Reborn, I will never be a licking dog

Chapter 401 An Xiaomi: I, I want to go to the bathroom
An Xiaomi, who was in a coma, was still holding a small notebook tightly to her chest with one hand.

Xu Zhimu became more and more familiar with it.

He reached out and grabbed the edge of the small book.

But the girl still hugged her tightly, Xu Zhimu took out the notebook bit by bit, still carrying the residual warmth of the girl.

Seeing this book, Xu Zhimu felt his teeth sore.

Isn't this stepping horse his own dog licking diary?
I remember that this thing should be hidden by the elementary school sister.

Why did she appear here again out of nowhere?

Xu Zhimu opened the diary and looked at it, and one page was folded.

"January 1, heavy snow.

It was snowing heavily today, and we had planned to build a snowman together, but Xiaomi seemed a little uncomfortable today, so he just rolled two snowballs and went home.

Forget it, I built two more snowmen, using the snowball made by Xiaomi as the heart of the snowman, and we made it together.

......"

Make a snowman.

Xu Zhimu was fascinated by watching, and many childhood memories have been somewhat unclear about the details.

The girl on the bed suddenly groaned, Xu Zhimu put the small book on the table aside, and poured a glass of warm water.

Holding her hand was a little cold.

An Xiaomi opened her eyes in a daze, thinking that her mother had been with her all the time, but the temperature from her palm made her feel very familiar.

But the figure in front of her became clearer, the girl's sickly cheeks froze suddenly, and her pair of dim eyes with bloodshot eyes widened instantly.

"Why, why are you..."

An Xiaomi almost sat up excitedly, but coughed again in a hurry, and her other hand was still fixed on the bed, in case the patient would turn around suddenly and affect the water delivery.

"Don't move, drink some water first."

Xu Zhimu touched her forehead lightly, and it was no longer hot, but the girl's originally pink lips were now a little pale.

Supporting her to prop up her body slightly, Xu Zhimu held the water glass and put it to her lips.

An Xiaomi stared at him blankly, and slowly drank the water. Xu Zhimu helped her adjust the angle of the hospital bed so that she could rely on it more comfortably.

Xu Zhimu put down the water glass, then opened the chicken soup and warm porridge made by his mother.

Immediately, the fragrance permeated the entire ward.

Xu Zhimu took out the prepared small bowl and poured the chicken soup into it.

"How do you know me……"

An Xiaomi looked at him in a daze.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

Xu Zhimu asked her while pouring chicken soup for her.

An Xiaomi's pale cheeks were a little depressed, and she moved her lips: "I'm fine... I can go home in two days."

Seeing the girl's expression, Xu Zhimu didn't know what to say for a while.

When she was sick, she was still at the home of the primary school sister.

And she got sick this time because of... the promise of making a snowman.

Xu Zhimu took out the spoon and tasted it first, it was not hot anymore.

Then he scooped up another spoonful and brought it to her lips.

An Xiaomi also opened her mouth obediently, and drank it. Xu Zhimu helped her gently wipe the broth from the corner of her mouth, and fed her spoonful by spoonful.

Waves of warm current spread to every corner of the body.

"Where is my mother?"

An Xiaomi suddenly asked.

"Should be home soon."

Xu Zhimu was talking when his cell phone rang again, it was his mother's call.

"Son, how is Xiaomi now? Have you eaten?"

Mother Xu's concerned voice came out, and Xu Zhimu nodded as he looked at An Xiaomi, who had regained some of his blood.

"I've had some chicken soup, is Auntie home now?"

Just as Xu Zhimu finished asking, Xiaomi's mother's voice came over the phone: "Xiao Mumu, Auntie has arrived home, and Xiaomi hasn't eaten properly for two days, please take good care of her."

Xu Zhimu looked at the girl who was also looking at him eagerly.

"Don't worry, I will take good care of her."

Xu Zhimu said, and handed the phone to An Xiaomi.

When the girl got the call, her voice couldn't hold back anymore, and she said, "Mom..."

Xu Zhimu slowly helped her pour out the porridge, and after listening to the girl chatting with her mother for a while, An Xiaomi returned the phone to Xu Zhimu.

"Do you want to tell me in time about this kind of thing in the future?"

Seeing that she was in better condition, Xu Zhimu wanted to teach her a lesson.

"I'm afraid of getting you into trouble..."

An Xiaomi bit her lip lightly.

"It's enough trouble."

Xu Zhimu said to her angrily, and the girl felt a little more wronged immediately, how can she be so coaxing.

In the previous life, if An Xiaomi suddenly chose to leave without saying goodbye because of her own body, but in fact, this way is the cruelest thing for people who really care about her.

