Reborn, I will never be a licking dog

"Then...the other girl you mentioned is Xiaomi?"

When Liu Ningqing asked this sentence, Xu Zhimu was also taken aback for a moment.

In fact, as a reborn person, most of them will keep their identities absolutely secret.

I'm afraid that if someone finds out, they will be taken away and sliced ​​for research.

But in real life, if you say that you are a time traveler, it is estimated that a special car from the psychiatric hospital will come for consultation in a while.

There are quite a few people in this world who claim to be reborn traversers.

But no one has ever been confirmed.

In fact, most of the people who claim to be reborn and prophesy with plausible words are mostly swindlers who want to attract attention.

For example, Jack Ma, even if he said that he is actually a reborn person, he said that he did it only after he knew that mobile payment would become popular.

I'm afraid other people will just say "the boss is so humble, so funny"

Liu Ningqing looked at him for a while, then hummed, and walked slowly with his arm in his arms.

You have been worrying that you can't directly help me in my career like Ye Luojia.

Three buns, a cup of soy milk, and a piece of sweet-scented osmanthus cake.

Liu Ningqing's heart was also filled with warm currents, and she might have forgotten those little things.

Xu Zhimu touched her cheek: "I know what you've been worried about.

Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, earnestly and gently.

I really don't have the impression that I met my primary school sister alone.

The kind of person who has lost the most important part of himself.

And the first sentence she said to herself.

Xu Zhimu rubbed her upturned Xiaoqiong's nose, sniffing the faint fragrance of her body.

"Qingqing."

Xu Zhimu shook his head.

No matter how late you come home, you will always have hot tea for dinner, and you are the girl who is alone on the sofa waiting for me to come home.

Xu Zhimu hugged her tightly in his arms, wishing to rub her into his own flesh and blood.

I will always like Liu Ningqing who would rather eat less than one meal every day, but also save money to buy us a house

"Then why Xiaomi left you..."

Liu Ningqing felt dizzy both in her heart and head.

In the days that followed, every time I was in a bad mood because of An Xiaomi's anger, there would always be some more snacks in my class the next day...

I have to admit, I like your face, your figure, but I like your character, your soul, your heart that can always keep warm.

I will always like that Liu Ningqing who stays up all night drawing until midnight every day, just to help me, but she is not willing to spend a penny.

I remember that the next day, there was an umbrella and a breakfast on my desk.

The girl who stayed up all night knitting sweaters for my parents was also you.

It's just that he didn't expect that Liu Ningqing would suddenly ask this question.

I don't know how long it took, maybe the stars in the sky were blushing, and a dark cloud came to cover them.

"what happened?"

Liu Ningqing pursed her lips and thought about it, and finally said: "If I didn't know you...I wouldn't go...to hug you."

Actually, recently.

That day, Xu Zhimu was in a bad mood, he just wanted to get out of the rain, and the girl next to him was coughing from the cold.

"You just think I'm talking nonsense, but I will definitely marry you."

Xu Zhimu looked into her eyes and saw the panic in the depths of her eyes.

Xu Zhimu kissed her cheek, and sucked those bitter tears into his mouth.

She didn't know, and she wouldn't believe it, but Liu Ningqing also wouldn't doubt his words.

My life, my everything, is already full of your shadow.

Xu Zhimu also smiled lightly.

Liu Ningqing's ears were already filled with his voice, and his mind was filled with his last request.

Go and go.

She shook her head slowly, because if what he said was true, the two people in the previous life didn't know each other, then her personality would not easily approach a boy, especially a drunk boy.

I'm afraid that even if I pass by, I won't recognize it.

The tip of Xu Zhimu's nose was sore, he looked at the girl who was so gentle to the bone in front of him.

Liu Ningqing suddenly asked again.

Even Liu Ningqing, who is so gentle, will have a little bad intentions.

Another memory appeared in Xu Zhimu's mind.

Xu Zhimu expressed all the most sensitive thoughts in Liu Ningqing's heart word by word.

This bad guy always said these sweet words unexpectedly.

It turns out that my feelings have never been single-line giving, but the process of rushing to each other, which is too difficult to detect.

Liu Ningqing didn't know why, but when she heard that he was alone in his previous life, she felt a little secretly happy.

You were the girl who stayed up late to make me herbal tea during military training.

"Then what about you and... Xiaomi."

Some people always say that the primary school sister's character is too fake, unreal and so on.

"It doesn't count."

The girl who wove me a lucky bag is you.

But Liu Ningqing's eyes moved slightly, she shook her head lightly: "Have we met before that day?"

After one semester, none of the girls in the class said a few words.

only……

It's just that the self at that time was still focused on An Xiaomi.

Maybe it was an undoubted act of kindness of her own, maybe it was just her being too tender and trying to make up, or maybe she also saw that they were the same kind of people.

