35 this year

Chapter 90 Hold fate in your own hands

Sitting in the corridor of the hospital, Xu Hong was full of loneliness again. Seeing Xu Hong sitting there alone, Chang Qing felt rippling in his heart again. Chang Qing thought that if they broke up, what would happen to Xu Hong later? She is really such a lonely person forever, what is she going to do, who does she turn to for help when something happens, those women she favors, all of them let her down, right?Sheng Min lied to her. Sheng Min and Huang Guanyang may have a little love together, but it is definitely not as much as she said. She is just forced to make a living. In order to make a living, she even contacted her husband with Xu Hong and Yu He, Want to start over.And Chang Xin, Chang Xin is indeed developing in the direction of reuniting with Chu Yunxing, right?According to Chang Qing's knowledge, Chu Yunxing had already been in and out of Chang Xin's house. That night, after the restaurant closed, Chu Yunxing accompanied Chang Xin back home. I have to go in and check for Chang Xin. Can Chang Xin know that this is just an excuse? She knows that she has cast bait to seduce Chu Yunxing, step by step. Pulled back.

Thinking of this, Chang Qing sat with her on the bench in the hospital corridor, and then held Xu Hong's hand propped on the chair.Xu Hong originally put his hands on the chair to keep his shoulders from collapsing, but Chang Qing shook her and she still collapsed.

Chang Qing asked, "Are you disappointed?"

Xu Hong shook his head, and said with a smile on his face, "No, I, I already knew that everyone has their own choices. Maybe Sheng Min has no choice. Maybe it's because I don't support her enough. If I can be like Wei Yu He thinks about her like that, maybe she won't be like this."

"You are already very good to them." Chang Qing thought it was really good, so good that sometimes he was jealous, so good that sometimes Chang Qing thought how nice it would be if he were a woman.

Xu Hong shook his head and said, "Sheng Min, it's not that she doesn't know how to do things, she's just too lazy to do things. She seems to have used up all her brains when she was in school, but when it comes to life, she has no wisdom at all. Me, I used to I’ve also heard people who choose to live like this say, ‘That’s because you haven’t met a good man.’ Chang Qing, I’ve always thought it’s unbelievable for a woman to hand over her destiny to a man. I put myself in such danger. Although as you said, not all men are like my father, not all women are like my mother, but who can say for sure, right? I I also don't understand. When someone advises them not to leave room for themselves like this, they will humiliate others by saying that they have not met a good man, but what can this humiliate? Everyone has different standards of goodness, so naturally The selection requirements are different. What's more, good and bad are not permanent. Huang Guanyang should be very good at the beginning. When it is good, the two of them are happy, but when it is not good, the woman suffers more... ..." Although she could understand what she said, the light in Xu Hong's eyes was disappointment, what Xu Hong said was disappointment, Chang Qing thought, she should be forcing herself to accept it, other women in this world, other people She doesn't care about her choice, it has nothing to do with her, but a good friend, especially a good friend she swore she wouldn't do, is like this. She feels as if they are not the same kind of people. Not a good friend.

Chang Qing said again, "My sister... seems to want to get back together with Chu Yunxing." Xu Hong nodded again, and said with a smile, "Well, I thought of it. I asked her the other day, and she said who knows, so I guessed it." But, it's normal, she likes Chu Yunxing so much, she likes this man, she likes him without any impurities, as long as she can accept what Chu Yunxing did before, and Chu Yunxing won't let her down in the future, that's fine." Said So, Xu Hong remembered the "wedding photo" still in her bag, and then took it out and said, "Give it to her for me, Chang Xin, I'm not worried, even if Chu Yunxing has something in the future, she She also has the ability to protect herself, such a beautiful sister should live a chic and unrestrained life, daring to love and hate." Chang Qing nodded again, but couldn't hold back and still hugged Xu Hong into his arms.

Being hugged by Chang Qing, Xu Hong remembered that the two of them had stayed in the hospital like this before. Xu Hong laughed, thinking about what kind of chance it was, and why the two of them were always in the hospital.

