassment.Jing Jing laughed, and asked, "It seems that you are recovering well." Chang Qing's face was embarrassing again, and Jing Jing asked, "Have you met Xu Hong? How is she?"

Chang Qing's face darkened, and he regained his composure and said, "I've seen it, and we talked about it yesterday, and she's still thinking about it."

"Are you really going to divide?" Chang Qing lowered his head again, as An Jing still had worries on his face.Jing Jing looked at him and said, "Although I don't know what happened to you, but Xu Hong must be very sad, right? She was at my house in those two days, she didn't eat or drink, she cried and slept and cried. Distressed." Regarding this point, Chang Qing also noticed yesterday that Xu Hong was thinner than before, and his complexion was also a little pale.

"Can't you coax her? When couples quarrel, shouldn't it be enough to coax her?" After Jing Jing asked, Chang Qing still didn't speak. Chang Qing thought about what he should say last night, and he went into the guest bedroom with Xu Hong alone. I also coaxed it for a long time, what a good wife, I called it over and over again, and I said a lot of nice things about the promise, how can I coax me?Besides, is Xu Hong a man who can be coaxed?What she wants is for Chang Qing to just tell you to go, you can do whatever you want, I will wait for you here, but Chang Qing, he is already at this age, how long can he wait?Xu Hong didn't care about whether he was young or not, but Chang Qing cared. He was urged by his parents, and he really felt that he was old enough to start a family.

Seeing that Chang Qing was still silent, Jing Jing sighed and said, "It seems that if this is true love or not, there are countless things to do. When it's time to quarrel, it's still noisy, and when it's time to not give in, it's still not to give in." Quiet These words made Chang Qing laugh, Chang Qing smiled and shook his head, expressing his helplessness, then nodded again, expressing his agreement with this conclusion.

While talking, the welcoming wind chime at the door rang again, and it was Chang Xin who came in.Seeing Chang Xin, Chu Yunxing immediately had a smile on his face, the corners of his mouth couldn't stop rising, thinking in his heart, he just returned the key just now, and he was just trying to get him.

Originally, Chang Xin didn't want to come, but after thinking about it, she felt that if Xu Hong really didn't want to see her little uncles and aunts tomorrow, what reason would she find to explain to them, because she couldn't think of it, so Chang Xin thought Forget it, let's discuss it with Chu Yunxing, he is smart, and he may have a good idea.

When Chang Xin came in, many of the male customers in the store raised their heads, their eyes were glued to her, Chu Yunxing was full of complacency, and his heart was full of glory.Chu Yunxing went up to meet him, with a shy smile on the corner of his mouth, and asked, "Why are you here?" Chang Xin looked around and felt that the business of this western restaurant was not bad, so he said, "Let's see if you can do business."

Chu Yunxing laughed and even wanted to grab Chang Xin's waist, but the outstretched hand still stayed on the back.Chu Yunxing gently pushed Chang Xin with his hand, and while pushing her in, said, "Welcome the proprietress to come and inspect." Chang Xin turned to look at him, eyes full of coquettishness.

Chang Xin's appearance was beyond Chang Qing's expectation, so Chang Qing called out in surprise, "Sister?" Seeing that there was someone opposite Chang Qing, Chang Xin gave him a sit-down gesture, indicating that he didn't need to get up.Because there was someone opposite Chang Qing, Chang Xin didn't sit down, so he stood near the bar and asked Chu Yunxing, "Who is that?"

Chu Yunxing looked at Chang Xin with ambiguity in his eyes, and replied softly, "Quiet." Chang Xin felt that the name was familiar, and doubts arose in his eyes.Chu Yunxing whispered in her ear, "I had a blind date with Chang Qing, my uncle and aunt liked it."

After Chu Yunxing finished speaking, Chang Xin let out an oh, thinking that she remembered, and she seemed to have heard of such a person.After thinking about it, Chang Xin looked at An Jing again, and whispered to Chu Yunxing, "It seems to be pretty good."

Chu Yunxing nodded, approached her again and said, "Not only is it good, but the family is also good, so my uncle and aunt like it. Xu Hong also knows her. They broke up a few days ago. Xu Hong is looking for her. I heard that she is staying at her house." It's been two days." Chang Xin frowned, thinking about the mess.Chu Yunxing moved closer to Chang Xin, and finally put his hands on Chang Xin's waist quietly and said, "Xu Hong didn't even defend her, and she also said that she didn't like Chang Qing, but in the two days when Chang Qing was frustrated, I I heard that if Xu Hong doesn't marry him, he will marry An Jing."

Chang Xin looked up at Chu Yunxing and said, "What is this called? What do you think of a woman?" Chu Yunxing had a look of helplessness on his face, so he didn't say anything.

Chang Xin had also noticed the distance between the two of them, they were almost close to each other, so he looked up at Chu Yunxing again.Chu Yunxing's old rogue look appeared on his face, but he didn't want to let go. Chang Xin poked his chest with his index finger and said, "Chu Yunxing, enough is enough."

