Reborn, I will never be a licking dog

Chapter 597 Are you a reborn or not? It's none of my business! (Please subscribe!)
Ye Luojia and Liu Ningqing.

It can be said that they are the extremes of the two personalities, but they actually look like the same kind of person in their bones.

Ye Luojia has an aloof and cold personality, and it is extremely difficult to get close to people around her, and even almost cut off contact with her relatives.

But the heart is just the opposite, soft and delicate.

When he was reborn and returned, too many things were due to Ye Luojia, Xu Zhimu could develop so fast.

Without her, Xiaomi's surgery fee, the living conditions of the primary school sister's family, including everything that Xu Zhimu has now, would not be realized in just one or two years.

In order to help herself, Ye Luojia did not hesitate to suffer from stomach problems, braved the wind and cold, let go of her arrogance, and even some things... She chose to hide Xu Zhimu's knowledge, and silently bear and pay.

In this life, she paid the most for herself, but Xu Zhimu spent the least time with her.

Since that incident last time, every time the two meet each other, there is a kind of complicated emotion.

Xu Zhimu said that she was a rich woman who was cheated back by him with a bowl of noodles.

It's rare for a daughter to smile, and a bowl of noodle soup makes my heart happy.

There are only four words behind all this, willingly.

But this willingness made Xu Zhimu feel guilty all the time.

And Liu Ningqing.

She has always been a soft and weak person with a gentle personality, and she is reluctant to scold Xu Zhimu even for doing such a thing herself.

Even though she was wronged and sad to the extreme, she still quietly helped Xu Zhimu's company clean up in the middle of the night.

Yes, compared with Ye Luojia, Liu Ningqing can't help Xu Zhimu too little, and there is even a feeling of "dragging the oil bottle" everywhere.

What she can do is to do her best to help Xu Zhimu take care of every little thing in work and life.

There are mere strips of company documents and hygiene, which are always cleaned spotlessly.

No matter how late Xu Zhimu comes home, she will always obediently sit on the sofa in the living room and wait for her to come back.

There is always a pot of hot tea at home, and sweet and delicious meals.

But under her gentle character, what is hidden is no less stubbornness and tenacity than anyone else.

Her mother passed away, her father was sad and alone, and there was an old man in the family who was frail, and a younger brother who was still young. She alone supported the burden of the family with her thin shoulders.

Just being able to survive unharmed had exhausted all her strength.

She couldn't give Xu Zhimu more because she had nothing.

The only remaining shining spots that can shine and heat are all burning for Xu Zhimu alone...

Their personalities and destinies seem to be very similar.

Also since the death of his mother, life has undergone earth-shaking changes.

It's just that the lives of two people happen to be two extremes.

A wealthy young lady from a large Kyoto family with a golden spoon in her mouth.

One is a low self-esteem girl struggling to survive in a poor mountainous area.

Just like the two wings of a butterfly, perhaps the encounter between two people is also destined, every flapping of the wings will make the lives of the two people overlap again and again...

When Xu Zhimu said this frankly.

Liu Ningqing's body trembled slightly. She thought of everything that happened today, and her mind seemed to be hit by a tsunami non-stop...

"Zhimu..."

Liu Ningqing snuggled into his arms, but she always felt that she was about to be abandoned.

There is still that faint softness in her eyes, but this softness also hides firmness and seriousness.

She turned around, looked into Xu Zhimu's eyes, and slightly parted her pink lips: "We are getting engaged soon, what on earth do you think?"

What exactly was Xu Zhimu thinking, he looked into Liu Ningqing's eyes, these two-way gentle eyes seemed to see through all of Xu Zhimu's thoughts at this moment.

"Qingqing, as I said, I won't lie to you, but I also made a promise to her, and I can't miss the appointment."

Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand, wanting to gently hold her palm, but Liu Ningqing avoided it.

She straightened up slowly, those thousands of words, all kinds of thoughts, all turned into the last touch of crying and laughing at the last moment.

Tears welled up in her eyes, and she stretched out a hand, gently placing it on her chest.

"what about me?"

Xu Zhimu wanted to speak, but was interrupted by Liu Ningqing shaking his head lightly.

"Zhimu, sometimes, I really don't know why you like me, and whether you really like me... You told me, you said, what kind of rebirth are you... You also said that you were a Like me."