Xu Zhimu looked at her: "If anything happens in the future, you must tell it in time. The trouble is a bit troublesome, but it's better than you foolishly carrying it all by yourself. For someone who really cares about you, this kind of leaving without saying goodbye is the cruelest."

Xu Zhimu said this with the regret of his previous life.

The indescribable regret and emotion made the girl's heart beat a beat faster.

She squinted at the guy in front of her with a smile on her sickly cheeks.

"You really care about me so much."

"Nonsense! I don't care if I drive five hours to see you?"

Xu Zhimu handed the porridge in front of her: "Can I eat it by myself?"

There was some rosy luster on An Xiaomi's cheeks, she looked at Xu Zhimu quietly: "Can you feed me?"

"trouble."

Xu Zhimu said, but still held the spoon and fed her little by little.

An Xiaomi was stupid, usually eating porridge while looking at his cheek.

Finally finished the porridge, and there was still a lot left in the two thermoses.

The girl hasn't eaten much for two days, so she can't eat too much at one time.

Afterwards, Xu Zhimu also poured out the rest into the bowl, and ate directly with the spoon that was fed to her just now.

"Don't dislike me..."

An Xiaomi sniffled and couldn't help coughing again, but her disease is not contagious anymore.

"What do you dislike, spit?"

Xu Zhimu was eating, and looked at the girl's pink lips after replenishing the water.

I have kissed this small mouth countless times, and I already know what it feels like.

An Xiaomi snorted, and suddenly seemed to remember something, opened the quilt in a panic and looked, looking for something.

"Looking for this?"

The next moment, the little book was dangling in front of her, and Xu Zhimu was holding the diary, staring at her without moving his eyes.

An Xiaomi's face was visible to the naked eye, with a trace of shame and embarrassment, she lowered her head and dared not look at him.

"Where did you find it?" Xu Zhimu asked her.

An Xiaomi hesitated for a while before saying, "You, under your bed..."

……

A few days ago, An Xiaomi, as always, came to visit frequently for dinner, and saw Xu's mother start cleaning.

She offered to help, and then cleaned Xu Zhimu's room.

She heard from the girls in the dormitory that many boys keep some ulterior things at home, and basically hide them in the wardrobe, under the desk, and under the mattress.

When An Xiaomi was helping him make the bed, she couldn't help but lift the mattress to have a look, and found this little book after taking it.

This diary should have been before high school.

It is clearly Xu Zhimu's diary, but everything in it cannot be separated from the three words An Xiaomi.

The girl held the diary, and the memories from a long time ago also came to mind bit by bit along with the diary.

When she saw one of the diaries.

"January 1, heavy snow.

It snowed a lot today, and we agreed to build a snowman together, but Xiaomi seemed a little uncomfortable today, so he just rolled two snowballs and went home.

Forget it, I built two more snowmen, using the snowball made by Xiaomi as the heart of the snowman, and we made it together.

......"

Make a snowman.

This is something that two people stick to the rut every year.

But this year, he is not by my side.

First snow this year.

An Xiaomi looked at the snowflakes flying outside the window, she took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Xu Zhimu.

"It's snowing, did you forget something?"

The reply I got was not what I wanted.

At this moment, he is building a snowman following the girl.

An Xiaomi was silent for a long time, she read every word in the diary.

It’s a pity that he didn’t make a snowman before, so let’s return it to him now.

So the girl went downstairs, under the light, stepping on the creaking snowflakes on the ground, she slowly came to an open space downstairs.

It is also the place where two people build snowmen together every year.

The sky is very cold, and the snow is also very cold. The snowflakes are flying all over the sky, bending a bare willow branch.

The cold wind penetrated into the nostrils and rushed into the lungs, she couldn't help coughing a few times, looking at the snowman that had been slowly piled up.

He took out the colored pen and wrote down the words of two people.

wood, m.

In the end, she took off her scarf and wrapped it around the two snowmen, just like the scene where two people wore a scarf and walked together arm in arm that day.

An Xiaomi watched quietly, and the cool wind blew along her smooth jade neck, making her cough twice more.

When she got home, she put the diary in her hand on the desk, and there was also a diary on her desk.

She opened one of the pages and put it together with Xu Zhimu's.

A slight smile appeared on the girl's cheeks, the cold wind made her head a little dizzy, and when she woke up... she was already lying in the hospital.

……

An Xiaomi didn't say these things, but they belonged to the tacit understanding between childhood sweethearts, even if they didn't say anything, they could still guess at all.

"Stupid or not."

Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and pinched the girl's cheek.

An Xiaomi raised her eyes to look at him, her eyes were reddened by his gentle tone.

She looked at the still snowy scenery outside the ward, and then looked at Xu Zhimu: "There are some things that I really don't want to lose anymore... What is more cruel than leaving without saying goodbye is watching the most important things in me slip away from my eyes little by little , but I can't do anything..."

