Reborn, I will never be a licking dog

Chapter 150

An Xiaomi's background is considered quite wealthy.

My mother opened another dance organization, and she is proficient in playing, playing and singing.

Under the influence of An Xiaomi since she was a child, she also has some attainments in music and dance.

It's just that An Xiaomi doesn't like the feeling of being watched by so many people, so since she was a child, An Xiaomi seldom performed on stage.

But today, An Xiaomi wore a dress-style white dress, the skirt was so long that it could be dragged on the ground, and her hair was naturally loose.

She came slowly under the spotlight, and the light shone on her snow-white skin, which seemed to reflect light even if it was so white. She didn't have any makeup on, but that face was already so beautiful.

Moreover, this white dress looks like a wedding dress at a glance.

Tonight's An Xiaomi seems to be very different than before.

"I'll go! There are beautiful girls of this level in our school!"

"Why didn't I find out before! It's exactly the same as the face of my first love!"

There was a discussion among the crowd, and Zhang Rui looked at it and clicked his tongue.

"Isn't she... the girl who was looking for Brother Mu before?"

"It seems to be true, I was bullied by Xu Zhimu, a scumbag!"

Chen Wei was filled with righteous indignation, why did he feel that all the good-looking girls in school were entangled with him.

Only Li Ben looked at An Xiaomi's appearance and opened his mouth. It seemed that the rumors in high school were all true.

"This girl..."

Wang Ningning looked at An Xiaomi who was like a princess from a certain country on the stage, and instantly remembered the scene in the infirmary before.

She glanced at Liu Ningqing who was beside her, and the latter's eyes also flickered with inexplicable emotions, staring blankly at the princess-like girl in a white dress on the stage.

"The song "Little Lucky" is not a good song..." Backstage, Cheng Fanmiao looked at An Xiaomi shining brightly on the stage, but he was muttering to himself.

The music sounded, this theme song of youthful love was originally the handle of youthful sting literature.

As soon as the prelude sounded, a faint sadness was conveyed.

An Xiaomi gently picked up the microphone. She glanced at the crowd, but she couldn't find the figure she wanted to see.

"I heard the raindrops falling on the green grass
I heard the get out of class bell ringing in the distance

but i didn't hear your voice

seriously call my name

......"

The girl's crisp and melodious voice, the voice of a young girl, is like a cool spring in the hot summer.

Those memories appeared in An Xiaomi's mind...

"When I fell in love with you, I didn't understand feelings
I feel unforgettable when I leave
Why didn't I find that I met you

is the best thing in life
......"

I remembered the breakfast that Xu Zhimu gave himself every day in high school.

When it rains, he will give himself the only umbrella, and he will run home in the rain.

During his menstrual period, he would foolishly run long distances to buy brown sugar and warm babies for himself.

Every time he celebrates his birthday, he always racks his brains to prepare gifts for himself.

I also remembered that every time I was most helpless, the only person who appeared by her side at the first time was him...

When I fell in love with you, I didn't understand feelings, and when I left, I felt unforgettable.

An Xiaomi's voice was regretful and bitter, as if those memories were right in front of her eyes.

It wasn't until now that she realized that meeting him was the greatest luck in her life.

Everyone in the audience was infected by the emotion in An Xiaomi's voice. If Xu Zhimu's "Waiting for You After Class" is just the sadness of a failed crush, then this song has a kind of regret and pain of losing it after getting it.

The most painful thing for a person is not never getting it, but losing it after getting it.

"Does such a pretty girl have such a regretful person in her heart..."

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow, I'm willing to take this offer, brother's eight pack abs can be relied on by her!"

"Come on, you're the only one who still wants to take over? If this kind of beautiful girl talks to you, it's New Year's Eve."

Xu Zhimu stood in a corner of the backstage, staring at An Xiaomi on the stage, dazed.

"People naturally forget

who is in the wind and rain

I have been silently guarding the place
So you are the luck I want to keep most
It turns out that we were so close to love
The decision to fight the world for me
that rained for me
Every scene is your spotless sincerity
......"

As the emotion in the chorus advances, every part of the lyrics seems to be torturing people's hearts.

How many people have forgotten the fool who silently guarded himself?

How many people really wake up when they look back after many years. The person who once liked them the most has been pushed away time and time again by themselves.

An Xiaomi's bright eyes were already filled with tears, but there was still a smile on the corner of her mouth.

It's just that smile, too bitter.

On the day of the third year of high school, every sentence Xu Zhimu said to himself on the campus radio surfaced.

"An Xiaomi! There is one thing I wanted to tell you a long time ago! I like you!

From the first time we met, from the first time I knew your name, I have slowly fallen in love with you! !

Ann Xiaomi!Promise to be my girlfriend, please! "

The youthful, nervous, and uneasy voice spread to every corner of the school along with the radio.

Buzzing in the memory, attacking the memory again and again!

What kind of love is that, it is the love that has silently guarded oneself for more than ten years, that is the love that the young man boldly confesses to himself knowing that he will be punished!

That is all the love a teenager has for himself!

There was a trace of happy trill in An Xiaomi's voice. If she hadn't chosen to refuse at that time, or something like that, then the two of them would have been together.

Even as long as An Xiaomi nodded slightly, the ending of the two of them was completely different.

It turns out that it is the love that you can get as long as you nod your head. It turns out that the love between us used to be so close...

All the people off the stage will more or less have a figure in their minds at this moment, the figure that was only a little bit close to being together.

Bitter, unwilling, and powerless...

Those memories seemed to set off a tsunami in my heart, Xu Zhimu leaned quietly in the corner of the backstage.

Maybe there will always be one or two things in life that will make you regret forever.

"Lucky to meet you
But I've lost the right to cry for you
I hope that in the sky that I can't see
you spread your wings

How lucky she will be to meet you
......"

Tears were already streaming down An Xiaomi's cheeks, and the forced smile on her face was particularly distressing at this moment.

The people on the stage were silent for a long time.

There have been so many vows to each other, but now they don't even have the right to cry for each other once.

Perhaps the only thing I can do is to disappear from the other party's world, and I can only silently bless behind my back...

But, are you willing?

Miao Qingqing looked at An Xiaomi who was tearing up on the stage, and she couldn't help crying secretly. She had witnessed the changes in the relationship between the two, and no one could blame her for coming to this point.

Maybe this is fate.

"Xu Zhimu, what's wrong with you?"

Zhu Mingxiang looked at Xu Zhimu's sudden weakness in his steps, and went up to ask with concern.

The boy's deep eyes were full of indescribable emotions at this moment.

"fine."

Xu Zhimu replied softly, leaning against the pillar, still looking at the people on the stage.

After all, he is still a human being. Xu Zhimu is not only touched by An Xiaomi, but the most important thing is the memories of the past, which will always spring up unexpectedly at some point.

She is destined to be so lucky to meet you...

These last two sentences should have been a relief, a congratulation to the other party for finally meeting someone he likes.

But such words against one's will are like a knife.

Tears flowed down An Xiaomi's cheeks.

He finally had a new start, he finally found someone he likes, shouldn't he be congratulated?
Tears flowed down the cheeks and into the corners of the mouth, the bitter tears seemed to overturn the vinegar in my heart that I was no longer qualified to eat.

but……

But I am still not reconciled.

　This is classmate An Xiaomi's confession of his memory.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)