You have always cared about me. During the first 20 years of my life, the person who was always by my side was An Xiaomi.

Xu Zhimu looked down at Liu Ningqing: "Do you know what you did at that time?"

In fact, everything about the primary school sister has been integrated into every part of the whole book, and it is also like the warmth that I have been enjoying in my daily life but is most easily overlooked.

"Most people's liking for their other half is actually just for sex. I don't deny this. I am also a human being with vanity. I must admit that I like your face and your figure.

He shook his head: "No."

"Please do it for me for the rest of your life."

I overlooked too much...

After all, it's not in Xiuxian's novels, and it can search for souls and the like...

Once you fall in love with someone, this life will not change.

"You...how did you become like this..."

If that's the case, then whether he was moved by his feelings for him or liked it.

And my conclusion is you. "

Xu Zhimu didn't want to lie to her, so he gently touched her cheek: "Do you believe me?"

But at that time, the elementary school sister always wore a loose coat to hide her better figure, and she would wear a mask to cover her beautiful face no matter the seasons, always deliberately avoiding everyone's attention.

Xu Zhimu was stunned for a moment again, his last life...was indeed quite sad.

"For half my life, I will be confused and don't know what's going on later."

He looked at Liu Ningqing's gentle eyes, and the stars were twinkling in her eyes.

"But, Qingqing, what you gave me is something no one can give me.

He handed the umbrella to the other party, and then plunged into the wind and rain.

Xu Zhimu was silent for a moment, and finally said: "Sick."

Xu Zhimu couldn't help holding her into his arms, smelling the familiar fragrance from her body, no matter what the situation was.

Here comes the chapter, which took a long time.

Xu Zhimu's pupils shrank, those memories lurked in the depths of his memory, and they always burst out instantly when he didn't expect them.

Xu Zhimu gently helped her to smooth the messy hair by her ears, and the voice mixed with the night breeze gently sent it to her ears.

Xu Zhimu held Liu Ningqing's cheeks with both hands, and the distance between the two of them was so close that they already occupied the other's pupils.

On a rainy night, in the teaching building, the umbrella I gave you...

Xu Zhimu and her got closer and closer to each other, and their noses were touching each other.

It's the same as... the breakfast that my elementary school sister gave him during her military training, because these simplest breakfasts... For her at that time, it was already the best thing she could get out.

Liu Ningqing nodded without thinking.

Liu Ningqing blushed for a moment, then hugged his arm and shook it gently.

Then in his rebirth this time, the person he wants to come back to find is himself or...she.

Perhaps it is the combination of those appearance, figure, strength, emotion...all the conditions, and after comprehensive weighing, come to the most suitable conclusion for yourself.

Seeing her expression, Xu Zhimu also smiled: "I, Xu Zhimu, am pure and innocent. I have guarded myself like a jade for two lifetimes, so I leave it to you, so you can have fun."

"Hmm~"

This sentence made Xu Zhimu stunned for a while, he thought carefully about the details of his last life.

Stepping on each other's shadows, a warm trace was drawn on the ground.

He held her hand tightly, as if it was the last straw for a drowning man.

You are still worried about whether your family will be recognized by my parents. I know all about it. "

"You came over and slowly hugged me, who was drunk and emotional, in your arms. I will also remember that fragrant and soft warm embrace for the rest of my life."

In this world, the person she most wants to trust is him.

Liu Ningqing suddenly raised her head and asked him: "Zhimu, in your last life...did you ask for a wife?"

Cheng Fanmiao also said it.

Even at that time, I was so focused on An Xiaomi that I hadn't even touched other girls.

You are the girl who wants to buy me a house while eating steamed buns and saving money.

"You are really... This is the first time you are in love."

But these are absolutely not, I like the only criteria for a person, even if you don’t have such a pretty face, and you don’t have such a perfect figure, I will always like your tender heart forever. "

"Yes."

One by one, Xu Zhimu expressed his emotions little by little.

In Liu Ningqing's perception, she doesn't believe in rebirth.

Then... for the rest of my life, I will teach you a lot.

"Yeah, it's really the first time I've fallen in love with you."

Xu Zhimu thought about it, maybe there was a passing experience in school.

Although the things with An Xiaomi...the childhood sweethearts before are almost like couples, but the real relationship that is confirmed in name is only with Liu Ningqing.

Looking at it from Liu Ningqing's side... there is a feeling that he regards her as a substitute for An Xiaomi who can't fall in love with her...

Xu Zhimu continued: "However, I have never regarded you as anyone's substitute, to me, you are the only light when I fall into the abyss.

Liu Ningqing bit her lip, she could bite every word clearly, but she really couldn't say the last sentence.

"I can't remember exactly how you appeared, but I still remember the first sentence you said to me until now.