Chang Qing hugged her and asked, "Xu Hong, what will you do without me in the future..."

Xu Hong continued to smile and said, "It doesn't matter. Anyway, I have always been alone. I am very content with you this year. Chang Qing, thank you, thank you for making me happy this year. I never Unprecedented happiness." Xu Hong still shed tears at this point, such happiness may never be seen again.

Chang Qing still kissed her on the top of her head, Xu Hong asked, "Why did you tell your parents?" Chang Qing held her for a long time without speaking, and Xu Hong guessed that he left so angry, he should tell his parents to break up Well, the agreed person didn't go, no reason can cover it up, everyone would think that something went wrong with them, maybe Chang Qing's parents will be very happy, and even bring up his relationship with him again A quiet wedding.

Xu Hong asked "They are very disappointed in me, right?"

Chang Qing shook his head and said, "No, it's a pity for them. My mother originally wanted to return the bracelet you gave me. She thought it should be very valuable, but I thought she liked it so I let her keep it. I said you don't care about it. "Xu Hong nodded, thinking that Chang Qing did a great job, he knew her well.

Xu Hong raised his head, pulled out the necklace around his neck, and said, "Can I take this off?" Chang Qing's eyes turned red when he saw the chain, and then asked, "So, you are wearing it." Xu Hong still She nodded and said, "Well, I like it very much." Chang Qing nodded, agreeing to let her wear it.

Chang Qing asked again, "The things you bought before are still at home, do you want to take them back?" Xu Hong smiled and said, "Give it to your parents for me, just say you bought it, and treat it as an apology to them It's gone." Then, Xu Hong stroked Chang Qing's face again and asked, "Does it hurt?" Xu Hong didn't care if Huang Guanyang provoked Xu Hong and Sheng Min, because both of them were concerned about how she treated Sheng Min. She can feel it, she has known Sheng Min for more than ten years, how can this be provoked, if she can be provoked, this friend really doesn't need to do it, but he said that Chang Qing, who was led by Xu Hong, also beat up people, Xu Hong felt distressed. No one should know about Xu Hong's slap on Chang Qing. He probably didn't tell anyone. As long as he did, especially Chu Yunxing and Chang Xin, why would these people persuade them to reconcile? Well, how could his parents feel pity, they are the ones who are most worried about two people doing it.

Chang Qing shook his head and said, "It was my fault."

"Chang Qing, you really love me, right?" It's true love, not because of anything else, just because Xu Hong is worth it, right?
"Well." Even at the end, Chang Qing wanted Xu Hong to know that even if she had shortcomings, she was worthy of being loved. He still admires Xu Hong until now, but Chang Qing, after seeing Huang Guanyang's downfall Afterwards, he even lost the courage to struggle. Can he wait ten years like Chu Yunxing and Chang Xin? This question, Chang Qing thought over and over again, but there is no answer. Since there is no answer, then it is impossible. Maybe they don't love deeply enough, they love themselves too much.

"Chang Qing, can I ask you something?"

"Ok?"

Chang Qing looked at Xu Hong, and saw that Xu Hong's face was full of sadness. Xu Hong was silent for a long time, tears streaming down his face, and said, "In the future... no matter who you marry, can the child not be named Chang An?" Chang Qing Suddenly he laughed, and hugged Xu Hong into his arms again.Weeping, Chang Qing thought, Xu Hong must have really thought about marrying him and having children, but the time is really too fast, and when their relationship is not stable, that damn Yan Feng will come to disrupt the situation, and the problem will come soon It hasn't been resolved yet, and before Xu Hong has time to prepare for the work here, something happened to Qi Chaoli... Everything seems to be preventing them from continuing to go down, except that very Qing can really wait she.