Chu Yunxing smiled again, and said, "Then you add me on WeChat, and I'll let you go." Chang Xin still raised his eyes to look at him, and Chu Yunxing lowered his head again and said, "It's a relative, so it's okay to add a WeChat, right?"

Chang Xin moved his waist, trying to get rid of the hand on it and said, "You treat your relatives like this?" Chu Yunxing smiled slyly, and said, "Then I will take you home tonight."

"No, I'm driving myself."

Chu Yunxing felt that it was more fun to refuse than when he was young. Thinking of this, Chu Yunxing smiled helplessly and shook his head, asking, "Then what are you doing here today?"

Chang Xin broke free from his hand, asked the waiter for a glass of water, and said, "Let me ask you, if Xu Hong doesn't go tomorrow, how can I explain it to my little uncle and aunt?"

Chu Yunxing put his hand on his chin, faced the bar with her, and said, "This is easy to handle. If you don't want to say that it is Xu Hong's problem, then bombard them with more explosive information." Chang Xin looked at him sideways in confusion , Chu Yunxing approached Chang Xin again and asked, "Just say we are going to get married, how about it?" Chang Xin laughed out, and said sarcastically, "Chu Yunxing, how old are you, why are you still such a rascal?" He tilted his head and looked at Chang Xin sideways, his eyes were sticky, and said, "This man loves women, what does it have to do with age." Chang Xin looked at him sideways, then laughed, and posed A posture of being too lazy to pay attention to him, did not reply.

While chatting with An Jing, Chang Qing glanced at the movement at the bar. Seeing that the two were flirting with each other, Chang Qing didn't bother to look any further, so she said to send An Jing home, and An Jing looked at the wine in front of him and said, "You're not drinking anymore. Is it?" Chang Qing thought that it would be fine if he only had two bites, right?Jing Jing said again, "That's not okay, I don't want to make fun of my life safety." After speaking, Jing Jing picked up her bag and left.

Chang Qing was helpless, thinking that he would never be able to drive, so he might as well drink two more glasses.Thinking of this, Chang Qing ordered a little more wine.Seeing that people had left, Chu Yunxing and Chang Xin also sat down.The two of them sat across from Chang Qing, looking at him as if drinking away his worries.

Chang Qing only drank and didn't talk, and there were more customers in the store. Chu Yunxing had no choice but to help. Before he went to help, he hugged Chang Xin's waist and said, "You persuade him." After finishing speaking Chu Yunxing was about to kiss Chang Xin on the top of his head. In fact, he thought about it, but he held back in the end. He couldn't want too much for one night, too much, and this beauty would really be annoyed.

Chang Qing glanced at Chu Yunxing, and asked Chang Xin, "Sister, let's forget about you getting back together. He has been waiting for so many years. Even if something happened that year, he has repented. Why don't you live a better life from now on?"

Chang Xin shook the cup in front of him and said, "So, that's why you can't accept being in a different place with Xu Hong?" Chang Qing turned his head and said, "No, I'm afraid she won't come back after going out. She's not with you. Same, you liked Chu Yunxing from the very beginning, you both rushed to get married, and what about us...Xu Hong, you know that we were not married before, right? She always thinks being single is better than getting married. It's only come to this point after you catch up with her. If you let her go, it's really not certain whether you can come back. Besides, you can give up so much for Chu Yunxing, and she won't give up anything for me." Speaking of this gap, Chang Qing felt sad again, thinking why other people's girlfriends are so caring, while his own is so awkward.

The contrast was too obvious, and Chang Qing was very disappointed. Just when Chang Xin wanted to say something, Chang Qing stood up and said, "I'm leaving first." Chang Xin also stood up immediately and told him, "Don't drive." Chang Qing nodded and went out the door.Chang Xin was worried, and stood at the door of the western restaurant to look at Chang Qing. Chu Yunxing came over and watched with her. Seeing that the driver called by Chang Qing had arrived and got in the car, the two of them sighed together, helpless to each other. shook his head.

However, after getting in the car, Chang Qing still didn't want to go home, because he knew that when he got home, it was empty and the surroundings were pitch black, and Xu Hong still didn't reply, which meant that she still didn't go home.Because of drinking a little wine, because just now Chang Xin and Chu Yunxing's ambiguity was seen in the eyes, thinking about their previous beauty, and comparing it with himself, the gap is too big, Chang Qing's heart is overwhelmed.Feeling so sad, Chang Qing negotiated with the substitute driver, gave him more money, and asked them to drive the car to the gate of Xu Hong's dormitory complex.