As Liu Ningqing spoke, there was a complicated smile on the corner of her mouth.

"But to me, it doesn't matter to me whether you are a reborn person or not, or whether you have a previous life!"

This was the first time Liu Ningqing spoke with a little anger in her voice.

Xu Zhimu's heart trembled, and he saw Liu Ningqing bent over, and their foreheads were pressed together.

"I don't care what happened in my last life, and it doesn't matter to me. I only know that in my life, the first person I like, the last person I like, and the only person I like is you!"

"Do you know Zhimu, before I met you, when the family was in the most difficult time, my grandfather went up the mountain and was cut off a finger by a sickle and had to be hospitalized, my younger brother had to pay tuition fees, and I had to buy study materials myself, and the money my father sent back Not enough at all...

In order to save money, I went to work part-time. I ate half a piece of steamed buns for two days. On the way home, I was caught in the rain. I was lying in the room in a daze due to cold and hunger. It was my grandma who found out and cried and left the rest of the house. I chewed the last piece of hard steamed bun in my mouth, and fed it to me in one bite. The chewed steamed bun was hard to eat, but it made me survive. "

Xu Zhimu listened, his heart seemed to be blocked by a huge stone, looking at this girl who was always gentle and always full of hope, the things he experienced when he was young, perhaps put on ordinary people, would have already collapsed.

A tear fell down Liu Ningqing's cheek, but there was a smile on her face.

"That day, I really thought about it, maybe I would close my eyes and never have to be so tired in my life, but... when I saw my grandma crying and hugging me, apologizing to me all the time, when I saw Even Xiao Wu cried and said that he would not go to school. Seeing that my grandfather just fixed his finger with a bandage, he was reluctant to go to the hospital to take painkillers, so he could only smoke low-quality dry tobacco to suppress some pain. Don't be so tired..."

"At that moment, I knew that no one in this world has ever struggled alone. There is always someone who is willing to love you silently and always. I survived. Although my family is still suffering, I never give up. For me, the person I love is right in front of my eyes..."

"I don't dare to gamble, and I don't want to gamble. Is it possible to have another life after I really close my eyes? I only know that in my life, because of my grandparents, because of my parents, because of Xiaowu, I Live hard.

But since I met you, what I want is not just to live, but to experience life with you. "

Liu Ningqing's face was already full of tears, dripping and dripping, also falling on Xu Zhimu's cheek, the corner of his mouth...was very salty.

"My body lives for my family, but my soul burns only for you."

Liu Ningqing lowered her head slowly, and gently kissed her soft lips with crystal tears.

That bitter and sweet touch is like Liu Ningqing's life, full of sadness, she has always brought fire to others.

She suddenly bit the tip of Xu Zhimu's tongue, but in the end she was not willing to use force, and finally just lay in Xu Zhimu's arms sobbing.

Liu Ningqing, Liu Ningqing, you are really worthless, he is like this, and you are not willing to teach him a lesson.

Really worthless!

Xu Zhimu gently stroked her soft back, yes.

Whether she is a reborn or not has nothing to do with her.

It was she who provoked her on her own initiative, for the so-called redemption and possessive desire for treasure in her heart.

Xu Zhimu broke into her life, and what she couldn't refuse took all the place in her heart.

But now, he wanted to carve out another part of the position that originally belonged entirely to her.

But things have come to this, Xu Zhimu letting go now will only hurt more people.

"I'm just afraid that the reason you got engaged to me was out of guilt, or your so-called obsession in the previous life..."

Liu Ningqing raised her head, there was a trace of panic in her eyes, but she was also determined.

The moment Xu Zhimu closed his eyes, at this moment, all his thoughts seemed to overwhelm him.

He opened his eyes and looked into Liu Ningqing's eyes.

"I don't deny that the me before was indeed because of my obsession. You brought me the light in despair, so I greedily wanted to take you as my own. Later, after those things, I have always been ashamed of you, and I want to compensate you more..."

As Xu Zhimu said, Liu Ningqing's gentle eyes lowered slightly, and her hands spread out weakly.

"However, I have been looking forward to marrying you for a long time. There is never any unreasonable liking in this world. In order to get the person they like, many people will use some small tricks and tricks, even cheating. ..."