If it was only in school, An Xiaomi would still be willing to follow him silently.

But here, the place where the two left their memories for more than ten years, the place that originally belonged to him and him, was also squeezed away little by little.

She, An Xiaomi, these are three names, maybe one day she will disappear without a trace, maybe after a certain snowy night.

The snowflakes are grand and flying, but after a night, no one will remember which snowflake fell first, they all mixed together, and finally melted and disappeared without a trace.

Xu Zhimu grabbed her little hands, which were cold and trembling.

"I won't leave, and you won't disappear suddenly, trust me."

No one can deny the certainty in Xu Zhimu's voice.

The corners of An Xiaomi's eyes were shining brightly. She looked at the snow scene outside, and then moved her butt to make room.

"Can you hug me..."

An Xiaomi's voice was soft, like a dandelion that would fly away when touched.

Xu Zhimu sat on the edge of the hospital bed, gently hugging her shoulders, the girl's frail body leaned against his arms, and the two quietly looked at the snowflakes outside.

After a long time, An Xiaomi's small voice came out: "You and Sister Ningqing... have you made a snowman?"

"Pile up."

"Is that so..."

The girl's voice trembled again, but Xu Zhimu said again: "It's a pity, only half of the pile was piled up, so I rushed back to take care of a certain puppy."

The girl in her arms froze for a moment, then raised her eyes to look at Xu Zhimu, and couldn't help laughing again: "Is that so, isn't that a bit too much?"

"It's good to know."

Xu Zhimu blamed her, but her tone was always gentle. In her arms, the girl also covered Xu Zhimu's body with the quilt.

Xu Zhimu also grabbed her two little hands.

It's all cold, especially the hand that has been pouring water, it's as cold as an ice cube.

Xu Zhimu didn't dare to move, he could only gently grab her fingers.

"Distressed?" An Xiaomi suddenly asked him with a smile.

"Why do you feel sorry for you? Seeing that your hands are cold now, they are uglier than pig's hooves."

"Duplicity..."

An Xiaomi held her with the other hand and leaned against him, her body gradually warmed up.

After a while, the nurse opened the door and came in.

Looking at the two people snuggling up on the bed, he looked at Xu Zhimu and said, "Give the patient an injection."

"Okay, please."

Xu Zhimu slowly came out from the bed, helped An Xiaomi tuck the quilt back up, and then gently helped her take out the little hand that was infusing.

The nurse walked over and helped An Xiaomi remove the needle.

"Hello, does she need water now?"

Xu Zhimu asked.

The nurse said: "I don't need it for the time being. If the situation gets worse tomorrow, I can leave the hospital after two days of rest."

"Thank you doctor."

Xu Zhimu nodded his thanks, then walked to the side of the bed, grabbed the girl's small hands that were as cold as ice cubes due to the long-time infusion of water, put them in his heart, and put them back under the blanket to keep warm.

This scene is like a sweet love drama in a Korean drama. The gentle and handsome male protagonist takes care of the seriously ill female protagonist. The nurse is fascinated by watching it for a moment, and finally leaves.

An Xiaomi had a panoramic view of everything, looked at Xu Zhimu who was beside the bed and said, and suddenly hummed twice: "That nurse just now has been looking at you."

"You're jealous when you're a little energetic, right?"

Xu Zhimu reached out and pinched her pretty face with one hand.

An Xiaomi narrowed her eyes and looked at her: "That's right."

Xu Zhimu smiled: "That's good, or I'll sell my appearance later, so that the nurse can take care of you?"

"How dare you! Ahem..."

Like a puppy protecting food, An Xiaomi gritted her white teeth, but opened her mouth and coughed again.

"Then be honest."

Xu Zhimu angrily helped her to lie down and have a rest.

But An Xiaomi suddenly grabbed his hand, her pretty face flushed slightly.

"What's wrong? What's wrong again?"

"I, I think..."

The more An Xiaomi talked, the redder her face became. Xu Zhimu hurriedly looked at her little hand, and there was no wound or anything like that.

He reached out and touched her forehead again, the temperature was not too high.

"What are you thinking? Tell me and I'll help you get it."

Xu Zhimu asked her softly, this little patient, follow her whatever she asks today.

"I, I want to...go to the toilet..."

An Xiaomi hesitated and finally spoke up.

"..."

Xu Zhimu will be a little unable to answer for a while: "I'll call a nurse for you."

"No, no, I want to go now..."

Meeting the girl's gaze, Xu Zhimu also opened his eyes wide.

don't you want to...

　Three chapters were originally planned today, but there are still some things to update later in the evening, so I will update as much as possible.

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