Xu Hong really didn't think about it yet, let her abandon Chang Qing and run to Ms. Qi Chaoli wholeheartedly. Xu Hong couldn't bear it. After all, Chang Qing was the only one she met in the past ten years who was not bad and treated her well. The key to Yi Baishun's man is that she is the only one in his eyes, and he is all about getting married, but if she is asked to reject Qi Chaoli and only think about her own marriage, she can't do it.Xu Hong knew that if she rejected Qi Chaoli, she might not lose her job, but her career with Qi Chaoli would stop here, and it would be impossible for her to make any other progress. How could someone like Chaoli let someone who hindered his work for personal reasons enter the core management? Xu Hong is not her relative.As long as Xu Hong wants to develop upward, she has to consider changing jobs, but changing jobs is too difficult. Some companies will want her, and this job is basically over.Everyone is talking about the injustice of this social structure, but no one can do anything about this social structure.

Because of this reluctance and helplessness and the dilemma, Xu Hong was still unable to make up his mind. She neither wanted to hurt Chang Qing's heart, nor wanted to reject Qi Chaoli.After tossing and turning all night, Xu Hong couldn't sleep. When the morning light turned white, Xu Hong went out, thinking of going to a nearby small park to get some fresh air.

As soon as Xu Hong left the gate of the community, he saw Chang Qing's car, and saw Chang Qing's head against the glass as if he had fallen asleep.Seeing Chang Qing, Xu Hong's heart felt sore, and his eyes became hot, thinking that he must have not waited for his news, and felt sad, that's why he came here, and he didn't know when he came. How long have you been here?

Xu Hong looked at his head against the glass, and touched it lightly, thinking, I don’t know if he has turned on the ventilation. It’s summer, sleeping in the car, what if something happens? .Thinking of this, Xu Hong knocked on the glass, Chang Qing raised his head in a daze, and saw Xu Hong standing outside with a distressed face.Chang Qing also had some tears in his eyes, turned his head, forced the tears back, and then dropped the glass.

"Why are you here?" Xu Hong asked with sadness, and Chang Qing felt aggrieved again.Chang Qing looked at her and said, "I don't want to go home."

Xu Hong lowered his head, choked up and didn't speak, Chang Qing looked at her again and said, "Honey, let's make up, okay, come with me to see my parents, okay?"

Chang Qing's "wife" made Xu Hong cry, and Xu Hong lowered his head, thought and thought, and said, "My transfer order has come down."

Chang Qing looked at her in disbelief, and it took him a long time to ask, "Are you going?"

"I don't know." Xu Hong felt that she really didn't know, she couldn't give up her job, it was terrible to give up her job, she knew it all too well, she didn't want to follow her mother's old path.

"Xu Hong, I'm not your father, nor are you your mother, why can't you trust me? Why don't you believe that I can take good care of you?" Chang Qing felt that he was really going to be disappointed.

"Because when you are in love, you can talk nicely. After a long time, this love disappears, and it will be the same." Isn't marriage in this world like this? In a materialistic society, everyone, even husband and wife No one dares to guarantee who can bear whose life.A lifetime is too long. When it grows, any feelings will disappear. When it grows, people always feel helpless and can only trust themselves.

"If you go, we'll break up." Chang Qing felt that he really couldn't let Xu Hong go, once Xu Hong went, when he would come back, and if he would come back, he really didn't know, he had no idea.

"Can you wait for me?" Xu Hong felt that she still said this undignified sentence. In the past, Xu Hong was free and easy, and would never say such begging words anyway, but now she wants Chang Qing Wait for her, she can ignore all the disappointments and gains and losses before, she just wants Chang Qing to wait for her, she will definitely come back.

Chang Qing looked at her and said, "I don't believe you will come back, I won't wait for you."

What Chang Qing said made Xu Hong cry again. It turns out that there is really no trust between them, and the two of them only think about themselves, just like she asked Chang Qing before, do you really love me? , you love yourself, and now Xu Hong still feels that Chang Qing only loves himself.In fact, not only Chang Qing, but also Xu Hong loves herself. Indeed, if a person doesn't even love himself, how can he love others.

Seeing Xu Hong's silence, Chang Qing said again, "Xu Hong, I waited for you all night, and you gave me such an answer, right? OK, I accept it, come back when you have time, and clear things up, it's up to you You take everything you have... Let's break up."

"Changqing..." Xu Hong thought, are they really going to take the most embarrassing step?

"Xu Hong, I gave you chances again and again, and you gave up. Don't tell me that you are in trouble. You don't have to be in trouble now. Go and take care of your work."

"Why can't you understand me? Is it that difficult to wait for me? You always feel that I don't love you. Do you love me?"

Hearing this questioning, Chang Qing thought, ah, even this love is under suspicion now, it turns out, whatever, it's already like this, anyway, she really won't go home with him to see her parents, he All calculations are in vain in the end, just be empty.

While starting the car, Chang Qing said, "Come back sometime in the next two days, and I will return your mother's ring to you." After speaking, Chang Qing stepped on the accelerator and drove away.

(End of this chapter)