Being held in Chang Qing's arms, Xu Hong thought, what a pity, what a pity, she loves Chang Qing so much, she loves this man so much, but they haven't had time to build up enough trust, As long as there are a few more days to give her a sense of security and dependence, maybe she can also entrust her destiny to him like those women such as Sheng Min, but it's a pity that her sense of security comes too slowly, and Not enough time.

"It's a pity, I didn't see the ring you ordered." Xu Hong didn't know what kind of ring he ordered. He proposed to her twice, but she didn't receive a decent ring. Maybe there is that decent and exclusive token of love, maybe the two of you have already settled down, Chang Qing, why do you insist on pursuing that damned perfection.

Chang Qing looked at Xu Hong, smiled through tears, and said, "It arrived yesterday." After they broke up twice, the ring finally arrived, and Chang Qing was very satisfied.

"You return the bag and the ring, it's too expensive." It's really too expensive, if it's her bride price, now that they're not married, Xu Hong should return it to Chang Qing.

Chang Qing lowered his head and said nothing, Xu Hong said again, "Why don't you sell it to me?" This remark made Chang Qing dissatisfied, so Chang Qing raised his hand and tapped Xu Hong on the head, saying, "You It’s to piss me off, isn’t it, it’s so clear until now?”

"Then you have no money, you can't fall in love, you lose money like this."

"It's worth it." Chang Qing thought, if only he had brought the ring with him, he would put it on for her now, maybe because of the ring, Xu Hong could also stay, what a pity, what a pity Xu Hong found His was too sudden, and he left in a hurry, so he didn't bring anything with him.

Providence so.

Chang Qing left the hospital the next morning. Xu Hong asked the company for leave, saying that he was dealing with some private matters. Qi Chen thought, if Xu Hong really returned to YR headquarters, he should deal with some private matters here. After all, he went back , it is not certain when he will come back, but out of selfishness towards Xu Hong, Qi Chen still persuaded Xu Hong, Qi Chen said, "You really don't need to give up a good man for a job." Xu Hong looked at the dazzling Sunshine said, "It's not for a job, but to hold my destiny in my own hands." After Xu Hong finished speaking, Qi Chen was stunned, then touched his stomach, and said, "Okay, I will apply to you with my aunt." Raise your salary." Xu Hong smiled and lowered his head, and said, "Sure enough, he understands me well, men, how can money give them a sense of security." Even a man like Chang Qing is not as important as the sense of security that money gives .

Yuhe arrived at the hospital at ten o'clock in the morning, and she still brought Nuonuo with her. Seeing Sheng Min lying on the bed, Yuhe was filled with emotion, saying that she never thought that Huang Guanyang would do such a thing. Min nodded, eyes dimmed, and said, "Yes, who would have thought that, although he used to be unforgiving, he never went so far."

Yu He looked at Xu Hong cautiously, and then asked Sheng Min tentatively, "Then what are you going to do next? Are you going to rent a house?"

Only then did Xu Hong remember that Sheng Min needed a place to live.Xu Hong said, "You can live in my dormitory first. Anyway, my colleagues don't live there very often. I will tell the company not to cancel the lease. If you don't want to work in Chu Yunxing Restaurant, you can also work as an administrator in our company. Yes, let me help you talk to them, so that you can live in our dormitory in a legitimate way."

Xu Hong's proposal sounded reasonable to Yuhe, and it cost nothing at all, but Sheng Min turned his head away, and even showed boredom on his face.Sheng Min said, "Xu Hong, can you stop worrying so self-righteously?" "Huh?"Sheng Min looked back at Xu Hong with a dark face and asked, "Huang Guanyang liked you, you should know it?"

