Reborn, I will never be a licking dog

Chapter 206

Campus, classrooms, school uniforms, schoolgirls, reverse push...

All kinds of words that might endanger teenagers came to his mind one by one.

An Xiaomi's school uniform zipper was almost pulled to the end, Xu Zhimu stepped over and grabbed her hand that wanted to take it off to the end.

An Xiaomi was stunned for a moment, a little shyness appeared on Yin Hong's little face.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm doing... I'm bah! Why do you still ask me? What are you doing?"

Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi who was blushing, and really doubted whether this little girl was really stupid or not.

An Xiaomi blinked her eyes and looked at her innocently.

"It was so hot running just now... I can't open the zipper to cool off..."

An Xiaomi gave him a strange look, and then a few sly glances flashed in her eyes: "You don't think that..."

Seeing the complacency in her eyes, Xu Zhimu really felt like he was back in the past.

At that time, An Xiaomi also liked to tease him.

Xu Zhimu tapped on her head.

"Stop doing this."

The girl protected the top of her head in pain, with a resentful expression on her face, it was clearly the fault of this guy's wild thinking.

"Sit down with me."

An Xiaomi sat in the last row, grabbed Xu Zhimu's clothes and sat down too.

Looking at the math problems on the blackboard that have not been completely erased, a sense of intimacy emerges leisurely, although it is a bit drowsy to look at them densely.

Sitting in a high school classroom, especially sitting in a high school classroom secretly, always feels a little different.

This classroom contains too many memories of past youth, whether good or bad, they have become the talk of drinking and talking in the future.

The third year of high school is an unforgettable year for anyone.

And everything about me also started in this year.

An Xiaomi looked around, countless memories also appeared in her mind, she looked at the people around her.

He touched his arm lightly, as if sneaking away in class.

"how?"

Xu Zhimu turned to look at her.

"If just now..." An Xiaomi's face was still a little red, her eyes were like stars: "I really wanted to do that just now... what would you do?"

Xu Zhimu remembered how An Xiaomi gently unzipped the zipper just now. It is true that An Xiaomi is very attractive.

Xu Zhimu looked at her, and An Xiaomi, who had been watching, lowered her head slightly in embarrassment.

Xu Zhimu suddenly smiled: "Would you really do that?"

"I mean what if."

"I also said what if."

"..."

An Xiaomi blushed and lay down on the table. It took a long time before she raised her eyes slightly and looked at Xu Zhimu through the gap between her arms.

"You won't, I know you as well as you know me."

Xu Zhimu answered for her.

The pride in this girl's heart has never diminished, after all, An Xiaomi is a proud girl.

It's her character, and without that, she wouldn't be her.

An Xiaomi's body trembled slightly, and there was an unspeakable fluctuation in her heart.

I know you as you know me...

This sentence, at this time, is far more unforgettable for the girl than those sweet words.

"Yeah, who made us childhood sweethearts."

An Xiaomi also said with a smile, slowly raised her body and stared at him deeply.

"Thank you for messing around with me today."

The girl's words were soft, but with a touch of sadness that only the two of them could hear.

The sky outside was getting dark gradually, and at dusk, the sun fell on the desk through the window, illuminating the two of them.

Today is going to pass, and that agreement will also come to an end.

"Are you ready to go back?"

Xu Zhimu asked her.

"No, I want to ask you a few more questions..."

An Xiaomi puffed out her chest, and propped up her cheeks with one hand. Her shining eyes were a luster that Xu Zhimu couldn't refuse.

"Just ask."

Xu Zhimu probably guessed what she wanted, and waited quietly for her to speak.

An Xiaomi looked at him and then at the blackboard: "Do you know why I refused your confession at that time?"

This question...Xu Zhimu really didn't think of it.

He originally thought that An Xiaomi would ask himself why he rejected her, why he suddenly changed his attitude towards her so much.

But he didn't expect that An Xiaomi would ask this question.

This is equivalent to tearing open the wound between the two of them abruptly, and showing it bloody again.

Xu Zhimu looked at her and didn't speak.

An Xiaomi didn't bother to ask him to answer, or she didn't intend to get an answer from him at all.

"You also know that my dad climbed up from the lowest level step by step. My grandma only paid for my dad's college tuition, and his monthly living expenses don't even have 200 yuan. It is all relying on his work-study program to maintain his own life, and sometimes to subsidize the family, while my mother's family conditions are very good, and she became famous in college and became the goddess in the hearts of many people.

When my father and mother were in love, many people said that my father... was a softie. "

When An Xiaomi said this, she smiled sadly.

In fact, Xu Zhimu also knew this.

An's father's family conditions since he was a child are similar to those of the current primary school sisters.

If you look for a real case, it's like Dong Ge of a certain Dong in the previous life.

There is only such a college student in a village, and the money for going to school is all pooled in the same village. He is a real poor boy.

But Xiaomi's mother is also a proud daughter of heaven who has been well-off since she was a child.

For two people with such a gap, the love between them must be full of all kinds of words and snobbish provocations.

An Xiaomi continued.

"Later, my father climbed to a higher and higher position step by step, and the conditions at home became better and better, but those past events have become a thorn in the side.

Only those who have really experienced it will know how terrible the word "good at right" is.

Dad's character of being progressive and reciprocal in everything has been thoroughly inherited by me.

No matter what I do, I must do my best. No matter who I am, I will demand him with my own standards. Even my mother often tells me about this. "

There was a hint of self-mockery in An Xiaomi's tone.

