Reborn, I will never be a licking dog

At night, the night scene of Zhengcheng is still bustling.

After all, it is also a new first-tier city. Although it is still a little worse in various aspects, there are still some prototypes of metropolises.

Xu Zhimu took An Xiaomi along and rode slowly on the road home.

Xu Zhimu is particularly fond of the dim street lamps and the fallen sycamore trees.

There seems to be countless fragments of memories hidden among the shadows of the trees.

The good and the bad, the sour and sweet, have become the most precious and precious memories in this life.

Xu Zhimu is a person who has lost a lot of things, and in this life, it seems that they have returned to him twice as much.

The girl behind her gently hugged her waist, her soft body pressed tightly against her back, this moment of tranquility made Xu Zhimu a little dazed.

As a childhood sweetheart, Xu Zhimu actually knows it very well.

Although An Xiaomi is a very proud girl, she is kind in her heart.

Xu Zhimu has lived two lifetimes, and he has already understood that his previous life was really too bad.

An average family, average grades, a slightly good-looking face and not paying attention to body management, resulting in only six or seven points of nine points of appearance.

And it was the rebellious period, jumping on the wall and surfing the Internet, sleeping in class, and dyed messy hair.

Thinking about it makes me feel uncomfortable, it's strange that I can be accepted.

And at that time, although An Xiaomi never agreed to his confession, every time he didn't finish his homework, or fell asleep in class.

An Xiaomi will always help him with counseling again and again, and remind him in various ways.

That feeling is like the most helpless way to treat a rebellious child.

If you like a person, you can accept his failure, but you cannot accept his gradual degradation.

Binding with likes, this is the shackles that Xu Zhimu brought to An Xiaomi in his previous life.

Even after re-studying in the previous life for a year, Xu Zhimu still has such naive thinking in his concept of love.

Just like myself and my primary school sister.

In fact, even if Xu Zhimu is bankrupt now, and has never recovered from it, hiding at home every day and not going out, the primary school sister will still be with him all the time.

But this kind of liking is not correct, and it is also very unfair to the elementary school sister.

Xu Zhimu may also use other methods to make the primary school sister leave him.

Therefore, my mentality at this time is the same as that of An Xiaomi in the previous life.

These truths, in fact, as Xu Zhimu slowly realized, the resentment towards An Xiaomi had long since dissipated.

Before, it was just a simple feeling that I already had a primary school sister, and the relationship with An Xiaomi was at best a neighbor.

But this fate is strange, and it happens to be entangled again.

Xu Zhimu is just a little curious and puzzled in his heart now.

Even during the coldest war between the two of them in the previous life, sometimes when it was cold, An Xiaomi would still remind him to put on more clothes.

He will also take care of Xu Zhimu when he is sick.

But why, in her senior year, she suddenly chose to go abroad?
How could it be that she in the previous life left so suddenly and decisively.

This is Xu Zhimu's heart disease, the night wind caresses his face, the cool wind, and the warmth behind him.

...

Xu Zhimu looked up at the moon in the sky, and finally opened his mouth slowly.

"An Xiaomi, I want to ask you something."

"what?"

An Xiaomi's voice came with a little sweetness.

Xu Zhimu paused again, but the girl suddenly became a little nervous.

In fact, she is also very scared now, if he asks herself that kind of question... how will she answer him?

Should he pretend to be stupid and continue to stay by his side as a younger sister, or... But if he fails, he will really lose the chance to be by his side.

Xu Zhimu rode slowly, sorted out the thoughts in his mind, and said slowly: "If, I mean if, after I confessed to you in the third year of high school, I still haven't changed anything, and I still follow you silently every day Behind him, he asked about his cold and warm, and he couldn't even get into Binhai University with you, there was no progress and change... Will you still go out shopping with me like this now?"

When Xu Zhimu asked this question, the girl behind him was speechless for a long time, but Xu Zhimu could feel her trembling slightly.

After a while, the soft voice of the girl, mixed with the sound of the wind, reached Xu Zhimu's ears.

"If you are really like that all the time... I would rather let myself never appear in your world..."

There was a little tremor in An Xiaomi's voice.

Xu Zhimu also held his breath for a moment.

An Xiaomi hugged his waist.