"Ah..." Xu Hong sighed helplessly, and Yu He didn't quite understand.Sheng Min thought it was ridiculous. She was afraid that Xu Hong would judge her by moral standards, but the man she was with in the name of love even had greed for Xu Hong. Is this a mockery of her, or what? Hong knew it, but he didn't express anything, not only didn't tell her, but he didn't reprimand Huang Guanyang.Sheng Min sat up slightly and asked, "Xu Hong, do you enjoy it? You have a better job than me, a better boyfriend than me, and even my boyfriend likes you. Do you think you are very successful? And I Well, it’s just a little extra charity you gave after Yuhe, Quiet, and Changxin. In your heart, am I a joke? My work is because of you, and I am full of mistakes. But for your sake, you My boyfriend never fired me, even if I resigned, he gave me an extra month's salary. With such a good boyfriend, I can't even ask God for a boyfriend. If you say break up, break up, and I My boyfriend insulted me, belittled me, used cold violence and even imprisoned me. I have nothing to do but wait for you to rescue me. Do you think I am particularly bad and embarrassing? But even so, I have the right to choose. I choose to lie down It is my right to live on a man and be a parasite in your mouth, and I don't need your pity."

"Huang Guanyang liked Xu Hong?" Yu He felt that he couldn't believe his ears. When did this happen?She has no idea.

Sheng Min nodded and said, "Yes, do you also think it's incredible, she knows, but she never told me, how ridiculous, isn't it?"

Xu Hong sighed and said, "Sheng Min, I know, you may find it difficult to accept this matter, and I also find it difficult to accept it. I didn't tell you, but I just don't need to tell you, because he didn't do anything, just quietly there is none left……"

"So, you just think it's disgusting to be liked by this kind of person, right?" Before Xu Hong finished speaking, Sheng Min interrupted her. Sheng Min felt that what Huang Guanyang said was right. Min said, she just felt disgusted, how could someone like Xu Hong, who is so self-confident, look at Huang Guanyang, and she, even under such circumstances, would be suppressed by that dead man, it was simply too humiliating, humiliating her She dared not tell anyone, including her best friend.

"My opinion of Huang Guanyang has nothing to do with you. The reason why I didn't say it is because I don't want to destroy the love you think. You should have feelings for him, right?"

"No, I lied to you from the beginning. I just can't stand your sense of morality that is thicker than a city wall. I just want to stay away from my husband. But, Xu Hong, how much better are you than me? Didn't you snatch Chang Qing from Jing Jing, but dumped him in the name of work? What's so great about your work? Aren't you trying to make yourself different and make Chang Qing think of you for the rest of your life? , it’s best for Chang Qing not to get married for the rest of his life to fulfill your wish, you just think that your parents’ marriage is not happy, and no one else deserves a happy marriage.”

"Then is your marriage happy? Do you need me to tell you whether you and Huang Guanyang are happy? Do you need me to tell you whether you and your husband are happy? Don't you know what the result will be when you return to your husband now? If You don't know, let me tell you that you have to support his parents and have children for him, and you can't even quarrel with him and speak loudly, because as long as you go against his wishes, he can unconditionally accuse you, and then say 'It would be nice if you cheated on me, you're willing to take you in', do you think he will still treat you as his wife, he just treats you as a free nanny, a free birth machine!"

"Wait a minute, wait a moment!" Listening to the quarrel between the two, Yu He felt as if he had not obtained some information, and asked in puzzlement, "So, Sheng Min, are you going back to your husband now? Are you not working? "

Sheng Min felt that he was "righteous and confident" like never before. Sheng Min straightened his chest, raised his head and said, "Yes, go back to my husband. We are a legal couple. We have not divorced, so I have the right to go back. I go back to have children. Whether to take care of his parents or not is my own choice and has nothing to do with you."

"Huh? How can this work?" As Sheng Min expected, Yu He also joined the voice of opposition. Like Xu Hong, Yu He wanted to work and wanted to earn money to support himself.Yu He said again, "What Xu Hong said is right, what will happen if you go back now? When the time comes, whenever you quarrel..."

"Do you think you have the right to criticize me?" Sheng Min said as if he was going all out, "Do you think your own marriage is so happy? Do you think your moral standard is so high? Don't you want to have an affair with Chu Yunxing, let me They will show you the child, but are you worthy? What Chu Yunxing likes is Chang Qing's cousin, Chang Xin, and even Wang Yihan has already had an idea about Chang Xin."