She looked at Xu Zhimu: "We are childhood sweethearts, two people who have been together since childhood, you like me so much, how could I not like you?"

When An Xiaomi said this, she was not shy at all, she was expressing her feelings very seriously.

Xu Zhimu listened silently, and the familiar scenes around him seemed to bring him back to the memory of that time.

"But, think about what you looked like at that time..." An Xiaomi poked his arm: "At that time, you didn't pay attention to maintaining your figure, and you followed those boys to learn to wear some messy hairstyles, and you often flipped through your hair. Go to the Internet, originally your grades and potential could easily be admitted to the ninth middle school with me, but in the end your grades were so far behind, and in the end it was my father who found a relationship that allowed you to go to a high school with me , you say you like me every day, but I can't see that you are willing to make progress for me, even if it's not for me, you have to think about your own future..."

An Xiaomi uncovered his dark history little by little, and Xu Zhimu was a little dazed when he heard it.

Thinking about it carefully, what An Xiaomi said was absolutely correct. At that time, he was indeed a person who was dazzled by love.

Think about it differently, if you were An Xiaomi, you might not accept yourself at that time.

"And ah, I was immature at that time, my blind paranoia, coupled with the words of people around me, made me even feel ashamed of liking you sometimes, because when I first saw you, you were not This Xu Zhimu who only longs for love, and your love for me at that time...was not pure."

There was a questioning tone in An Xiaomi's voice, and Xu Zhimu was speechless for a long time.

Your love for me is not pure...

This sentence made Xu Zhimu's mind roar, maybe he himself understood it a long time ago.

At that time, my love for An Xiaomi was naturally sincere, but it was not pure, and part of it was a show-off mentality in my youth...

After all, An Xiaomi has been the proud daughter of heaven since she was a child. If she can catch up with An Xiaomi, it will be a very honorable thing among boys.

Moreover, Xu Zhimu didn't understand what liking and possessiveness were at the time.

When other boys chased An Xiaomi, he became anxious and couldn't see his shortcomings clearly. He always thought that he was her childhood sweetheart, and he should be the only one who could win An Xiaomi's heart.

The final result of this pathological development may have long been doomed.

An Xiaomi has An Xiaomi's problems, and Xu Zhimu has Xu Zhimu's problems.

Perhaps this is a common problem that many people experience when they are young.

Regret and remorse all come from this.

An Xiaomi retracted the finger that poked him again, held his chin, and said softly: "Until that day, when you confessed to me in front of the whole school, I really wanted to promise you for a moment, but I also knew that at that time You haven't recognized your own heart, how can you like me wholeheartedly like you said?
So, I rejected you, for me and for you.

Later, you really changed suddenly. You started exercising, and your grades began to improve by leaps and bounds. You can also play basketball, sing and play the guitar, and there are more and more girls around you.

It's just that there are fewer and fewer places that belong to me.

It was only then that I suddenly realized that I was pushing too hard again, and I began to paranoidly think that you are my childhood sweetheart, and you must belong to me.

Until one day, you tell me that you already have someone you like.

It was only then that I realized that we had really come a long way, but all of this seemed to be our own fault. "

Xu Zhimu trembled from the depths of his soul.

The girl in front of her eyes was already covered with tears, and the crystal clear teardrops slowly slid down her fair and flawless cheeks.

Xu Zhimu looked at her, still sighed, and stretched out his finger to gently wipe away the tears on her cheek: "It's all over, in fact, you are very good, and it's normal for you to be harsh on your other half, because you It's worthy, but now...it's too late, I already have someone I like, and in this life, I won't marry unless she is her."

"I know... I envy you, and I envy her too." An Xiaomi felt the warmth of his fingers, and smiled foolishly, which made people feel distressed.

Xu Zhimu didn't know what to say now.

"It's true, I promised to come out to be happy today, why are you crying again..."

An Xiaomi wiped away her tears and showed a miserable smile.

"It's okay, today is destined to be unforgettable."

Xu Zhimu touched her head, but he had no other thoughts.

It's just like the acquaintance when the two met for the first time when they were young, the kind of pure mind to comfort each other.

"You are really... shouldn't you say at this time, "It's all your fault", so as to completely stop my thoughts?"

An Xiaomi leaned gently on his shoulder.

"You know me, even if I say such a thing, do you really believe it?"

Xu Zhimu said helplessly.

Sometimes, there really are no secrets between childhood sweethearts.

"Hee hee, who made me your childhood sweetheart, the only one."

An Xiaomi said softly: "It really feels much better to say these words."

"Then shall we go back?"

"I still want to..." An Xiaomi nodded her chin, as if she was thinking about something seriously.

"Tell me, it's not too much, I can promise you today."

Xu Zhimu said slowly, and then An Xiaomi's eyes sparkled, and he paused every word: "Then I'm going to the toilet, you wait for me!"

Xu Zhimu: ...

Waiting for An Xiaomi to get up from her seat and leave the classroom.

Xu Zhimu sat quietly on his seat, sighed for a long time.

About 2 minutes after An Xiaomi left, Xu Zhimu's phone suddenly received a message.

An Xiaomi: "There is a letter under my seat for you."

Xu Zhimu was taken aback for a moment, then looked down, and sure enough, he saw a letter under An Xiaomi's seat just now.

To be precise, it is a love letter.

　This chapter has been written for a long time, and it may be a bit hypocritical. (Let the lsp gate down, hehe, I understand everything)
　　But this is the emotional foreshadowing that the characters must have. In the next chapter, there is another surprise, which is also the end of this plot.

　　Everyone cherish the people in front of you.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)