"You know, I remember the first time I saw you, you were gentle and handsome, and you were the best student in school... But since I appeared, you seem to have devoted all your energy to me on the body."

The girl’s voice carried the bitterness of memories: “But this is not right. You became more and more paranoid later on. You lost your original social circle and your personality became more and more rebellious. You made friends, dyed your hair, surfed the Internet, and your body became more and more serious. Greasy, the grades are getting worse..."

"Black history."

Xu Zhimu also laughed at himself.

"You know that too." The girl lightly bumped his head on the back, and then said again.

"So I think, is it because of my appearance that the original brother Zhimu became like this... So I was naive at the time, wondering if I should do something to change you..."

"But...you haven't thought about it, what if we go too far, we might really have nothing to do with each other?"

Xu Zhimu asked her in a deep voice, even in this life, if it weren't for all kinds of mistakes, maybe the two of them would really never see each other.

The girl hugged his hand, gently squeezed his abdominal muscles, but showed a bitter smile: "I thought about it, but I can't see you going on like this... especially seeing you like this, You are tall, handsome and even a boss. Whether it is uncles, aunts, or grandparents, everyone around you looks at you with admiration. I think, you who are shining like this should be the life you should really have, even if... ..."

Even if there is one less me...

The girl hugged him tightly again, as if if she let go, he would really disappear.

...

There was an indescribable feeling in Xu Zhimu's chest, and he couldn't tell whether it was stuffy or sudden.

"So, if I don't change, even in the next five or ten years, maybe I won't be wanted, and I still like you all the time, will you still leave me?"

"Then how come..."

The girl behind him hugged him tightly, and smiled softly: "If that's the case, of course I have to take responsibility. After all, you became like this because of me. At worst, I will let you eat my soft rice." Enough……"

Xu Zhimu could tell that what she said was not a lie.

But if this is the case, why did she leave so suddenly in her last life?

And An Xiaomi's mind was also very complicated, but because of what she said just now, her heartbeat continued to speed up.

Let him eat his soft food... Isn't this a confession?

The breath of the lake rushed over.

Xu Zhimu's car stopped on the river bank.

The two got out of the car, lay on the fence on the river bank, quietly watching the sparkling lake surface blown by the wind in the night.

Blowing the night wind, smelling the breath of the lake.

The scarves of the two were still tied together, Xu Zhimu looked sideways, quietly looked at the girl beside him, and finally looked at the lake, and said softly.

"If you had to have a reason for leaving me, what would it be?"

As Xu Zhimu said, the girl slowly turned her head, her eyes looked at him closely, and her pupils flickered: "Do you still remember the winter in the second year of junior high school?"

Xu Zhimu thought for a while: "I remember, we made a snowman together that year, but you suddenly fell ill. That time...it was very serious."

"Yeah, it's so serious... It's really close to leaving you forever."

As the girl spoke, a smile appeared on her face, and she lightly clasped her hands on the railing to keep warm.

Xu Zhimu took a look and covered his hands with hers.

The girl was stunned for a moment, and then her smile became brighter: "During that time, my parents wanted to take me to another hospital to recuperate, but I refused."

"why?"

"Because... your snowman and I haven't finished building yet, we're still a head away, your hands are so stupid, every time you touch the snowman's eyes, you can't do it well, I don't want my snowman to be so ugly... ..."

An Xiaomi talked about it with a smile, as if the scene of that year was really in front of her eyes.

Xu Zhimu's chest seemed to be hit again and again, and his mind was in chaos.

An Xiaomi also looked at him, and finally looked at the reflection of the lake, followed by the lights of the Wanjia.

"So, if I really have to leave you, it may be because I'm afraid that I won't be able to build a snowman with you in the next winter."

After the girl finished speaking, Xu Zhimu was stunned for a long time.

Everything seemed to have a vague answer in Xu Zhimu's mind.

It seems... An Xiaomi, who was going to leave by plane in her last life, seems to be in the late autumn when winter is about to enter.

Seeing that he was speechless for a long time, An Xiaomi smiled softly again: "Okay, I've been fine for several winters, maybe it's already gone..."

Before she finished speaking, Xu Zhimu suddenly hugged her.

...

The sudden warmth made An Xiaomi's smiling cheeks slowly covered with warm colors.

She also hugged Xu Zhimu's waist tightly.