"What did you say?" Yu He and Xu Hong were surprised at the same time. They didn't care that Sheng Min misunderstood the matter of Yu He and Chu Yunxing, because there was no need to explain the nonsense, but what happened to Wang Yihan?

Sheng Min looked at Yuhe and said, "Don't you think it's strange that Wang Yihan works overtime every day? Does he have to work overtime for so many jobs? In our company, he is the only one who works overtime and stays in the company. Why? Because Chang Xin, Because he likes Chang Xin, but don't worry, he has no guts, people don't like him at all."

"Sheng Min, you can't talk nonsense like that." Xu Hong thought, Sheng Min, why did you destroy Yu He's marriage, which is the only one that is still a little bit happily married.But Sheng Min said, "I'm not talking nonsense. My phone was smashed by Huang Guanyang, but I backed up the recording to the cloud disk. If you don't believe me, I can send the recording to the cloud disk after I re-apply for the phone card. Let me tell you, every time I chat with Wang Yihan, I record the audio." This trick was taught by Xu Hong, who had recorded the audio in a labor arbitration lawsuit before, and she said that ordinary people would not think that someone was recording, so she Every time I chatted with Wang Yihan about his views on Yuhe, I recorded the audio.Sheng Minyuan also knew that Yuhe was planning to divorce, so she always thought whether it was useful or not, at least she could help Yuhe a little after she recorded it, but she didn't expect that now it would be Yuhe's divorce. But what can she do, she can only live if she returns to her husband, and all her aggressive actions towards her friends are just to make herself feel better and look reasonable.None of them have a happy marriage, so don't choose, stop struggling, whatever, stop blaming each other.

Yuhe couldn't believe what Sheng Min said, but what Sheng Min said seemed to make sense. Indeed, since the end of the new year, Wang Yihan's overtime work has become more and more serious. For a leader who thinks that he can get promoted and raise salary based on his ability without drinking or socializing. This leader is still a beautiful woman. Originally, Yuhe thought that Wang Yihan had ushered in a rising period of his work. This is what he dreamed of, so it is good for him to work overtime No matter whether she doesn't ask her family, Yuhe bears it silently. She even feels that she is extremely virtuous and has become a good wife in others' mouths. When his parents harassed him, he actually cheated mentally?

"Heh..." Yuhe sneered, Xu Hong hugged her, stroked her arm and said, "It's okay, calm down, don't listen to Sheng Min's one-sided words, maybe not. Chang Xin and Chu Yunxing are a couple, they We will get back together soon, and Wang Yihan is just a dream."

Yu He looked at Xu Hong and said, "It doesn't matter if he's dreaming or not, he's dreaming. As long as he's dreaming, he can't forgive me. Why should I?" Yes, why?For this man, she worked so hard that even his unreasonable parents endured it. For this man, she asked her mother for money every month. You can't enjoy your old age and come to her to look after the children and take care of the family, Wang Yihan, Wang Yihan, you are so disappointing.

Yu He looked at Sheng Min and said, "If you still treat me as a friend, after you get the recording, please pass it on to me. I am different from you, and Xu Hong is also different from you. We can still live without men. You If you want to rely on a man, if you want to live that kind of life, you can go by yourself, but don't bring us along, whether you blame Xu Hong or me, you just want to make your own incompetence a little more reasonable But, Sheng Min, please remember that we used to be such good friends, I will not do things that make my friends feel ashamed, and I hope you will not do it either." After speaking, Yuhe carried Nuonuo out of the ward.

When Xu Hong chased him out, he saw Yuhe crying.Yuhe hugged Nuonuo and asked Xu Hong, "If I get a divorce, will you support me?" Xu Hong nodded and added, "But I hope you will be careful."

Yu He looked at Xu Hong and said, "I said before, I will not do anything that would make you feel ashamed. I am your friend, I am Nuonuo's mother, and I am still Xiao Yuhe." It was still herself.

(End of this chapter)