Xu Zhimu said, and smiled lightly: "I don't deny that I have made a lot of small calculations, but every time I make a calculation, it is to get closer to you.

The routine is true, the fact that I like you is also true, and the fact that I want to marry you is also the most serious decision I have ever made in my life. "

Xu Zhimu looked at her.

Liu Ning listened quietly, with tears running down her lips and dripping onto Xu Zhimu's lips.

A bitter taste mixed into the hearts of the two of them.

Liu Ningqing's drooping eyes regained some of their spirit at this moment.

She looked at Xu Zhimu for a long time before showing a slightly bitter smile.

"But why... just people like you."

People like you...

If Xu Zhimu was just a pure scumbag, if that Ye Luojia had a more aggressive attitude.

Maybe Liu Ningqing can really make up her mind and make another decision.

But, this scumbag is so gentle, he almost arranged her life perfectly.

There are so many girls with better conditions than her around him, he has already got himself, and he can completely stop caring about her feelings.

However, he still chose himself.

And that her... Liu Ningqing hoped that she would stand up strong, so that she would be able to argue with her.

However, she did these things again.

Liu Ningqing already knew that she had sent someone to deliberately arrange her first illustration job.

Behind every step of Xu Zhimu's success, there is also her shadow, and her father's fish stall was also arranged by her.

Even Xiao Wu's school, this house...maybe all have her help.

It doesn't matter if she's just doing it to make amends or to atone.

But she knew that without her, Xiao Wu might not be able to find such a good school, her father would not be able to find a job she likes, and this family...may not exist anymore.

Now she doesn't know how to think about this matter.

Let her hate, even hate it.

"asshole!"

Liu Ningqing was lying in Xu Zhimu's arms, she raised her fist and kept beating him, but she was still reluctant to use too much strength.

"I'm an asshole, I'm an asshole..."

Xu Zhimu hugged her gently, and slowly stroked her soft back.

asshole.

This sentence may not be considered insulting at all.

It was Liu Ningqing who was willing to say his most important words.

She beat Xu Zhimu's chest with her weak fist for a long time.

At the end of the beating, it seemed as if he had no strength left, and softly, he lowered his small fist.

She lay quietly in Xu Zhimu's arms, unable to see her expression.

"Dong dong dong..."

Suddenly, another sound of beating his chest sounded again.

Liu Ningqing finally raised her head slowly, and saw Xu Zhimu beating her chest with her hands.

It seemed to be replacing her action just now, and it was very hard.

"What are you... doing..."

Liu Ningqing still suppressed the emotions in her heart and defended him, which had become subconscious in her heart.

"I will continue to teach this scumbag a lesson for you, for making the girl I love so sad, I deserve to be beaten."

As Xu Zhimu said, the fist continued to beat his chest, making bang bang noises, and his tone of voice was a little unsteady.

"Who told you to hit him!" Liu Ningqing grabbed his hand, opened her eyes slightly, and felt angry.

Obviously such a big grievance, she is not willing

Liu Ningqing was not willing to get angry with him, but Xu Zhimu only punished herself a few times.

But she felt sorry for him.

In her heart, Xu Zhimu is even more important than herself.

The more this happened, the more Xu Zhimu felt that he had hit himself lightly.

Liu Ningqing grabbed his hand, and the two looked at each other silently for a long time.

Liu Ningqing finally spoke slowly.

"Zhimu, I just want to know, if one day...you have to make a choice, what choice will you make?"

Liu Ningqing had already asked this question once before.

Only last time, Xu Zhimu's answer was not very good.

Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and gently touched her cheek, his eyes were full of reminiscence.

"You told me last time that I am not a multiple-choice question for you, but a composition about me.

In fact, you are not a multiple-choice question or a composition for me.

It is the seat number of the exam, which belongs to the exam paper of my life. It is because of you that I am qualified to sit down and answer the questions.

So, without you, my life is a void answer sheet.

You are not a choice, but the premise of everything. The reason why I am Xu Zhimu is because you are my Qingqing. "

Xu Zhimu's voice was trembling a little, but also with an unshakable seriousness.

Liu Ningqing's body trembled slightly, she was in a trance for a long time.

"asshole……"

　Come on, do something today, secondly, this chapter is actually quite difficult, but overall it is still necessary.

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