We all have to return to the plain and warm daily life, always surrender to tenderness, and always surrender to you. "

"I fell down on that staircase, good and bad thoughts kept popping up in my mind, but each one was pulling my emotions into the boundless abyss, like this street lamp that would go out at any time, but ah, At the last moment, you showed up."

You are the girl who helps me clean up every day and never complains.

Liu Ningqing felt his violent breathing and turbulent heartbeat, and her heart also accelerated unconsciously.

Liu Ningqing stared at him blankly, she bit her lip, and couldn't help but shed tears again.

I will always like that one, Liu Ningqing who is willing to make me my favorite meal even though she has been wronged already..."

They are all the same kind of people.

Liu Ningqing also raised her head to look at him, and finally shook her head slightly.

"I still remember... It should be such a starry night, I was walking alone on the drunken campus, in the corner in front..."

Liu Ningqing looked at the emotion in his eyes, she also chose to believe such an extremely absurd thing like rebirth.

I will always like that Liu Ningqing who shoulders the burden of a family and gives silently.

Reborn?

"Human beings have never been pure. Likes and loves are actually just a summary of emotions. Who can say exactly what it is?

"I don't believe in rebirth, but I believe in you."

I will always like Liu Ningqing who brought me herbal tea under the scorching sun during military training.

Always feel so at ease.

Can he really let go...

Liu Ningqing hugged one of his arms: "I don't care about the past and present... In short, you said you want to marry me in this life, then you must do it."

But he still remembers.

"Perhaps, I have some desires for sex. Perhaps, I also once confused emotion into love. Perhaps, there was a moment when I regarded you as a supplement to the emptiness in my heart..."

Perhaps, perhaps since that day, she has been quietly looking at herself.

After Liu Ningqing listened, she also lowered her head and looked at her own shadow, muttering: "Sure enough..."

She didn't hear many love words today, but each sentence was countless times sweeter than the previous love words.

"Have you lived your whole life alone?"

The transformation of Xiaomi and Jiajia has attracted a lot of fans.

They are the same kind of people.

But she still couldn't help biting her lips: "So, is it really her?"

Xu Zhimu pointed to a stairway leading to the gymnasium, and few people usually pass by it.

You said to me: You...how did you become like this?
Your voice, or the gentle, messy look in your eyes when you were facing the light of the street lamp at that time, made me feel like I saw an angel at that moment..."

Seeing her pretending to be tough, Xu Zhimu couldn't help but smile.

Under the darkness of night, kiss deeply and forcefully.

"Tomoki..."

Her chest was also beating wildly all the time, and she was crying. At this moment, she stood on tiptoe.

In the previous life, it was indeed because of An Xiaomi's departure that Xu Zhimu met the primary school sister.

But suddenly there was an unspeakable emotion in my heart.

Xu Zhimu coughed dryly, but he didn't expect her to ask directly.

There was only one dim street lamp, emitting a faint light.

Everyone yearns for vigorous feelings, but how many people can endure years of boredom.

So... what about An Xiaomi.

"Qingqing, in the future life, please stay by my side forever, I will always need your care and tenderness... okay?"

Xu Zhimu nodded, looked up at the stars in the sky, and slowly took Liu Ning two steps forward.

"That should be our first official meeting."

Finally, she said softly, "I'll make you your favorite ribs tonight, okay?"

He just nodded in recognition at the moment.

She didn't doubt every word Xu Zhimu said, but she also wondered if this guy had such a sweet mouth, did he have the experience of studying somewhere before.

"Tomoki..."

"Qingqing, if I were to choose again, you would still be the most important choice in my heart.

Liu Ningqing looked at him and subconsciously shouted.

Xu Zhimu looked at her expression, and he couldn't help asking: "Qingqing, do you believe me...are you really a reborn?"

Xu Zhimu said, with a smile and a touch of moisture in the corners of his eyes, he looked deeply at Liu Ningqing.

"Zhimu...you tell me...if these are true, then what is your feeling for me...is it moving, or liking, or just..."

In Liu Ningqing's eyes, those apprehensions and panics have become complicated at this moment.

"Ok?"

When Xu Zhimu finally regained his excitement, he slowly let go of some girls in his arms, but he also found that her eye sockets were moist.

Xu Zhimu's gaze is also gentle like the stars in the sky.

The words in Liu Ningqing's heart suddenly seemed to be dumbfounded.

Beside the dim street lamp, two people are holding hands, walking step by step.

So Xu Zhimu was not worried about the consequences of saying a few words.

That person who is a fool has always been himself.

If you have to say...

The perfection of the primary school sister actually reflects the unsatisfactory places in reality. She is the most perfect and the least perfect.

It is a pity that too many people can't catch up.

Be it Xiaomi or Jiajia, people with distinctive personalities will always get more attention from the society.

But most people are just imperfect primary school girls,
Don't let plainness and suffering overwhelm our tenderness.

(Finally, I would like to thank the Flying Dutchman for the reward, thank you)