The wind on the lake blew their scarves.

for a long time.

Xu Zhimu let go of her slowly, and the girl's eye sockets were slightly wet. She rubbed her eyes and lowered her head slightly: "I'm fascinated by the sand..."

Xu Zhimu also smiled: "Go home."

The girl looked into his eyes and nodded slightly.

"Ah."

There was no words all the way, but the two hearts were beating closer than ever in this life.

When they got home, the two walked to the door holding hands.

An Xiaomi looked at him, the girl's cheeks were still flushed today, she raised her bright eyes, and looked closely at him.

She didn't know, after waking up tomorrow, would today be considered a dream?
Xu Zhimu also looked at her, and finally untied his scarf lightly, and helped her wrap it around lightly.

"I'm very happy today..." the girl said softly, and let go of his hand little by little.

Can't be too greedy.

"I'm also very happy, eating and drinking for nothing all day long."

Xu Zhimu also spoke with a smile.

An Xiaomi suddenly raised her head and looked at him, looking at this playful smiling face, she asked him in a slightly trembling voice: "Then, from now on, I will let you eat and drink for free, you... can you come out again?" Let's go..."

The voice of the girl's expectations was a little cowardly, a little bit of probing, and she was afraid of causing resentment.

With this timid and tense appearance, Xu Zhimu was like looking in a mirror.

"That depends on whether I have a reserved time. If it's okay, I can come out and have a meal with you."

Xu Zhimu shrugged his shoulders, his tone was rather stinky.

The hands of the two separated, but An Xiaomi felt a warm current spread throughout his body along with his words.

The corners of An Xiaomi's mouth could not help but curl up, her eyes gleamed with sparkle, and her two little feet unconsciously tiptoed back and forth.

It's like a little kid who got a baby.

"Then, see you tomorrow?"

"it is good."

Xu Zhimu nodded, and both of them had already unscrewed the doorknobs of their respective homes.

Suddenly there was a breeze in the corridor.

An Xiaomi suddenly lowered her head and let out a soft sigh.

"What's wrong?" Xu Zhimu turned around and asked her.

"I'm blinded by the sand..."

An Xiaomi turned around again and rubbed her eyes slightly.

"Where is it, let me see."

Xu Zhimu walked over, just about to help her take a look, but the girl who was rubbing her eyes suddenly raised her head.

The soft touch flickered across his cheek.

After that, the girl returned home like a gust of wind.

All I could hear was the last word "good night" with a slight smile.

"Good night."

Xu Zhimu looked at the door she had closed.

In this life... Since all the regrets are made up for, it is better for her to be safe forever.

Every year, every year, every year, every year is safe, safe and peaceful...

Xu Zhimu pushed open the door and walked in.

It's almost ten o'clock.

My mother was still putting on a mask in the living room, and when she saw Xu Zhimu come back, she said, "You two are finally back, what are you doing?"

...

"Press the road."

Xu Zhimu went over to take a sip of the warm tea.

"Mom, you are quite good at enjoying it now, the mask is constantly on every day."

"Why, my mother has worked hard for most of her life, can't she just enjoy herself?"

Mom really feels that her mentality is much younger than before.

When people have money, who doesn't enjoy it.

Xu Zhimu smiled, this is very good, everything is stable at home, so he can let go of his hands and feet to develop outside.

"Where's Dad?"

"I'm so drunk, I'm lying in the house."

"……Good."

Xu Zhimu couldn't help laughing, and was about to take a bath and go to sleep.

Mom sat up suddenly: "Son, tell Mom what's going on with Xiaomi now?"

In fact, although Xu's mother unconditionally supports Xu Zhimu's choice of dating, and looking at the photos, his girlfriend is also quite good.

But after all, I haven't really touched him yet, and An Xiaomi grew up watching her seriously.

He knows the basics, has a good personality, and has always had a good relationship.

Xu's mother always felt a little regretful in her heart.

But let's say the two children had a conflict, and the two have been sticking together since they came back this time.

It feels more greasy than before when it was ambiguous.

It's really confusing.

Xu Zhimu also thought about it for a while, and finally said: "Mom, tell me... If I have two girlfriends, what do you think?"

After Xu Zhimu's words fell, the mask on Xu's mother's face almost fell off.

Mother Xu:? ? ?